Chapter 118: The ghost lingers, and he actually uses himself as bait
A long silence spread between me and him, as if it were about to spread to the heavens and the earth.
He doesn't speak, and I won't speak again. Looking back, I have said more to him than I have said in the first few years of our marriage to him combined.
If he comes to me to talk about divorce, I will be happy, if it is because of Ling Xue, I will not be welcome.
Seeing that he was standing firm, I pulled his arm away and turned to leave.
"Don't you want to say a word to me now? Well, I'm here to ask you just one thing. ”
You can't call to ask questions, you have to come here to ask?
I stopped, but didn't look back.
Shen Yinan's voice sounded behind me, obviously he was not far from me, but the gap in the middle was too deep to be crossed. It turns out that some people are destined to pass by.
The words he asked were, "After divorcing me, will you be with Lu Huainian?" ”
I can't figure out his intention to ask this, but if he wants to hear it, there's nothing I can't say.
"No, it won't." I heard myself answer, without the slightest bit of mud. As early as Lu Huainian got married, no, it should be said that as early as when he completely forgot about Liu Ran, the relationship between me and him was over. What he gave me, I will cherish it in my heart, but I will no longer think about it, and I will no longer think about whether there is an ending with him, people have to look forward, I must always learn and adapt to life without him.
"Good. I remember your answer. Wen Ying, you betrayed me for him, but you didn't want to be with him, isn't it, this is the most extreme affection for a person in your mouth? Shen Yinan's tone was very sour, it sounded like a stupid woman, knowing that she should choose a good tree to live in, but she chose a rotten wood.
"Maybe." I don't know if I can do this for Lu Huainian. In the past few years, it seems to have passed in the blink of an eye, and it is not necessary to say how much I have done for him; But I am truly guarding him, for his faith and persistence.
He gave me five or six years of the most beautiful years, and I gave him about four years of perseverance, although I can't calculate it clearly, but I feel that it is almost time, and I will say goodbye to the past when the time comes.
Shen Yinan won't understand, just like I don't understand that he will never be ruthless to Ling Xue, a truth. In the adult world, even if you don't like it, you can pretend to be okay with a smile, but only some insistence, you can't fake, outsiders won't understand, but you treat it as your life.
Ling Xue to him, Lu Huainian to me, can be regarded as unbearable lightness of life, do you say there is eternity, everyone knows no, but why, as soon as he touches that person, he still can't help but insist, and even insists on it for many years, and then it becomes a habit, a belief, and a part that he can't convince himself.
I seem to understand a little bit that I can't ask Shen Yinan to tell me the story between him and Ling Xue. It's like I once opened my heart to show him, how I wanted to tell him about my past with Lu Huainian. It's all because I don't love enough.
That night, I thought about it a lot, and I fell asleep very late.
I went to Studio N on the weekend, and somehow, I was a little moved by the small space. At first, it was just a passing, but I didn't expect it to be bright.
Ye Xuan probably knew what I was thinking, so he took the USB flash drive and plugged it into the notebook and pulled out a copy of the data to show me. After the patent application for Rum Drink, the water rose, and the fullness of this single product after the year made the market value of the studio rise more than a little bit.
I can imagine what kind of heights N Studio will reach if capital is involved. But I don't want that. The composition of the studio is a group of like-minded young people, and premature fame will bring commercialization and the opposite of things. Being young, of course, allowing failure, or even total annihilation, and starting all over again, I think is the most interesting thing for them.
"Ye Xuan, my career calculation is not very good?"
Coming out of Studio N, Ye Xuan reminded me that I would leave for Baishui Town after lunch, Director Xie had already arranged that after recording my clip in the afternoon, after the finale ceremony was held early tomorrow morning, all the staff would return to Jiangcheng.
Unconsciously, this variety show is also about to be recorded, except for the Chinese New Year, which took a break for more than half a month, this show was recorded for nearly seven months.
In the early stage, because of such and such reasons, it was delayed, and the subsequent recording was relatively smooth.
Baishui Town is located at the junction of Nancheng and Qingcheng, I had to take a plane to Qingcheng first, then transfer to the bullet train for an hour, and then drive for half an hour after leaving the station to arrive.
In order to be in a hurry, Ye Xuan and I casually settled lunch and took the fastest flight to Qingcheng.
By the time we arrived at Whitewater, it was already past four o'clock in the afternoon.
Director Xie summoned all the guests and told everyone that I would record the last two links with them, find the ingredients and cook them, and then the whole show officially ended the recording.
The guests are very interested, after all, the program team has traveled to many places in the past few months, and many delicacies are hidden in the mountains or remote places, of course, it is not as convenient as in the city, so it is not completely without difficulty.
When I came, I naturally had to regroup, and the guests were exactly three groups, and now we had to find another person to form a new group with me.
Director Xie originally arranged a lottery, and the remaining person formed a group with the staff, or the amateurs found on the spot. However, when I drew the number 1, it went wrong again.
"Mr. Wen drew 1, which of you drew it?" Director Xie went to see the guests' signatures one by one, but he didn't find them, "I wrote two of them just now, why did I draw them alone?" ”
"Who said that only Mr. Wen drew 1?"
The crisp voice from far and near directly announced that the one who was haunted did not leave at all.
I raised an eyebrow and put the tag back in my pocket.
"Miss Ling, why are you? The staff went to find an amateur just now, did they bother you? Director Xie's attitude towards Ling Xue can be seen by anyone with a discerning eye.
