He dang cut the candle in the west window (below)

"If you let him go, you won't call Ajie or Third Brother when I hold you, but you can't, every inch of skin on your body is longing for him, not mine." He kicked the bucket aside and went out into the yard to breathe.

.... ....

After a long time, Xiao Jiu calmed down and went back: "Sister Lian, why can't you face yourself, you still love him, don't you?" ”

"It's over between us," her voice was unusually indifferent, and Xinjie was scared when she heard it, "Xiao Jiu, I know it's very difficult for you, you should have your own life." Go home, don't stay with me anymore. ”

"I'm not with you, what do you want to do."

"You know there's a way to get rid of this poison once and for all."

Hearing this, Xiao Jiu was furious again: "Don't you think, I'd rather hold you and let you shout the name of the third brother or another man, I won't let you hurt yourself, don't you think!" Don't think I'm always giving you medication, which makes you hallucinate and make you less painful, but you know that it will eventually make you lose your mind. ”

"Xiao Jiu, don't be like this, you know that you have saved me so many times, I can't let you do this for me again. You don't want to be here anymore, you go home. ”

"It's because I've saved you so many times that you don't have the right to make that choice at all. I'm taking you away so that you can be calm and happy, not for you to harm your own body. ”

"But my body is useless to me."

"If you make yourself look like a man or a woman, do you think you're worthy of me? I swore in this house that I would protect you for the rest of my life, and I spent so much effort to save you so that you could live a happy life, not a ghost. If that's the case, it's better to let Yixiang stab you to death with a sword. ”

... ...

"You remember, I'd rather be a stand-in for the third brother here for the rest of my life than let you do stupid things. If you dare to do it yourself on your own, I will never forgive you. ”

The next day, Lao Zhou Touer came to find Xinjie under the leadership of Xiao Shun'er. This was a bit of a surprise to him. But soon he appreciated Xiao Jiu's meticulousness in doing things. He couldn't stay away from Lian'er, but he couldn't fully believe that Old Zhoutou, Tang Mansion and Aoki Yuan's goal in the capital was too big. Xiao Jiu asked Lao Zhou Tou to take the letter to Xiao Shun'er in the pastry shop first, and then asked Xiao Shun'er to take him to meet his third brother to hand over another letter. Ordinary people won't know who the third brother he is looking for is. And Xiao Shun'er's child is also very alert. According to Xiao Jiu's letter, Xinjie came to Xingwang Xiaofu at sunset.

"Third brother," the brothers have always been very straightforward, "you should know that since I am here, she should be nearby." ”

Xinjie nodded and did not speak.

"Actually, before Lian'er came to the palace to look for you that day, she had already decided to leave by herself after saving you, which she had planned when she left Aokien that day. Her choice to leave has nothing to do with what happened later. ”

"Why?" This was a bit of a surprise.

"Although Yihe's injury is not a substantial trauma, but she is a pure person, in her heart, she feels that she wants to maintain absolute purity with you, but she has lost it. In her own words, she was incomplete, and she had no way to give a broken self to her beloved. And at that time, you were with Fu Xinshu, and she felt that she had no right and could not ask you to be devoted to her, but she couldn't afford to live with you, and she wasn't the only woman around you.

At that time, she had no time, and the child in her womb had to be protected by pure yang righteousness because of the cold and yin, but you were not by her side. She could only turn to me for help. After I protected the child with my true qi, we both thought that we could survive until the end of the big event. At that time, I thought that when everything was settled, you would naturally help her deal with it. After the Zhenghe Hall started, the tire gas had already started. When she was in a hurry to get the medicine from the Empress Dowager's Palace, she ran into Lan Xin and another interceptor of unknown origin on the way, if she had been by her side at the time, without those two fights, she could have kept the child. It was also my negligence, if I didn't just follow her from afar, but always accompany her, she wouldn't have to do it with Lan Xin and that person by herself. ... ... She knew she was pregnant before you married Fu Xinshu, but she was afraid that you would worry about her being out alone, so she didn't tell you. After the incident with Yihe, she had already decided to leave. This is your first child, and it's especially important for her to be through so much with her... ”

