Su Jinsheng woke up in the hospital.

Two days ago, he was asleep in the snow, covered in snow.

Fortunately, Li Hailin saw him and sent him to the hospital in time, otherwise the consequences would be unimaginable.

In the past two days, Tang Ying has been worried, on the one hand, hoping that he will not wake up for the time being, for fear that he will not be able to digest such bad news when he wakes up, but on the other hand, he is looking forward to him waking up, what if he really can't wake up like this?

After two days of not waking up, Tang Ying became more and more worried, and ran to ask the doctor, who said that he was too sad and suffered a huge blow, and he didn't know when he would wake up.

Tang Ying and Gao Chengrui discussed sending Su Jinsheng back to the United States for treatment, and happened to leave the sad place of Su City, but at this time, Su Jinsheng woke up.

Tang Ying originally thought that Su Jinsheng would wake up and make a fuss again, but what she didn't expect was that Su Jinsheng's pale face was calm or calm.

"Cub, wake up." Tang Ying pretended that nothing had happened, and her voice was very soft, for fear of startling him, "Mom will pour you water." ”

Su Jinsheng didn't react for a long time, and the deep eyes that were shining in the past were only dull and gray at this time, dull and dull, and his vision was unfocused.

After a long while, he pulled his lips and struggled to spit out a few words, "Is she buried?" ”

His voice was hoarse and trembling, weak and vicissitudes.

Tang Ying swallowed her saliva, and nodded unbearably, "Buried." ”

Then, once again, the atmosphere fell silent.

Su Jinsheng's face still didn't change, there was no expression on his face, he couldn't see joy or anger, this quiet appearance made Tang Ying very unsteady, "Cub, since things have happened, you-"

"Mom, I'm fine, let's go home."

Before Tang Ying's words were finished, she was interrupted by Su Jinsheng's indifferent words.

Tang Ying observed Su Jinsheng carefully and found that Su Jinsheng really looked like a nobody, not noisy or noisy, how could there be grief that day.

Could it be that he really came out so quickly?

However, it turned out that Tang Ying's idea was very wrong.

Su Jinsheng not only did not come out, but fell deeper and deeper, immersed in memories and unable to extricate himself, trapping himself in a dead end.

All the things in Li Chengcheng's rental house were sent to the villa, and he locked himself in his bedroom with Li Chengcheng every day, staring at Li Chengcheng's things in a daze.

Every day when I don't eat, I hold the wine bottle and keep pouring it, and I get drunk like mud, drunk and dreaming of death.

I went to sleep drunk and died, and when I woke up, I drank again.

Smoking until I coughed and coughed up blood.

He is completely in a posture of not tossing himself to death and not giving up.

Tang Ying couldn't stand it anymore and found the key to the bedroom.

As soon as I opened the door, I was greeted by choking smoke.

The whole room was smoky.

A disgusting smell of tobacco and alcohol permeated.

The room was dimly lit and the curtains were drawn tightly and airtightly.

As soon as he walked into the room, a wine bottle rolled to Tang Ying's feet.

Along the road, there are wine bottles everywhere.

Su Jinsheng sat paralyzed at the foot of the bed, and poured wine into her stomach with her head raised.

Li Chengcheng has been dead for half a month, and he has come here half-dead like this for half a month.

Li Chengcheng died, and Su Jinsheng's soul followed her.

Seeing Su Jinsheng torturing herself, Tang Ying felt uncomfortable like a knife.

She walked over briskly and pulled the curtain open.

Outside the window, the bright and bright sun burst into the room, driving away all the darkness and gloom.

also completely exposed Su Jinsheng's embarrassment.

He was still wearing the clothes he had been wearing when he came back from the hospital that day, all wrinkled.

His hair was disheveled, his face was as white as a dead man, his eye sockets were black, his eyes were bloodshot, and he was godless and hideous.

The already sharpened chin was even sharper, and a deep stubble appeared, haggard and depressed.

He lost a lot of weight, his cheekbones protruded, and his eye sockets were even more frighteningly sunken.

The sudden light made him very uncomfortable, like a vampire seeing the light, and raised his hand to block the light in resistance, "Pull on!" ”

His voice was hoarse and indistinct.

"Look in the mirror, what have you become now! People are not ghosts, they are not ghosts! Tang Ying said sadly.

Su Jinsheng ignored it, staggered to his feet, and went to close the curtains.

Tang Ying was angry and distressed, how could he still have the shadow of self-confidence in the past, only decadence and depravity remained.

"Li Chengcheng is dead, do you want to live like this for the rest of your life?!" Tang Ying raised her hand to close the curtain again, raised her voice, and wanted to wake him up, "She is dead, even if you torture yourself, she will not be able to come back to life!" ”

The word "death" seemed to have finally stirred up waves in his dead heart, and Tang Ying's next sentence completely stirred up a thousand layers of terrifying waves.

