"Okay, I won't ask, but no matter what mission you are going to do, you must remember it for me, you must come back safely, if you can't come back, I will go underground to find you immediately." Li Ying grabbed Qu Guangming's hand and said viciously.

"You can't do that! Don't worry, I will definitely do my best to protect myself, strive to save this life, and come back to see you safely, but people have good and bad luck, and this is not something I can control. If something really happens to me, you must not do anything stupid, you must live well, and live my share with me, you know? ”

Qu Guangming grabbed Li Ying's shoulders vigorously, hoping to make this silly girl value her life.

"I don't, I don't want to be with anyone but you, and I can't live without you." Li Ying stretched out her hand to hug Qu Guangming's neck, shook her head tightly and said.

"Li Ying, you are obedient, don't let me worry, okay?"

Thinking that if something happened to him, Li Ying would also go with him, Qu Guangming's heart hurt like a pinprick.

"I don't want to listen, I don't want to listen to you say this, you must come back safely, I have worked so hard for so many years, I only know what happiness is after knowing you, do you want me to go back to the way I was before, and live the second half of my life in pain? In that case, I'd rather follow you. ”

Li Ying hugged Qu Guangming's neck tightly, as if she was grasping at the last straw.

"I was born as your person, and my death was your ghost, and I will follow you in this life."

After speaking, Li Ying began to bend Guangming's clothes.

She wants to become his woman before Qu Guangming leaves, and if Qu Guangming occupies her body, she will believe that she will never marry a second person in this life.

"Li Ying, you don't want this." After Qu Guangming sensed Li Ying's intentions, he hurriedly pushed Li Ying out to stop her behavior.

When he pushed Li Ying away, he was afraid that his hand strength would be too strong and hurt Li Ying, so he could only use his dexterity to push Li Ying away a little.

Otherwise, feeling the softness that clings to him, he is afraid that he will not be able to control himself for a while and ask for her.

If Li Ying gives her body to herself, and she really can't come back, then how will she marry in the future.

"I don't, I must be your woman today, so that you will always remember to protect yourself and come back to see me safely."

Li Ying saw that his strength was not as great as Qu Guangming's, and he couldn't get close to him at all, so he changed the hand that was pulling Qu Guangming's clothes to himself.

When she slept, she only wore an autumn coat on it, so before Qu Guangming could react, Li Ying ripped off the clothes on her body.

With the faint moonlight outside, after seeing Li Ying's white body, Qu Guangming subconsciously quickly turned his head over, for fear of blaspheming Li Ying.

And this also gave Li Ying a chance, and when Qu Guangming was shy and said goodbye, Li Ying pounced.

Li Ying has made up her mind today, she must have a relationship with Qu Guangming, let him have a concern, no matter what the circumstances, save his life.

And she also wants to take this opportunity to leave a child for Qu Guangming, even if Qu Guangming really can't come back in the future, then he can have a queen, and in the future, there will be a person in this world who remembers him and burns incense and paper for him every year.

In this situation of not knowing how long he can live, Qu Guangming doesn't want to have a relationship with Li Ying, but the woman he loves is naked and hugging him, and the impact is too great for him to control.

Under Li Ying's constant entanglement, Qu Guangming's last shred of reason finally collapsed, and he turned over and pressed up.

At the moment when she got her wish, although Li Ying felt pain in her heart, she was very happy in her heart, and now she was finally really with Qu Guangming.

"I'm already your person now, and I won't be able to marry in the future, and even if I do, I won't be happy, so you must come back alive and be responsible for today's events and the happiness of the rest of my life." After finishing the matter, Li Ying hugged Qu Guangming's broad chest tightly and said seriously.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry." Qu Guangming was both happy and annoyed at this time, and could only keep saying sorry.

"This is my own volition, you are not sorry for me, you just remember to come back safely, I will always wait for you to come back and marry me, no matter how long." Li Ying said happily.

"Don't worry, I will!" Qu Guangming said as if he was swearing.

In this way, the two did not sleep all night, and in the narrow bed, they hugged each other tightly to spend the last night before parting.

After dawn and the two lingered for a while, Qu Guangming had to leave.

After Qu Guangming left, Li Ying looked at the empty place beside him, and tears couldn't help but flow.

When Qu Guangming was there, she was afraid that Qu Guangming would be worried, so she endured her grief and didn't dare to cry.

Now as soon as Qu Guangming left, she couldn't collapse at all, covered her face with the quilt, and cried with a whimper.

