I dreamed that I was sitting by the river washing my feet, and I was washing, when suddenly I saw a big white bird flying in front of me.

When I saw the big white bird, I thought of the dream I had before that I was bitten by the big white bird, and I panicked and immediately wanted to climb up and run.

But the big white bird was so fast that I was about to step on the rocks at the water's edge when it flew in front of me.

Seeing that it was almost in front of me, I panicked even more, and my foot accidentally slipped and slipped into the water, so I jumped into the water and plunged directly into the water.

I thought I would be able to avoid the big white bird by diving into the water, but it also plunged into the water, and then bit my calf and dragged me out of the water.

"Ah......" The big white bird bit so painfully, I was hurt and afraid, screaming again and again, reaching out to hit it, but I couldn't hit it, so I could only slap the water helplessly.

Suddenly, I saw the shore right next to me and wanted to swim to the shore, but the big white bird didn't give me that chance at all, and bit my calf and dragged me to the center of the water.

When it bit me, it was already very painful, and when it dragged me like this, it hurt even more, and I cried in pain, and tears flowed down my face.

"Help, help......"

Again in my dreams I cried hoarsely, hoarsely hoarse, and once again experienced that painful despair.

I was crying, and I woke up all at once.

When I woke up, what came into my eyes was Guan Shi's familiar face to the bones.

Because I was so sad in my dream just now, I saw Guan Yan's face, and I didn't react for a while, but after a while, I reacted and saw him.

After reacting, I thought that because I had gullible the words of classmate Yuncai, both him and Cang Li were injured, and I felt ashamed of him, so I looked away.

As soon as I looked away, I suddenly remembered something, and when I touched my stomach, it flattened a lot, and I was shocked, and I turned my head and asked him, "Where is the child?" What about my child? ”

"The kid is fine, he's already out." Guan Shi said, picking up a child from the bedside who was almost completely wrapped in a quilt.

When I was holding the child, I realized that the child was next to me, on the other side of my head.

If I hadn't looked away from Guan Shi because I felt ashamed, maybe I would have felt that there was a child on the other side of me.

I quickly sat up, picked up the child, and held it in my arms.

Looking down at the kid was nothing like I thought.

No, to be precise, it's not the same as the baby I've seen.

I saw that his eyebrows were faint, and he was almost out of sight, his eyes were closed, his eyelids were very thick, and his eyelashes were almost sunken in his eyelids, which felt very short.

Nose?

It was as if he didn't have a nose bridge, and only a small nose tip was visible.

The mouth is slightly better, red, and cute.

Face?

Forgive me for being clumsy, I feel that he is fleshy, and as for the shape of his face, I really can't see it.

Speaking of skin, his skin was not at all the smooth and pink skin of a baby I had seen, but it was wrinkled and looked ......

It's not as cute as it is, let alone pretty.

I remember when I went on maternity leave a few days ago, the ultrasound doctor said that my child was very beautiful, and I suspected that she was a polite compliment.

"This ...... Is it my child? "I don't have the joy of being a mother at all, but I still can't accept that this is my child.

"It's our children." Guan Shi deliberately emphasized the two words of us, as if to declare something.

I pretended not to know, and only looked down at the child.

At this time, Guan Yan sat down next to me, put his hand around my back, and put his arm around my shoulder from behind.

The moment he put his arm around my shoulder, my body stiffened unconsciously.

Then, Guan Shi hugged me tighter, his head lowered, and when he spoke, I could feel the heat in his mouth spraying straight into my face: "Mo ......"

Hearing him call me Mo Ran, I had a premonition that he was going to say something, so I hurriedly stopped him before he could say that and said, "Why is this kid so ugly? Is it really my child? ”

"When the child is born, it's like this, and it's good to wait until it grows up. When Cang Li was born, he was uglier than him. ”

It's okay that Guan Shi didn't mention Cangli, but when I mentioned Cangli, I remembered her who I didn't want to think of the most, and remembered her and said: "Actually, I am you, and you are me." ”

How could this be, how could I be her.

Guan Shi had already checked me and was sure that I was not her, and she must have made a mistake to think that I was her.

I'm not her!

I don't want to be her!

"Mo Ran ......"

"By the way, this child has come out in less than seven months, will there be any physical ......"

"He's healthy, just ......"

"Just what?" Hearing Guan Shi say it was just, my heart tightened, and I didn't wait for him to speak, so I asked him what it was.

Guan Shi didn't speak.

I looked up at him and saw that he was also looking at me, and there was a faint pain in those dark eyes.

Seeing him like this, my heart tightened and I asked, "Just what?" You speak. ”

"It's just ......" Guan Fan raised his hand, touched the little face of the child in my arms, and said slowly: "It's just that he doesn't have a soul." ”

"What do you say? You're lying to me, aren't you? How could he not have a soul? ”

Guan Yan said bitterly: "I didn't lie to you, he really has no soul." ”

"Why? Why doesn't he have a soul? What about his soul? Isn't it ......" taken away by Yuncai-san?

