Chapter 195: The Queen's Plan!
Some people are always engraved in their memories, even if their voices are blurred, their smiles are diluted, but the feeling they feel when they think of him always throb in their hearts and will never change.
It's been more than two months, she doesn't know how she got through that tangled relationship, when she gradually felt that she was moving forward, although it was painful, she finally let go of him, she was pregnant, and her new hatred and old hatred were brought up again. She told herself not to think about him anymore, he was not hers after all, but now that she is pregnant, she misses him very much, if she tells him that she is pregnant with his child, Sun Meng doesn't know, will he be happy or indifferent?
The heart is apprehensive, how beautiful was it in the past, remembering that in order to see him, he was often stationed outside the city, and I wonder if he would go to her these days, as before? Probably not. Thinking like this, she felt a faint sadness in her heart, and her face was misty with tears.
The twin figures of him and the queen always invaded her mind, and when she recalled it, she always stinged her, and she told herself, forget it, don't think about him anymore, don't think about him anymore, he never really loved her.
But what about those good pasts? Perhaps, the love of the king cannot be alone. But Sun Meng only wants to win the heart of one person, and the white head is not separated.
In the main hall, the queen and Zhu Er were whispering.
"Zhu'er, I've been in my belly for almost two months.........."
"yes, what are you thinking? I'm really worried, I don't know what you have planned? ”
"Plans? We'll have to hide it and then find a chance to tell him that I'm pregnant with his baby. ”
"If the king does not recognize this child? But what's good?"
"Don't admit it? How so? This is his child, will he not recognize it? Great, just be cold to me as a mother, he won't recognize his own flesh and blood, right? If this is spread out, it will damage Long Wei, and he will not be so ignorant as this. I also want to rely on this child to let him succeed to the throne, avenging the murder of my father for my mother, I want to fulfill my father's last wish and take all the rivers and mountains in the world in my hands. ”
The corners of her eyes sparked with hatred, and when she said the excitement, her face was clearly distorted and distorted.
A trace of worry and caution flashed in front of Zhu Er: "This? In the past, I always felt weaker when I looked at him, but now it seems that we all look down on him, Zhu Er is afraid, you, you are ...... suffered. ”
"Bitter? I'm not afraid, but are you afraid? Afraid of what he will do, now that I have this child, I have a bargaining chip, and I will restore the throne of the queen again, and I will not wait for time to give birth to this boy, are you still afraid that there will be no hope in the days ahead? You know, I am looking forward to it, looking forward to this child being born soon and growing up ...... In that way, the effort is worth it in the end, and I'm afraid that there will be no sweetness in this day? ”
"You're going to suffer yourself, and the king is indifferent to you all day long, what if you have children? can't change his attitude towards you, the general's affairs, he will always have some prejudices against you, and in the future, I'm afraid it won't be much better. ”
"So what? So I had to play dumb and put away the pain of losing my father. In front of him, no matter what, I must also show that I am infatuated with him, and only in this way can I get close to him. From now on, I want to stick to his side every day, even if I don't want to, but I still have to go, I have to let him know how infatuated I am with him, so that he can rely on this child, as soon as possible to regain the title of my queen, so-called, mother by son, I want to take advantage of the child's blessing, step by ladder, in order to live up to the heart of revenge in this long wait. ”
She touched the fetus in her womb, a dark smile appeared between her eyebrows, and said, "I heard that the king has been outside the city from time to time recently? Do you know why? ”
"Zhu Er doesn't know, this situation has been going on for a long time, and it is said that he will always go around often, and then return to the main hall, I don't know why."
"What else? Didn't you go to find Cao Yingying, a daughter from Wei State? But I heard that she had already left Shu. He suddenly said cautiously: "Could it be because of my father, I heard that a group of father's people have been sneaking into the city in the past few days, should he have gotten the news and personally searched for it?" ”
"Those people around the general, how can they still have a living mouth, that's just a rumor, since the general was captured, and whoever has some contact with the general, which one is not Guan, the dead are dead, and the escapers are escaped. The people of the world say that the king is merciful, Zhu Er really didn't see a little bit, in the matter of the general, it is really not necessarily, the general has been on the battlefield for decades, life and death several times, blood and sweat, only to fight the peace of the world and lay down this country. In the end, it's just that he doesn't want to have a good Shu country, and he is buried in the hands of a faint monarch, and the general is concerned about Shu until his death, so he ........ But when it came, he couldn't make the king remember the old good, and it was not the same ....... because of such a thought. She paused: "Now that you are pregnant, this should be such a good thing, but Zhu Er is afraid, and the king will not miss you." ”
"What do I want him to do with me? In order to take revenge for the hatred in my heart, what can I not bear and wait? It doesn't matter if he's ruthless, what I have is time and stamina, and I'm not afraid that I won't be able to take revenge. Today the girl told me that tomorrow the king will go out of the palace again, or good, I will also go out for a walk, this pregnancy, pour my mouth has become greedy, I heard that a new tofu factory has opened on the long street outside the city, this day is cold, but I want to drink a bowl of hot sweet tofu flowers. ”
"If you want to drink, why do you have to go by yourself, now that you are pregnant, you have to be more careful, just let the slaves and maids buy it, why go all the way yourself? It's really not good, Zhu'er will buy it back for you. ”
She shook her head: "Xia'er said that she wanted to bring it back last time, but the business is good, and it will be closed early after it is sold out early." Besides, we have to drink it to taste good. Don't stop me, I'm going to-morrow, and besides, I have to show the king how much I can't do without him, and I have to go after him. ”
Zhu Er lowered her head and nodded lightly: "If you want to go, I won't stop you, then Zhu Er will accompany you." ”
Working in the tofu workshop every day, but her heart is not on this tofu at all, Yun Yinglan'er knows that Sun Meng is in a bad mood, and she is always cautious, and she doesn't dare to say much.
She always looked forward to Bai Mo passing through this long street, so that she would know that he had come, and he must have come to her, but after so long, she had never seen him.
The heart is low and sad, perhaps, he has really forgotten her, otherwise, she meditates in front of the shop every day, why hasn't he appeared once?
Not even General Sun had ever appeared, and sometimes she wondered if General Sun had seen her, would he come to her with an ecstatic white ink?
Her dull eyes looked at the front of her infinitely, and her heart was full of pain.