First of all, I'd like to say sorry to everyone.

Talking about my recent form, as you can see, since the end of last month, has been declining, which has a lot to do with my mentality.

When I was young, I heard a saying that no effort is what you gain, however, this is not the case, and your hard work is never proportional to the return.

Recently, I have been entangled in a lot of things, a while ago, I watched the readers, more and more, constantly increasing, and my heart was very happy, it was because of this joy that I began to inflate myself a little.

However, the reality is cruel, and there are many readers who choose to watch piracy, and I am very entangled in this point.

I often stare at my fan list in a daze every day, and keep watching, are there any new readers, support it, and see if my collection has increased.

I envy the many authors of the site, you can look at the library, the site has more than a million words, only my book, dismal clicks, dismal subscriptions, dismal collections, bottom, penultimate one.

For these, I am very unwilling, really unwilling, try my best, or so, every day, when everyone is sleeping, I am still staying up late to code words, posting, doing everything possible, so that more readers can see my book.

Here, I am very grateful to the readers who can continue to support me as always, you are the driving force behind me to continue to code, so that my hope that is as if there is nothing remains.

Recently, I'm afraid that what I'm thinking about the most is, hurry up and get some people, look at my books, my books are not bad, really not bad, but, these are meaningless.

I really want to prove myself little by little, to prove that I am really not worse than others.

Now it is more than 1 million words, and recently because of my inner entanglement, many times, I sit in front of the computer, unable to write a word, very painful, and I have to think about pulling readers, and I have to think about how to make readers who are already supporting me as attracted by the book as always.

I hate piracy very much, I stay up late every day to code words, hard work, and even, I began to complain about many readers who go to see pirated copies, why they refuse to support me, I obviously worked so hard.

This world will not be naïve, I complain a few words, when I am sad, shed a few tears, and I can change the status quo.

Tonight, I am completely sober, code words, only continuous code words, continuous efforts, support of people, will continue to increase.

Here, I would like to thank one person, my editor, Gen No., who didn't cut my book and let me keep writing, and I am grateful to him, I know that I was the author of his staff, probably the worst achiever, but he gave me a chance.

I'm also grateful to my readers, thank you, thank you, thank you.

Today, I am still struggling with it, until a reader sends me something, and I suddenly realize that in the past month, I have been too impatient, in a hurry, and want to reach the sky in one step.

The process of growing up is like opening the door with a large set of keys in hand, some people open it at once, while some people can't open it after trying several keys, and what is even more tragic is that some people still lock the door after trying all of them, because they took the wrong key. Growing up is not rushed, you have to believe that everything is the best arrangement now, and what you are experiencing now may be what others are looking forward to.

When I was a child, I also heard a story

One day when the power went out, the son asked his mother when the electricity would come, and the mother just smiled and told the son that the electricity was coming soon, but it was on the way.

Since then, the son has grown up, and in life, he has encountered many difficulties, and what inspires him to stand up is his mother's sentence on the road.

Changing the status quo has never been a slogan, and it can be done.

Life is already hard, everything is unsatisfactory, all kinds of setbacks, difficulties, will hit you in one breath when you are not satisfied, but, just like that story, the hope of life is on the road.

God, there has never been a definition, what is success and what is failure, and the one who can have the last laugh may not be the smartest, but the most persistent.

If God gives you a reason to cry, then give it back a thousand reasons to smile.

Writing this, the haze in my heart has dissipated.

What I think about the most tonight is, I'm afraid, ah, I still have readers who are willing to support me, thank you for your continued support.

Those friends who watch piracy, please remember that there was a hard-working person who brought you happiness, and one day, if you remember, please support me.

When everyone is sleeping every day, I stay up late to code words, post, and private messages There are at least thousands of private messages.

Recently, I'm tired, really, tired, life, work, feelings, full of hardships, I stopped.

But enough of the rest was enough, and I moved on to my own path.

With you all the way, thank you, thank you, thank you!

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In the new year, I wish you all success in your work and studies!!