Chapter 90: Do you think I'm disgraced to you like this?
When he looked at it, his heart softened, and he raised his hand and gently touched her soft cheeks, which felt very good, as elastic as jelly.
It was the first time he had secretly touched her like this, and his heart was beating fast, as if he was stealing something, "poof" and "poof" and "poof".
Seeing that she frowned slightly, he quickly retracted his hand, closed the door, bypassed the front of the car, and got into the driver's seat.
Even if the car drove out for a while, his heartbeat could still calm down, and he glanced at her sideways, and his Adam's apple couldn't help but roll.
There was only one thing in her mind, she was drunk......
When the car was still one street away from Bai Jia's apartment, Chen Junsheng suddenly hit the steering wheel, and the car made a sharp turn of 180 degrees and drove in the opposite direction.
Chen Junsheng held the palm of the steering wheel, oozing fine cold sweat, he kept turning his head to look at Bai Jia, the corners of his lips tightened hard, it was understandable, facing a woman he had a crush on for more than ten years, he had evil thoughts in his heart.
He thought, possess her!
Even if it's just once, it's just once!
As soon as such a crazy idea was formed, he turned into a devil in the dark, and all the cells in his body were jumping excitedly, and his breathing became faster and faster, so fast that his heart was beating to his throat......
Wanting her and possessing her has become the demon that controls his thinking at this time.
The car suddenly stopped at the door of the Haosheng Hotel, he was so nervous that his hands were trembling, unfastened the seat belt on his body, when he turned around and reached out to untie Bai Jia's seat belt, his hand suddenly stopped, he stared closely at her sleeping face, so beautiful, so gentle......
If, if he did tonight, then tomorrow morning, how would he face her breakdown?
Maybe she wouldn't cry a lot, looking at him with only despair in her eyes, or as cold as the wind.
Would she still consider him a friend?
Will she still ignore him?
He didn't even think of the word forgiveness, only her desperate eyes......
His hand slowly retracted, and he reached out to cover his head, he didn't want her to be sad, he didn't want to be just a passerby with her from now on, he wanted to guard her, even if he was silently guarding her like now, she could still give him a smile, and he could say happily, "Isn't there still you?" ”
Her past was too bleak for anyone to understand the despair in her heart better than he did, he ...... Can you really bear to see her turn back into Qiao Anxia, and there is no one else she can trust?
That crazy thought was gradually suppressed by reason, he let go of his hand and turned his eyes to look at her, no, he really couldn't hurt her!
No matter what he thinks, she must be willing!
He leaned over and dropped a gentle kiss on her forehead, looking at her peaceful sleeping face, he hooked the corners of his lips, "That's enough, sleep in peace." ”
He turned, not looking at the woman beside him, and drove the car on the way to the apartment.
There were two nannies brought out of the Chu family in the apartment, Chen Junsheng rang the doorbell, and after a while, the door opened, Xinhong saw the drunk and unconscious Bai Jia, and quickly reached out and pulled Bai Jia out of Chen Junsheng's arms, thanked Chen Junsheng politely, and she directly slammed the door shut.
Chen Junsheng didn't even have time to say the words of advice, so he was locked out.
Looking at the closed door, he breathed a sigh of relief, Bai Jia woke up tomorrow morning, and they were still best friends in this world.
Scold...... That's good!
Bai Jia was thrown on the soft big bed by Xinhong, but after helping her change her pajamas simply, Xinhong pulled the quilt to cover her, turned around and went out.
At night, Bai Jia always felt that there was a pair of eyes looking at her, she was uncomfortable by that cold gaze, and muttered inadvertently, "Oh, don't make trouble." ”
He rolled over and continued to sleep.
But that sight shot at her back like two ice spikes, and she couldn't help but shiver and woke up leisurely.
Sitting up from the bed, she raised her hand and pressed the corner of her forehead uncomfortably, lifted the quilt and planned to get out of bed to pour herself a glass of water.
She was shocked!
When he turned around, he pressed the wall lamp on the wall, and when he looked over again, Chu Muyan was sitting on the sofa, holding a cigarette between his slender fingertips, and he didn't light it, just looked at her coldly.
"Huh......" Bai Jia breathed a sigh of relief, got out of bed and stepped on his slippers, "You're back." ”
Poured herself a glass of warm water, she took it and drank it, after drinking, she looked back at the man sitting there like a statue, she took a clean cup, poured another glass of water, walked over, put the glass of water in his hand, "Come back, why are you sitting here?" ”
Chu Muyan raised his eyes and looked at the meticulous suit hanging at the door of the cloakroom, and moved his lips slightly, "You iron my clothes every day?" ”
This is what Xinhong told him.