"She's not the only woman in the world! She's all dead, why are you still guarding her? Can you cheer up a bit? She certainly doesn't want you to be a walking dead like you! ”

"Get out!" Su Jinsheng's calm face was finally torn, he showed unprecedented pain, Tang Ying reminded him again and again that Li Qingcheng was dead, he was dead, his heart was like being pierced by a knife, it hurt so much, he suddenly stood up, grabbed Tang Ying's arm and dragged her out, "Get out!" Don't me! ”

There is no distinction between elders, and there is no reason at all.

I just want to kick Tang Ying out.

"Bang".

The door was slammed shut.

Su Jinsheng leaned against the door, sat down weakly, breathing rapidly, and her headache was about to explode.

Tang Ying told him, cheer up?

How to cheer up?

Pretend that nothing happened, start over, and live well?

He can't do it, he can't do it.

So far, I can't accept such a cruel fact.

Now if you want to see her, you can only go to your dreams.

He wanted to sleep, he wanted to find her in his dreams, but he couldn't sleep at all, he could only drink, and he could fall asleep when he was drunk.

He smoked desperately, stubbornly waiting for her reproachful voice, telling him: No more smoking!

But even if he smoked to death, he couldn't wait for her to scold him.

This kind of despair really hurts to death.

-

Tang Ying was blasted out by Su Jinsheng, and was heartbroken by his radical attitude.

Tang Ying stood at the door and cried secretly, crying became even more uncontrollable, and Mother Lin didn't dare to say anything, and kept shaking her head.

At this moment, the door that was still closed just now was suddenly opened by Su Jinsheng.

Tang Ying was stunned.

I saw Su Jinsheng walking out of the room quickly, the soles of his feet seemed to be windy, and he quickly ran into Li Qingcheng's studio.

Tang Ying and Lin Ma didn't know why, so they hurriedly followed.

found Su Jinsheng rummaging through boxes and cabinets in Li Chengcheng's studio.

Finally, Su Jinsheng moved out of the paint cabinet and took out a picture album from the dark compartment in the back.

Because it was left for a long time, a layer of dust accumulated on the album, and Su Jinsheng patted the ashes clean like a treasure.

Then, carefully flip it open.

His sketch slammed into his field of vision so suddenly, and his hand holding the album tightened suddenly.

The heart beats suddenly.

He hurriedly flipped back page after page, full of his portraits.

The way he laughs, the way he sleeps, the way he gets angry, his back, his profile......

His eyes were suddenly moist, and his heart was beating wildly.

Until she turned to the last page, the tears in her eyes were boiling and boiling, and the big ones fell down and fell on the handwriting on the last page of her: You are always obsessed with the painting I drew for Teacher Shen, idiot, you, I paint the past, and you are the future, in the future, there will only be you in my album.

Su Jinsheng, I always owe you six words: I'm sorry, I love you.

PS: I'll tell you a little secret, I've stolen those love letters in your drawer, huh..... Although it's very second, but it's very touched, in short, thank you for never giving up loving me, and I will always love you.

His heart seemed to be grasped by an invisible hand, and he felt that he was about to suffocate, even if he opened his mouth wide and gasped, he still couldn't breathe in a single breath.

He clutched the album tightly, gasping for breath and crying.

All the despair, pain, and thoughts these days have turned into tears, desperately venting.

He cried like a broken child, his shoulders trembled violently, and the choked sound made Tang Ying and Mother Lin red-eyed with distress.

"Cub ....." Tang Ying wanted to hug him and give Su Jinsheng a little warmth, but such a Su Jinsheng made people dare not touch it, for fear that they would disperse if they touched it.

"I thought we were at the end of it....." His voice was intermittent, with a strong nasal tone, sour and gloomy, heart-wrenching.

He really thought that he and Li Chengcheng had come out of it.

After much difficulty, she finally fell in love with him, married him, and got rid of her illness.

He thought that they could have both children and daughters, and they stayed together sweetly until they were old, but she died, leaving him alone and leaving first.

How could she die?

How could she not wait for him to come back?

He knew that Li Chengcheng was the most cruel liar in the world.

-

Su Jinsheng sat in the studio all night with Li Tingcheng's album in his arms.

The next day, it was as if he had come back to life.

I didn't hang my head anymore and give up on myself.

took a bath, shaved his beard, wore a suit and leather shoes, and appeared in front of Tang Ying with a dignified appearance.

He smiled and said good morning to Tang Ying and Mother Lin, and asked when breakfast was good.

Mother Lin and Tang Ying were stunned, surprised and delighted by his sudden change.

"Breakfast was right away." Tang Ying said earnestly.

