Chapter 865: Controlling Desires 1
I sighed and sat down, indeed, I can only suppress my desires now, and as soon as I want to do something, those desires will come immediately, and go in the opposite direction, I look at my chest, the wound, and it starts to itch again.
Although Yi Xuehan is right, I can't even control my desires now, so I can only suppress them, but I still decided to look around to see if there is anything special, and the first thing I went to see was that large area with a large number of petrified people.
After walking slowly for about 10 minutes, I came to the place where there were stone statues of people and looked around.
This is a strange place in the Forest of Desire, these stone statues are very brittle, as long as you gently pat them with your hand, they will immediately shatter, turn into scattered stones, sink to the ground, and some breeze blows on a little day, this phenomenon will also happen.
I was going to go straight in and take a look, and at this time, the wound on my chest had calmed down, but faintly, there was some stinging, and I stepped into the place where the stone statue was placed, and went deeper into it.
It's been a long time, and I still can't see my head at all, looking back at the forest behind me, it's already far away from me, I decided to return, after all, I'm so hungry that I don't want to miss the meal anymore.
When I returned to the Forest of Desire, it was already dusk, and I hurriedly walked towards the dining table, and the stone table appeared again, and Yi Xuehan was already planning to sit down and eat.
"Miss Yi, let me eat first."
As I spoke, Yi Xuehan nodded, and then reminded me.
"Do you want to go over and make sure?"
I nodded, and after the rice appeared, I chewed and ate slowly, and after eating, I went to the river satisfied, drank some water, walked across the river, and then went to the forest on the other side of the river, and was already close to the place where I was eating, and sure enough, in the wind, I smelled a putrid smell, the stench of corpses.
It's still exactly the same woman, what Yang Xiaowen is eating, or the corpse of the woman I ate this morning, I couldn't help but feel nauseous, and immediately turned my head and walked, this can be regarded as a very strange thing in the Forest of Desire.
I clearly remember that the last time, I did defeat her, after she defeated me, the desire monster did not come out again, and now, why does she exist here, if according to the rules of the desire forest, she should have turned into stone and become a part of this forest, however, she is now wandering around the forest across the river with dull eyes.
What happened that caused Yang Xiaowen to become like this and lose her heart, and in the eye-catching black hole in her chest, today, when I approached, I was disgusted and wanted to vomit because I witnessed the scene of her eating people, but now that I think about it carefully, it is still the same as before, the last time I was in the forest of desire, I saw the same bottomless darkness in her heart.
I went back to the nest next to the octagonal building, waiting for the sunset, such a day, very boring, but I had to tense my nerves all the time, and if I was not careful, I would be swallowed up by some simple and low-level desires.
I have to find a way to control my desires, instead of blindly suppressing them, there are still many things out there waiting for me to do, but I can only put everything aside for the time being and concentrate on mastering the current power.
I stretched out a hand and shook the ghost blade on my back, since I entered this forest, I found that this ghost blade was quiet, and in my body, the five ghosts seemed to have disappeared, and they had no connection with them at all.
"Let's try it tonight."
As I spoke, I sat quietly on the ground, intending to try to see if I could enter my instinctive space and see.
"I advise you not to do this, Zhang Qingyuan, you will die."
Above, on the second floor, there was a cold and cold sound from Yixue, I gave up immediately, now it's not me messing around, it can be solved, I began to think hard, what is the matter with desire.
In the final analysis, desire is generated because of the desire to achieve a certain goal, in the world, all human behaviors can be called desire, but in this forest of desire is different, drinking water, eating, emotional fluctuations, such subtle things, will summon the disaster of killing.
It's like desire is amplified by wirelessness, if you use an analogy, I want to drink water, but in this forest of desire, my desire to drink water is infinitely magnified, if I don't suppress it, I will drink the whole river, and because of the amplification of desire, my body will naturally not be able to bear it, and it will become a part of the river.
Control is particularly important here, fiercely, I seem to understand something, in my mind, looking back, the fight with Yin Qiu before, I seem to have opened up.
