Chapter 181: You go and see him, he's not good
This kind of suffocating despair that is stuck in the abyss and cannot extricate itself and cannot be broken free from, Su Jinsheng has experienced it for the first time.
Nothing broke him more than she was going to marry someone else.
He can accept that she doesn't love him for the rest of her life, but he can't accept it, her future is without him.
can't accept eating and sleeping with her, and the person who spends the rest of his life with him is not him.
I really can't accept it.
He didn't know how he fell asleep.
Or maybe you don't know if you're alive or dead.
It was as if I was in purgatory, dizzy, weak, and uncomfortable.
It was already afternoon when I woke up again.
When he opened his eyes, the sunlight was too dazzling, his ethereal eyes were half-empty, and he unconsciously touched the remote control at the head of the bed and pressed it.
The curtains are automatically drawn.
The light in the room dimmed instantly.
I had a splitting headache, as if it was going to explode in the next second.
He wrung his brow in pain, pressed his temples, rolled over, and reached to the side, habitually trying to pull her into his arms.
But the hand was empty.
Chaos' consciousness froze for half a minute, then raised his heavy eyelids to look at him, empty.
There is not even a trace of sleeping.
I was stunned for a moment.
The scenes that happened yesterday flashed in front of my eyes one by one as if in slow motion.
When the word "abandonment" came to mind, my body and mind felt an unprecedented sense of emptiness and loneliness.
The last memory is that he was drunk and crazy at home with Tang Ying and them.
For the first time, hysterical and desperate to show true emotions.
Stunned, he raised his hand and looked at the diamond ring on his slender little finger.
There was a heavy sigh of resignation.
Yesterday he was grief-stricken, but at this moment, he is surprisingly calm.
It's okay, crazy once.
After venting, life still has to be lived.
It's just that there is no passion.
He seemed to be able to see his future walking corpse, so depraved.
There is no soul, only a shell.
He closed his eyes and fell asleep for a moment.
After adjusting his mood, he lifted the quilt, went into the bathroom, and took a shower.
After getting dressed, I went downstairs.
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Tang Ying's heart has been hanging in the air since last night.
Worried all night.
Su Jinsheng's collapse and almost disintegration last night really pierced her heart deeply.
It's so distressing.
but they were afraid.
I am afraid that Su Jinsheng will know that she instigated Li Chengcheng to leave.
She originally thought that Li Qingcheng was just breaking off with him, but she didn't expect that she would break off by marrying someone else.
Not to mention Su Jinsheng, she still couldn't accept it for a while.
I'm afraid that Su Jinsheng won't be able to get over this hurdle and force herself into a dead end.
When he was thinking wildly, he heard the steady footsteps belonging to Su Jinsheng coming slowly.
Tang Ying's reaction was a little excited, she got up from the sofa and looked towards the stairs.
Su Jinsheng's face was a little pale, her eyebrows were frowning tightly, and her thin lips pursed into a cold arc.
Dressed in a suit and leather shoes, his posture is leisurely and casual, elegantly stepping down the stairs, slowly descending the stairs step by step.
"Cub, are you hungry? I'll ask Mama Lin to give you hot dishes. Tang Ying greeted him and said with concern.
"I'll just go to the company to eat later." Su Jinsheng's expression was faint, and he couldn't see any extra emotions, he walked towards the door, and then paused again, and added: "Mom, I have a full schedule during this time, maybe I won't be able to come back for a long time, you take care of your body." ”
"You have to take care of your body, no matter how important your work is, it can't compare to your body!" Tang Ying frowned.
How could Tang Ying not know that he was trying to numb himself with work.
However, she also breathed a sigh of relief, it seemed that Su Jinsheng didn't know about what she had talked to Li Qingcheng.
"I see, let's go first." Su Jinsheng nodded nonchalantly.
The two of them kept silent about last night's incident, as if they had just turned the page.
At this time, Su Jinsheng, who was calm and calm, was like two people from him last night, and he couldn't find a trace of the depraved and depressed sense of depression last night.
It's like he was an illusion for everyone last night.
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Just when Su Jinsheng walked to the car and was about to get into the car, she saw Lin Ma running in from outside in a panic.
When Mother Lin saw Su Jinsheng, the consternation and helplessness on her face became more and more intense.
Even Mother Lin pointed outside in amazement.
Su Jinsheng frowned, "Mother Lin, what's wrong with you?" ”
Mother Lin swallowed her saliva, calmed down for a while, then pointed to the door and said excitedly, "I saw Miss Li come back." ”
Hearing this, Su Jinsheng's heartbeat suddenly stagnated, and he even subconsciously held his breath and quickly looked at the gate.
The heart that was originally disheartened seemed to have come back to life, and a trace of hope sprouted and grew rapidly in the heart.
When Li Chengcheng's figure appeared in his expectant surging vision, his heart beat wildly.
He even forgot to breathe, just stupidly watched her slowly approach.
She's back?
