Chapter 226: He is ready to propose to you in front of everyone
Ji Qingsang was pulled all the way by Ji Hesheng to an open place, and the strength in his hands was very strong, as if he wanted to crush her bones.
He struggled several times and didn't shake it off, but was pulled by him and stumbled a few times.
"Ji Hesheng, you let go of me." She shouted, her face full of cold expressions of resistance.
Immediately, Ji Hesheng turned his head to look at her, his eyes full of haze.
Facing her eyes, he narrowed his pupils, too fast to discern the emotion.
Secretary Shen saw that Ji Hesheng was pulling Ji Qingsang over, and hurriedly ran over and said with a smile, "Mr. Ji, I'm not ready here!" ”
He's been setting up here, so naturally he doesn't know what's going on in the banquet hall. At this time, seeing Ji Hesheng and Ji Qingsang, he took it for granted that Ji Hesheng was about to start proposing.
"Get out." Ji Hesheng spit out two words coldly, and his eyes were always on Ji Qingsang's body.
Sensing the chill on his body, Secretary Shen was a little puzzled.
He turned his gaze to Ji Qingsang, and seeing that the latter's face was not very good, he instantly understood that things were not going well.
Hurriedly beckoned the arranged personnel to leave, and he quickly retreated.
Ji Qingsang rubbed the somewhat sore hand that was pinched by Ji Hesheng and looked around.
Beneath the huge glass enclosure is an elaborate scene. The smell of lavender was fragrant, and the stars twinkled in the sky...... There is romance in every place, and it gradually overlaps with the pictures she has fantasized about a thousand times.
But that's also the way it used to be.
Ji Hesheng knows herself better than her, she never doubted this, but she can no longer accept it calmly.
"What are you doing here?"
There seemed to be some answer, but she asked.
The woman in front of her has gentle eyebrows, the same smile as usual, but it is a little different.
A shadow pressed down, and Ji Hesheng had already walked very close to her, completely blocking the light in front of her.
She subconsciously looked up, and there was a little imperceptible sadness in her eyes reflecting the stars, so faint that there was nothing left.
Sven was indifferent, his aura was still handsome, but it implied mockery.
"Sangsang, I thought you would understand." His lips tugged, and he withdrew his gaze to look down at her face.
Her originally delicate and calm face turned red from the hurried steps just now, and her hair was a little messy, but it didn't prevent him from being able to see her completely.
Even if her eyes are full of images of him alone, she doesn't have him in her heart.
"Of course I do." Ji Qingsang said, the expression on his face did not change much.
"Then don't marry Gu Sheng'an." All his pride and pride seemed to be worn away at this moment, and he begged her in a low voice, as long as she could agree to him.
Ji Qingsang felt that he couldn't understand the man in front of him, how could he suddenly soften his temper when he was still angry.
"Why?" Biting her lower lip, Ji Qingsang raised her delicate chin, and a layer of sarcasm flashed in her eyes.
"I can give you whatever you want, even if it's my life." He didn't explain what the reason was, he just gave her a promise.
"But I don't need anything from you."
The man looked at her face and smiled, but the curvature of his lips was a little colder.
He examined her for a long time before he said softly, "Is it just a game for you to do something about the case developed by the Cloud City base?" What you want is not a development project from beginning to end, it just breaks my heart. You know very well how much I love you now, so you can be unscrupulous, right? ”
He asked a few questions, but the answers were already circling in his mind.
found out that he loved her, so he relied on him to love her.
He regarded her as important as his life, but she could hurt him again and again.
She is the only one who has the ability to break his heart.
The cold long fingers picked up her chin, and Ji Hesheng continued, "Gu Shengan may have a little feeling for you, but compared to his feelings for Jiang Lan, you are far from enough, understand?" ”
"I don't need him to love me at all, it's just that he looks handsome and is on par with you, and if you are evenly matched, it won't seem that I am too badly married."
"So you're going to marry him?"
Ji Qingsang looked at his handsome face close at hand, and met his eyes directly, without showing weakness at all, "Of course." ”
Ji Hesheng smiled, and couldn't help but increase the strength of his fingers, "Even if it will break up Jiang Lan and Gu Shengan?" ”
She didn't speak, just looked at him blankly.
"Sangsang, you weren't like this before."
She used to be very kind, and she would never do such a thing.
Ji Qingsang felt a little trembling at the tip of her heart, and she wanted to pretend not to care at all in the face of Ji Hesheng's accusations. But how could this man say such things casually, and who was the person who turned her into this?
"Ji Hesheng, you are the most unqualified person to say this, Jiang Lan wants to settle accounts with me, it is also a matter between us, and it has nothing to do with you."
"But I'm the one who loves you the most in the world."
Who loves her the most?
