Chapter Ninety-Three: Helplessness

Empress Dowager Liu leaned against the wall with her hands on her ears, and said in a low voice: "Hugh is going to talk about it, the mourning family is really a fool, I thought that these things were done seamlessly over the years, but I didn't expect that you all knew about it." ”

"The queen mother is going to be wrong again, you love that person, otherwise you would not rather harm others again and again than part with him. Instead of this, why don't you leave here, live an ordinary life together as a family, and stop coveting these so-called power and wealth, okay? ”

With tears in his eyes, Emperor Xiao knelt down and begged.

Empress Dowager Liu shook her head desperately, tears fell: "No, can't do that, the queen mother is not greedy for what you said about power and wealth,

My mother was born in such a family, and there was no way to choose my own path, even if I fell in love with him? What if I swear an alliance with him? Isn't it to follow his father's orders to enter the palace to serve the first emperor?

I don't want to be a favorite concubine, I don't want to be a queen, so what? Because of the exploits of your grandfather and uncle, you were favored by the emperor as soon as you entered the palace, and then you were named queen.

Why did they ask me what they meant by doing these things? How did you know what I wanted? In their eyes, I'm just a tool.

Emperor, you are a smart person, you tell me, how can such a queen mother stay with her beloved? How can you get out of it all and live the kind of ordinary life you are talking about? ”

"The Queen Mother." Emperor Xiao stepped forward to hug Empress Dowager Liu, and the mother and son cried together.

Sima Nan waited for them to calm down before he spoke: "Old Imperial Doctor Jiang also has the intention of leaving, if the Queen Mother is willing to leave with the emperor, all the affairs have been arranged, and you can leave the palace to meet with Jiang Lao." ”

"You're talking about light, leaving the palace? You let the mourning family and the emperor leave the palace like thieves? So how will our mother and son live in the future? What a joke. Empress Dowager Liu sneered.

Sima Nan glanced at Emperor Xiao, his face was a little helpless.

"Queen Mother, let's go, just live an ordinary life as a common person, go to an ordinary town, live an ordinary life, how can we become thieves?" Filial piety.

"Needless to say, although your uncles are not as strong as before, there are still three catties of nails in the broken ship, if they join forces, I am afraid that they will not capsize this country.

If they don't set up Jingxian's son as the prince according to them, it will cause war and ruin at that time, and these things will make you, the emperor, bear the black pot.

Just like the matter between me and your father, I thought that if I wanted to hide it from the world, no one would know about it except Jiang Qin. But there is no impermeable wall in this world, don't you all know it?

If the world is in chaos because we are gone, and then let people know that our mother and son are still alive, do you think we will have an ordinary life? Empress Dowager Liu sneered.

"According to the Queen Mother's opinion, what should I do?" Sima Nan asked.

Empress Dowager Liu straightened her waist: "Since you have known for a long time, and have endured it for many years, you can assume that this incident has never happened at all, so it is better to continue like this."

As long as my emperor doesn't have an accident and can give birth to an heir smoothly, won't the world be peaceful at that time? ”

As he spoke, he turned his gaze to calm, and his voice became cold: "Calm down, you have to do your best, you must save the emperor's life until he leaves an heir." ”

Calmly swallowed her saliva, a little sad in her heart, in this whirlpool, she herself couldn't figure out what kind of role she played,

But no matter what kind of role, it seems that in the end, the key to the success or failure of things seems to be on her.

It made her very sad.

She obviously wanted to live an ordinary life, but God refused to give her that opportunity.

These things have nothing to do with her, but in the end, they can all be pulled on her head.

"Queen Mother, slaves do their best." Calm down.

Empress Dowager Liu pulled Emperor Xiao's hand and wanted to leave.

Emperor Xiao looked back at Calm, with a sad smile on the corner of his mouth: "Calm down, can I live until the day of the Heaven Sacrifice Ceremony?" ”

Calm didn't reply, because she herself didn't know how long he would live.

"Calm down, if you prepare the medicine and send it to Shaofen's Meifeng Courtyard, I will rest there for a few days." Emperor Xiao said again.

nodded calmly, watching their mother and son leave.

"Calm down, are you alright? It's not good for me to be one step too late and let you suffer from this prison. Sima Nan said in a hoarse voice.

shook his head calmly and looked at him distressedly: "You are so bold, you actually threaten the Queen Mother like this, aren't you afraid of her revenge?" ”

"I didn't think about it that much at the time, I just wanted to get you out earlier." Sima Nan replied honestly.

"You've been sad enough, why do you want to make yourself more sad for me? Isn't it difficult to say that I have nothing to do with you at all, and you don't want to take care of my business? ”

Calmly twisted his face to the side and said in a pretended indifferent voice.

"I'll never say anything like that, even if you don't marry me in the future, I'll always be by your side and watch you be stable and happy."

Sima Nan said in a low voice.

"The emperor said that he wanted to marry me, and you also instructed him?" Calmly asked.

