Chapter 454: My Life, My Decision!

No one knows whether the elegant cave room is harmonious on the night of candles, but on the second day after she returned to the door, Concubine Yi summoned her into the palace, and she cried at the first sight of her.

"My son, I've hurt you. Borzigit's! This palace can't spare her! ”

The newlywed woman is not happy, it can be seen at a glance, the elegant expression, and happiness are not close to each other at all.

Fusuni was also very distressed: "Cousin, are you angry with Qing's forehead?" ”

Concubine Yi frowned and slapped the table fiercely: "He dares!" Do you really think that this palace and Guo Luoluo's family are vegetarians? ”

Looking at Xianya, Concubine Yi came from her heart again, wiped her tears, and choked up: "I thought he was a good one, but I didn't expect it...... It's all me who mistook you......"

Xianya said with a smile: "Auntie, sister Fu'er, you all think too much, although the fourth master can't say how good it is to me, he doesn't snub me at all." I just ......"

Xianya was silent for a moment, and shook her head with a wry smile: "I just feel ashamed of the tenth master, and I feel a little embarrassed." ”

The events of the wedding day were known to Xianya that night, and she was told to Qing'e, just before the cave room.

Xianya thought that she could face other men very indifferently, but she overestimated herself, and after hearing what Brother Ten did for her, she was very resistant to clearing her forehead from body to heart.

Therefore, the candle night in the cave room is not a good memory for her.

She was obviously a little dissatisfied with Qing Forehead, and her movements were a little rude, which made her very uncomfortable. But the physical pain was far less than the pain in her heart!

The next day, she learned that Brother Ten was punished by Kangxi, which made her feel more and more distressed.

Concubine Yi was silent for a long time, and she said slowly: "I can understand your feelings, but since you have chosen dignity, you can only give up love." You have to learn to let go of the old ten, otherwise, how will you spend the next few decades? ”

Xian Ya smiled and shook her head: "No, aunt, I don't want to let go of him, he will be the best memory in my heart, I won't let go of him, and ...... Can't let him go. ”

Concubine Yi sighed: "I knew this was the case, I should have let you marry Lao Shi in the first place, no matter how ruthless the Borzigit clan is, I don't believe that I can't guard her." Although there is no dignity, I think you will live happier than you are now. ”

Xianya shook her head: "No, if I really choose the tenth master, I will definitely be happy in a short time, but when the strong feelings between us gradually fade away, when the contradiction between me and the tenth fujin is getting deeper and deeper, when I am targeted and suppressed by her again and again, when the tenth master has more and more women......"

Elegant and bitter smile: "At that time, my happiness will dissipate, and my feelings for the tenth master will slowly fade." Finally, I will become an ordinary, calculating woman. At that time, the tenth master will feel that I am no longer the me he liked at the beginning, and I will also feel that the tenth master has failed my choice. ”

Xian Ya smiled slightly: "Now like this, it's actually quite good." In the memory of the tenth master, I will always be the gentle and demure Guo Luoluo elegance. In my memory, the tenth master will always be the simple and persistent tenth elder brother who loves me deeply. ”

"Cousin, you're a philosopher!" ”

Grace's words perfectly interpret "what you can't get is always the best"!

Xianya shook her head and sighed: "Saying so much, in fact, I am selfish, I can't bear to have my life controlled by others......"