This assumption is not true at all in front of her, it is not that she is self-aware, nor that Ji Hesheng is self-inflicted. No matter how good Ji Hesheng usually treats her, he can't hide the indifference in his bones.
She knew very well that all her tricks in front of him were pediatrics and could not be put on the stage. So he can spoil her, love her, and even easily say that he will give her his life, because he always feels that he can't turn his palm.
Just like Sun Wukong in the palm of the Buddha's hand, no matter how much he tosses, he can't escape the fate of being pressed in Wuzhi Mountain for 500 years.
But her marriage to Gu Shengan is different, which makes him feel a sense of crisis, so he will be in a hurry!
Ji Qingsang tilted her face slightly, and a clear and good-smelling mint smell came from the tip of her nose, and it turned out that Ji Hesheng hugged her all of a sudden.
The big palm he was confined to her waist wasn't very heavy, but it was clever enough to keep her from breaking free. She wanted to avoid this closeness, but Ji Hesheng didn't even give her this opportunity.
"Sangsang, I said I wouldn't force you, so if you are willing to marry Gu Shengan, get married!"
His somewhat weak tone made Ji Qingsang stunned for a long time, and it wasn't until the warm lips fell on her eyebrows that she came back to her senses and asked, "Ji Hesheng, what trick are you going to play?" ”
"I'll wait for you to come back to me, I can afford to wait."
Ji Qingsang looked at him again, and the light under his eyes couldn't be seen through his dark eyes.
Ji Hesheng let go of her and lifted his glasses. The dark color at the bottom of his eyes was just right, and he smiled slightly, "As long as you don't like Gu Sheng'an, I don't mind."
"What if I told you that I had some crush on him? He saved my life, and it's not impossible that I fell in love with him. ”
"Then be prepared to collect his body." His tone suddenly became cold, and he turned around and no longer cared about Ji Qingsang, but walked outside.
He needs to be calm, or he might hurt his Sangsang.
God knows how much he restrained himself so he didn't break out on the spot.
Ji Qingsang looked at his back, and the thoughts that had finally gathered were messy again in an instant.
She raised her feet and prepared to return to the hall, when the entire open-air glass cover suddenly flashed blue and yellow light, as if she had fallen into a dream, beautiful.
Turning around, the man who walked towards her was familiar, and then stood in front of her indifferently.
Ji Qingsang frowned at him, and he didn't like him a lot.
She hasn't returned the ring that Luo Rou asked her to return last time, and it seems that she really needs to find time for Liang Chennan.
"Ji Qingsang, do you know how long Ah Sheng has been preparing for today? He is ready to propose to you before all the people. Liang Chennan spoke, with a faint dissatisfaction in his tone.
Ji Qingsang listened, her expression was relaxed and natural, as if his words didn't have any effect on her.
"Really? So what? ”
It's not that I can't be moved, it's just that I don't have the ability to move anymore. No matter how good Ji Hesheng is to her, he can't make up for the damage caused in the past.
Liang Chennan looked at her deeply, sighed and asked, "Ji Qingsang, do you still love him?"
How can the word love be so simple? Like Ji Hesheng, she can't do it. But she didn't know that Ji Hesheng's love was never easy, he said that love was really deep love.
Ji Qingsang didn't answer directly, but said quietly after a long time, "I used to love him very much." ”
It seems a little impossible to say that she doesn't love, after all, she has experienced such deep emotions, like she said to Feng Kai, she once loved him, but it can only be once.
She returned to Mucheng to take off her disguise and looked forward to starting over with him, but reality shattered her dreams little by little, shattering all her expectations.
He blames himself for knowing that he is a little dead, but he just can't forgive it easily.
It's all to blame for her waking up too late, if she had seen through it earlier, Xiaoxiao would not have died in vain.
"But he loves you for more than twenty years, and maybe he will continue to love him in the future, so do you still want to hurt him?" Liang Chennan asked, in fact, he already had the answer in his heart.
Ji Hesheng is not good at expressing himself, so he will say it for him.
"It's impossible for me to go back with him."
She only has this idea for Ji Hesheng now.
Knowing that this is torture for two people, her paranoid thoughts still want to pull her into this dead end, and probably only in this way can she feel her real existence.
When one day she was tired of it and didn't want to play, she let go of Ji Hesheng.
But before that, she wanted him to taste all the pain and helplessness of the world, so that he could not wake up in the dark.
I don't know when it will start or when it will end.
If the past is never forgotten, and there is no expectation for the future, then if it hurts, two people will hurt together, and if you want to fall into hell, two people will fall together.
He didn't really have any obligation to love her, but he had to bear it if he wanted to love her.
Liang Chennan felt that she couldn't recognize the woman in front of her, and her feelings didn't need to be analyzed rationally most of the time, but she was too cold and too calm, she calculated every step and just waited for Ji Hesheng to fall.