And when she was crying in a low voice, she didn't know that Qu Guangming was standing at the door of the dormitory at this time, silently holding tears.

But the military order is like a mountain, no matter how painful he is, he has to leave.

Resisting the urge to run in to comfort Li Ying, Qu Guangming resolutely turned his head and left, returning to the army.

Li Ying is a person who doesn't hide his emotions, so when he was in class the next day, Xie Xiaonian and others discovered Li Ying's abnormality.

"What's wrong with you? I see that you have not had a smiling face since the morning, and your face is a little pale, as if you have lost your soul. At the end of class, Xie Xiaonian asked with concern.

"I'm fine." Li Ying grinned reluctantly and said listlessly.

"You look like this, at first glance, something is wrong, tell everyone quickly, as long as we can help, we will definitely try our best to help you, don't keep things in your heart and stuff yourself." Han Xingmei hurriedly answered.

"Bright, bright he went to war." Li Ying saw that several people were looking at him with concern, and couldn't help but speak.

And when she said the reason, tears also fell together, which made people feel distressed to watch.

"It's just going to war, there may not be anything, you can relax and wait at home for Qu Guangming to come back." Han Xingmei hurriedly said comfortingly.

As for Li Ying's wedding scheduled for next month, she didn't ask, now that Qu Guangming has gone to the front line, the wedding will definitely be canceled or postponed indefinitely.

"That's it, Li Ying, it's not so terrible to fight, I just gave birth to pancakes not long ago, and my family's loyal army has also been to the front line for half a year, isn't it okay now." Xie Xiaonian also hurriedly said.

Xie Xiaonian understands her mood very well, when Xu Zhongjun went to the front line, she was no less sad than Li Ying now.

At that time, if it weren't for the pancakes to take care of, she also found a lot of things for herself to divert her attention, maybe she would have tossed herself sick before the loyal army returned.

"I know, I just can't help but worry, you don't have to worry about me, wait a few days, I'll be fine slowly." Li Yingqiang smiled and said reluctantly.

Since this is the case, it is difficult for them to say anything, all they can do is to persuade each other, and whether they can think about it or not depends on Li Ying himself.

At this time, a few people only wanted to care about Li Ying as much as possible in the future, take care of her emotions, and not let her be immersed in sadness all the time.

At this time, when she arrived at Qu's house, after hearing what Li Yingbiao said, Grandma Qu was unsteady on her feet and staggered back several steps.

"Are you alright? Don't scare me. Old Man Qu was also very sad, but when he saw his wife like this, he couldn't care about anything else, so he hurriedly helped Grandma Qu and said.

"I'm fine, this time in the war, do you have to go to the light? Can you cross out his name and not let him go? Grandma Qu broke free from the support of her wife and hurriedly asked Li Yingbiao.

"It's an order from above, it's a must."

Although Li Yingbiao didn't want to Qu Guangming to go, but the military order was like a mountain, since the above gave them this task, it was a trust in them, and if other people's children could go, there would be no reason for their own children not to go.

After all, everyone is the heart and soul of their parents, and they can't leave Qu Guangming behind privately because of their identity, which is unfair.

"But Guangming is going to get married next month, and he has already reported his marriage to the army, can't he not go this time?" Grandma Qu continued to ask without giving up.

"We don't want the light to go, and the parents and relatives of the other fighters don't want them to go, if everyone is so selfish to find a relationship and not let them go to the front, then who will defend the country? Without everyone, how can a small family be stable. We must believe in the power of the light, and believe that he will come back safely. ”

Old Man Qu took Grandma Qu's hand and held it tightly to give her strength.

"I know, I know it's selfish, I shouldn't think like this, but I just don't want the light to go to the front, I don't want him to leave me, I just got him back a few months?" Grandma Qu wiped her tears and said.

Seeing that his mother was so sad, Li Yingbiao didn't know what to say, so after conveying the news, he went back to his home.

And Old Man Qu also helped Grandma Qu back to the room and patiently comforted her.

Since then, the first thing Grandma Qu does when she gets up every day is to pray to God to bless her son for a safe return.

Qu Yingqiu went to be an exchange student, Qu Guangming went to the front line again, and the atmosphere of the Qu family was completely low, and it was shrouded in this low pressure for a long time.

Although Qu Guangming went to the front line, Li Ying and Qu Guangming's wedding was completely delayed, but Li Ying still went to Xie Xiaonian's house for more than an hour after school every day to make her own wedding dress, as if as long as she kept making the wedding dress in her hand, when it was done, Qu Guangming would come back to marry her.