Chapter 125: Being a Nanny to Pay Debts
"Shumei, why did you run out of the hospital?"
Wencai led Shumei to the sofa and sat down, and Shumei responded with a smile: "I have been discharged from the hospital, and I am bored in the hospital, and I still have to spend money." In this way, I feel much better, which is beneficial and harmless to my illness. ”
Shumei's face was relaxed, trying her best to make herself energetic, and she didn't want to show any bad things in front of Wencai.
"Are you going back to the village?"
Wen Cai thought of this, and his heart was full of reluctance. He didn't know why, as if he was used to having Shumei there, and he went to the hospital to see her every day after work, and her voice and smile accompanied him to sleep.
Hearing the words "return to the village", a trace of helplessness flashed on Shumei's face, although it was only for a moment, although she had tried her best to hide it, this trace of helplessness was still seen by Wen Cai.
Without waiting for Shumei to speak, Wen Cai continued: "If you don't want to go back, don't go back!" lest they see you like this and make them worried, go to my house and go back, and then go back when they are well. ”
Wencai's words coincide with Shumei, she has this intention and plans to be a nanny to pay off her debts.
"It's good, but it doesn't seem appropriate to eat and live for nothing, besides, don't I still owe you so much money? Why don't I go to your house and be a babysitter? Use the money from being a babysitter to pay off debts. ”
"What kind of nanny, how can you work when you recover from a serious illness, just raise it with peace of mind, and be my companion."
"No, if you don't agree, then I'll go to another house to find something to do and make money to pay you back."
Wen only knew Shumei's temperament, as long as it was something she believed, no matter how fanciful she said, it would be impossible for Shumei to regress.
In desperation, Wen Cai had no choice but to agree to Shumei, so he could only go back and fire the previous nanny without telling Shumei.
"Okay, it's yours."
Wen Cai thought that if he paid to cure Shumei's illness, he would not be disappointed by his mother's last wish, and he had no intention of leaving Shumei behind. After all, the person she already likes, Shumei already has a person who is in love with each other, and they only talk about friendship, not the love between men and women.
But his heart just didn't listen to the call, and he wanted to keep Shumei by his side again and again. He just couldn't bear to refuse her, he just couldn't bear to see her suffer.
"Okay, when do you get off work, I can't wait to see the old woman, she will be surprised to see me."
Shumei was so happy that she almost didn't jump up from the sofa when she saw Wen Cai agreeing to her request.
Shumei undoubtedly touched Wencai's sore spot again, the sore spot that Wencai had always been unwilling to remember.
His expression became unusually heavy, and after a moment of silence, he waved his hand to signal Liu Jiang to go out.
Liu Jiang understood Wencai's gesture, and quietly left and walked out of the door alone.
After Liu Jiang left, Wen Cai told Shumei word for word how he was designed, threw away the old house in the courtyard, and made the old aunt angry to death.
……
Shumei was more angry than sad after hearing this, and when she heard that such a kind old woman was no longer there, this was simply a touch of sadness for her now.
She once again felt how fragile and insignificant life is, and that an illness or a sudden natural and man-made disaster can cost a person's life.
And the old aunt was angry to death just because of Wencai's misstep, no wonder Uncle Li refused to forgive Wencai. Not to mention Uncle Li, it was herself, looking at Wen Cai with a self-reproachful and painful expression on her face in front of her, she wanted to rush up and scold him.
But the deceased is gone, what's the use of blaming the living, fortunately, Wencai is working hard because of this, and the old woman is also blind under Jiuquan, this is the price of this success is a little too big, and the life of a loved one is exchanged for the precipice of Wencai.
Shumei was angry at first, then hung her head in meditation, and finally couldn't help crying.
Cry for the departure of the old woman, cry for the fleeting of life, cry for your own death and afterlife.
"Shumei, don't cry! I know that if I am unfilial, that I am useless, I should go to the eighteenth layer of hell. When my mother was here, I always liked you very much, and I deceived her and said that you were my object, so that when my mother was dying, she was still talking about you, looking forward to you being our Li family's daughter-in-law. I'm really not human, I didn't even see my mother's last face. ”
Seeing Shumei bowing her head and crying, Wen Cai was a little caught off guard, he didn't expect Shumei to be sad like this because of her mother's death.
He picked up the tissue on the table and handed it to Shumei, and kept comforting Shumei, seeing that Shumei was crying more and more sad, he simply slapped himself.
Shumei wiped her tears with a tissue while reaching out to stop Wencai.
"Don't fight, I'm not crying because you're angry with the old woman, I just feel the fragility of life, and I can't help but cry when I think of my own life after death. It has nothing to do with you, don't beat yourself, if the old lady has a spirit in the sky, she definitely doesn't want you to be like this, she hopes you live well. Only if you are doing well, she can feel at ease. ”
Although Wen Cai's tears did not flow out, it could be seen from his expression that his heart was already full of tears. This scar, which had been sealed for so long, was suddenly revealed, and the pain was unabated.
