Chapter 63: Do You Believe in Reincarnation?
She wrapped her cloak and asked, "Is this how Your Highness takes care of others?" ”
Murong Tian asked as if he didn't understand, "En?" Then he smiled and said: "Women should be cared for, but this king doesn't understand, what else is the girl referring to?" He looked at her, and she looked at him too, and then hurriedly looked away, "Your Highness is gentle and elegant, it's the slave who thinks too much." She muttered to herself in a mosquito-like voice, and seeing that he didn't ask any more questions, she slowly lowered her head.
"Does Your Highness believe in reincarnation?"
Murong Tian was stunned, "Your girl's family is so superstitious." ”
She seemed to understand the meaning of his words, and said with a smile: "Yes, the slave didn't believe it before." ”
"Why did you believe it?"
She was asked, and she was speechless for a while, "Because of a person." ”
Murong Tian smiled.
"Your Royal Highness and the princess must be very affectionate."
Murong Tian was stunned for a moment, and did not intend to reply to her words.
She looked at his eyes, but she couldn't see the slightest wave, as if everything was in his eyes, "Your Highness forgives your sins, the slave didn't mean to inquire......"
Before she finished speaking, Murong Tian helped her up, "I'm not guilty, how can I forgive my sin." ”
Lin Peijiu's heart was a little restless, is this person in front of him really Xiahou Jingyuan in this world? The tone and demeanor and even the personality were completely different, if Zhong Qing hadn't told her personally, it would have been impossible for her to link Xiahou Jingyuan and Murong Tian.
Later, for some reason, she and Pei Heng went back, and he sat on the side reading from beginning to end without looking at her. Maybe she snubbed him recently for Xiahou Jingyuan's matter, and he was a little angry. In fact, in the end, she can't see through her own heart, what she wants. At that time, she begged for love in order to remember Xiahou Jingyuan, and at that time she felt that no matter what the result was, she would not be very painful. But Zhong Qing helped her, helped her in the most cruel way, and made her fall in love with two people at the same time.
In her heart, Xiahou Jingyuan is not so much a lover in her previous life, but a belief in survival, in her previous life, she gave her whole life to love him, and it is impossible to say that she will give up. When she saw Xiahou Jingyuan in this world, she was only supported by her inner belief. For Pei Heng, this feeling is both vague and clear...... She couldn't think about it anymore, and if she thought about it again, her brain would blow up.
"You'll go back by yourself in a while, and I'll go out." Pei Heng said coldly.
She sighed and asked, "Are you unhappy today?" ”
He was stunned and closed the book: "I should ask you this sentence, you should be very happy." ”
"What do you mean?"
"It's fine." He stopped the groom and walked down. Liulin Peijiu was alone in the carriage...... He, angry?
After she returned, she prepared a table of dishes for him to return, but he was nowhere to be seen until midnight...... She fell asleep on the table.
Suddenly, she woke up from her sleep, looked at the table full of food, felt that this scene was very familiar, and felt inexplicably uneasy in her heart. But when she opened the door, Pei Heng stood in front of her, hugged her in his arms without saying a word, and never let go no matter how she struggled.
"I'm sorry."
She was a little dumbfounded, "What? ”
"I left on purpose today to test you."
Lin Peijiu's brain was congested with blood, and he couldn't speak for a long time, so he heard what they said?
"Why?"
"You don't look at him right." He choked up and said, "Tell me the truth, do you know him?" ”
She didn't speak, but she didn't deny it. After a long time, she pushed him away and said, "You haven't eaten yet, I'll cook for you." ”
His eyes were blurry, but he still found her lips, clasped her head and kissed her. Lin Peijiu seemed to be a little resistant, and her mind was full of the words Xiahou Jingyuan.
She stepped back until she hit a wall, her hands on his chest as if pushing.
Pei Heng left her lips, pressed his forehead against her, and said in an extremely domineering tone: "You can't think about him." ”
Lin Peijiu said, "Why? I see that Miss Wen looking at you with no more heat than I do. ”
Pei Heng's whole body was stunned, "I dare to say that I only have you in my heart, do you dare?" He let go of her and turned to the bed, "You didn't deny that you were thinking about him. ”
...... Hearing this, she just lowered her head, she didn't want to deceive him, let alone deceive her feelings, but this dilemma made her choose.
Instead of resting in his room that day, she returned to the medical chamber.
To be honest, she doesn't seem to deserve someone to be so nice to her, because this betrayal of the heart is unfair to him. Perhaps, she shouldn't delay him, after all, in her heart, there is always someone who can't be erased.
So, she mustered up the courage to go to his room. However, there was no one in the room, and she thought that she should not say goodbye to her face, but only to increase her grief, so she left the letter she had written in advance on his desk and left the Counselor's Mansion.
