Chapter Twenty-Five: Unrequited Love
Calmly bandaged the wound on Pei Shaofen's arm and sighed: "What's wrong with you?" Demons on top? Why are you fined every day? Tell you to concentrate on doing things, even if you want to be a favorite concubine, you have to choose the opportunity to act, and you can't always think about it. ”
"Calm down, what kind of person am I, don't you know in your heart?" Pei Shaofen said dejectedly.
Calmly shut up.
"Calm down, I didn't make a mistake, take the afternoon incident as an example, Liang Siji instructed me to embroider a handkerchief, I was embroidering a handkerchief, Zhan Qingyan came over and said, I want to go over and help cut clothes first.
I said I wanted to embroider a handkerchief, and Zhan Qingyan said that tailoring was important, and she would tell Liang Siji.
So I went to cut clothes first, but when I came back after cutting clothes, I was called into the house by Liang Siji, and I was beaten and scolded by splitting my head and covering my face, saying that I was arrogant and didn't listen to control, and I didn't even listen to her words.
I told that Zhan Qingyan asked me to do it, but it turned out that the beating was even heavier, saying that I didn't distinguish between priority and priority, and I didn't even know who to listen to, and I should be killed.
Tell me, you can blame me for not being careful? Pei Shaofen sighed.
Calmly swallowed his saliva and was speechless.
This is obviously looking for something to do, and it really doesn't matter if you can't keep up.
"Then you will listen to Liang Si in the future, you will do whatever she wants you to do, and don't do what others tell you to do." Calm down.
Pei Shaofen shook his head again, pointed to the whip marks on his wrist, and sighed: "It's not like this before dinner, I listened to Liang Si's system, embroidered a handkerchief, and asked me to go to the buckle again, but I didn't move."
It's not another beating, saying that I can't distinguish priorities, I don't do what I should do, and I have to do what doesn't matter. ”
Calmly squinted his eyes, picked up a small pebble beside him and threw it into the river, looked at the ripples, and sighed: "You tell me honestly, you really haven't entered Liang Si's room?" I really don't see any secrets? ”
"Calm down, really no, I said that I was wronged. I've been in the company for the past few days, and I haven't entered her room once.
On the first day they came, they told me that there were two forbidden areas in the Si Yi Division, one was the dressing room behind the Si Yi room, and the other was the room of the Liang Si system.
Unintentionally breaking into the ready-to-be room, it is just a whipping of twenty, but if you enter her room without the permission of the director, it will be a dead end.
I've always kept it in mind, where do you dare to go in? ”
Pei Shaofen said desperately.
Calm also followed her despair.
Pei Shaofen seems to be on a dead end now, and Liang Sizhi obviously deliberately did not give her a good life.
Maybe if it weren't for the fact that he had threatened her, Pei Shaofen's current dead end would have come to an end.
She can't watch her die, she got her into the palace, otherwise, she would still stay in the Huanyi Bureau, and after two years, she will be released and live a free life.
All her misfortunes were caused by her, and she saved her.
Calmly clenched his hands into fists, his teeth biting his lips painfully.
"Ah, calm down, I won't tell you, I'm going back, if I go back late, it's another good fight."
Pei Shaofen looked up at the sky, shouted, couldn't help but speak calmly, got up and turned his head to leave.
"Shaofen, don't worry, if you want to be a favorite concubine, I will let you be a concubine, as for whether you can be favored, it depends on your own ability."
Calm behind her, whispered.
She knew it would be useful to ask for someone.
Although she didn't know if he would agree, for the sake of Pei Shaofen's life, she had to give it a try.
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Sima Nan overseer the army came back and entered the palace to thank him.
Emperor Xiao still has an indifferent face as always, and says polite words that don't hurt or itch.
However, the Queen Mother asked a lot of questions.
After Sima Nan answered one by one, he took his leave.
Obviously he wanted to go out of the palace and return to the inner warden, but his feet did not obey the call, and unconsciously walked across the Yushui Bridge and entered the gate of the Shanggong Bureau.
The departments of the Shanggong Bureau have been busy making the birthday gift of the Queen Mother recently, and the female historians have been busy forgetting to sleep and eat, and there is no sound in the courtyard.
Sima Nan took two steps inside, felt that something was wrong, and retreated again, bypassing the smoke and rain corridor, and walked towards the palace gate.
A few steps away from the palace gate, Sima Nan let out a long breath and was about to walk over, but saw a woman in red sitting in Tingfeng Xuan at the end of the imperial garden.
His heart suddenly jumped again, and he almost ran over, and the woman was looking down at a painting on the table, not noticing that there was anyone behind her.
Sima Nan stopped his steps, stared at her side face, his heart was rippling, and he had the urge to go over and hug her tightly.
He hugged her, and when he held her, even if his arm was broken, he wouldn't feel pain.
It's a pity that there are not such opportunities every day.
"General."
The woman's soft voice summoned him out of his dream.
"Miss Leng, what a coincidence, I just met you when I came back today, and it's been almost a month since I entered the palace, but are you still used to it?" Sima Nan asked, his face slowly turning red, and his voice trembling.
"General, it's not a coincidence at all, calm is specially waiting for the general." said calmly and indifferently.
