Chapter 56: Tiger Courage

This dream was completely clueless, and when I woke up, it was also inexplicable.

Gu Yanzhang was covered in cold sweat on his body and head, thinking of Ji Qingling pulling the boy's head and not looking back, he only felt upset and couldn't do anything.

His drunkenness has not subsided, and he has no reason in his mind, and he is confused, full of pictures in his dreams, and he is really restless.

thought for a while that Ji Qingling was described like that when she grew up, she really looked good, but the two of them have been dependent on each other for so many years, how could she abandon herself and go to others;

thought for a while that if someone else grabbed him, he could still fight, but this time it was Ji Qingling who personally chose someone else, so what should he do;

Wake up for a while, this should be a dream, but think about it, if a few years later, this sister really took someone else, gave birth to children, the two went hand in hand, leaving only themselves alone, even if the high-ranking officials are Houlu, how boring the days should be, is to climb the road of Qingyun, without her by her side, it is really not very interesting.

I don't know what the osmanthus wine is made of, it was light at the time, but the stamina was enough, and he was dizzy.

Gu Yanzhang originally drank less wine, and he only slept when he was drunk on weekdays, but at this time he was in a trance, thinking about this, thinking about that, his thoughts had already flown to the clouds, and even the situation of Ji Qingling getting married and dying alone in his mind was vividly framed.

He was wooden, but fortunately, he also knew how to greet Rosin and get hot water, and washed up indiscriminately. Although he was so drunk, he still remembered to ask Ji Qingling about the situation in his room again, knowing that everything was as usual, and he didn't burn it again, so he fell asleep with all kinds of messy thoughts.

This time he still began to dream as soon as he lay down, and it was okay at first, he won the list in the scientific examination, although he was still not very satisfied, it was better than the last time, on the day of the list, the imperial history Zhongcheng, the privy deputy envoy, the Hanlin bachelor, and the governor of the political affairs took turns to catch him as a son-in-law, and he was pushed and squeezed, and it seemed that he became the east bed of a privy deputy envoy in a blink of an eye.

After the six ceremonies, he was about to get married in a hurry, but the old mother-in-law said that it was not easy for her daughter to raise in the family, and she accompanied several big houses, and he got married in the new house, and he couldn't find Ji Qingling when he turned around, and he caught someone to ask, but no one had heard of this person, as if Ji Qingling had never appeared.

It's all like this, where does he still have the heart to become a relative, he just looks around, but no one in the world has ever heard of such a little girl, it seems that he has lived a small life alone.

Seeing that it was about to be auspicious, he was grabbed and worshipped, and sent to the cave room together, with seven or eight big men behind him, forcing him to drink the wine, and when the hijab was lifted, he had such a familiar face under the red turban, with a beautiful and beautiful face - but who was not Ji Qingling?

Seeing Ji Qingling, how could he still be persecuted, he couldn't believe that he would hold it and refused to let go, there was no one in the room in the blink of an eye, the curtain was also put down, the red candle wick exploded, the red was red by the red curtain, the beauty was like jade, he was so beautiful in the light that he couldn't even speak, he actually untied his wide clothes, and when he stretched out his hand tremblingly, touching the ball of nephrite, his lower abdomen couldn't help but tighten, which hugged the person into his arms, and was about to be turned over by the red wave, and he didn't want the good baby to cry and shout: "Fifth Brother Gu, I have a terrible headache, I ...... hot"

Gu Yanzhang woke up in fright, and when he opened his eyes, he saw that the sky was already white, and his whole body was wet, and the bath on the first night should have been washed in vain, not only that, but there was a burst of wetness on his head, and he reached out to touch it, and it was really sticky and greasy, and he felt the self-overflowing water in his hand.

He is not a nerd who doesn't understand anything, and he has read medical books such as "Su Wen" and "Bronze Man Sutra" many times, so he naturally knows that this is a situation of age and vitality, which is normal. But the dreams he had the night before really made him panic.

He pulled a handkerchief, wiped his head twice, and hurriedly called rosin to deliver water, and soaked in cold water for a long time before he felt that his brain was sober, and he was ashamed to die for a while.

Thinking that Ji's mother entrusted Ji Qingling to come over that day, but how long has it been, not only did she not take care of it, but she actually had this kind of non-trivial thought, and it was really a beast that did not know how ugly it was. But after thinking about it, I recalled the first dream, I really felt that the son of a rich businessman was not very easy to marry, didn't Ji Qingling himself say that he didn't want to be a businesswoman?

He thought about it, and for a moment he felt that he was excessive, and at the same time he felt that why he couldn't be so excessive. He and Ji Qingling, the man is unmarried, the woman is unmarried, although he is from a worse background, and he is the son of a businessman, he is naturally not comparable to a little girl, but the world does not bully young people to be poor, he is so diligent and serious to study, isn't it just to give this person in the family a good way out? If you really have a good future, then what's wrong with marrying yourself?

With the whole world, how can you find the one who loves your family more than yourself? Marrying someone else, he also has to worry about being bullied, sick, wronged, or short in the family in the future, but if he enters his own door, he will be obedient, even if he walks sideways at home, he is not afraid, he has his own back.

Could it be that because he was entrusted by Ji's mother that day, he didn't even have a chance? Isn't that unfair?

Gu Yanzhang had a lot of thoughts in his heart, thinking about the stakes of various things over and over again. He wiped it twice, covered his clothes, and somehow walked to a cabinet in the room, opened it with the key that fit him, and took out two pieces of paper from it.

He held his breath and opened the paper, which was originally a woman's draft post and the woman's family post, on which was written the situation of the three generations of an official in Yanzhou City, what was the great-grandfather, what the ancestor was, what the parents were, the woman's birthday and dowry, and the first letter of promise from Ji's mother and the woman's post, only the man's place was empty.

This is what Ji's mother left behind that day, and she wanted to bring him into the capital, if he could marry the Li family in the future, and fill in the name of the son of the Li family, it would be equivalent to half of the six rites.

He read and read the marriage book, and there was a bear's heart and leopard gall in his heart, and before he got it to the table, he took the pen and dipped it in ink, and almost wanted to add his name, but fortunately he never lost control in his heart, and put the pen back down, packed up the paper, and sealed the cabinet.

Gu Yanzhang only felt that his heart was pounding, as if he had done the worst evil thing in the world, and now he stopped halfway through it, and he regretted and suffered more than when he did it.

He was stunned for a moment, raised his eyes and saw that the sky was already bright, and he hesitated for a moment, but in the end he still raised his legs and went to Ji Qingling's room.