Chapter 352: Selfish Them
She won't be soft-hearted anymore!
She won't shed any more tears for him!
She is no longer the one who regarded him as heaven in her previous life.
She has her own life, her own people, and the future she desires, and she wants to start over!
She blinked the sourness in her eyes, cleared her throat, and said, "Wen Tao, since you know everything, you should know what is good for yourself and what is best for the two of us."
I'm going to start over, and in the future, I'll work hard to study hard, like other people, and try to catch up with the person I admire with all my heart, and live a lifetime.
You see, my future is without your shadow.
You have come to see you again and again, told me your difficulties again and again, and made me reject you again and again.
Haven't you thought that these are also very cruel to me?!
I'm just a sixteen-year-old girl who hasn't seen much of the world, I'm cruel to you, I keep hurting you, how do you know, if I'm willing to be so ruthless?!
I told you to only be friends, not to sympathize with you, not to be soft-hearted, but because I want to let go of myself and you.
We are two parallel lines, people from two worlds, there should be no intersection, and there will be no result.
You said that you believe in the past life and this life, you said that you finally hugged me covered in blood, how can you not wake me up, you know that I will end up in such a miserable end because of the intersection with each other, why are you unwilling to let me go, let me have my own life trajectory, and live my ordinary little life? !
Gu Wentao, in fact, is just selfishly unwilling to give up. ”
Speaking of which, Zeng Yirou couldn't say any more.
She said that Gu Wentao was selfish, why wasn't she selfish?!
She hurt Gu Wentao so unscrupulously, except for the factor that she was eager to get rid of her relationship with him, didn't she rely on him to like herself, and she could speak without scruples and act willfully?!
She hated being like that.
This reminded her of Gu Wenyi and Zhou Zizhen in her previous life, didn't they feel that their status was higher than their own, and they had the talisman of Gu Wentao, so they were so powerful and domineering to themselves? !
What's the difference between her and them at that time?
How did she end up like this?!
Gu Wentao looked at Zeng Yirou guiltily: "Yirou, I'm sorry!" I didn't expect to cause you so much trouble! ”
Zeng Yirou sat up straight, took a deep breath, and said, "Wen Tao, you didn't do anything wrong!"
It was me who was wrong!
It's me who is so vexatious!
Because, every time you appear, it has a deep impact on me.
Like a timid turtle, I just want to retract my head when I encounter something, thinking that this way I can calm down. If you can't escape, you complain about it, and feel that you are also the culprit who caused this.
Actually, what are you doing wrong!?
It's clear that you've been suffering all the time, what reason do I have to accuse you and soothe my uneasiness by hurting you?!
I'm really annoying like this, isn't it?!
So, Gu Wentao, you should hurry up and stay away from me! ”
Gu Wentao looked up at Zeng Yirou's angry appearance, and said with a smile: "Yirou, you are still so gentle and kind."
How could I think you hate it?!
Even if you scold me, hate me, hurt me, and reject me, I am willing to do it.
Because, you will have all kinds of emotions towards me, which means that in your heart, I still have a little bit of place.
What I fear most is that you will be indifferent to me, and you will not care about my existence.
Yirou, you're like this, it's good!
I will not force you, nor will I ask you to give me an answer. Like you said before, it's good for us to be friends now.
We are all still students, and the most important thing now is to study, which is to get into a good university.
We are still young, and there are still many unknowns in the future, so we don't need to be so entangled now. ”
Speaking of this, Gu Wentao was a little embarrassed, and said: "Yirou, although I know that my apology is too much, and it is almost useless, but I still have to say it again: I'm sorry!"
You just said that I was selfish, and there is nothing wrong with that.
I am indeed too selfish, although you have always rejected me ruthlessly, but I still stubbornly want to show my presence in front of you, want to show weakness, make you sympathize with me, and let me have more place in your heart.
You have long been a rib in my rib, and my love for you has long been deep in the bone marrow.
I've caused you a lot of trouble, haven't I?!
Although, I feel that I am wrong, although I told you that I am sorry, but I don't want to change my thoughts at all, and this is what makes me really annoying, right?!
Just bear with it for now!
I just, and can only show my presence in front of you now, and for the rest, I will not expect extravagantly, nor will I chase you to ask you to respond, let alone stalk.
Yirou, don't be angry, okay?!
We've said yes, we're just friends now, and I promise I'll never go over half a step.
I can guarantee this promise. ”
But what will I do when you get into college?
Yirou, I'm really sorry, I don't know.
I'm afraid that I won't be able to suppress this too deep feeling at that time, if I scare you, if I make you angry and bored, I'm afraid I won't let go again.
Even if you have someone you like, I won't back down.
Gu Wentao said to Zeng Yirou in his heart, and he also said it to himself.
"Gu Wentao, we've only been at the same table for half a year, we shouldn't have more intersections except for rehearsing the show together, right?!
I clearly remember that I didn't confess to you at that time, and told you that I liked you, right?!
Why do you have to hang yourself on my humble tree?!
You, what do you like about me?!
Can't I change it?! ”
Zeng said softly and brokenly. She has no way to take Gu Wentao!
Gu Wentao said good-naturedly: "I like everything you have, you are you, no matter how you change, I will not change my original intention."
If you don't give up, I'll tell you, even if you become a man, I still like you with all my heart.
So, there's no need for you to dwell too much on this matter at all.
Just be yourself! ”
"What I became a man!
You pervert!
You are simply vexatious, unreasonable! ”
Zeng stood up with a soft anger, his hands clenched subconsciously, forgetting that he was still holding a hot sweet potato in his hand, even if it was wrapped in corn leaves, it was still scalded.