If you think about it carefully, Yin Qiujian didn't really fight with me, he should know very well that with his weak body, he had no chance of winning with me who had just turned into a demon, and he still had to consume his ghost energy, release his instincts, and fight me.
I showed a smile, control, this is what I am currently missing the most, just like Hu Tianshuo said, the power is very strong, but there is no skill to fight.
And the skills are honed little by little, what I need to do now is this, a more slender control power, Yin Qiu used the only remaining ghost qi, which can make me suffer at the beginning, every time he uses the ghost qi, it is meaningful, in order to achieve the purpose of making me suffer, and in reality, he did it.
Now think about it carefully, I fought with him, after I gave him a blow to destroy the power, the evil qi in my body was immediately empty, if it wasn't for the Yin Ghost to help me replenish, I would have lost a long time ago, and before, I used my power indiscriminately, with only one purpose, to defeat Yin Qiujian.
"That's wrong."
I muttered, Hu Tianshuo said before, although the ghost in my body, although powerful, but there is no substantive cooperation at all, the strength is like a plate of scattered sand, this is because I myself only know how to use strength to fight the enemy.
Once and twice, perhaps, my strength and the enemy's strength are at the same level, or weaker, I have a chance, I can defeat the enemy, however, good luck will not favor me forever, and my heart began to ache faintly, and suddenly, behind me, a pair of warm arms, wrapped around my neck, and a fragrance came.
"Qingyuan ......."
I let out a dull sigh, behind me, holding me was Lan Ruoxi's phantom, desire had already struck, the moment I thought of Lan Ruoxi, I smiled, kept smiling, and then put a hand on Lan Ruoxi's hand.
"I'm sorry, Ruoxi, I'm still so useless, but, don't worry, although I'm a little stupid, however, I will put in more effort than others to really master everything."
As I spoke, Lan Ruoxi's phantom disappeared, and I successfully suppressed my desire, and then I walked out of the nest.
"It's already night, Zhang Qingyuan, what are you going to do?"
Yi Xuehan asked.
"I can't wait any longer, I want to really grasp and control my desires."
"The forest of desire at night, no more than the day, is full of killing intent, if the forest of desire during the day is a person, then the forest of desire at night is a ghost."
Yi Xuehan said, I nodded, indeed, as soon as I walked out of the nest, I felt the cold wind, I couldn't help but shiver, I was going to go to the river.
I rubbed my sour eyes and continued to walk, walking in the moonlit woods, everything around me was more dangerous than during the day.
Suddenly there was a road full of thorns in front of me, it was because I wanted to go to the river, and looking at the ground, the thorns suddenly appeared, small sharp thorns, and I smiled.
"I see? The desire at night will be stronger and more dangerous than during the day. ”
During the day, I was able to successfully suppress all kinds of desires, but at night, it seemed that it was not enough, and I continued to move forward, at this time, in front of me, behind me, and all around, were already covered with thorns, and those thorns with teeth and claws, as if they were not going to let me pass here.
I tried my best to restrain my desire to calm my mind completely, otherwise the slightest thought of going to the river appeared in my mind, and then I walked slowly.
In my mind, I didn't think about anything, just walked, kept walking, and at this moment, gradually, the black thorns that blocked my way disappeared, and I succeeded, but I still walked aimlessly in the woods.
Gradually, I seemed to find a way to suppress my desires when I walked at night, my eyes were still very dry, and I came to the river, looking at the turbulent water, and the black-green light emitted by the water, and a pungent smell floating on the water.
It was a poisonous river, and it was very fast, and the water looked deep, and I walked slowly to the river, and I began to understand.
"If you're thirsty, drink some."
As I spoke, I stretched out my hand and put my hand into the river, and I grinned, and my skin had dissolved and my bones were exposed, and I took the black-green water, and put it in my mouth, and drank it.
It was like a scorching flame, the water I drank, in an instant, burned my throat, all the way to my stomach, and my hands had been corroded into white bones by water, I was going to cross the river, after standing up, I kept suppressing it, the pain in my body just burned like fire, black blood, constantly flowing down the corners of my mouth, flowing out.