Chapter 35: I can't answer this question

After that day, on Thursday afternoon, the self-study was over. Mo Ran and I ran to the cafeteria, and after dinner, Mo Ran said that I wanted to go back to the classroom to review something, so I took a walk on the playground alone to digest my food.

The temperature in the evening is neither cold nor hot, and this temperature is still very similar to autumn. Actually, it's autumn.

Wind, occasionally blowing gently. The trees around the campus, the leaves on the trees were blown away by the wind, fell to the ground one by two, and then were blown up by the wind and flew to the plastic track on the playground, like a child looking for his home.

I walked half a circle around the plastic runway, and then walked to the place where Li Xinyang asked me to look up at the sky. I closed my eyes, looked up, and looked at the sky. I want to feel this magical power from nature with my heart.

Close your eyes and feel the most natural greeting in the world.

"Hey, what are you doing? Dodge, dodge, don't walk, don't run, stand in the middle of the track and do something. A voice suddenly came to mind, and I opened my eyes and passed by the boy.

Oh, it's dangerous. I really do, why do I have to stand in the middle of the runway and still look at the sky with my eyes closed!

Just as I was thinking about it, another voice sounded behind me, "Hey......"

Before he could speak, I leaned to the side. But when I looked back, an atmosphere called awkwardness began to fill the air.

The later voice came from Li Xinyang. He and the senior named Zhang Xiaoyan that day stood behind me. They smiled awkwardly as they watched me move out without looking back.

This awkward atmosphere always has to be broken by one person. Originally, I thought that the person who broke the embarrassing situation would let me be the one. As a result, Li Xinyang was the first to open his mouth.

"Well, what are you doing here? Bask in the sun! Li Xinyang said the first sentence after the three of us looked at each other awkwardly.

Zhang Xiaoyan looked at Li Xinyang, and I always had an inexplicable feeling of wanting to laugh when I looked at them. Zhang Xiaoyan stared at Li Xinyang and said, "Where can I bask in the sun at dusk?" ”

"That's right, where can I bask in the sun!" I also live the words of Senior Zhang Xiaoyan and said. I really want to hear how Li Xinyang will refute me and Senior Zhang Xiaoyan next?

Li Xinyang didn't say anything, just smiled and waved his hand. He looked down at a leaf at his feet, then raised his head again and continued to walk forward.

He's going to leave me and Zhang Xiaoyan behind! I don't care, but Zhang Xiaoyan and they have such a good relationship, what kind of special abandonment does Li Xinyang do?

Li Xinyang continued to walk without looking back. But looking at the way he walks, he must be smiling while walking! Otherwise, it would be absolutely impossible for him to walk crookedly.

The relationship between Zhang Xiaoyan and Li Xinyang seems to be really good. He stood next to me, watching Li Xinyang walk while laughing, twisting and crooked, and complaining to me while laughing: "Look at him, walk like that." ”

I also laughed, although I don't know why Li Xinyang laughed, but everyone's heartfelt laughter is not only on the face, but also written in the bottom of the heart!

Then, Li Xinyang continued to walk alone in front. I and Senior Zhang Xiaoyan followed slowly behind. Fortunately, there is a long break between classes, after all, as soon as the bell hits, it will be evening self-study.

We were walking slowly in the back, and suddenly Zhang Xiaoyan turned his head and asked me a question that I couldn't answer, he said, "Do you like Li Xinyang?" ”

"Huh?" I could only shout in surprise, and then didn't say anything, just looked at the questioner, Zhang Xiaoyan.

If I say no, it's a lie to myself and to others. And if I say yes, that's the beginning of an unavoidable injury.

If, if mine is established, then I can't keep it with Li Xinyang, including Zhang Xiaoyan. It is not only a good friend, but also a confidant-like existence.

I'm afraid that if I tell the truth, I will never be friends with Li Xinyang again. I'm also afraid that if I lie, I will no longer be able to face Li Xinyang, and I can't let myself be a panicked person, and I will still be alive in front of my favorite person.

Li Xinyang He stopped suddenly, then turned around and walked to the side of Senior Zhang Xiaoyan and me. He looked at me and Zhang Xiaoyan, who didn't move, and said, "You two, what are you doing?" Hurry up, or it's time for class. ”

"Ah, then I'll go first, goodbye seniors, I still have to prepare something for self-study at night." Fortunately, Li Xinyang came to the rescue, and I can still find a reason to leave this place of right and wrong quickly.

I'm almost far away from them, and they're not going to be idle to chase me. I began to walk slowly until I came to the bottom of a ginkgo tree and stood under it.

Whenever I go under the tree, my heart always begins to recall the ups and downs with the swing of the tree. This time, I asked myself repeatedly under the tree, why did Zhang Xiaoyan ask me that question?

If Zhang Xiaoyan wanted to ask himself, then he must have seen something. But if it was Li Xinyang who deliberately asked him to ask, based on their friendship, he would definitely help ask.

Thinking about it this way, whether it is Zhang Xiaoyan's own meaning or Li Xinyang's meaning, I seem to be passive. It's not going to go on like this, I have to take the initiative.

Although it is said that I like Li Xinyang on the one hand, I just want to be friends with him, and I don't think much about it!

I just think that I will not believe those noble words. However, I am always willing to believe those small words of encouragement like a loved one.

Thinking about it, the bell rang for the evening self-study. I hurriedly ran into the classroom, and the students inside sat down early and started studying. I really don't know, if I continue to think like this, what will I be able to do in the monthly exam!

Evening self-study, a class full of self-study in the evening. Some people will choose to learn tomorrow's knowledge, some people will choose to review what they have learned today, and I will choose to think about a bright future while being busy with homework that I have not completed.

Mo Ran next to him, at this moment, is still writing a chemistry exercise book! If she works so hard, she will definitely succeed!

I can't just think about a better tomorrow and do nothing. I have to study hard, work hard, and do everything well!

Our tomorrow, if we work hard, will be brilliant. At least compared to now, tomorrow is always stronger than today. After all, no one is going downhill.

I don't know if Li Xinyang knew what Zhang Xiaoyan said. I think about it again and again. In any case, I decided to put away my inconsequential caution in the future, although Li Xinyang is very important to me.

If we can't understand each other today, then tomorrow, we will definitely be able to understand each other!