Chapter 16 Jiang Yinan was tortured by Tang Zongren's memory

In the café, Xia Muqing and Jiang Yinan were drinking coffee, and Jiang Yinan still had a few drops of sweat on his forehead.

"How are you feeling these days? Have you adapted to modern life? ”

"Hmmm! The life of modern people is really much more convenient than in our time, especially communication, which is very developed. ”

"I want to ask you, don't you have memories of Grandpa Tang's later years?"

"Actually, I don't know, in the world I can imagine is only a famine years, there are wars everywhere, maybe it's a memory of his youth."

"Well, you're pathetic too!"

"No, I think I'm very lucky, you didn't go through, you didn't know that in that war era, let alone we could sit here and drink coffee so comfortably. Even if you have money, you can't even buy rice and noodles, and the world is full of bullets and bullets, you don't know if there will be tomorrow after today. That kind of day is something that you future generations cannot experience, so you should cherish today's peace and cherish every grain of food. I have traveled so many places in the past few days, and I have also witnessed the rapid growth of China, and the standard of living is also rising, but I have also seen the extravagance and serious waste of modern people........"

"Stop, it's as if you've passed by, you're just discounting other people's experiences into your own, how can you feel so emotional!"

"Alas, you don't understand~"

"Well, I won't argue with you! By the way, I'll check it again tomorrow, and don't eat when you get up in the morning! ”

"Got it."

The next morning, when he went to the hospital for a follow-up, he felt very familiar when he entered the special equipment department for examination. He lay on the bed waiting for an examination, as soon as he closed his eyes, he went straight to sleep without thinking about anything, and in his dream he saw Bai Xinlan and Tang Zongren arguing in the laboratory, and the two seemed to have an argument. When he wanted to continue recalling, he was woken up by the doctor, and his memories were interrupted, and he was puzzled all the time.

After coming back, Jiang Yinan has been haunted by this memory, and finally when he went to bed at night, he saw the daytime picture again in his dream. In his dream, he saw a telegram from his father, who was worried that the company was on the verge of bankruptcy, and told him to hurry back to China to inherit his father's business. He was very painful, he was in love with Bai Xinlan, and he didn't know how to break up. But his father is critically ill, he must return to China immediately, and at night he and Xinlan are doing experiments in the laboratory, and he doesn't know how to open his mouth to Xinlan! After a night of grinding, he finally said, "Xinlan, I will return to China tomorrow, my father is critically ill and I may have to go back to inherit my father's business, I can't accompany you to complete your studies and realize our ideals, you can finish your studies with peace of mind for the time being, and I will write to you when I go back." ”

"Then I'll go back with you." Xinlan begged him.

"No, you have to fulfill our common wish for me!"

"No, I'm going to face it with you."

"Xinlan, you have to stay and finish your studies and realize our ideals. You believe me, it won't be long before I'll take care of everything, and when everything is stable, it's not too late for you to go back. ”

"But I don't want you to go back and face all of this alone!"

"My house is too messy, I can't take you back for the time being, I will definitely take care of all this. Trust me, wait for my good news! ”

"Good! I wait for your good news! ”

"Xinlan, I love you!"

"I love you too!" The two hugged each other.

"We're going to have a litter of children in the future!"

………

In the depths of their love, the two made a private agreement for life.

When Tang Zongren hurriedly returned home, he saw his father for the last time, and his father instructed himself before he died, "Tang's enterprise was killed by traitors and is about to go bankrupt, and the only way now is to marry the Sun family and strive for the last money to turn over." ”

Faced with his father's dying request, he could only accept it, otherwise his father would be blind. He thought about agreeing first and then finding a way, after burying his father, he began to run around looking for investment, but no one was willing to invest the funds in, only the Sun family of the world friend was willing to lend a helping hand, but the premise was that he had to marry Sun Xuemei, who was a childhood sweetheart. It seems that there is only one way in front of him, but he can't live up to Xinlan, but he is very distressed in the face of a large family waiting for him to feed and the livelihood of hundreds of employees in the company. Not sure what to do? His father died, the family business was on the verge of bankruptcy, and he was about to be ashamed of Xinlan, which was more important than his life, and he was too anxious to cause severe headaches. Between the severe pain, Jiang Yinan was awakened, got up and looked at the traffic outside the window, the night was still so calm, he was still thinking about what to do next, he was looking for a way to solve the corporate crisis, thinking about it, the sky was dawning.

After a while, Shangguan Yileng asked him to go out for breakfast, and when he found Jiang Yi Nanmu being stupid, he was startled, and hurriedly called Xia Muqing over. After Xia Muqing came, she was startled when she saw Jiang Yinan sitting in the living room in a daze, and walked over, "Yinan, what's wrong with you?" ”

Jiang Yinan has always regarded Xia Muqing as a confidant, and he told Xia Muqing all this.

