Chapter 67: Not Like Before
She suddenly felt a little pain in her heart, is this an explanation? But where was he when she was tortured in the Nili Temple? Knowing that it was a big sin to preserve the memories of the wraith soul into the Yellow Spring, she still followed his wishes, even if he told her in advance at that time, she could use the Ning Killing Pill...... That soul grass is the only one in the world, isn't it just a clear way to tell the people of the underworld that she has violated the ban! She is Meng Po's big deal to go to the Nili Temple, but he has to pay for his life to steal the soul grass...... gouged out his eyes with his own hands, removed his duties as an envoy, and brought her bitter pleading, so that he was left with one of his lives, but in the end, what he said was that he would not see each other!
"Now that you know, so what?"
"That's why I haven't come to you for so long. I know my life is yours, so no matter what you say this time, I won't leave again. ”
Zhong Qing was pulled back by reason, and said, "I'm afraid that's not what you're here for." ”
He was silent for a while, "If Miss Lin is really here, you can let her go, why bother to break them up?" ”
She suddenly smiled, "Huh...... I tear them apart? Changyi, you just have a problem, everything only relies on your own arbitrariness, do things without considering the consequences, why are you now rich and famous, the world treats you like a god, these principles of life still want me to teach you? ”
His tone softened, and because his eyes were irritated, the white silk was stained with some blood, "I love ......"
They are only two lives, but I have waited for you for three lives and three lives.
She leaned on the stool behind her, looked at the two people in front of her expressionlessly, and said to the little girl, "Go and call her over." ”
Hearing her say that, Pei Heng finally relaxed. He came to Changyi this time, although he was using him as a persuader, but he wanted them to break through the wall between them. He has always known their intentions for each other, but for various reasons, he has always refused to go to each other...... He is not worried that they will quarrel or even fight because of this, because if the misunderstanding is cleared, everything will be solved.
But if he helped them, who will help him?
Lin Peijiu was really stunned for a moment when she forgot her worries, glanced at him, and instinctively wanted to leave, but reason made her sit calmly next to her love.
Pei Heng glanced at Lin Peijiu and said viciously: "You still said that she is not here with you!" ”
Zhong Qing ignored his words, and said to Lin Peijiu: "Tell them that I tied you here, I didn't let you meet him, and I wanted to break you up with Pei Heng." ”
Lin Peijiu listened to her tone and the meaning of it, probably knowing what they were saying, she raised her head and looked at Pei Heng and said, "What I said in my letter is very clear, I have to leave by myself." There is also the Forgotten Sorrow House, which I will rely on, as for me and you, I will find an opportunity to talk to you alone. She paused, looked at the two of them, and said, "None of this is about love, if there is any misunderstanding, I think you have to apologize to her." ”
Both of them were stunned, Lin Peijiu got up and said to Zhong Qing: "I'll talk to him alone." ”
Zhong smiled, "Forget your worries and want to receive guests, you go to the Youth Academy." ”
They walked all the way to the Youth Academy, and it was still the same as before, but it was no longer the same mood as before.
"You're not going back with me, are you?"
She stood still, looked at the green mantle in front of her that was gently blown by the wind, and said, "Actually, when I think back to our bits and pieces, it seems that since when I started to become a little deliberate. I don't know which moment you identified me, I only know that I fell in your maintenance again and again, this kind of feeling, very ethereal, ethereal so ethereal that sometimes I can't tell whether it's love or kindness. She turned to look at him, "I admit that I may have really loved you before, maybe I really wanted to be with you in those moments, but everything changed that day." ”
"Because of Murong Tian." He said coldly.
She lowered her head, "Like you, I have loved someone, although he hurt me deeply, but he also gave me the happiest time of my life, he said that it was false, but some people told me that it was true, true and false, and now I prefer to believe it." ”
His throat moved, why did she look so much like Qi Yunshu in front of him at this moment, if he hadn't personally tested her before, if he hadn't told him in person, he would have thought that she really remembered the past like him, "So, you can be said to be fake to me?" ”
She was silent again, "I can't lie to you, I can't have another person in mind while I'm with you, it's not fair to you. ”
Pei Heng walked over step by step, and said word by word: "Do you think that it is fair to me to cut me off now?" ”
In the face of his accusations, she chose not to speak.
"He already has a wife and children, you tell me, is it because of the time that made him meet you before me, or am I inferior to him!"