"Shumei, I'm sorry, I may not be able to fulfill my mother's last wish, because I already have someone I like. I can only be doubly nice to you, and hope my mom doesn't blame me. ”
Wen Cai was entangled, he felt in his heart that he was fulfilling his mother's last wish, but when he said it, even he felt a little far-fetched.
"It turns out that you are desperate to save me because of this?"
Wencai didn't dare to look directly into Shumei's eyes, he avoided Shumei's gaze and nodded vigorously.
Shumei was still puzzled before, even if she and Wen Cai had known each other, she wouldn't let him spend a lot of money to save herself!
Now that Wen Cai said this, Shumei finally understood, it turned out that he had always thought that Shumei was the daughter-in-law that his mother identified, but he was looking for another lover, and he felt guilty in his heart, feeling that he had lost Shumei, and wanted to compensate Shumei for this.
She can empathize with and know how entangled Wen Cai should be in her heart at the moment.
"Now that I know it's wrong, why did you come to me before you liked someone else?"
"Because I don't think we're a good fit, it's just my mother's wishful thinking."
Wencai told the truth, he did think so at the time, he didn't go to Shumei at all, he was sorry for his mother, but he didn't want to pay for his mistakes with his lifelong feelings because of guilt. Besides, he also knew that Shumei had someone he liked, and he didn't want to beat the mandarin ducks.
It was an accident, when Wen Cai went back to the town to worship the old woman, he accidentally saw Shumei and Bo Yi by the river. Since then, he has completely left his old aunt's wishes behind and started his new love life.
"Isn't this enough, why do you bother about this, the old lady just wants to find someone who can be good to you, as for who it is, it doesn't matter at all. As long as you live happily, it won't go against her old man's wishes. ”
Shumei's words made Wencai suddenly brightened, but he didn't expect that the knot in his heart that had been blocked in his heart would be explained by Shumei in a few words.
"Thank you, Shumei, listening to you is better than reading 10,000 books! It's just heartwarming. ”
Wen Cai stretched his brows and laughed heartily.
"Then you're not going to stop me from going to your house as a nanny, are you?"
After saying that, the atmosphere suddenly became much more relaxed, not as heavy as before.
"Of course not, the door of my Li Wencai's house is open for you at any time, and I am waiting for your arrival at any time."
The tone of the two speaks in a much lighter tone.
Wencai spoke in front of Shumei, he didn't need to pretend to be serious, and the pretense was compelling. In front of Shumei, he doesn't need to maintain the majesty he deserves, he can open his heart and talk freely, and he can live as he wants.
In front of employees, he must have the prestige he deserves, and he must be cautious in what he says and does. In front of Qing Ke and Qing Ke's parents, he must also have the demeanor of a successful person, and his manners, words and deeds must follow the rules.
Therefore, Wen Cai is so reluctant to Shumei, reluctant to be the only person who can make his spirit less tense.
He can speak his mind freely, without any cover-up, and can be his original self.
"That's good, then Boss Li, how much salary are you going to pay your nanny? Otherwise, let's start according to the number of Sister Meng before. ”
For Wencai, he found a sense of relaxation in front of Shumei. But for Shumei, this is not the case.
She was forcibly robbed of her happiness by the disease, even if she picked up a life, it was just a stealing life. can't let go of his hands to chase the love he wants, and the only thing he can do now is to pay off Wencai's love debts and contribute to his daughter's livelihood.
As for the daughter whose life and death are uncertain, she has done her best, if God really doesn't let them continue their mother-daughter relationship, she can only accept her fate. Before, his life was short, and in order to see his daughter for the last time, he had to look around.
But now, now he looks like a person or a ghost, if his daughter sees it, it will not help her daughter, but may drag her daughter down. No matter where her daughter is, she shouldn't have a sick mother at least now.
Shuangning had already suffered a lot with her, and she had no reason to drag her other daughter down the fire pit again. Shumei has fantasies in her heart, fantasizing that her daughter is living happily now, to dispel her idea of finding a daughter.
Her life was in tatters, and there was no excuse for her to continue looking for a needle in a haystack other than the deep-seated thoughts in her own heart. Her only spiritual pillar now is to cherish the people in front of her and make Shuangning live a better life.
She talked and laughed in front of Wencai, but she was just pretending, she just didn't want her unhappiness to affect Wencai.
If anyone else, I'm afraid I won't be able to be really happy, not only because of the lack of my body, but also because my heart has become scarred. Shumei also doesn't know how long it will take her to heal, how long it will take to muster up the courage to stand in front of the haunting Bo Yi.
She doesn't understand, how many debts she paid out on credit in her previous life, and she dares to love this life, is she here to repay her debts? It seems that I am really sorry for the sky and the earth in my life, and I am sorry for the people who have everything to do with me, especially Boyi.