Chapter Seventy-Seven: I Want You to Tell Me Personally
"Speak." He tried to suppress the anger in his heart and said to her coldly.
"Say what? Say why I'm here, don't you know? ”
Pei Heng grabbed her wrist, brought her to him and said, "So, I have been looking for you for four years, but you came to him!" Lin Peijiu, you are really ......"
Zhou Misu's wrist was caught by him, but no matter how she shook it off, it was all in vain, she looked at his bloodshot eyes, and seemed to be really angry, "If you still want to talk to me, please call me Zhou Misu." ”
He nodded and said, "Okay, anyway, you have so many names, it doesn't matter which one I call you." Still, you have to give me an explanation for this. ”
Zhou Misu finally broke his hand, but he didn't dare to meet his gaze, "I'm sorry, I didn't say goodbye at that time." ”
"That's all?"
"What else?" She asked rhetorically.
Pei Heng smiled suddenly, "Zhou Misu, I waited for you when I said yes that day, I waited for you to forget him, not for you to come to him!" You said you were sorry for me, so you have to make mistakes again and again, and draw a line with me? Rather...... You'd rather come to someone who already has a child than stay with me, right? ”
"Pei Heng, I'm sorry...... I love you, believe me, I once really loved you, but you won't be the one who is white-headed with me. ”
Ha ha...... Pei Heng smiled: "So you believe in him, and you have the iron heart to stay here?" ”
"Pei Heng ......"
"You just need to tell me, you don't need me to wait for you, as long as you say a word, I will leave immediately, and I will never bother you again."
I do not know! Don't ask me again! ...... I don't really know...... Zhou Misu, tell him, tell him what you really think in your heart, and tell him that it is your wish in your previous life and even this life, not that he will change when he says it...... But you have hurt him deep enough, the person who once fell in love with him is also you, that is also you, how can you say that you will give up......
How could things be the way they are today, and how can she choose...... Xiahou Jingyuan, you tell me, what should I do! Fall in love! You tell me what I should do!
Pei Heng lowered his head and took a breath, then turned around and said, "Since that's the case, I know the answer." I gave up...... From now on, I, Pei Heng, will never see you again, from now on...... Don't be alarmed, don't be disturbed, everyone is fine. I also wish you, husband and wife, love and grandchildren. The last sentence, he simply gritted his teeth and said it, but he didn't know that his cheeks had long been covered with unstoppable tears.
Maybe he was too stubborn, he should have seen through it a long time ago, after she was reincarnated, she was no longer Qi Yunshu. He has delayed Qi Yunshu's life, and he shouldn't have any more ties to Zhou Misu. Perhaps, in the first place, he should not have intruded into her life again.
Maybe he should also think about Changyi's question, whether she loves her because she is Qi Yunshu.
If this is the result you want in this life, then I will satisfy you unconditionally, but in the next life, I don't remember you, you have to take care of yourself.
......
After he left, Zhou Misu kept locking herself in the room, holding the pillow and crying all night, she didn't know why she was so bad, but the pain in her heart was so real, she had never had it...... Even the last time she rejected him in the Academy, she hadn't been so painful. It seems to be, it seems to be the feeling of her past life when she holds his hand and stabs herself in prison.
Later, Murong Tian came many times, but she persuaded her to go back, she really didn't want to see anyone now, she just wanted to lock herself in her room until she was old.
In her sleep, she seemed to feel that someone was touching her, she thought it was Xiahou Jingyuan, and reflexively wanted to reach out and grab it, but she didn't really grab someone's hand. She didn't know how she got into her room, but she woke up in the middle of the night to see her sitting next to her.
"What are you going to do?" Zhou Misu asked angrily, sometimes I really hate her, if it weren't for her selfishness, how could she get back to where she is now.
"Why, you want to stay here for the rest of your life?" Zhong Zhong sat at the end of her bed and looked at her with a comfortable face.
"What do you mean?"
"You're in love with him?" I didn't know why, and I suddenly asked such a sentence.
Zhou Misu turned his face away and said coldly: "Don't you know everything?" Why bother asking. ”
"I mean, are you in love with Murong Tian or are you just treating him as Xiahou Jingyuan?"
...... She paused and said, "What the hell are you trying to say?" ”
"Today, Pei Heng has been here."
