Chapter 56: The more you endure, the deeper your love

"Fu Bei meets ......"

In the quiet air, a weak voice followed, Fu Beiyu raised his eyes, and looked at the pair of eyes that were weak and unbright, secretly suppressing the ups and downs in his heart.

After a moment, he slowly got up, took two steps towards the bed, hooked his lips and said calmly, "This is my home, the eldest lady can rest quietly." ”

"Your ......" Ye Sinan rubbed his temples weakly, his eyes flowed, and he looked at the surrounding environment, the calm style of the cold color system, simple and elegant, is indeed like his style.

"Help me up." She said weakly.

Fu Beiyu lowered his eyebrows, then stepped forward and gently helped her up and half lay on the pillow, but unfortunately, such a gentle gesture was fleeting.

Ye Sinan looked at his immediate retreat, so indifferent and detached, as if she was a hot iron, and she would be burned if she touched it more......

She doesn't understand, why? When she was hurt, he was so warm, his worries, his panic, his encouragement, his thoughts...... That scene is still lingering in my mind.

Why is it so indifferent at this time? Don't......

A certain possibility suddenly hit the atrium, the disappointment deepened a little bit in the bottom of her eyes, and then accumulated in the deepest part of her heart, she withdrew her gaze, swallowed bitterly, and the corners of her mouth pulled out a self-deprecating arc.

Ye Sinan, if that disappointment is not enough for you to give up, then what about despair?

"Miss......"

"I ask you." Ye Sinan suddenly interrupted his words, his eyes fell directly on his handsome face, and asked word by word, "When I was injured, were you really worried about me, or, just afraid that I would die, and you couldn't explain to my father?" ”

The cold and straightforward gaze, as if to see through his soul, looked at each other, Fu Beiyu felt that there was nowhere to hide for a moment.

It's not that he didn't think that Ye Sinan would ask this kind of question, and he also thought about how to deal with it, but at this time, he really faced her questioning, and met her eyes eager for the truth, and suddenly he was stuck in his throat, and he couldn't bear to say a word.

However, forbearance is like him.

"The eldest lady is too worried, you are injured because of me, and it is natural for me to worry about you."

"Really? But I wonder what your emotions were for worrying about me? ”

"Responsibility." Fu Beiyu spit out two words coldly, "I failed to protect you as your bodyguard, this is my dereliction of duty, I will take the initiative to ask Mr. Ye for guilt when I go back, but at the same time, please also ask the eldest lady not to do such stupid things from now on, I am just a subordinate, if you really have an accident, it is not worth it, and I can't afford it." ”

[I didn't take them seriously at all, your reckless rush over like this will only add to my trouble, get out! 】

Suddenly remembered that when he was in college, he was besieged by a group of thugs and unintentionally bumped into by her, she didn't think about anything at the time, but she was afraid that something would happen to him, so she rushed over desperately, but he was coldly put aside, that kind of coldness, and his calm tone at this time, is exactly the same.

Scold...... How ironic.

It turns out that in the past four years, none of them have changed, he can still hurt her from above, and she is still the clown who is powerless to refute and can only accept her fate.

No matter how many times she saved him, he had a reason to refuse, he used to blame her for being stupid, and now he blames her for being stupid, anyway, he won't be moved, he just won't accept her because of this.

Enough, Ye Sinan, you are really enough, how humble and lowly do you have to be satisfied? He doesn't even care if you give your life for him, so what else can he talk about?

"Missβ€”"

"Get out!"

Emotions gradually get out of control, past and present, all kinds of grief and anger accumulate and are on the verge of exploding. Ye Sinan interrupted him, his eyes moistened, and he pointed out the door.

"Fu Beiyu, you must not have thought about how many times you have said this word to me, right? Now, I'll give it back to you. ”

Fu Beiyu looked at her, his Adam's apple rolled twice, and a thousand words seemed to turn into thorns, stuck there, unable to swallow, unable to spit out, his throat hurt, and even breathing hurt.

The moment his deep eyes were stained with pain, he forced himself to turn away.

"Stop!"

Ye Sinan suddenly called out to him, his voice was cold, with grief and indignation, "I know that you want to break away from me in your dreams, if my father knows about this incident, he will punish you heavily, you will also lose his trust, and at worst, he will dismiss you." ”

"You must be expecting the latter, if you are fired, your contract with my father will be terminated, but I tell you very clearly that I will not tell my father about this, because I will not do what you want."

