Mi Menglou's words flew out of the window with Gu Yu's thoughts, and she seemed to see her mother standing on the podium, telling the story of the four-leaf clover, with a crisp and pleasant voice, like the tactful song of a yellow bird:

"The green of the four-leaf clover will always remain fresh and unchanging, from birth to death. It is a quiet bliss in itself. It manifests happiness on the leaves. The first leaf represents true love, the second represents health, the third represents fame, and the fourth represents wealth. If you have all four of these things, then luck will always be around you. ”

That's why mom is so fond of four-leaf clover.

There will always be coincidences of one kind or another in the world that allow her to see familiar scenes and regain some of her lost memories.

"Miss, it's time for lunch." Aunt Zhang stood in the doorway and said, interrupting her memories.

Mimon stayed to dine with her.

Sharing lunch at a large table with someone she didn't know too well, she felt uncomfortable and ate quickly with her head down.

"Chew slowly." Miemon's voice came.

She glanced up, her gaze met his caring gaze. How does it feel weird?

"When you're full, you eat slowly." She put down her chopsticks and stood up, the rice in the bowl was not finished.

"Eat more?"

"Nope." She left in a hurry, awkward with him, so that she couldn't eat.

Half an hour after eating, a special car came to pick her up and take her to the Boya Rehabilitation Center for treatment.

Dr. Qin's methods are one by one: hypnosis, massage, and electrotherapy, which are tirelessly alternating every day.

Through unremitting efforts, the door of her memory was gradually opened.

She looked down and stroked the bracelet on her wrist, and the memory was like a vine, pulling out a little bit and dragging out a large string.

My mother gave this bracelet to herself before she died, and she had to take good care of it for herself, because it was a symbol of luck.

My mom is gone! A deep sorrow came over her.

At that time, she pushed away the bracelet and refused to ask for it, and said to her mother, "But why are you wearing it with so many disasters?" Isn't this self-deception? ”

"It's not the reason for it, it's my own reason. It was I who didn't cherish the luck I should have, and I gave it up on my own. Mom replied, her voice weak.

Looking at her mother's pale face, she couldn't bear to refuse her and put the bracelet on her hand.

"This is my Gu Yu, very sensible." Mom touched her hand, sighed, and asked, "If I lied to you about your father, would you blame me?" ”

"How so?" She said. She has not had a father since she was a child, and now that she is 18 years old, she is considered an adult, and it doesn't matter to her whether she has him or not. Although she was very envious of others having a father when she was a child, the age of that envy has passed, what do you mention him for!

"I lied, he's not dead, he's alive."

"Don't talk about the past." She felt very sad in her heart, this kind of bad man, who never cared about me and my mother, what is the difference between death and death!

"You can't blame him entirely, the main blame is on me, it's because I'm too weak, I just hugged you and left, and I never looked back." Mom choked up.

The last thing she wants to see her mother cry is, and she will cry when her mother cries, and she will cry like this, since she was a child.

"I'm sorry, I shouldn't have cut you off from your father. My grievances with him should not be passed on to you. The blood relationship can't be broken, he will always be your father, this is a fact that can't be changed. Mother looked at her with pleading eyes and said, "Go to him, show him the bracelet on your hand, and he will recognize you." ”

"Nope." She stubbornly said, "I hate to see him!" The two of us had a great time together. Don't mention him again, I went to school. ”

After she finished speaking, she left, she was nervous, there were only three days left in the college entrance examination. Mom shouted from behind and refused to look back.

The reason why I turned around and left was because I didn't want to talk to my mother about my father's heavy topic anymore. I always act like I'm grinning.,I don't care about anything.,In fact, I'm very fragile and sensitive.。 The word dad was already weighing on her heart like a stone, and she just wanted to run away to breathe.

She really regretted that she was going to say goodbye forever. Only then did she know that her mother was on her deathbed. My mother had lung cancer, advanced lung cancer, and she was in the hospital for less than half a year, and she didn't have time to wait until the end of her college entrance examination, so she left suddenly.