Chapter 51: New Attributes?

Facing the indescribable thing in human skin in front of them, the hearts of both of them were filled with infinite tension and unease.

Especially Sebastian, who was more convinced of his guesses, he even felt that the cold in his body was gradually seeping into the bone marrow.

As for Kidman, she hadn't actually had any experiences like Sebastin's previous two "sightings", let alone the strange intuition that she didn't have for any reason, but just knew it was like that.

She didn't even believe what Sebastian said, but she felt that the person in front of her was indeed very suspicious, and there were no other clues for the time being, so she followed Sebastian to chase after her.

After all, after losing consciousness, I don't know how long it took, and when she woke up again, she found herself in a post-apocalyptic scene that seemed to be after the destruction of the real world......

If she hadn't been determined and had a similar experience in the Lighthouse Mental Hospital, she would have been so devastated that she would have denied the facts.

The others who were together before had also disappeared, and only Sebastian was nearby and let her meet...... Next, neither of them had time to discover the suspicious figure in front of them.

Sebastian chased after him even more desperately, and she could only follow, and on the way, the former gave Kidman a quick explanation of his thoughts and guesses......

Although it sounds ridiculous, and I don't know where Sebastian's evidence comes from, Kidman feels that there are no other clues and breakthroughs at the moment anyway, and it doesn't hurt to confirm it.

Besides, in such a world, the sudden appearance of such a person with a completely different style of painting - neither those dark and bloody flesh monsters, nor normal people like ordinary people - is indeed a very suspicious target.

But now, when he actually confronted the other party, Kidman realized that language was so powerless.

She didn't know how to describe it, and although all her senses were firmly focused on the person not far in front of her, she couldn't say exactly what she was feeling.

It looks like a human, but it's definitely not a human being!

Probably the same terrifying scene that she had witnessed the resurgence of the evil god before, and some kind of imprint had been rudely carved into her consciousness and soul.

So at this moment, she once again vaguely felt the indescribable evil, and she couldn't help but have a chilling feeling from instinct.

Run! Run! The last vestiges of her sanity begged her weakly, and told her what she should do now...... It's just that now she doesn't dare to do anything else.

Kidman's raised arm trembled slightly, and he could barely point the muzzle of the gun at the person opposite.

But she wasn't sure if she had the courage to shoot at a critical moment.

She also knew that there was a high probability that she didn't, because she wasn't directly unconscious at the moment, and she didn't scream because of it......

Just doing this seemed to have exhausted all her courage and strength.

So, what the hell is this...... What monsters?

She moaned weakly in her heart, only feeling that she was being watched by the other party's calm and gentle gaze, and the strength and heat in her body were constantly draining.

To be precise, all the sensations in the body, including emotions, desires, and all the motivation to live, whether consciously or unconsciously, are constantly draining and becoming empty and illusory.

As if everything made no sense.

As if everything didn't matter anymore.

At first, I thought it was some hallucination or illusion, but the more I got to the back, the clearer it became.

And it's not just Kidman, it's Sebastian too, and his situation is even worse because of the flaws in his heart, the sense of indebtedness and guilt for his wife and daughter.

Although he had subconsciously tried his best to clench his teeth, the green tendons near his temples bloomed, and he desperately fought against the impulsive feeling of wanting to give up for no reason, but that impulse was getting stronger and stronger.

Yes, if you want to give up, there is no reason to want to give up, and you don't want to stick to it anymore.

And not for a certain thing or a certain goal, but for the whole of yourself, for your own life, and even for the fact that you are still alive!

The spirit is blank, there is no sustenance, no faith......

No sense of security, no sense of accomplishment, no sense of existence......

Especially when he thought about his wife and daughter, he deeply felt that he was not a person who was needed, and he was qualified to need others......

The daughter was captured by the Mobius organization, and the wife found clues and desperately pursued them, but even she disappeared, but she was decadent for several years and did nothing.

When the daughter needed her father the most, and the wife gritted her teeth and was alone in that organization to bear the pressure and launch a rescue plan...... But he didn't do anything, just drunk, decadent, and lived in a mess.

Even when Myra said that his daughter was not dead, and that there was another hidden reason for the fire, he didn't try to believe it at all, seize hope, but gave up at the beginning.

Until then, Myra had hatched a plan to save her daughter and subvert the Morbius organization, and fought for years, even sacrificed herself when the system collapsed in Holletown.

And what about the comparison? What did he do as a husband and father, and what was the point of existence?

