But when Shumei wasn't there today, Qianqian felt uncomfortable. Seeing Bo Yi enter the door, she suddenly got up from the sofa, looking a little at a loss. She deliberately walked to the mirror and grabbed a comb and played with it in her hand.

"Sister Shumei, didn't she help you look at the store? How did you come up to me? ”

"Didn't she come to you? That's weird, where can she run away? ”

Bo Yi didn't ask much, he walked out of the barber shop with a mumble to himself, looking at the familiar street, he didn't know where to look.

Qianqian saw worry on Bo Yi's face, she thought for a moment, and said to Bo Yi at the door, "Could it be that you are going back to the village?" ”

"I just came from the village, and she didn't go back! Alright, you're busy! If she comes to you, remember to let her go to me, I have important things to tell her. ”

After Bo Yi finished speaking, he didn't wait for Qianqian to arrive, so he hurriedly looked in the direction of the vegetable market.

Shumei sat by the river all afternoon, leaning against the big willow tree by the river, soaked with rain. At this moment, it has rained and the sky is clear, and the sky is full of sunset.

Shumei took out the photo she was carrying, and looked at the bright eyes and bright smiles in the photo. She had been expressionless, and finally couldn't help crying.

This photo is the only clue she has to find Xiao Shuangwan, fortunately, they are twins and have exactly the same appearance, otherwise even if Shumei wants to find it, there is no way to find it.

The pile of deadly reports was placed on the grass beside her, and the words on it were blurred because of the rain.

Until the last rays of sunset faded on the horizon, and the earth was clothed in the cloak of night. Shumei got up from the ground with difficulty, and walked in the direction of the grain store with heavy steps.

Bo Yi quickly turned the whole town upside down, but he still couldn't find Shumei. He was anxious, standing anxiously at the door of the grain store and waiting, hoping that Shumei would come back soon.

At this moment, the worry about Shumei has replaced the full happiness in his heart. He frowned, and he could no longer see the joy that something good was coming.

Time passed like this, second by second......

When he saw Shumei appear in his field of vision, Bo Yi was crazy with excitement. Like a lion pounced on its prey, he rushed into the night at lightning speed and rushed to Shumei's side. didn't have time to say anything, he took Shumei into his arms, hugged it tightly, and Shumei couldn't breathe.

"Where have you been? I looked for you all afternoon, and my heart was almost scared by you, Shumei, I will be running around without saying a word in the future, I will worry about you, I can't live without you. ”

Bo Yi was reproachful, worried, and affectionate, so that Shumei's tears couldn't help but flow out again.

She didn't know what she should say, and at this moment, she could only use tears to interpret her current mood.

After the excitement, Bo Yi found that Shumei was soaking wet, and quickly pulled her into the house, pushed Shumei into the back room, and asked her to change her wet clothes.

Bo Yi closed the door for Shumei and waited on the sofa in the store, at this moment, he was very excited in his heart, and when Shumei came out, he could tell Shumei about the wedding banquet.

Against all odds, they can finally have a lover and finally become a family, and Bo Yi is excited and happy in his heart. Happiness even blinded him, and he didn't see the pain on Shumei's face at all. He sat on the couch, fidgeting, and poured water into his mouth cup after cup.

Shumei took off her clothes and stood in front of the dressing mirror on the closet, looking at herself in the mirror, looking at the terrible abscesses on her body, she clung to her lower lip to prevent herself from crying.

I said before that I would give up the treatment, but when I saw that Bo Yi was so anxious because she had been missing for a long time, she was shaken, she hesitated, and she was entangled.

When she came out after changing her clothes, Bo Yi quickly pulled her to the sofa and sat down, Bo Yi grabbed her hands tightly and looked at Shumei with affection.

"Shumei, I have good news to tell you, our wedding date is scheduled, on the second day of the next month, the invitations have been sent out, 50 tables have been held, I can finally fulfill my promise to you, and the scenery will marry you into the door, are you happy?"

Bo Yi smiled like a flower, and from his excited voice, Shumei could smell happiness.

She understands that Boyi wants to surprise herself, but for her now, she is surprised. She frowned, not daring to look up at Bo Yi, let alone how to face this sudden happiness.

"What? Aren't you happy? Do you blame me for setting the wedding date without consulting you? Shumei, don't be unhappy, I just want to surprise you. ”

"I'm not unhappy, it's just a little sudden, and I haven't come back to my senses yet."