Bai Jia followed his line of sight and smiled bitterly, "Every night before going to bed, I will prepare the clothes you will wear the next day, although you will not come back." ”
Chu Muyan indifferently retracted his gaze, took out the lighter, shook it off with a "snap", lit the cigarette, took a puff, and indifferently spit out the smoke ring.
Bai Jia turned his head sideways, and in the smoke, the contours of his face were blurred, and he couldn't really see it, but she still looked at it like that, her eyes were gentle and her gaze was soft.
Xu was a little uncomfortable by her, and after Chu Muyan took two puffs of cigarette, he turned his head to look at her.
Bai Jia blinked, lowered his head, put his hands on his legs, and stirred his fingers together.
The atmosphere was suffocatingly quiet......
After a few moments, she got up, walked over to the bed, kicked her slippers, climbed onto the bed, and covered herself with the quilt.
Although his back was up, she knew that he was looking at her.
This kind of Chu Muyan made her a little uncomfortable.
She turned over, lay on the bed and looked at him with the quilt, "You...... Don't sleep? ”
Without Bai Jia's bed, Chu Muyan didn't sleep well, always insomnia, or fell asleep and was entangled in nightmares, reached out to extinguish the cigarette in the ashtray, he got up, took off his suit, went to bed and lay beside her.
Xu was really tired, he just fell into bed, and before he could turn around, he fell asleep with his back to Bai Jia.
Bai Jia pursed her lips and smiled softly, looking at the heavy dark circles under his eyes, she stretched out her hand, stroked her fingertips distressedly, raised her hand to turn off the light, she leaned on him carefully, and closed her eyes.
In life, the most feared thing is habits, especially habits that people you hate.
Chu Muyan slept very comfortably this night, so comfortable that he didn't want to wake up, if it wasn't for Bai Jia coming in to call him, he would probably sleep until he woke up naturally.
Opening his sleepy eyes and looking at the gentle smiling face of the woman in front of him, he snorted and sat up from the bed.
Seeing that he was awake, Bai Jia walked over and took off the suit hanging outside the cloakroom, handed it to him, and then went into the cloakroom to help him choose a tie and belt, looking at the woman who was constantly busy for herself, Chu Muyan really experienced for the first time the feeling of being taken care of by his wife.
This feeling made him feel intimate and scared at the same time.
After helping him tie his tie, Bai Jia took a step back, looked at his masterpiece, and smiled with satisfaction, "It's not bad." ”
Her eyes were as bright as stars, and when she smiled, her eyes were bent into crescents, and it was very comfortable to look at, "I made breakfast, let's come out and eat after washing." ”
Bai Jia knew that he didn't like him, and even hated him, so she didn't say much, and walked out after speaking.
Chu Muyan walked to the dining room after washing, and saw her sitting there waiting for him, he walked over silently and sat opposite her.
Bai Jia handed the pure milk to his hand, and then gently pushed the plate containing the sandwich over, and did not speak, lowered his head and ate his share.
Her eating ...... Very savage, took a big bite of the sandwich, chewed a few bites hard, maybe a little choked, she grabbed the milk cup next to her and drank a big sip, when she was in the Chu family, she never ate like this, she took small bites, it seemed to be elegant in disguise.
didn't know why, Chu Muyan looked at her eating and felt that what she ate seemed to be delicious, and he was hungry.
He picked up the sandwich and took a bite, the taste was similar to that made by the nanny at home, perhaps because of her influence, he ate it very deliciously.
When he looked at Bai Jia again, his eyes were drawn to her half-worn, cheap professional attire, as if she had been wearing this kind of stall goods since the first time he saw her.
"Didn't you make money?"
His voice was very low, but it still made Bai Jia hear something different.
Bai Jia took a tissue and wiped the corners of her mouth, "Well, it's not a problem to feed yourself." ”
He smiled sarcastically, "You know to buy yourself a car, don't you know how to clean up yourself?" ”
Bai Jia was stunned for a moment, and looked down at the professional clothes on his body, he was disgusted with her!
It's no wonder that the woman who appeared next to him, which one of them was not dressed in fancy clothes, a set of clothes was enough for her living expenses for several months, Bai Jia felt a little sad, put down the sandwich that she had eaten for most of it, and took a big gulp of the milk cup.
Putting down the milk cup, she raised her eyes and looked over angrily, "Do you think I'm disgraced to you like this?" ”
Chu Muyan didn't mean this in his heart, he just felt that she could be a little more glamorous, obviously, he didn't know the psychological damage caused by the tone of his voice to the woman opposite, he hooked his lips and chuckled, "It's not embarrassing, after all, I won't appear in public with you." ”
This sentence is really not an ordinary hurtful person!
Bai Jia's heart ached faintly, and she pushed the plate in front of her forward to the middle, and she stood up, "I'm full!" ”
After walking a few steps, she suddenly turned around, "Chu Muyan, I never expected you to treat me well, but I finally met once, can you not treat me like this!?" ”