Could it be that he has changed his mind and changed his mind?
When Li Qingcheng saw him, there was a flash of surprise, and then he immediately regained his composure and explained calmly: "I'll come back and get some documents." ”
When I heard her say such an understatement, the overwhelming disappointment came to my face.
It made him a little overwhelmed.
One second it was floating in heaven, and the next second it was falling into hell.
The sense of powerlessness and resentment made him a little at a loss and angry.
Since you are determined to leave, you should pack all the things you want to take with you in advance! I'm tired of her running again!
"Pack up all your stuff and take it with you, so I don't have to worry about it!" Su Jinsheng's face was a little gloomy, revealing a strong disgust.
Li Qingcheng pursed his lips, his tone was still very light, "I'll just take some important documents, you bought everything else, I still won't take it." ”
He bought everything else, so he didn't take it.
This means that you have to completely dissociate yourself from him, right?
Sure enough, Li Qingcheng is ruthless enough!
"Mother Lin, take out all her things and throw them away, and clean the house up and down with disinfectant water, and she is not allowed to have any breath of her! I'm disgusting! Su Jinsheng instantly became violent, "Did you hear that?!" ”
Although the words were said to Mother Lin, her eyes looked at Li Qingcheng.
The disgust that surged in the dark eyes grew deeper and deeper.
"I hear you." Lin Ma responded tremblingly.
"Grab it and get out." Su Jinsheng retracted her gaze, didn't look at her anymore, and while opening the car door, she said with a solemn and merciless face: "Don't appear in front of me again, it's annoying!" ”
Then, there was the sound of the accelerator as the car galloped away.
Resolute, no nostalgia.
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Li Qingcheng chose to come back at this time, just to avoid Su Jinsheng.
originally thought that Su Jinsheng must be in the company at this time.
Unexpectedly, as soon as he walked in the door, he saw Su Jinsheng.
He was wearing a jet-black suit, and the fabric with excellent drape made his body more and more erect.
His gaze was as hot as fire, staring at her intently, and his face, in addition to being a little pale and a little tired, was still so delicate that it was so beautiful that people couldn't take their eyes off it.
It's just that I haven't seen him overnight, and it seems that he has gone through a lot of vicissitudes.
The chin is more and more reduced, the eye sockets are deeper and sunken, and the face is very ugly.
What happened to him?
Seeing him like this, she suddenly felt very uncomfortable, and she blamed herself to death.
The words of concern lingered on her lips for a long time, and just as she was about to blurt out, her afterglow swept to Tang Ying who was standing at the door of the room, and her eyes seemed to remind her of something.
Seeing him again was like a lifetime away.
This invisible sense of alienation between them reminded her that she should be ruthless.
Then she quietly adjusted her emotions, pretending to be casual, saying that she was here to get the documents.
What he bought, she really had no reason to take away.
Since it is broken, it should be broken cleanly.
If you don't leave any thoughts on yourself, maybe it's a little better.
She knew that as soon as these words came out, the sense of alienation between them immediately escalated to the smell of gunpowder.
He has always been a man who does what he says, and since he has said that his likes will end here, he will definitely not forget it again.
Knowing that his mouth is poisonous, he shows no mercy.
If it was before, she could have been completely indifferent, her heart was like water, and there were no waves.
But now, his words and sentences are like knives, slashing at her heart and suffering a lot.
He walked, pulling the distance between them little by little, until the other disappeared into his own world.
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Su Jinsheng gave the order, and Lin's mother immediately did so.
went upstairs and packed up all the things in Li Chengcheng.
Tang Ying walked over and spoke, pulling Li Tingcheng's distant thoughts back, "Li Tingcheng, this time you are credited!" ”
Li Tingcheng did not speak.
"But now that you're gone, don't come to disturb the cub's life anymore, he will live better without your big burden!"
Li Chengcheng was still silent, and she buried her head and walked towards the house.
"Oh yes, I heard the cub say, you're getting married, congratulations." Tang Ying's voice full of interest sounded behind him, with a slight smile in his words, as if he was sincerely wishing.
But it made Li Qingcheng's face a little pale.
She walked upstairs briskly, packed up her ID card, student ID card, and put it in her bag.
Mother Lin was taking her clothes in the cloakroom and putting them in a big bag, when she heard the movement, she immediately ran out, her face reluctant, "Miss Li, are you really not coming back?" ”
Li Qingcheng nodded stiffly, "Mother Lin, thank you for taking care of you for more than two years." ”
"Hey." Mother Lin shook her head and sighed very regretfully: "Miss Li, you don't know how distressing Mr. Su's appearance was last night, I really don't know what the two of you are messing with?" It's so good to have a relationship. ”
Li Qingcheng was stunned for a moment, "What's wrong with him?" ”
"He was so drunk last night, he was helped out by the assistant, holding a diamond ring in his hand, and kept saying that you were going to marry someone else, and that you didn't love him, you dumped him, and in the end, like that, I was going to cry!"