Su Jinsheng nodded, "No hurry." ”

"Son, you ..... Really figured it out? Tang Ying held Su Jinsheng's hand, carefully observed his expression, and found that there was a smile in his eyes, which was relieved.

"Mom, I've figured it out, and there's no way to go on like this."

"It's good to figure it out, it's good to figure it out, Mom, it's a sigh of relief." Tang Ying said with relief.

She lowered her head and saw the shiny diamond ring on Su Jinsheng's tail finger, and felt a little uncomfortable, but she didn't say anything, and pulled him to the dining table with a smile and sat down, "How thin have you become!" Eat more! ”

After eating breakfast, Su Jinsheng stood up and made a gesture to leave.

Tang Ying asked sensitively, "Where are you going?" ”

"I'll go to the company." Su Jinsheng replied lightly.

Tang Ying was originally a little unconvinced, but when Su Jinsheng lifted the briefcase on the sofa and took out a document to flip through it, she was relieved.

"Don't know that you are busy with work, when you are tired, you can rest, combine work and rest, and I will bring you food at noon."

Su Jinsheng nodded nonchalantly, then grabbed the car keys and walked away.

After just a few steps, he paused and stopped.

Turning around, looking at Tang Ying's caring eyes, his expression suddenly became complicated, and his eyes were dim and unclear.

"What's wrong?" Tang Ying asked puzzled.

Su Jinsheng pulled the corners of her lips, shook her head, turned back in a few steps, hugged Tang Ying like she did when she was a child, and her tone rolled with a strong apology: "Mom, I'm sorry, I always let you worry about me, and I won't in the future." ”

Tang Ying patted him on the shoulder helplessly, "Silly boy, how can a mother not worry about her own children!" ”

Su Jinsheng also chuckled, and then let go of Tang Ying, "I'm leaving." ”

"Well, go ahead."

Su Jinsheng's pace was fast, urgent, and firm.

-

At eleven o'clock at noon, Tang Ying was busy with Su Jinsheng's lunch in the kitchen.

Su Jinsheng could not be happier to be able to cheer up and live a good life.

After making Su Jinsheng's lunch and putting it in the thermos bucket, Gao Chengrui suddenly came.

"Xiao Gao, why are you here?" Tang Ying wiped her hands on her apron and asked.

"I'll take a look at the president, is he okay?" Gao Chengrui subconsciously looked upstairs.

Tang Ying was stunned for a moment, and asked rhetorically: "Isn't he in the company?" He left early this morning, saying that he was going to the company. ”

Gao Chengrui was also stunned, "No." ”

"Madame, ma'am! Big things are wrong! ”

Mother Lin's panicked shouts sounded, Tang Ying's heart beat like a drum, and she didn't have time to think about it, so she ran up quickly.

Mother Lin stood at the door of the study and cried into tears, "Mr. Su, Mr. Su, he ......"

Tang Ying ran into the study, and there were two documents, a picture album, and a note on the desk.

The two documents are the transfer of property and the transfer of shares of the company.

He transferred all the real estate in his name to Tang Ying's name, and transferred all his shares in the company to Gao Chengrui.

Tang Ying picked up the note with trembling hands: Mom, I'm sorry, I can't let her go alone, and besides, please do me one last favor, bury me with her, the album, remember to burn it to me.

Tang Ying suddenly felt like thunder, and with a "bang", she sat down on the ground and screamed Su Jinsheng's name.

As soon as Gao Chengrui came in and saw Tang Ying's reaction, he knew what was happening.

"Xiao Gao, you, go find him, the cemetery, the cemetery of Li Cheng—" Tang Ying screamed like crazy, incoherent.

Gao Chengrui didn't dare to delay, and rushed to the cemetery non-stop.

Su Jinsheng was really there, he was sitting in front of the tombstone, his face was pale, his head hung weakly, and there was an empty bottle of sleeping pills in his hand.

Gao Chengrui's legs were weak, and it was difficult to take a step, so he stammered and shouted Su Jinsheng.

It was so quiet only the sound of the wind.

Su Jinsheng closed her eyes tightly and did not react.

Gao Chengrui called 120 at a loss, and finally was afraid that the ambulance would come slowly, so he carried his body and left.

I panicked and my legs were weak, and I couldn't walk steadily at all.

Su Jinsheng's body was already stiff, and it was as cold as ice.

Arrived at the hospital and carried out rescue.

It didn't take long for the doctor to walk out of the emergency room and shake his head regretfully at them: "It's too late, and the condolences are good." ”

Declared dead.

--

Four hours ago.

As soon as Su Jinsheng left the villa, he went to the cemetery of Li Chengcheng.

He had never had the courage to go, afraid to see the tombstone that belonged to her, afraid of the fact that she was dead, and to sprinkle a handful of salt on his already rotting wounds.