Sima Nan smiled bitterly: "That person loves to make his own decisions, he wants to help me, but he can't help the idea, and he is helpless." ”

"What are you going to do? Help the Nine Princes become emperors, and then continue to be your general to assist him? Calmly asked.

"Go back to the company and set up a room, I will solve everything, and you will know when the time comes." Sima Nandao.

Calmly walked to leave, but Sima Nan stopped her again and sighed: "The emperor didn't mean to go against you, he really didn't have a favorite concubine, so he would go to Concubine Pei."

Besides, he always felt that he owed Concubine Pei, Concubine Pei's father was sentenced to the Nine Clans that day in order to protect the brother of Empress Xiaoduanwen, this is an unjust case, but there is no way to overturn the case. ”

nodded calmly and silently, no wonder Pei Shaofen would be so presumptuous in front of the emperor, the person of Emperor Xiao, who was too kind, would inevitably be taken advantage of.

He felt sorry for Pei Shaofen, and his arrogance in front of Pei Shaofen was naturally low, which made Pei Shaofen infinitely inflated.

"Help them, I beg you, Pei Shaoqing is a good person and a good official, it is my sin to die with grievances, if Concubine Pei has the emperor's flesh and blood, at least she will be crowned king, and then it will be regarded as an explanation to Pei Shaoqing."

Sima Nan said in a low voice.

Calmly and slowly walk out of the cell.

How many innocent people died for the sake of this secret.

People are really selfish animals.

Calm has always felt that she is a good person, but if she is put in the position of Empress Dowager Liu, she thinks that she may be more ruthless and decisive than Empress Dowager Liu.

A person's wisdom determines the height of her work.

Empress Dowager Liu is not a very wise person, so she made such a mistake, let others discover her secret, and blackmailed her into life.

What if it was cool?

Calmly shuddered, thinking of his means of dealing with Concubine Wan, he felt a little sad in his heart, and couldn't help but speed up his pace.

The environment can really change people, when I was in the Huanyi Bureau, I would never have dreamed that I would do some despicable things to deal with others in order to survive.

Just like yesterday in Renshou Palace, dealing with Pei Shaofen.

Calmly prepared the medicine and sent it to Meifeng Temple.

Pei Shaofen was standing under the plum tree in the yard, pruning the branches of the moon flower with scissors, and when she walked in, she showed an embarrassed smile.

"Why are you here? It's time to ask the teacher again? Pei Shaofen asked her as she played with the scissors in her hand.

Calmly handed over the medicine in his hand: "Didn't you take the medicine I gave you last time?" Afraid that I will poison you? ”

Pei Shaofen didn't say anything, but his expression was already acquiescing.

"I know that after you became a concubine, you were suspicious and thought that everyone else had bad intentions. If you are willing to take the flowers I gave you, you must be the one who is pregnant. He said calmly.

Pei Shaofen took the scissors and cut off the main branch of a moon flower in front of him, and sneered: "I remember I told you that before I became a concubine, I looked forward to such a luxurious life.

I really did it, but I didn't want to escape from this life all the time. I always envy you, whether you are a raccoon maid or a designer, you are so calm and indifferent. ”

"That's why you hurt me?" Calmly sighed.

Pei Shaofen waved the scissors indiscriminately, and lowered his voice: "That's not the case, calm down, in this palace, who else can I find besides letting you carry the black pot?"

I have no friends, I am surrounded by enemies, they all want to see me fall out of favor, watch me be degraded, and no one thinks good about me.

I also want to be like them, trying my best to squeeze others down, but my conscience is always unbearable, I am afraid that I will hurt others, and I will never be able to sleep peacefully in this life.

It's not that I'm without a plan, but it's against my heart, and I really can't do it. ”

Calmly sat on the stone bench under the shade of flowers, poured a cup of cold tea and drank it, and let out a long sigh.

There is always a kind of person in this world who dares not harm others, but blindly only dares to hurt his own family and friends.

Not because they are kind, but because they are cowardly.

They dare not face the challenge of strangers, and only dare to play tricks in front of those who love her.

Because they know that no matter how much they do it, the people who love her will always tolerate her, forgive her, and will not retaliate against her and hate her like strangers.

Calm just didn't expect that Pei Shaofen would be such a person.

"Calm down, you'll forgive me, won't you? You haven't been hurt in any way by this, so it's good for me and for you, isn't it? Pei Shaofen aimlessly took scissors and casually cut the branches of the moon flowers in front of him.

Calmly felt sorry for the Yuejihua, got up and snatched the scissors from her hand, and whispered: "How innocent it is, how can you do this to it." ”

"Calm down, please, help me, I don't want to be relegated to the cold palace, I don't want to spend my life in that horrible place. You helped me get to this point in the first place, you must help me and help me get out of that end. ”

Pei Shaofen suddenly knelt down in front of Calm with a "tom", hugged her thighs, sobbing in pain, and couldn't cry.