Chapter 10 Cinnabar Mole
She didn't regret doing all this, even if she did it again, she would still make such a decision, but she would be careful not to let anyone else find out.
Zhou Zizhen didn't move, and said bluntly and resolutely: "Taotao, I don't regret my decision at all, the only surprise is to let you know about it."
You don't understand the mood of a mother, we always want the best for our child, and do our best to remove any obstacles that may affect his development, even if these behaviors are shameless, despicable and reviled in the eyes of others!
So, I won't apologize to you for my actions, and I'm not going to change my decision. ”
Gu Wentao looked up at Zhou Zizhen, her straight back, pursed lips, and tense face were undoubtedly not telling, her mood was very nervous.
This is my mother.
He should have seen what a good, strong and self-respecting heart was beneath the kind exterior.
He couldn't hate such a mother.
He knew that she was doing it for her own good, but this way was too unacceptable.
"Mom, you have your own decision, shouldn't you also take my feelings into account?
Okay, you said you were doing it for my good, removing obstacles, but Zeng Yirou was not an obstacle.
Originally, my growth had nothing to do with her, we were just ordinary classmates, but now, because of what you did, I felt guilty and remorseful for her.
Obviously, I forced her to perform with me, but in the end, she couldn't study.
Do you know how tormented my heart is? ”
"I just asked her to transfer schools, not drop out, she wants to study, there are many places to go, I don't want to study, and I can't influence her decision." Zhou Zizhen said disdainfully, "Besides, Tao Tao, you don't need to feel guilty at all.
Does my behavior have anything to do with you?
You think she is pitiful, but have you ever thought about how many people will blush because of your identity and the conditions of our family? Are you 100% sure that this Zeng Yirou has no selfish intentions? Don't have the idea of climbing the dragon and the phoenix? If you are just a child of an ordinary worker's family, will she be obedient to you and follow you around? ”
"I ......" Gu Wentao's eyes widened, at this moment, he hesitated.
Gu Wentao is his own son, and Zhou Zizhen can immediately notice his strangeness with every move, small movement, and expression: "You're not sure, are you?"
Since she was not pure to you in the first place, and you have now given her fantasies that she shouldn't have, have you ever thought that people's hearts are greedy, and if she gets entangled with you in the future, have you thought about what to do?
Don't tell me, what is clear is self-purifying, as long as you ignore it, you will be fine.
Your mother and I have seen a lot of this kind of person, and none of us can be sure what kind of things she will do in the end because of love and hatred.
Therefore, the best way is to nip all bad behaviors in the bud. ”
Gu Wentao was inexplicably a little lost at the moment, I don't know if it was because of Zeng Yirou or his mother, or his own hesitation, so he said in a low mood: "Mom, isn't this that nothing happened?" In the future, I won't be at the same table with her, stay far away, or just change shifts, won't there be no problems? Why do you have to kill them all and force people to transfer schools before you give up? Is it too domineering, too unreasonable, too excessive? ”
"Am I excessive?" Zhou Zizhen saw that Gu Wentao had compromised, and he was no longer nervous, "I don't think so." Can you be sure that there won't be any gossip in the school that is not good for you?
Maybe you don't know, I didn't know the news for the first time. When I went to the New Year's Day party, I heard from my colleagues and friends that they had become the spokesperson for Cinderella at a young age, your girlfriend, my future daughter-in-law.
Gu Wentao, do you think this matter is really just a trivial matter? Am I really so bored to care about who your table mates are, who your dance partner is?
If I want to interfere, as early as the beginning of the school year, when you and her become the same table, you will directly ask her for a showdown! ”
"......" Gu Wentao opened his mouth, but he couldn't make a sound.
Zhou Zizhen saw the result he wanted, regained his confidence and pride, and said, "Okay, this matter is over!" It's time for you to go to class, and I'm back to work! ”
Zhou Zizhen stepped on high heels and left.
Gu Wentao's heart had become a pot of porridge, and he didn't know whether he should listen to his mother's words or listen to his conscience.
Until, when I returned to the classroom, I looked at the empty and clean desks around me, and my heart felt like a part of it had been stolen.
Only then did he gradually understand that Zhou Zizhen was indeed justifying himself, so that he could not refute it. However, for reasons that do not exist, to hurt an innocent person who is implicated by himself is still not acceptable to his conscience.
Is there something he should do?
Or is it best for her that he does nothing?
Zhou Zizhen didn't know that what she did directly made Zeng Yirou an indelible cinnabar mole in Gu Wentao's heart.
Zeng Yirou tightened the strap of her schoolbag, stood outside the street corner store, looked at Zeng Ruolan, who was busy inside, biting her lip, thinking about how to explain to her what happened today.
In her previous life, after the incident, she only knew how to cry blindly, immersed in her own painful world, and completely ignored what was happening around her.
By the time she began to try to accept the outside world, they had already left Ishihara City and arrived in a strange city, Zeng Ruolan was making peace with people in a restaurant, doing chores, getting a salary of two or three hundred yuan a month, and she was so tired that she slept at the end of every day.
She also looked at her tired mother, and gradually came out of the pain, learned to do housework, slowly walked out of the house, and tried to overcome the cowardice in her heart to communicate with others.
When I was a little older, I started to do what I could.
In the end, they settled in the provincial capital, Zeng Ruolan worked as a nanny, and Zeng Yirou went to a large supermarket as a shopping guide.
Life, simple and calm.
The reason for breaking all this is because of the intersection with Gu Wentao.
Zeng Ruolan shook her head and refused to think further. Now that she has been reborn and everything starts again, she will not let herself repeat the tragic mistake of being miserable, and she must stay away from Gu Wentao.
She cheered herself up.
Things have to be thought in a good direction, since the root cause of the tragedy in her previous life is Gu Wentao, then, as long as she stays away from him, all problems will be solved.