Along with this constant denial of self-worth, Sebastian also has an insoluble emptiness in her heart, thus forming a vicious circle. He felt himself in the man's sight, slowly turning into a walking corpse that had obliterated himself.

This trend is simply irresistible, even if he tried his best to fight at first, but slowly lost the idea and motivation to fight.

That's good, that's good......

You don't have to think about anything, you don't have to do anything, you don't have to think and you don't have to be stressed......

No one expects anything from themselves, and they don't have to care about anything anymore......

Just when Sebastian's eyes slowly became dull, losing their agility and brilliance, and his spirit, will, and even soul were about to be completely guided to the end by a completely meaningless end.

- He heard a chuckle.

The sound seems to ripple with the soft music played by the water of Lethe, and there is no sense of sarcasm or condescension.

But there was a distinctly evil cheerfulness, and it was not disguised, and anyone who was not deaf could hear it at once and be absolutely sure.

This is Mo Chen took the initiative to look away, calmly looked in another direction, he seemed that everything was expected, and said indifferently:

"So, that's what you're looking for? Don't say you're looking at me, you can't even afford to look at me...... So what are you doing here? ”

Hey? It's really strange, obviously my own essence has not been affected or changed in any way, at least this kind of thing can still be determined by itself.

But since the essence of itself has not changed, why is there such a phenomenon now? After all, Mo Chenke never thought that one day, he would be able to almost achieve the achievement of "True Evil God Kills People with His Eyes"!

If he hadn't discovered something wrong just now, the consciousness of the two people on the other side would probably have been completely torn out by his sight-

Although the two people who have appeared here so far are originally spiritual bodies, only the "soul" has been harvested, leaving an empty shell of the "spirit...... It's meant to be a very simple thing.

Or is it because it is the opposite of the real area, a parallel space composed of the subconscious and the imagination?

So even if Mo Chen successfully transferred from the STEM system to here, the impression and cognition he left on the people of this world before was still too profound?

So much so that when he appeared in this space, it inevitably caused those fearful thoughts to modify his form and add new attributes to him?

"No kidding! I...... It's not my fault, it's clear that they captured Lily, and they're the culprits! ”

"They are the ones who do this kind of thing, why should I feel guilty!"

Sebastian broke out of that state, but he broke out in a cold sweat, and he subconsciously muttered to himself, but the more he talked about it, the louder it became, almost to the point of roaring.

You can't blame him for being so excited that he almost lost control of his emotions, you know, it seems that he is really going to be doomed just now.

And Kiman's situation is a little better than him, but not much better, but he was also awakened by his voice, and he was scared into a cold sweat!

"Is that so? That's funny, your heart is full of darkness and self-denial, and your demons are your own worst enemies......"

Mo Chen blinked, then stopped thinking about the question, and continued to say to Sebastian in an indifferent tone.

After all, at this time, you can't show that you didn't expect that kind of thing just now.

"Besides, even if you don't say that you're just hard-mouthed now, even if Sebastian really got rid of your demons, and can you hold on for a few more breaths in front of me than before?"

"I will definitely rescue my daughter, and I will never allow anything to stand in my way! Don't say I'm watching you, I'll beat you if I have to! ”

Sebastian gritted his teeth, clenched his fists and said with extreme anger, his sonorous tone seemed to show his determination as a father!

“……”

“……”

"Really? That's very good, Sebastin, I admire your courage and I'm not going to force you to obey my will......"

Mo Chen narrowed his eyes and restrained the breathtaking gaze in his eyes, he was also interested at this time, or rather had some kind of bad taste.

"However, you must know that the way I am now is only for you to understand......"

After being reminded by him so lightly, Sebastian was stunned for a moment, and suddenly felt a chill rush to his head, and he wanted to completely freeze his thoughts.

He immediately remembered the scene he had seen at the end of the STEM town of Hele before!

With just a glance, and before he could even comprehend what he was seeing, his spirit was devastated, and he fell into an unconscious frenzy...... It's as if dizzily running through the darkness towards final destruction.

I can't even think about it, I can only completely seal it into the deepest part of my memory.

But now...... Is it really possible for him to rescue his daughter in the face of such a terrifying existence that humans can't understand at all?

Kidman opened her mouth several times to say something, but she was also overwhelmed by the memories, and even breathing was a little difficult.

Seeing this, Mo Chen smiled again, and then said softly: "It seems that it can't be done, but I can give you a chance......

"What chance?" Sebastian asked subconsciously.

"The word "defeated" should not be taken literally, whether it is against me or with other beings like it." Mo Chen said softly, "Instead, it should depend on what you hope to achieve." ”