Chapter 120: Possessiveness
After Lu Cheng left the dining room and returned to the dormitory, he washed up and lay on the bed alone, his mind was infinitely empty.
But after a while, Ji Junyuan's eyebrows and smiling eyes seemed to float in front of him.
He tried to get the image out of his mind, but he couldn't do anything.
He recently felt that everything about Ji Junyuan seemed to have begun to affect his life.
And Ji Junyuan's behavior often affects his emotions.
This does not bode well.
He knew that he should have liked Ji Junyuan, but he didn't know what to do about how he should deal with this feeling now.
What the hell should he do?
Are you going to confess to her?
The moment this idea popped into Lu Cheng's mind, he denied it.
Although Ji Junyuan had pursued him before, the current Ji Junyuan didn't seem to like him at all, and even seemed to hate him a little.
If he went to confess to her and she refused...... Lu Cheng may feel that this is not feasible when he thinks of this.
How could he allow himself to fail?
He does not allow himself to fail.
But whenever he saw her chatting with other boys, talking and laughing with other boys, he really couldn't help but feel depressed.
Sometimes I even think about how to prevent Ji Junyuan from coming into contact with those boys, and if I want to hide Ji Junyuan privately, no one can touch her.
Let her be his own personal property.
Lu Cheng also knew that his thoughts were a bit dangerous, even a little sick, but he couldn't control himself.
I don't know from which day, whenever he sees Ji Junyuan, he always feels as if Ji Junyuan should have been his girlfriend, and even sometimes he thinks that Ji Junyuan is his wife.
Today, when he saw Ji Junyuan, Ji Junhao and Ji Jiaming getting along well and talking happily with each other, the desire for exclusivity in his heart appeared again.
Ji Junhao didn't care very much, but Ji Jiaming really had a lot of hostility towards this person at that moment.
In fact, he has known Ji Jiaming for more than a year, because the two of them are from the mathematics competition team, so they have communicated before, and there was no such hostility towards Ji Jiaming at that time, and he even felt that this person had a good personality and could make friends.
But since returning to school during that big week, his perception of some things has changed a lot.
For example, there is always a feeling that he has done something he has done, and there is always a feeling that the results of what he is doing but have not finished are already known. Just like the results of the last exam and this competition, he had a premonition in his heart about what kind of results he would achieve, and even what the teacher might say later.
There is also a big difference in the feeling of some people.
He inexplicably felt envious of Xu Duo, but after thinking about it, Xu Duo had nothing to envy him from childhood to adulthood.
When he saw Ji Junyuan, he would feel that this girl seemed to belong to him, knowing that Ji Junyuan seemed to be tired of him now, but he just had an indescribable feeling that Ji Junyuan would like him.
Ji Junhao in the next class, Ji Junyuan's brother, his intersection with him is limited to the competition class, and even before he felt that the two of them were not very different people, but now when he looks at him, he will have a flickering feeling of guilt.
And the strangest thing is this one named Ji Jiaming, who has been inexplicably hostile when he saw him since he came back from Enlargement Zhou. It's as if this person robbed someone he liked. But think about it, he and he don't have any emotional entanglements.
But seeing Ji Jiaming and Ji Junyuan sitting together today, he seemed to understand something.