Zhou Misu nodded and asked, "What do you want to say?!" If it's okay, I'm tired and want to rest. ”
"Qi Yunshu! I'm here to tell you that Pei Heng is actually the real Xiahou Jingyuan. ”
?!! Zhou Misu turned his head to meet her eyes and said, "Huh...... No kidding, don't you think it's fun to play with me?! ”
"I'm sorry, but it's really my own self...... Whether you believe it or not, Pei Heng is Xiahou Jingyuan, and he also remembers the events of his previous life, which he exchanged for his life. If you don't believe it, it's easy to try it out. ”
Zhou Misu's throat moved, and he suddenly laughed, "Hahaha...... Hahaha, love, did you see that I just broke up with him today, pity him. ”
"I said, if you don't believe him, you can try him, he remembers everything in his previous life! As for me lying to you that Murong Tian is Xiahou Jingyuan, in fact, he is the reincarnation of Xiao Chenfan. ”
Zhou Misu panicked, pushed her away, staggered to his feet, pointed at her and said, "Get out!" Get out of here! ”
Zhong Qing also stood up and said: "I had to lie to you that day, because if you don't do that, you will die sooner or later together, because, fate is conflicting, and your previous life is a good example." ”
"Huh...... So today, you are not afraid of our fate! So, you come and tell me today, that is, tell me! I walked from Nanyang City to Shangling City on foot, originally the person I was looking for, but I was getting farther and farther away! That is, tell me! I tore apart for an irrelevant person and the one I love the most, that is, tell me! I'm a fan of Su, and I've always been toyed with by you. Yes, you're from the underworld, and I can't do anything to you, but you're going too far. ”
She paused, pointed to the door, and said, "Please, immediately, get out!" ”
Zhong Qing lowered his head and finally said: "Go to him, he has been waiting for you for more than a lifetime." As for the fate, you don't have to worry, just treat it as if I paid it to you. ”
Zhou Misu didn't leave, not that she was reluctant to be here, but that she never had the face to see him again, not to mention, he remembered his previous life just like her. It stands to reason that she shouldn't have believed that she had told so many lies, but why, she still chose to believe her, because she was looking forward to such a result in her heart.
This time, Murong Tian came to her, she didn't refuse to see him, perhaps, she should give him an explanation, instead of blindly choosing to escape.
When Murong Tian saw her, he found that she seemed to be a different person, her whole eyes were empty, he stepped forward and hugged her and said, "I'm sorry, I shouldn't have let him come to you." ”
She pushed Murong Tian away and said, "Lord Wang, I have something to tell you." ”
Murong Tian replied, "Well, you say." ”
...... Zhou Misu mustered up the courage to look up at him and said, "Thank you very much all the time." ”
What the? "What's the matter, suddenly saying this?" Murong Tian looked at her stunned.
"I'm here to find someone, someone I've spent my whole life trying to catch."
"Yes, you said it, this person, isn't it me?"
She shook her head, "No, I only found out yesterday that it wasn't you, Lord Wang." ”
"So it's Pei Heng, so what about ......" Murong Tian asked, "Are you leaving?" ”
Zhou Misu nodded timidly, "I know it's not fair to the prince, it's my fault, it's my ...... that deceived the prince's feelings," she said, and knelt down.
"What kind of ...... is that king," Murong Tian frowned, "a mistake...... A stand-in...... Or is it a play? ”
Zhou Misu lowered his head, tears fell, but he could only keep repeating the three words sorry.
Murong Tian pulled her up and looked directly at her: "Do you know who the person standing in front of you is, although he ignores the government, but he is also the brother of the current emperor, so you tell this king, what is this king in your eyes?!" ”
Zhou Misu kept his head down and kept silent.
Suddenly, Murong Tian hugged her tightly in his arms, buried his head in her neck, and asked in a choked voice, "You didn't really love me?" Just love me as a person! ”
Seeing that she still did not speak, he let go of her, and then pinched her shoulders and forced her to face him and asked, "Tell this king!" Have you, from beginning to end, ever loved me? ”
"No, I didn't." Some are just full of guilt, whether it is for Xiao Chenfan in the previous life, or for Murong Tian in this life, she is just full of guilt.
Murong Tian suddenly let go of her and staggered back a few steps, "Father is right, to anyone, anything, you shouldn't give your heart easily...... I still don't believe it, I still pour my heart and lungs into you, thinking that you are the one who can spend the rest of my life with me, and I think about it, it is really my own wishful thinking. Murong Tian endured the pain in his heart, pointed to the door and said, "You go, Shangling City will leave you behind." ”
Sure enough, he is still the one who has no desires and no desires, the only person he wants in this life will not be his after all, with his status, it is not a problem to marry her, but he doesn't want to, he doesn't want his feelings to add a bit of forced color, so he would rather her leave, and he, continue to be a person who has no desires and no desires.
......
The most ridiculous thing in life is that you blindly chase a person forward, only to find that person is behind you, as long as you turn back, he is standing in the same place.
I really looked back suddenly, but the man was in the dim light.
But what face does she have to see him now, and what reason does she have to see him? Since they all remember the events of their previous lives, there is another gap between them, the barrier that they have not been able to break through in their previous lives.
At this moment, she suddenly believed in fate, maybe it was really like what Zhong said, their fate was in conflict, and no matter how eternal life and eternity, there could be no good results.