Today, he packed himself up and went to see her.

He went to the flower shop and bought a bouquet of lavender and placed it in front of her tombstone.

He groaned for a moment, slowly raised his hand and touched the photo on the tombstone, the cold touch, with the fingertips to the heart, very cold.

He sat next to the tombstone, looked at her photo, and spoke unhurriedly, with a warm and soft voice: "Allure, do you know? On the day we first met, you scolded my mother, I hated you, at school, you said I didn't deserve you, I annoyed you, in the United States, I woke up with the humidity in the basement, I hated you, but these ..... Far less than one ten-thousandth of what I love you. ”

The smile on the corner of his mouth was evil, lightly, slightly possessed, and kissed her photo, "I don't want a world without you, I'm coming to you, okay?" ”

He said that if she died, he would follow her.

He has been following her for most of his life, how can there be any reason not to follow her to the end.

He's going to find her in a world where there's her, and tell her that he misses her so much.

He opened the sleeping pills in his bag, poured them into his mouth, swallowed some of them raw, and then poured some more into his mouth until he forced himself to swallow the last handful of pills as drowsiness set in.

With what last shred of consciousness he had left, he leaned against the tombstone, close to her photograph.

He had thought that death was black, but the moment his heart stopped beating, his world suddenly became colorful, and strong lights shone down from the sky.

But in the next second, a huge black hole suddenly appeared at the light source, and a powerful suction force sucked him like a magnet.

He could feel his body getting lighter and lighter, and then his soul was pumped out.

His already cold body was leaning against the tombstone, lifeless.

Immediately afterward, he was dizzy, the sky was spinning, and his soul was sucked into the black hole.

Between heaven and earth, it returned to normal in an instant, his original body was still leaning on the tombstone, and Gao Chengrui rushed to take him away.

This life is over.

-

"When we get to Li's house later, if you meet your Uncle Li's little daughter, don't stink, talk well, she has a bad temper, don't provoke her, otherwise we won't have a good time in the future!"

Tang Ying's bitter reminder suddenly sounded in his ears.

Su Jinsheng looked at the young Tang Ying in front of him in a trance and in a daze.

"Boom."

Immediately afterwards, he was knocked on the head by Tang Ying with a chestnut, "Talking to you, you promise!" ”

The real pain told him that it wasn't a dream.

Su Jinsheng followed Tang Ying without saying a word, and the maid led the way in front, and what caught her eye was the original appearance of the Li family.

"Cub, I know you have an opinion on me marrying you Uncle Li, but you have to believe it, mom is all for-"

Before Tang Ying's words were finished, she saw Su Jinsheng's footsteps suddenly pause, shocked, delighted, and stupidly looking ahead.

Tang Ying followed his gaze and looked over.

Under the cherry blossom tree, a delicate-looking girl stared at them angrily, eager to eat them.

But Su Jinsheng's reaction, why is it so strange?

He ran towards her, his heart beating faster with each step closer to her.

The immature and handsome face was full of unprecedented joy and excitement, Li Qingcheng was originally full of hatred, but when she saw Su Jinsheng running towards her with a spring on her face, she couldn't help but lose her mind a little.

Then, as she stared at him, he made a gesture that left everyone dumbfounded.

That is, hugged her and kissed her.

At the age of thirteen, she has not developed much, so to speak, very short.

He half-squatted down and took her into his arms, with great force, eager to rub her into the blood and bones.

Her familiar breath, her familiar temperature, is so real.

Really, it's all true.

He goes back to the day they first met, and he goes back to the place where love began.

Excited that every drop of blood boiled all over his body, he bowed his head emotionally and kissed her forehead.

In her arms, she suddenly exploded, struggling desperately, "You let go of me!" ”

He let go of her, smiling, brighter and more dazzling than the sun in March, "Li Qingcheng, you are so cute." ”

Li Chengcheng's anger was coldly extinguished by his words, but he felt that he was deliberately embarrassing her, so he straightened his neck and scolded: "Are you sick?!" Rogue! ”

Tang Ying smiled awkwardly: "You are Allure, you are so good-looking, like a doll, he just saw that you were too good-looking, just-"

"Do you believe in love at first sight?"

Su Jinsheng's eyes were like torches, staring at Li Qingcheng's childish little face for a moment, and asked sincerely.

Li Chengcheng was confused by his words, but her breathing was chaotic and her heartbeat accelerated uncontrollably when she saw his direct eyes, she turned her head, avoided his gaze, frowned, pouted and said, "What are you talking about?!" Neuropathy! ”

"Meaning, I like you."

Su Jinsheng was blunt, and generously expressed his feelings, although the time and place of the confession were not suitable, but he just couldn't suppress this heart that was ready to move and was intensely excited.