I thought about it, and then I remembered that this piece of Baishui Town was originally dilapidated, and after the support of the consortium, it became a resort for tourism and leisure.
So Ling Xue is getting more and more frustrated now? Beaten up by me, still not honest? Of course, it can't be ruled out that she is ready to wait for me to drill into the trap, and I have to be more careful. Also, I have to find a chance to make it clear to her, I don't want to play with her anymore, wake up, Shen Yinan, she can take it, I won't fight it?
Ling Xue pinched the sign and walked in front of me, "What, Mr. Wen doesn't dare to join a group with me?" ”
Her deep stickers are still hanging on the Internet, and there are people eating melons everywhere, and she doesn't like to be looked at like a monkey, in order to bring me down, it really makes her take great pains.
However, there is one point, the program team will probably be happy. What is the most afraid of a show, the most afraid of no topic, there is no topic, there is no ratings, the ratings are not good, and the goodbye to the owner's father is not good, there is no future. On the contrary, if the ratings go up and are booming, the father of the gold owner may be happy, and he will make a decision on the sponsorship of the second and third seasons.
Who has the most topics in the program group now? Of course, it's me and Ling Xue, the current and former PK, this stalk is a bit rotten, but it's not outdated, plus the man at the center of the topic is Shen Yinan, this is the best boss in the minds of many girls? If he comes out to sell his face, he will play with the ticket casually, and there will be no other traffic or anything.
It's just that from my point of view, I'm a thousand unwilling to use myself to contribute to the ratings. Especially after last night, I felt that Shen Yinan, me, Ling Xue, and the more the three of them dragged on, the more boring they became, and I didn't want to put my name together with Shen Yinan and Ling Xue, that would make me feel a little disgusting, why should I be seen as a story or gossip? If you want to see it, I also look at other people's.
"It seems that Mr. Wen has a lot to consider." Xie Ning didn't know when she came, Ling Xue was standing side by side at this time, the people in the program team were no strangers to her, Director Xie's sister, a first-line actress.
Originally, I only saw one lump, which was already very unpleasant to the eye, but now it is two, what kind of sin has my eyes suffered.
"Of course, we have to consider the ratings, but there are fewer and fewer stars like Miss Xie who don't consider coffee positions and don't pay attention to this rate and that rate."
Xie Ning can have today, all because she offended me, so Ling Shen suspended her cooperation. Without Ling Shen's signboard, her resources instantly dropped a lot of grades. If it weren't for Director Xie having some connections, she would probably have semi-retired from the circle.
I hope she can carry it clearly, a female star's week is already short, and if she doesn't hurry up, she will be a salted fish when she turns over.
Xie Ning was stabbed in the sore spot by me, and he dared to be angry but didn't dare to speak, Director Xie was a good old man and a good person, saying that a man and a woman are better matched, and it is not so hard or something.
I threw down the words directly: "I'm okay with Miss Ling." “
Not to be outdone, Ling Xue said: "It's no problem to start." ”
I secretly thought, you also look down on my IQ too much, who will participate in this kind of show that is not sportswear and sneakers? As long as you are in a thin shirt and trousers, pointed-toe shoes, and your hair is still draped, you say that you are not here to plot against me, do you believe it yourself?
Do you want to reapply the first love face of pear blossoms with rain again? I don't care if you don't have your first love, if you're in a hurry, I'll still whip you. Of course, there are many people in the program team, and if I really want to beat it, I will choose a place with few people.
I glanced at Ye Xuan, and then took out the task card distributed by the program team. The other groups are not difficult to find ingredients, but my group is going to find a kind of bracken, only the picture does not give any hints, completely according to imagination.
The key is like Ling Xue, bracken doesn't necessarily know what it is, and I'm too lazy to talk to her, she wants to go east, I want to go west, inconsistent pace, embarrassing pattern, even the little brother with the camera behind his back doesn't dare to get close to shoot.
I left four points of mind to do the task, and the other six points of mind were to prevent Ling Xue from framing me.
After the first few rounds, the bracken was still not found, but the sunset changed from hanging to sinking to the edge of the lake, which was very quiet and poetic. I don't know how long I haven't seen such a beautiful sunset, so I took a picture and posted it on Weibo: A remnant sun spreads in the water, and my heart is bracken red.
After sending it, he quit and continued to look for the reddish bracken. Finally, after walking around for most of the circle, I found this bracken on the low slope, and was about to ask the camera boy to take a close-up of this thing, but I turned around and saw the photographer and assistant who were following me.
Ling Xue has planned this way, is the big drama finally going to start?
I looked around, and it was far away from where I had just started, and behind the low slope, the quaint brick houses were no longer visible to the naked eye. The last rays of light dissipated, and it was completely dark.
I waited for a while, but I didn't see the scene arranged by Ling Xue on stage, so I had to go back the same way, and not long after walking, I heard the loudspeaker calling my name, and someone came to look for me.
"Mr. Wen, it's great that you're okay." The security guard was out of breath and continued with Qingcheng's accent: "You group, that Miss Ling has an accident. ”
My heart sank suddenly, something happened to Ling Xue? My eyelids jumped, and a bad premonition filled my whole heart, Ling Xue wasn't with me just now, how could it ......
Oops, I've been tricked! Hopefully it's not what I thought it was, and if it was, I'd have to calm down and think about what I can do to prove myself.
Ling Xue, I really didn't expect that I was so cautious, and you still found a chance to start. You can see how crazy you are, in order to bring me down, you can use yourself as bait!