Sima Nan's face became more and more red, and the light in his eyes was gentle: "Are you waiting for me?" ”
"The general's kindness to the slave and maid, the slave and the maid really don't know how to repay it. The slave maid wants to ask the general one thing, this matter is whether the general likes slaves and maids? Calmly staring at Sima Nan's eyes, he asked slowly.
Sima Nan instantly felt that he had entered a fiery hell, and his whole body burned, and fine beads of sweat oozed from his forehead, flowing down his cheeks.
"If the general really has a good impression of the slave and the maid, then the slave and the maid can take advantage of this favor and ask the general to do something for the slave and the maid.
After doing this, the general will probably be able to pull out this thorn in his heart, and he will no longer have to control his heart to like a woman he shouldn't like. ”
Said calmly.
Sima Nan, who was burning, suddenly felt like someone had poured a bucket of ice water from head to toe, and the whole person froze, with a trace of cold air in his heart, and his heart seemed to have been frozen open.
Calm down and about to speak, Sima Nan stretched out his hand to stop her, and asked in a trembling voice: "How do you know that this is a thorn in my heart?" And how do you know that I like you wrong? Why are you a woman you shouldn't like?
If you shouldn't like you, why do you ask me to do something? You're a strange person. ”
"General, you're right, I'm a strange person, that's why you think you like me, in fact, you don't like me, you just think I'm weird, and you want to explore my secret."
Calmly grinned.
Sima Nan couldn't wait to draw his sword to kill her, and then kill himself.
This self-righteous little woman!
"You think you're a roundworm? Got into my heart and saw my thoughts clearly? Sima Nan wiped his sweat and asked.
"General, since ancient times, a marriage with the wrong door and the wrong household has never ended well, so your love must be empty joy, since it is destined to be empty joy, why waste time?" Calm down.
Sima Nan took a breath and shook it coldly, his frozen heart skipped a beat, and he jumped again: "It turns out that you have low self-esteem, and I am afraid that you are not worthy of me." I didn't say I wanted to marry you, but can't I take you as a concubine? Why don't you just be a confidant?
How did you come up with the idea of getting married? You strange woman! ”
Calmly lowered his head and fiddled with his fingers, and his tone was cold: "If the general is a man who wants to marry a concubine, there are at least seventy or eighty concubines waiting for you to go home in your mansion now." If the general is a person who wants to make friends, I am afraid that there are already seven or eight hundred confidants around you waiting for you to play chess every day. ”
Dense beads of sweat oozed from Sima Nan's forehead.
Although he doesn't speak often, he thinks that as long as he wants to speak, his eloquence should be good, and ordinary people should not talk about him, but only listen to him.
And yet now?
He seems to only have to listen to her?
What she said was obviously wrong, but he couldn't think of the words to refute her.
"Miss Leng, what you said is wrong, General Ben is not a man who wants to marry a wife, if General Ben wants to marry a wife, the most beautiful woman in the world is already General Ben's wife."
Sima Nan smiled and said in the gentlest voice of his life.
Calmly stunned, speechless for a while.
"So, Miss Leng, General Ben neither plans to marry a wife, nor does he plan to take a concubine, let alone make a confidante, so you say, can I still like you?"
Sima Nan asked her.
How to answer calmly and discordantly, twisted his eyebrows, and sighed: "Sooner or later, you will know that it is wrong to like me, and how wrong it is." ”
"Then wait until I know it's wrong, how wrong it is, and then understand?" Sima Nandao finally regained some of the pride of eloquence in the world.
"Is the general going to help the slave with this?" Calmly asked.
"Of course, no matter what the favor is, since you have found me, it is my duty to help." Sima Nan said solemnly.
"I want to see the emperor!" Calmly stared at his face and said word by word.
The blood in Sima Nan's whole body surged into his heart, and the whole person turned into an angry cheetah, staring angrily at the woman in front of him.
She circled with him for a long time, just to tell him that she wanted to see the emperor?
"The emperor is not as good as you think." Sima Nan froze his face and said in a cold voice.
"I haven't seen him yet, how do I know he's not good?" Asked calmly and seriously.
Sima Nan sucked his nose and snorted coldly: "What I just said, don't you know?" ”
"You promised to help me, you have to help." A calm and more serious look.
Sima Nan furrowed his eyebrows.
"A manly man, a man of his word, unless you don't want to be the big man in my mind." Said calmly.
Sima Nan groaned in pain, he had just woven an impermeable net, and now he had put himself into the net, and there was really no way to get out.
Fortunately, the emperor listened to him.
Fortunately, no matter which concubine the emperor is, she is a hundred times more beautiful and charming than the woman in front of her.
The emperor definitely didn't look down on her, so he let her see her once, and when she saw her, she was despised, and she gave up.
Sima Nan comforted himself.
calmly looked at Sima Nan's hot and cold face, and felt quite sad in his heart.
She has never been a liar who uses her feelings, but this time, she became an emotional liar.
She is a person from the past, and she has long seen that Sima Nan likes her.
But she didn't like Sima Nan.
In her eyes, Sima Nan and her are people of two worlds, he is so high-minded, and he is a traitor, how can she like him?
Moreover, she knew that no matter how much Sima Nan was nostalgic for her now, this feeling would dissipate sooner or later.
The marriage that is not in the right place has never ended well, just like now, she has suffered humiliation and torture at a young age, and she wants to die but has traveled to this other world and lived a hopeless life.