Bo Yi also took out the gold ring and necklace prepared for Shumei from his bag and put them in front of Shumei's eyes.

"Shumei, this is for you, I've been with you for so long, and I haven't sent you anything decent, come, I'll put it on for you."

Bo Yi didn't wait for Shumei to speak, first took out the ring and put it on Shumei's finger, and then took out the necklace to put on Shumei.

Afterwards, Bo Yi sat down and admired his masterpiece with satisfaction.

"Shumei, I will love you for the rest of my life, thank you for giving me the opportunity to love you."

Bo Yi took Shumei's hand with the ring, put it to his lips, and kissed it intoxicatedly.

God, what am I doing wrong? I already owe too much to the man in front of me, do you want me to hurt him again? Why are you so cruel, why did you let such a disease fall on me?

Shumei still couldn't hold back, and after some inner struggle, she threw herself into Bo Yi's arms and cried loudly.

Bo Yi was confused and caught off guard by Shumei's unexpected move.

He stretched out his arms, gently hugged Shumei, and stroked Shumei's black hair. He didn't understand whether Shumei's cry was crying with joy or something else, but no matter what it was, all he could do at this time was to give her a hug to snuggle in and give her a gentle hug.

He quietly hugged Shumei and didn't say anything, wanting Shumei to cry as much as she wanted, happy or sad, tears are the best medicine, and they will wash it all away.

After a long time, Shumei stopped crying and broke free from Bo Yi's arms.

Bo Yi gently wiped the tears on Shumei's face, and said with a smile: "You! is such a big person, and he still looks like a child, crying at every turn. ”

"Bo Yi, I don't want to get married."

Hearing these harsh words, Bo Yi's hand that roamed on Shumei's face stopped. After a moment of surprise, he smiled easily and naturally and said, "Shumei, don't make trouble." ”

Bo Yi looked at Shumei's extremely serious expression, thinking that Shumei was telling a bad joke to herself. He used his hand that stopped on Shumei's face to scrape the bridge of Shumei's nose, which seemed a little childish for their age.

"I didn't make a fuss, I don't want to get married now, I want to find Xiao Shuangwan."

Shumei confirmed to Bo Yi again that she was not joking with him.

"What did I think was the matter? When we become relatives, I will accompany you to find Xiao Shuangwan, you can rest assured, your children are my children, and I will definitely treat them well. ”

Obviously, such an excuse could not convince Bo Yi at all.

Shumei didn't want to tell Bo Yi about her condition, the doctor said that the operation was not 100% successful, and if she couldn't get off the operating table, wouldn't it hurt others and herself? Let Boyi finally get his personal wealth empty.

Instead of taking the money to gamble, it is better to accept it calmly and leave the money for the treatment to the living. However, how can Bo Yi discourage the idea of getting married?

"Bo Yi, if one day I'm gone, will you still be kind to Xiao Shuangning like you are now?"

"Phew! What do you say? Spit it up. ”

Bo Yi felt that what Shumei said was unlucky, and quickly asked her to spit it out as spit, and he continued to say it with certainty.

"You don't have to ask such a question, I know you should know what I'm thinking."

Oh, yes! How can you question Boyi! After so many years, what kind of person he is, don't you know yourself? That's just redundant.

Since Xiao Shuangning has Boyi to take care of, he really doesn't have any worries. The rest of the time is to go to Xiao Shuangwan to see if he has the fate to meet her before he dies.

"Okay, it's not early, I'll go cook, what's the matter, we'll talk about it tomorrow."

Anyway, for a while, I couldn't find an excuse to convince Bo Yi, and Shumei used cooking as an excuse to stop entanglement with Bo Yi.

After dinner, Shumei went back to Qianqian, and now she was very confused, and she didn't know how to face Boyi. Qianqian, who was lying beside her, had already fallen asleep, sleeping so sweetly, and she tossed and turned, unable to sleep.

What to do? Now that it is ready to fly, it has to be sent, and evasion will not solve the problem at all. Whether this marriage is married or not, whether it is chosen the former or the latter, it will only hurt Boyi.

Perhaps, telling the truth to Boyi is the best explanation for Boyi.

Thinking of this, Shumei put on her clothes, got out of bed lightly, found some paper and pencils, and prepared to tell Bo Yi the truth in the form of letters.

