Chapter 642 643 Dragonfly Mo Shangsang 31 Holy Mother White Lotus
It happened to be time for lunch, so the three of them went downstairs together and went to the restaurant booked by Jing's mother.
Song Yao also happened to drive back to Chen's house, just in time for lunch.
At the dinner table, everything was business as usual.
Then, Chen's mother went to wash the dishes, and Chen's father and Chen Shu also wandered away, leaving Chen Yue and Song Yao alone.
"Are you going to see Du Jingchen today?" Chen Yue asked.
"Hmm." Song Yao nodded his head, and he didn't plan to explain the text message Du Jingchen sent last night.
"Reminiscing?" Chen Yue half-jokingly.
Song Yao sighed lightly, and then said a little weakly: "Don't ask, I'm a little uncomfortable in my heart." ”
Chen Yue was silent when she heard this.
To be honest, Tang Dragonyu's behavior made her pay attention to Du Jingchen again, and then looking at Song Yao's current appearance, she suddenly regretted it a little.
Perhaps, she shouldn't have been associated with either of them, but just think about it. Saying it will only make Song Yao angry and uncomfortable, and she can't bear Song Yao from the bottom of her heart.
Song Yao also understood that his current attitude should have hurt Chen Yue, but when he thought of Du Jingchen's indifferent, gentle, and hurt eyes, he became more and more powerless. After a long silence, he got up and went out, smoking two cigarettes.
In the middle of the night, the two were back to back, neither of them fell asleep, and no one spoke.
I don't know how long it took, Song Yao turned over, hugged her from behind Chen Yue, and said softly, "I'm sorry...... I didn't know what to do with it, and I suddenly felt useless. ”
"I've done a lot of bad things, but I'm still trying to be a conscientious person, feeling guilty and uneasy, and at the same time, I don't know how to deal with the aftermath."
"I feel like I'm like a pseudo-white lotus...... I feel bad. ”
"For Du Jingchen, I have been running away."
"I used to think I was just robbing you with him, but now I suddenly understand that I have betrayed his trust...... He should be very disappointed in me, I not only snatched you, but also ruined the image of his best friend. ”
"Du Jingchen left me with a completely different impression from Li Yaoyao, he is not a kind person...... He is actually cold on the outside and hot on the inside, and he is very affectionate. ”
Song Yao couldn't help but have a sour nose, and frowned sadly: "He's very good." ”
Although it is very out of place, Chen Yue still thinks that these two people are good, whether it was before or now, she always feels that she is the third party.
Chen Yue couldn't find words to comfort him, so he didn't say a word, forget it, just be a listener.
But Song Yao's next words made Chen Yue feel very uncomfortable.
"Girl, I have many moments when I want to give you back to him...... I am extremely possessive, but I can't pass Du Jingchen's hurdle, what should I do? ”
Chen Yue's eyes were moist.
Choked up: "What about me?" What should I do if you choose to push me away? What is the point of persisting in everything I have done before? ”
"He's good, I know, but I don't like him anymore. It's not your problem anymore, it's that I can't leave you anymore...... I can't like anyone else. ”
You know it's you who I like, but you're trying to push me to someone else. Is it the act of pushing you to another person before taking revenge on me, knowing that you like me?
"I won't." Song Yao buried his head in her neck socket and whispered: "I know I can't hand you over to anyone, I can't imagine life without you, I'm just tormented......"
Meaningless torment, uncontrollable torment.
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