Tears rolled in his eyes, Ye Sinan stared at the long and unruly back, and every word came out of his mouth, as if he was sprinkling salt into the wound.

The delicate little face was pale and haggard, but it still couldn't hide her natural beauty, and the crystal clear tears slid down her cheeks, but made her look more and more beautiful and lovable.

But Fu Beiyu didn't look back after all, or rather, he didn't dare to look back, he was afraid that he would lose control in the face of her sad emotions, and he couldn't help but step forward and hug her, and explain to her over and over again, twice, three times, and ten times, not what she thought, let alone what he said.

No one knew the slightest emotion in the dark pupils, and his fingers trembled slightly, and he was stunned to restrain the urge to turn back.

"The eldest lady can do whatever she wants, I have no opinion."

Throwing down a sentence in a low and hoarse voice, Fu Beiyu stepped away, leaving her with a cold and resolute back.

The door slammed shut, echoing through the quiet of the bedroom.

Ye Sinan closed his eyes, tears raining down.

Fu Beiyu, do you know how much I hate you? When I was in college, I sacrificed my life to save you, and you told me that even if I really died, you would not admit that I died for you, and now I save you again, and when I wake up, I still face your damn calmness, I hate you for being ruthless, I hate you for being cold-blooded, but I hate myself for being weak.

I hate myself and still look forward to you, I dare to love, dare to hate, but I can't let go, I know that you won't love me, but I still try my best to tie you around, I keep telling myself that it's because of revenge, revenge, but as long as your attitude is slightly relaxed, my hatred for you will be like an hourglass little by little. It's like just on the mountain, you carried me on your back, regardless of fatigue and injury, and held me tightly in your arms.

At that moment, although the wound was very painful, and the pain seemed to be dying, do you know how happy and satisfied I am? I even thought that all kinds of hurts in the past were fake, and the happiness at that moment was real, and I even thought that I had misunderstood you all along, but in fact, you loved me, but you couldn't confess it out of unavoidable suffering......

It's a pity, dreams, after all, will wake up, your indifference as always at the moment woke me up, reminding me that everything I thought during the day was nothing more than a hallucination caused by injury.

There was a heart-rending pain in his chest, Ye Sinan frowned, his eyelashes soaked in tears trembled gently, he covered his chest, and bit his lip to cry suppressed......

If that's the truth, it's enough to rout her.

But she was really unwilling, as soon as she thought of it...... As soon as she thought that Fu Beiyu would immediately go to find that woman after returning to freedom, and when she remembered that there was a connection between them, she would have a breath in her heart, sometimes light and sometimes heavy, and always on the verge of suffocation.

So she won't let him go, she hasn't let him see her looking for that woman to take revenge, and she won't let him go if she dies!

Holding the futon tightly with both hands, the harder she worked, the more her heart hurt, and the more painful the wound became......

Fu Beiyu leaned against the door, his knobly distinct fingers fell on the doorknob, he wanted to unscrew it again and again, and forced himself to retract it again and again, and finally his five fingers were clenched, and his heart instantly tightened.

He endured it with all his might, and endured until the wounds on his arms cracked open one by one, and the blood gradually stained the white sleeves red......

It was shocking, but it was far less than the red shock at the bottom of his eyes.

"Master Bei, your hand-"

Luo Bin happened to come out of the guest room, ready to observe Ye Sinan's situation, he didn't want to just run into that scene, but as soon as he opened his mouth, he was thrown by Fu Beiyu's fierce gaze.

It's just too short-lived, so that he hasn't had time to confirm that what he touched, Fu Beiyu's slightly scarlet eyes were because of anger or sadness.

"What did you just see?"

Downstairs, Luo Bin held his breath and carefully treated Fu Beiyu's wounds, and a cold question suddenly came from the top of his head, making the movements of his hands tremble slightly unconsciously.

But he is not stupid, and naturally knows the meaning of his words.

"Beiye, don't worry, I didn't see anything just now."

Fu Beiyu, what an arrogant person, he can turn his hands into clouds and cover his hands into rain, but his forbearant and helpless appearance was not seen with his own eyes, Luo Bin really couldn't believe it.

There is no strong man in front of love, this sentence seems to be true, but he doesn't understand, what kind of relationship is between Fu Beiyu and Ye Sinan? Why did Fu Beiyu care so much about himself?