She didn't take any of the things in the medical pavilion, but now she can go.
Tossing and turning, she still came here, forgetting her worries, as if this place that gave her the most pain had become her last safe haven.
Zhong Qing was not surprised to see her, he had expected her to come back.
"What? Kicked out? Or did you leave on your own? ”
Lin Peijiu saw her look like a show, and was disgusted, "Thanks to you, I'm homeless now." ”
"Then how do you know I'm going to take you in?"
"I don't know. But I don't understand why you're doing this? ”
Zhong Qing smiled, "What do you know! I'll tell you, men are all negative men, and when they see one hurting the other. Did you see Xiahou Jingyuan? You must be very unhappy to see him doing so well. ”
"On the contrary, I am very happy to see that he has a wife, children, money and power."
"Ridiculous! It's ridiculous! Although you loved each other so much in your previous life, in this life, it is not him who lives him, but what you are looking for is the most painful. Zhong Ai lowered his head, as if he was talking to himself.
"You're talking about yourself."
"Nonsense!"
"Judging by your reaction, you must have someone you love very much. You struggle to keep your memory alive for that man's promise, and he repeats his life after life. That's why you have to take this pain on me. ”
"Huh...... That's right, this is not like the Qi Yunshu I saw in the underworld, it is really a person who has experienced a lifetime. Zhong smiled proudly, and then gloomed again, "For him, I am willing to be the spirit of the underworld that cannot be reincarnated forever, watching him marry a wife and have children, again and again it is like a sword stuck in my chest, and each time it is like dying once...... Haha, but I'm luckier than you, and he's also a messenger of the world and the underworld for me......"
"But you're not happy, obviously that's not what you want."
Zhong glared at her, "How do you think you're better than me...... You've hurt someone who loves you so much. ”
"Huh...... Thank you for it. ”
Seeing her walk in, Zhong Qing shouted: "Please let me take you in, you have this attitude, I said you can live here?" ”
Lin Peijiu completely ignored her objections and sat on the chair next to her, "You caused me to be homeless now, so I won't leave here." ”
Zhong Qing was speechless for a while, and then burst into a smile, "Huh...... It's really different from my previous life. Remember when you saw me in Hades, it was like seeing a ghost...... But I like you now, just as I did when I was younger. ”
Young? I guess it was hundreds of years ago......
"But I didn't expect you to be so obsessed with him." She looked at her for a long time, "Don't you hate him?" ”
"I have no reason to hate him after being reincarnated, and besides, he doesn't remember anything. As for obsession, I think it's a good term. Maybe it's been a long time, and even I can't tell this deep feeling in my heart. As for him...... I really didn't want to hurt him. "For Pei Heng, maybe he can only live up to it in this life.
"But you can't deny that you have him in your heart, but his feelings for him are much shallower than the person in your heart. Have you ever thought that maybe deep in your heart, Xiahou Jingyuan is just obsession, and he is love. Seeing that she didn't speak, she didn't say a word.
......
Chu Jing pushed the door and went in, and saw Pei Heng sitting on a chair with a blank gaze, still holding a letter in his hand.
Chu Jing walked over cautiously and asked cautiously, "My lord, what happened?" ”
"She's gone." Pei Heng held the letter in his hand and said coldly.
"Gone? Miss Lin? ”
He nodded.
Chu Jing immediately said, "Then the subordinates sent someone to find it." As soon as he took a step, he turned his head back and said after thinking of something: "That, I almost forgot about my lord, I actually came because someone outside was looking for you, and he said his name was Jiang Li......"
"When I come to your mansion, don't adults ask for a cup of tea?"
"I don't even know when we'll be able to speak so calmly, remember the last time we met in arms." Pei Heng teased.
Jiang Li smiled, "My lord is His Highness's advisor, I am His Highness's dead soldier, we are not opposites, and the previous minor disputes will not be remembered." ”
"No one told you, is my Pei the most grudgeful? You almost took her life, you almost took my life, a person who sought my life, should I forgive him? ”
"Huh...... The adults are really eloquent, so don't look at what the surnamed Lin has done to disgrace the family. ”
Pei Heng instantly took a breath, and stared at the person in front of him with a pair of inky black eyes: "If you want to sprinkle it, don't you look where it is?!" Last time, I was carelessly attacked by you, and this time I let you ...... two tricks."
"Haha, there are really not many people who can tie with me, I really don't know where you learned such strong martial arts as a strategist...... But I'm not here to fight you. Two things, I'm straight to the point. First, as Murong Li's person, the ultimate goal is to help him win the throne, but Murong Lian has always pressed him to naturally do everything step by step, but you should know that the appearance of Wen Ting seems to have made this situation even more serious......"