Chapter 183: I can't die if I want to
"What's the matter?" Chen Jishen left her alone and walked to the door.
Heipi replied: "In the morning, Tiaozi went to Hongzhi, and he is still investigating." After a pause, he looked at his face, and then said, "And ...... Something happened to the shipment to Vietnam, and the shipping was cut off. ”
When he heard that Hongzhi had an accident, he didn't react, but when he heard the second half of the sentence, Chen Jishen's face turned pale.
"Seventh brother, if the delivery is not made on time, I am worried that the Vietnamese will inform Mrs. Chiang, and then there will be trouble."
This transaction was already hidden from Mrs. Jiang, and he knew very well what the punishment would be for embezzling and selling.
"Who did it?"
The black skin glanced at Su'er in the room.
Chen Jishen sneered: "He's 'forced' me to hand over someone."
Su Er still crouched in place, not listening carefully to their conversation, and her heart was so empty that she felt that everything was gray and white.
The two of them talked for a while, and then both left.
The next day, the food was delivered as usual, but she still didn't eat. Within half an hour, Chen Jishen also came, this time he didn't force her to eat, but dragged her off the bed. She didn't even wear shoes, and she was dragged to another small room before she could stand still.
The small room was a bathroom, and the water was steaming in it, and the sound of water was still suddenly dripping in the bathtub.
"Wash yourself."
Su Er had no strength, and was pushed and sat on the edge of the bathtub, staring at the water for a long time and not moving. Chen Jishen kicked her waist with the tip of his shoe and urged: "Wash!"
She doesn't have much desire to survive now, and it's too much to even live.
Chen Jishen urged three times without movement, and then went up suddenly, grabbed the back of her head and pressed her whole face into the water.
Su Er struggled to get up at this time, spitting out countless bubbles and almost couldn't breathe, before he carried them up. The moment she breathed the air, Su Er couldn't stop coughing.
"I will always give him back clean." His tone was full of sneer, and his eyes were extremely cold: "Wash it yourself or will I help you?" However, my approach has always been very rough. ”
Su Er lowered her eyelids and said in a dumb voice, "Wash it yourself."
Hearing this, Chen Jishen let go of his hand and slammed the door shut.
Soon after the door was closed, there was a sharp cry from Su Er, who had been depressed for many days, and Heipi looked at it, and stopped talking. Chen Jishen took out a cigarette and lit it, and said coldly: "Let her cry."
Su Er took this bath for more than an hour, and put a dress in the bathroom. One-size-fits-all, she should have worn it very well, but in the past few days, her weight has plummeted, and she is so skinny that she wears it empty.
She wiped the mist off the mirror and looked at herself in the mirror like a female ghost, and couldn't help but laugh. Can it not be ridiculous, after so many years of entanglement with Lu Yanzhi, not only her, but even her son is not worthy of a Shen Yan.
How ridiculous!
She got dressed and went out, Chen Jishen only glanced at her, and then waved to his subordinates: "Go."
Su Er was put on the car, watching the car get up the highway from the deserted countryside and get off the elevated. The car drove to a small road and suddenly stopped, and the younger brother of his subordinates willingly went down to open the door and directly hung Su Er in the middle of the road.
"Walk back on your own."
This is the last sentence left by Chen Jishen.
Su Er stood in place, looking at the unfamiliar road, and occasionally a truck passed by, and the wind that rolled up could blow her down. She suddenly felt that the heavens and the earth were so big, but she didn't know where to go.
Su Er walked slowly along the road, walking for a long time, and the soles of her feet were painful. But she just felt numb, except for the pain in her heart, everything was numb, even the head of a car behind her that was shaking "chaotically" knocked her down, she didn't feel pain.
"Don't move around, bump into someone!"
Ye Chengkuan fortunately braked urgently, and the woman in the passenger seat was also frightened: "What should I do?" Ay! She moved, she didn't die! ”
Sure enough, the woman who fell in front of the car staggered to her feet, didn't even look at them, turned around and continued to walk.
Ye Chengkuan saw her side face clearly, and said in surprise: "Ears?"
Seeing that she didn't care.
Ye Cheng unfastened his seat belt, ran out of the car and chased after him, "Ears!" ”
Su Er was pulled by his arm and stopped, her body shook, Ye Chengkuan's original smile was surprised when she saw her face: "Why are you ...... What happened? ”
"Ye ......" She wanted to call her name, but after only saying one word, she felt that the whole world was spinning and falling backwards.
Ye Chengkuan hurriedly supported her.
On the way to the hospital, Su Er woke up, and there was still a strong smell of women's perfume in the car. She was awakened by the smell, opened her eyes and looked out the window at the rapidly moving scene, and asked, "Where is this going?"
"You're awake, I'll take you to the hospital."
She shook her head: "I'm fine, don't go to the hospital."
"But I must have hurt you just now, and why are you so haggard, so thin that there is only a layer of skin left."
Su Er's eyelids drooped from exhaustion, and she was so weak that she repeated: "Don't go to the hospital."
"Then I'll send you home."
"Home?"
"Lu Zhai."
Su Er, who was originally weak, heard these two words, and immediately reacted violently and wanted to open the door and get out of the car, repeating repeatedly: "I don't want to go home, don't go back!" I don't want to see him! ”
When I saw him, I thought of Xiao Wang's death.