Without waiting for me to finish asking, Guan Shi shook his head: "No, he was born without a soul." ”

"Born without a soul?" I pondered this sentence and thought of a reason, and asked, "Is it because he was born prematurely, so his soul has not yet come, and he has to wait for his soul to come." ”

Guan Shi vetoed my speculation: "No, he has no soul in the first place. ”

"What do you mean by not having a soul in the first place? He is fine, and the doctor also said that he was fine during the prenatal examination, and you also said that he was fine when you took my pulse. Since it was good, how could he not have a soul in the first place? ”

"Something must have gone wrong. Isn't it you? It's you ......" Somehow, I suddenly thought of Yun Cai's classmate and said that Guan Yan wanted to take my child and make Cang Li's body.

If this was calm, I would definitely not suspect Guan Shi, but at this moment, I am not calm at all.

My child has no soul, how can I be calm?

Whenever there is a possibility, I have to think about it, to doubt and doubt.

"Mo Ran ......" Guan Fan hugged me and the child with both hands: "This is also my child, how can I do that?" ”

His voice was low, painful and helpless to hear.

I heard his voice so painful that I gradually calmed down, but I was sad and difficult to accept when I thought that my child had no soul: "But why does he have no soul? ”

Guan Shi did not answer.

After a long while, Guan Yan spoke, his voice lower, more painful, and helpless than just now: "Mo Ran, I know it's cruel for me to say this, but this is the best way." Cang Li has no body, he has no soul, you see......"

"No!" I never thought Guan Shi would say such a thing.

And when he said such a thing, it just confirmed that classmate Yun Cai said that he wanted to take my child and make Cang Li's flesh-body.

I looked at him in disbelief: "How can you say such a thing?" ”

"I'm sorry, Mo Ran, I'm ...... Don't cry. Guan Shi freed up his hand to wipe my tears, and I realized that I was crying.

He wiped my tears and said, "But this is indeed the best way, this child has no soul, cannot eat or drink, and can only live for three days, and today is the second day." ”

"His soul will come back, he will have a soul. It must have been that he was born too early, and his soul was still on the way, and he hadn't come yet. Wait, wait for his soul to come. ”

"Mo Ran ......"

"Don't say it, I want to go home." I don't want to listen to Guan Shi, I don't want to hear a word.

"Okay, let's go home."

Hearing Guan Shi say that we should go home, I knew that he was going back to our residence, so I said, "No, it's going back to my own home, I miss my mother." ”

"Okay, I'll send you there."

When did Guan Shi obey what he said to me?

It's as if after a sleep, Guan Shi has changed as a person.

It's not that he's changed, it's that he knows who I am.

Speaking of which, this is all stained with the light of his wife (I know in my heart that I am his wife, but I am very reluctant to accept this fact, so I still think that his wife is his wife, and I am me).

If it were just me, he wouldn't have been so obedient to me.

Thinking of this, a lot of sorrow welled up in my heart, and tears flowed even more.

"I don't know if my mom is home today? What about mobile phones? What about my phone? "I pushed the switch to wipe my tears, trying to find my phone.

Before he looked for it twice, Guan Shi said, "Mother-in-law is at home today." ”

Mother-in-law?

Guan Shi's mouth changed really quickly, so naturally.

I don't want to say anything about him, I just want to hurry home and see my mom soon.

On the way home, I didn't say a word to Guan Shi, I kept looking at the child in my arms, and kept thinking: Why doesn't he have a soul?

When the car arrived at the door of my community, I said to Guan Shi, "Just send it here." ”

Guan said: "Send you downstairs." ”

When I got downstairs, as soon as I got out of the taxi, I carried my baby upstairs.

Guan Shi caught up from behind, grabbed me and said, "Mo Ran, I told you about the child's situation and Cangli's situation." How you choose, you decide. Whatever your choice, I'm here to support you. ”

Is he giving me the choice?

But I was not happy at all, but more sad and miserable than before.

I shook his hand away, didn't say anything, and went downstairs.

When I went upstairs, I always thought of what Guan Shi said: This child has no soul, cannot eat or drink, and can only live for three days, and today is the second day.

Today is the second day, and tomorrow is the third day.

After the third day, the child is really ......

I didn't dare to think about it any further, so I shook my head and told myself not to think about it, but to go home first.

When I got to the door, I rang the doorbell.

I waited a while before someone opened the door for me.

The person who opened the door was my sister-in-law, and when she saw that the person outside the door was me, I was still holding a child in my arms, and her face changed greatly, and she distorted her face and shouted: "Ah, ghost fetus!" ”

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