Xinjie didn't speak, he bit his lip tightly, tears appeared in his eyes, he knew that what Xiao Jiu said was true, not only because he knew that Xiao Jiu would not lie to him, but also because he knew that his Lian'er loved him so sincerely and did everything for him. But in such a difficult time, I still have to watch my husband be with other women. He now understood why sometimes she seemed so emotional, sensitively removing his hand when he touched her lower abdomen, and the way she looked at him in the last few days was so complicated.

"Lian'er thinks that if she stays in the palace for one more day, she will give you hope for one day, thinking that she will go back. She doesn't want you to wait for her like that. She decided to leave the palace. When she left Aokien that day to come to me, we said yes, I'll escort her out, and I'll come back when she's settled. So he left the palace according to the original plan. Originally, we were going to go to Jiangnan, even if the Zhou family's old mansion was gone, I would have enough money to settle a peaceful life for her there. When she was in the palace, Sister Lian already felt that there was no poisonous gas in her body, and she thought that the poisonous gas had been expelled with the child, and the imperial doctor also thought so. But as soon as we left the palace gate, perhaps because of the bump of the car, or for some other unknown reason, the poisonous gas began to appear again, so we had to stay here for a while. I hope to wait until the poison gas is gone.

But things are not as easy as thought. She was in a lot of pain when she had a seizure, and I couldn't turn a blind eye, and sometimes I had to get close to her to stop her from hurting herself, and once I got close and saw her like that, it was very difficult for me to control myself. But we found it hard for me and for her. She can't forget you, and I can only be your stand-in. However, Sister Lian felt that it was too unfair to me, and even when she was at her hardest, she only used the Flower of Sin to stun herself and make her hallucinate. But you know that it's also a poison, and it's going to get addicted, and eventually it loses her mind. She didn't want to live as a walking dead in the future, so she even thought of destroying her own body with a knife. That would mean cutting off everything she had as a woman and turning herself into a ghost who was neither male nor female.

Third brother, I asked you to come today, just to tell you these facts. If you can ignore Sister Lian's current incompleteness, and promise me to treat her well for the rest of my life, then, not far in front of you, there is a yard full of chrysanthemums, and she is in it. I will go back to Xianyang and continue to be the happy ninth young master of the Tang Sect, as if all of this was a dream. If you can't accept the fact that we have between us, then if I didn't invite you today, please go back. I will willingly be your stand-in for the rest of my life, and I will no longer suffer and let me truly be her man. Of course, if she wants, I will happily be her brother for the rest of my life, and accompany her for the rest of my life. Xinjie looked at him and didn't speak immediately.

"Third brother, you don't have much time to think, if you decide to stay, I'll go back to Kansai now, if you don't want to, please go back now, I can't tie her up there for too long."

"Tied there?"

"Yes, I'm afraid she's trying to do something stupid again, and if I hadn't found out last night, she'd have been preparing to kill herself. But if you keep tying her up, she will be in danger if someone gets in. ”

"You kid is getting bolder and bolder, even your sister-in-law dares to tie up? Aren't you afraid that I'll beat you? ”

"Third brother, you?"

"What am I? She said that there is no such person as Bai Meilian in this world, and since the day you saved her, there is no Zhou Wanning in the world. Now there is only one of my wife, the third young grandmother of the Tang Sect, your sister-in-law, a very perfect woman, understand? In the past, it was just a dream of your kid drinking too much. ”

Shinno looked at his brother with joy and reverence, he knew why he could never compare to him, and he was as sincere as Lian'er.

Xinjie stood up: "It's getting dark, you can't get out of the city, let's go back to the old mansion first." Don't be in a hurry, I have something for you to do in a few days. ”

"What's the matter?"

"You'll know in a few days, I'm not in the mood to tell you that right now."

Nishino certainly knew where his mood was.