"It's someone else's dream, it's someone else's trouble, and you don't have that difficulty in front of you. Besides, a hundred years have passed, and the crisis has long been resolved, otherwise how could there be a T group a hundred years later?"

"Really?"

"Of course it's true, don't believe it." Xia Muqing took out his mobile phone Baidu to show Jiang Yinan, and Jiang Yinan believed it at this time, and his mood stabilized. But for Tang Zongren's death and the fact that he failed Bai Xinlan, Jiang Yinan couldn't get out of this sadness, and Xia Muqing had no other better way, this kind of thing can only be cured by time.

In those days, Shangguan Yileng also completed the first round of revisions, and Shengtang Group held a seminar for the main creators again. At the conference, Miao Qianlu saw that Jiang Yinan was in a depressed mood and had lost her former liveliness, so she asked Xia Muqing to know what was going on.

So Miao Qianlu summoned Tang Chenming, Jiang Yinan, and Xia Muqing and talked about the relationship between her grandmother Bai Xinlan and Tang Zongren in the UK. Jiang Yinan also inherited Tang Zongren's sanity back then, believing that this memory is Tang Zongren's, but from the double blow of Tang Zongren's loss of love and loss of his father, this passive injury is more painful than the active injury. Because he was passive, all the pain was notified, and he didn't have any premonitions or psychological preparations, so the pain would be even worse, even several times more painful than Tang Zongren back then. But it also dissipated quickly, and a week later, Jiang Yinan finally returned to normal.

After the sad period, Jiang Yinan began to look at this love rationally, and watched his thoughts about Miao Qianlu with the mentality of a bystander, he knew that this was Tang Zongren's debt to Bai Xinlan, and when he missed it, he should atone for Tang Zongren. Later, when he lost sleep at night, Jiang Yinan came back again and again, everything back then was logical, but there was only one thing that he couldn't understand. Bai Xinlan has always existed in Tang Zongren's heart, but in the face of Sun Xuemei's kindness to him, he didn't like it and didn't feel guilty, it felt very unreasonable, when he was trying to recall, he felt that there was a promise that had been forgotten for a long time, as for what kind of promise it was, Jiang Yinan racked his brains and didn't come up with it.

In the southwestern suburbs of S City, in the ancient house, a mysterious person reported to the old man Jiang Yinan's experience and transformation during this time. The old man couldn't help but sigh at the pair of hard-working mandarin ducks, and he was silent for a long time before he spoke, "Then continue to stare at it, this kid is making rapid progress!" ”

Two months later, Jiang Yinan went to the hospital for a follow-up, the doctor analyzed his condition in the office, and Jiang Yinan and Xia Muqing sat around the doctor's desk. The doctor pointed to the CT film that hung up, "At present, all the nerves are naturally anastomosed, you see, this part of the back of the brain is the most sensitive, and the reason why you feel headaches during recovery is due to a series of headaches caused by this part not completely anastomosis." Now that the most vulnerable part has recovered, you will have less pain in the future. ”

Jiang Yinan hesitated, "You said that my nerves are getting more and more consistent, so why is the headache I have caused more recently, and it's okay when the other time comes, but whenever I think about the past, I will have a headache that will explode." ”

"Are you getting more frequent headaches?"

"That's not true, it's just that sometimes I dream at night, and some dreams are more vague, and if I try to think about it, it will cause waves of severe headaches!"

"This should be the recent acceleration of the spirit of various parts, a lot of memories will surface during this time, which will cause you to have a headache, don't force the memories after you go back, just go with the flow, otherwise it will cause unnecessary severe pain. You relax, and over time, these things will slowly disappear and you won't have headaches. ”

Jiang Yinan nodded when he heard this, "Because there are some things that I can't think of, but when I insist on figuring out the ins and outs, I will feel a lot of headaches." ”

Xia Muqing was a little worried, but she didn't want Yang Manshu to worry, "Aunt Yang, you take Jiang Yinan to wait outside first, and I'll talk to the doctor a few more words!" ”

"Okay." Yang Manshu pulled Jiang Yinan out!

"Doctor, Jiang Yinan has been recalling a lot recently, you said that these situations will only cause headaches. But that's not the case, how can he still be accompanied by a very irritable or depressed mood after recalling it every day? ”

The doctor was a little puzzled, "What kind of depressed mood and how long does it last?" ”

"If it is long, it can be as long as a week to half a month, and as short as an hour or two, and his emotions have seriously affected his current life."

"Oh, is it serious?"

"Very serious! I remember the longest last time, about the memories of Mr. Tang's loss of father and loss of love, Jiang Yinan was in sadness for more than a week, he didn't think about tea and food, he slept for a few hours every day, and when he closed his eyes, he would have nightmares and talk nonsense! These are not things that he is obliged to bear, after all, it has nothing to do with him, why impose these pains on him? And at the beginning, he said that after a while, those memories that did not belong to him would disappear, but how could this be reversed, the longer it goes, the more serious it becomes? ”