"Ears, what the hell is wrong with you?" This is the first time Ye Chengkuan has seen her like this, as if she has lost her soul, scratching and crying, hysterical.
He was very distressed, and finally said, "Okay, I won't send you home, can you go to me first?"
Ye Chengkuan drove the car in the direction of his apartment, parked the car, and took the elevator upstairs with her. She had stains on her body when she was hit by a car, Ye Chengkuan went to the cloakroom and took out a basketball uniform, and said, "You change your clothes first, and I'll go downstairs to buy you something."
"Hmm."
She grabbed her clothes and walked to the bathroom, which was clean, with the razor blade resting on the side of the washbasin. She stared at the blade, her mind full of hallucinations.
Xiao Forget called for Mom with a smile, crying and shouting for Mom to save me......
Lu Yanzhi's indifference, Shen Yan's provocation and pride.
Ye Chengkuan bought food and women's "sex" clothes and came back, but no one was found in the room and the cloakroom in the living room, and finally saw water overflowing from the crack in the bathroom door.
"Ears, ears...... Suer! He knocked on the door a few times and received no response, becoming more and more uneasy, and immediately banged on the door and entered. Su'er was found lying on the edge of the bathtub, holding a blade in one hand and a cut wrist in the other, soaked in warm water. He gasped in shock, picked up the "wool" towel and wrapped it around her wrist, picked her up by the waist and rushed out the door.
Ye Chengkuan didn't know how many red lights he ran along the way, and ran into the hospital with Su Er, who was almost in shock, and shouted urgently: "Doctor, doctor!"
The doctor and nurse immediately brought the emergency cart, and he ran all the way, looking at her pale and haggard face, and his heart ached fiercely.
Why, why you don't have happiness.
"I'm sorry sir, you can't go in." The nurse stopped him outside the curtain of the emergency room, Ye Chengkuan hesitated to pace outside the curtain, stopping the doctors and nurses talking about the patient's unconscious and in a state of shock, etc., and his heart jumped out of his throat.
The hospital is linked to Lu's.
Not long after Su Er was sent to the hospital for rescue, Lu Yanzhi received the news. He came to the hospital directly from home, his beard was unkempt, and his clothes had not been changed for a long time.
"Xiao Er, where is Xiao Er?" As soon as he saw Ye Chengkuan sitting in the waiting area, he ran up and asked.
Ye Chengkuan looked at him with bloodshot eyes and an embarrassed look and asked, "What happened to you?" Why is it like this? ”
"How is she?" Lu Yanzhi ignored his question, and his heart was full of Su Er's situation.
Ye Chengkuan stood up angrily, "What the hell is going on!" Why did she want to 'kill herself', what did you do to her! ”
"I just want to know how she is, I ......" Before he could finish his words, Ye Chengkuan had already swung a punch into his face. He was defenseless, and the whole person stumbled backwards into the wall, Ye Chengkuan didn't intend to let him go at all, and rushed up with a few punches.
During the whole process, Lu Yanzhi didn't fight back, and he beat himself and beat himself down.
"Sir, what are you doing here!" The nurse and the doctor went up to stop Ye Chengkuan, and he shouted angrily: "Lu Yanzhi! Because you are my brother, so you liked her back then, and I took the initiative to give up the pursuit, but after so many years, which time have you made her happy! She is such a non-crying person, how many times have she cried since she was with you, how many tears have she shed! You don't deserve it, you don't deserve her at all! ”
"Mr. Lu......"
The doctor hugged Lu Yanzhi, he waved his hand to signal that he was fine, looked at the angry Ye Chengkuan, chuckled self-deprecatingly, and nodded: "Yes, I am not worthy."
"You ......"
Ye Chengkuan looked at the person who had always been sharp and resolute, and at this moment he was "exposed" to be vulnerable, and he couldn't help but be surprised. Just as they were about to open their questions, the curtain was torn open with a bang, and the doctor came out and told them, "The patient is out of danger, send him to the ward."
Only then did the two make a temporary truce.
Su Er was in a coma all night, and when she woke up, she looked at the ceiling and smelled the familiar scent of roses. Turning his head, he saw a bouquet of white roses on the cabinet, and naturally saw the "liquid" tube hanging high.
Surrounded by a familiar environment.
She closed her eyes, knowing that she hadn't died.
When she was dying, she was so close to Xiao Forget that she was about to hold his hand, but she was suddenly pulled back to reality.
Smack.
There was a sound of the door being pushed open, and before he looked back, Su Er heard a voice: "You're awake."
The voice that made her heart feel cold.
Su Er rolled her eyes and watched Lu Yanzhi come over with a cleaned fruit bowl, she grabbed the sheets and stared at him, there was something sore in her throat that couldn't stop rolling.
"Shall I peel an apple for you?" Lu Yanzhi was distressed and helpless at her backwater-like cold eyes, put down the fruit plate, and sat on the edge of the bed to help her peel the fruit.
He has always peeled the peel of the fruit, but today it was broken several times, and finally peeled an apple, he handed it to her, looked at her black pool eyes, and said, "Xiaoer, I'm sorry."
"Excuse me?" Su Er sat up and looked at him coldly, her tone trembling and desperate: "You told me, I'm sorry?"
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