"Okay, today's military training is over, it's really strange, there are rainy days in military training every year." Instructor Xu suddenly sighed before school.

"Goodbye, Instructor Xu." We saluted the instructor and then stood in line, each with an umbrella in the hallway outside the class.

Instructor Xu saluted back and told us again, "Remember to go home and discuss with your parents if there are any seniors you know." ”

We nodded, "Okay." ”

The team of the first class of high school is always the first in the whole grade. We walked in the rain, each holding an umbrella, thinking about secrets that only we knew.

Mo Ran asked me quietly: "Really, don't you plan to find Li Xinyang?" ”

I shook my head, "He's so good, someone else will look for him." ”

Mo Ran continued: "But, really, don't you fight for it anymore? ”

I shook my head and continued to answer: "Maybe he just thinks I'm a late fool, but that's not my reason to find him at all, and I don't know what to say, Mo Ran, if you want, why don't you go yourself?" ”

Mo Ran smiled, and the smile seemed to be very natural and innocent, but it was really just like. My instincts told me that she was smiling politely, just politely.

Maybe Mo Ran also has some secrets, which only she can know. Just like me, I am eager to deny to others that I like Li Xinyang.

"Bye-bye, Yongning." Mo Ran waved at me, and I waved at her, "bye-bye!" ”

I took my mother's arm and walked towards home with a heavy heart. My mother is really the person who knows me best in the world, she saw the clue at a glance and asked me, "Yongning, what's wrong?" ”

I hurriedly replied: "Ah, it's nothing, Mom, it's just that at the end of the military training, I want to find a senior from the previous session and issue us a student ID or something." ”

"This is really difficult for you, if you really can't find it, doesn't your father's colleague Uncle Liu's family have an older brother?" My mother understands me very well and proposes countermeasures for me.

Of course, I thought that my mother and father would almost certainly let me attend the opening ceremony and the end of military training with Uncle Liu's brother. But why do I always feel forced?

When I got home, after dinner, I went back to my bedroom, opened the journal I had just started yesterday, and wrote down the following words:

If our meeting could have been brought forward or postponed, how would things have progressed? I also want to be brave, but I am afraid that sometimes the greater the hope, the greater the disappointment when I can't get it.

What Mo Ran said is not entirely unreasonable. I thought about it carefully before I collapsed on the bed, and I didn't want to have any regrets about myself in the future. I decided to find Li Xinyang.

On the fourth day of military training, the sky was clear. Taking advantage of the 20-minute break in military training, I pulled up Mo Ran, carefully walked up the 36 steps, and walked to the door of the sixth class of the second year of high school.

"You, look at what I said, you still decided to find Li Xinyang." Mo Ran looked at my nervous appearance and smiled knowingly.

"I think what you said is good, so I came." I pretended to answer calmly, but my heart unconsciously hung in my throat.

Li Xinyang didn't know if he saw me at the door, or if he wanted to go out because of something, so he walked up to me anyway.

Li Xinyang asked, "Are you?" Xia Yongning? How did you get here? ”

As soon as I heard Li Xinyang's magnetic voice, my whole body went limp, and my heart beat faster. I hurriedly pulled up Mo Ran and prepared to run away.

Li Xinyang stopped me: "What, I didn't say goodbye yesterday morning, and now I want to run again?" ”

I had to laugh awkwardly, "No, that, senior, actually, I have something, ah, it's not okay, it's okay." ”

Sometimes, I feel like I'm so cowardly, and I can't say anything that comes to my mouth. Even though I was not good at talking since I was a child, I never had stage fright in front of outsiders and did not dare to speak. Only Li Xinyang, he is not an outsider, but I dare not talk easily.

"If there's something, just say it." The corners of Li Xinyang's mouth rose, and he smiled and said to me, he was very gentle, really gentle.

I had to be cheeky to say it; "I'm sorry, senior, I want you to accompany me on the day of the end of military training and the opening ceremony."

The air freezes, and the atmosphere is calm and scary. I continued to explain: "That, senior, you can not agree, it doesn't matter, anyway, I also know that we just met once and asked for this kind of question, so I won't agree to it." ”

What surprised me was Li Xinyang's answer: "I promise you." ”

I had never understood the feeling of a fawn crashing before, it was an indescribable joy, the feeling of the moon holding hands with the stars. I picked up Mo Ran and ran downstairs, only to hear the sound of running wildly, the wind and Li Xinyang's voice shouting behind, "Remember to look for me." ”

Mo Ran pinched my face, "Well, I said okay." ”

I laughed at Mo Ran, who looked at me and laughed. At this time, there were two silly cats on the playground laughing and smiling at each other. The cat is us.

Although we are all laughing, laughter and laughter are different after all. The smile always gives me a feeling of helplessness. I don't know why, I always feel that Mo Ran's heart has experienced strong winds and rains.

"Assemble." Instructor Xu blew his whistle, and we quickly stood in line under his order.

"Stand upright, take a break." Instructor Xu gave us orders, and we did them one by one according to the instructions.

The day is short, and it goes by in a flash. In the first year of high school, all the classes stood in line and walked out of the school gate.

"Bye-bye, Moran." Even I myself was amazed and took the initiative to say goodbye to Mo Ran.

"Well, bye-bye, remember to find a senior." Mo Ran waved at me and said to me, don't forget to wink.

"Huh?" I smiled awkwardly, hurriedly found my mother in the vast sea of people, and pulled her away quickly.

I don't know, did my mother hear what Mo Ran said.

Life at night was calm and uneventful. I went back to my bedroom, opened my notebook, and wrote down what had happened the next day.

This was probably our first formal chat, and the first thing that happened to us together. Li Xinyang, do you know? There are many people in this world, but there are not so many people who can be seen. There are many people in this world, but there are only a few people who like it. So, I'm very happy to see you, which is one in ten thousandths of you, and if I like you, it's one in a few hundred million.

I wrote down these words in my diary. Say that the bad mood occupies me. I lay down in bed, I don't know when I will be in a good mood, but I always have in my mind the scene of Li Xinyang issuing me a student ID a few days later.

So, Li Xinyang, what are you doing now? Slept? Or are you learning? With this question in mind, I entered a parallel world that belonged only to me - my dreamland.