Chapter 266: I'm the one who is vulnerable
"You seem to be right, you have the freedom to like me, and I have the right to refuse. But in fact, either you have your freedom, or I have my rights, and there is no way to coexist. ”
"If you are the wisdom of truth, you should not come near me and interfere with my life."
Really...... It turned out to be like this, how could she forget it. All along, she thought that Song Yao had been left to her because she didn't want to hurt her, and because she had kidnapped him morally. Now, she suddenly realized that the freedom and rights of her and Song Yao could not coexist.
"I'm sorry......" Chen Yue unconsciously bent over at 90 degrees, apologized to him, and turned to leave.
Chen Yue lowered her eyes sadly, she didn't expect that she had skipped class for the first time since she went to college, but she wanted to understand such a truth.
The crowd was crowded, and her figure quickly disappeared into the crowd. Song Yao slowly lowered his eyes, and then stepped forward to hug him, he was like a wooden man, with no smile or gentleness in his eyes.
In the next ten days, Chen Yue did not send a message or make a phone call to Song Yao, let alone appear in front of him again.
And he began to stay in the dialog box, staring at the previous chat history in a daze for a long time.
And he began to pretend to be inadvertent, looking at the right rear of the classroom, the seat that was originally sitting in Chen Yue, and a stranger was changed.
And Chen Yue's voice began to appear in his ears from time to time, and it could not be dissipated for a long time, especially at night.
Those things that normal people can't see, appear around him again, intimidate him, irritate him, and torture him. He tried desperately to get them out of the way and begged them to leave him, but to no avail...... Lingering.
He didn't want to hurt himself, he didn't want to commit suicide, he didn't want to be afraid of pain, but he felt ashamed, he felt that his sins had not been paid off, and this kind of evasive behavior was very shameful and vulnerable.
So, a lot of the time, he likes to tie himself up...... In this way, you can stop yourself from hurting yourself when you are in pain.
I spent many nights like this, before and after meeting Chen Yue...... It's all been like that.
But in fact, the pain of the night is okay for Song Yao, and he is more afraid of the early morning. It was dawn, and a new day began, but he only felt gray...... I can't bring up the thought of life, but I have to mention it.
Take medicine, and take medicine obediently today.
But when all the drugs were gone, he would still hit his head hard in pain, wishing he wanted to kill himself. Mental torture that tries to distract the heart and brain with external pain.
What the hell is this, people are really cheap.
As soon as you flirt, your heart is moved, and when you are moved, you lose your mind, and you lose your self-control.
Why is it happening?
Chen Yue, I was wrong, I was wrong, I was really wrong.
I shouldn't have been thinking about you, I shouldn't have thought about meeting you.
It turns out that looking at you again will pay such a painful price.
Yes, you're not vulnerable, you can afford to hurt, you don't need my sympathy and pity.
Stupid, it's me who is vulnerable, it's me who can't afford to be hurt, but I'm ...... Nor does it need your sympathy and pity.
This seems to be meaningless stubbornness, but if people live in this world, if they really obey what their hearts desire most, what is the difference between this and livestock?
People, isn't there just a little more self-esteem and self-control?
But with you, young man, my self-control is running out.
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