She looked into his eyes and said, "Pei Heng, if I say that you are the best person I have ever met for me, will you believe it?" But he has become an obsession in my heart, a scar burned in my heart. So the better you treat me, the more guilty I feel. She went over and gently hugged his waist and buried her face in his chest, "It's me who has lost you, I have lost this relationship, my conscience does not allow me to be with you, and you ...... Forget about it before it's too late. ”
She slammed her hand away and went straight to the Qingyuan, and didn't take two steps when she heard him shout from behind, "I'll wait...... I said I wouldn't let go this time, no matter what the odds were...... I'll wait until you forget him, even if it's all over the rest of your life. ”
During the Spring Festival this year, she did not spend Chinese New Year's Eve with her parents, brother, or loved one, but alone in the youth courtyard.
For the first time, she felt like she was really empty.
Zhong Qing came over and put the candy on her table, looked at the snow outside, and said, "Murong Yu is about to give birth in two months, don't you go to see your nephew?" ”
She replied calmly: "I took a photo last time, so it's not necessary." ”
"The child will definitely have a wine banquet on the full moon, and you won't have to go again then."
She looked at her and said, "I'll be out of here in a month, so naturally I won't be dealing with that anymore." ”
Zhong Qing was not surprised, but calmly said to her: "Since you are leaving, you still have to take a look, don't you?" ”
She was silent for a moment, "I'm so envious of you." ”
"What?"
"I envy you and Changyi, although you have always refused to reconcile with him, but I know that you have him in your heart, and your result is nothing more than your words."
Zhong's eyes dodged for a moment, and after a long time, she said slowly: "Lin Peijiu, if I tell you that Pei Heng is ...... him"
Before she finished speaking, a little servant outside said, "I'm sorry to disturb my master's rest." ”
Zhong Qing looked gloomy, looked at Lin Peijiu and asked, "What's the matter?" ”
"It's Master Pei here."
Zhong Zhong looked at her, but she still kept a face, "You tell him I'm not there." ”
"Come back." Zhong Qing stopped the little girl, turned his head and said to her: "Go and meet, it's okay in the past, today is the first day of the Lunar New Year, if you don't see him, he won't leave." ”
She didn't tell her in the end that Pei Heng was Xiahou Jingyuan, and Changyi had asked her the same question.
It is impossible for people to be together if they have a destiny and a conflicting destiny, and this is true in previous lives, and it is also true for eternal life and eternity. She actually thought she was stupid and selfish when she gave her the Ning Pill that day, and she wanted her to taste the pain she had suffered, and watch her beloved marry a wife and have children. Unexpectedly, all this was different because Chang Yi stole the soul grass and let Pei Heng enter reincarnation with the memories of his previous life. When she saw that they were so affectionate, there was a sense of jealousy in her heart that was stirring again, so she woke her up and deceived her, this time not only to separate them, but above all to keep them safe......
After all, they are the only pair in the world who have memories of their past lives, and it is also because their final result can only be a lose-lose situation.
Lin Peijiu saw his back, and inexplicably couldn't help but look at it a few more times, and then slowly walked over and said, "Are you looking for me?" ”
Pei Heng also slowly turned to look at her, "I thought I would have to wait for a while." ”
She smiled, "Is there something wrong?" ”
"Today is the first day of the Lunar New Year, and I want to take you to your brother's house for dinner."
She was stunned and didn't answer him.
"Yingdu, you don't want to go back, the most qualified person here to celebrate the New Year together is your brother, although he is not biological, but it is better than you living alone. Besides, you have a nephew, so let's have a meal in front of my nephew. ”
"She won't be happy for me to go."
"It was Murong Yu who asked me to invite you."
She met his gaze, and an urge to cry lingered in her heart. She hadn't felt this kind of reunion for a long time, and it had only been less than two years.
He went over and stretched out his hand to her, and said with a smile: "Today, on the first day of the Lunar New Year, there are very few people in the market, can you accompany me for a while?" ”
Lin Peijiu looked at his hand, looked up at him again, and was about to say something, but he was pulled out by him.
The snow was trampled and creaky, like the snow scene in Jingbei, and the scene was so familiar at this time, her hands couldn't help but clench a little.
When they come to the market, there are really very few people who set up stalls, and also, who is not busy with their families during the New Year.
At some point, he had let go of her hand.
"For the New Year, who is not at home, there is no one outside, and they still have to pull me out." She sneered.
Pei Heng wrapped her in a fox fur and said with a smile: "Where there is you, there is my home." ”
Seeing her dodgy eyes, Pei Heng then began to continue walking, and then stopped in front of an old woman who sold sugar gourds, she thought that there would be no one in the market on this kind of day.
Pei Heng asked her, "Do you want it?" ”
She nodded, and then bought two sugar gourds with her grandmother, "Grandma, why don't you stay at home with your family on such a cold day?" ”
The old grandmother smiled: "I am alone in my family, my children have settled down, and I can't come back when I am busy, my wife...... Long since died. ”