Under the yellowing incandescent light, Shumei's face looked particularly haggard, she held the pen in her hand tightly, the pen slowly moved on the letterhead, and the unneat words appeared on the letterhead.

Boyi:

I'm sorry, I'm going to lose my words again this time. I don't know if I am destined to commit a bad star, and everything related to me and people will not get good results. I can't walk with you until I'm old, and just yesterday, the doctor told me that I had breast cancer. I want to use the rest of my life to do what I should do, to do what a mother should do, and when you read this letter, I have already embarked on the road of finding a daughter.

Since there is no blessing to accompany you to old age, why should you have another marriage history at the last moment, this wedding should be left to someone who can really accompany you to old age.

I'm leaving, you must be well, because you promised to help me take care of Xiao Shuangning, you have to live well and help me raise Xiao Shuangning as an adult.

- Shumei's masterpiece

There are a lot of things I want to say to Bo Yi, but when she really picks up the pen, she doesn't know what to write.

Xincheng, she was already in tears.

In fact, what reason does she have to ask Bo Yi to do this for herself? The last sentence of letting Bo Yi take care of Xiao Shuangning for her is just to let Bo Yi forget himself as soon as possible, get out of the pain as soon as possible, and live a good life with spiritual sustenance.

But think about it, Boyi and Xiao Youchen, how can they not have spiritual pillars? I seem to have done it again. Time is the best medicine, and after a few years, maybe he can meet the person he likes again, and he will forget about himself.

Just like now, all that comes to my mind is the shadow of Boyi, and Jizong's appearance is so vague that he can't remember what Jizong looks like.

Early the next morning, when the sky was not bright, Shumei dragged Qianqian up.

Qianqian rubbed her hazy sleepy eyes and forgot to glance out the window. He fell back on the bed and muttered, "It's not dawn yet!" Let me sleep a little longer. ”

Shumei forcibly dragged her up and stuffed the letter she had written last night into her hand.

"Qianqian, if Bo Yi comes to me today, you can forward this letter to Bo Yi."

"What are you guys playing? Is there anything you can't say to your face? Let's play romance! Otherwise, I'll take a sneak peek and learn in advance. ”

The letter that Shumei stuffed into her hand aroused her curiosity, she suddenly felt less sleepy, and was about to open the letter as she spoke, but Shumei hurriedly reached out to stop it.

Looking at Shumei's nervous face, Qianqian smiled easily and naturally and said, "Okay, don't look at it, I'm too lazy to look at jealousy and envy." No, Sister Shumei, are you going? Why don't you hand it over to Boyi in person. ”

"I'm going to go far away, Qianqian, you have to take good care of yourself, you're not too young, find a suitable person and marry! To be able to meet a confidant and sister like you in this life is a blessing that I cultivated in my previous life, you must be well, you must be happy, goodbye, take care. ”

She held Qianqian's hand tightly, and Shumei was still very reluctant to share weal and sorrow with this good sister who had been sharing weal and woe with her. It was just a few simple goodbye words, but it aroused the sadness in Shumei's heart, and her eyes unconsciously flashed with tears.

Qianqian, who was smiling like a flower just now, looked relaxed and listened to Shumei's words, looking at Shumei's sad expression, she seemed to notice that something was wrong.

"Sister Shumei, what's wrong with you? Why do you suddenly want to go far away, is there something wrong? I'll go with you! ”

Shumei was about to turn around and leave, but Qianqian grabbed her hand quickly and forcibly stopped her from leaving. Qianqian could feel that Shumei was not a simple farewell, but a bit like leaving a last word, which made her shudder.

Shumei pulled away Qianqian's hand hard, and said as she walked: "No, you take a good look at the store, I'll go alone." ”

Qianqian hurriedly got out of bed, put on her shoes and chased out of the store, and Shumei had already run a long way. She shouted Shumei's name twice, but Shumei didn't even look back, and continued to walk forward quickly.

Qianqian was confused by Shumei, she looked at the letter in her hand, scratched her head, and reluctantly turned back to the store.

Shumei cried while walking, and just like that, she embarked on the road of finding a woman. She didn't plan to see Bo Yi for the last time, nor did she plan to go back to the village to see Xiao Shuangning, she was afraid that if she saw Xiao Shuangning, she would be reluctant to step away.