Chapter 37 Doubts

The feeling became more and more unpleasant, and suddenly it was like exploding a pot, a mess, and I couldn't figure it out at all.

I don't know why, I sneered uncontrollably at Dou Miao, and then, a slurred sentence came out of my mouth, and I didn't even know what I was talking about.

Dou Miao pursed her lips and was silent, looking at my eyes, it became more and more hideous, I seemed to see Dou Miao's clear face turn into an annoying wolf dog face, her lips closed one by one, listening to my ears like a wolf dog screaming at me.

"What the hell are you doing?"

A deep male voice woke me up.

Long Qianye slapped me and threw me to the ground. Immediately afterwards, he picked up his hand to cover his throat and coughed constantly, panting for breath.

"Bean, bean seedling, what's wrong with you?"

Doumiao's tears fell from her eyes, still hunched over her waist and gasping for breath, coughing vigorously. It was as if she was going to cough up all her internal organs.

"Heart...... Sister Xinxin, you ...... Why are you, suddenly, ahem, choking me by the neck? ”

Seeing Dou Miao huddled in Long Qianye's arms, my heart suddenly felt like a needle had been pricked.

"What are you talking about? What am I doing by pinching your neck? ”

At this moment, Long Qianye let go of the bean seedlings, approached me step by step, squatted down, stretched out his fingers to raise my chin, and was full of strength, I couldn't help but want to reach out and grab his hand, or even break it!

Sensing this, I began to tremble violently, how could this be? Why do I have such violent thoughts?

"You're not her. Who are you? ”

"I don't understand what you're saying."

"Don't you understand?" When the words fell, Long Qianye waved his hand and raised it high, like that, as if he would beat my head into a meatloaf with this palm.

"You dare! Kill me, and Yu Mengfan will also die. ”

I suddenly realized that I was out of the door. It's her! It's the girl named Jin'er! She must be doing it!

But why has this changed now? In the past, I felt when she got on my body, that is, although I couldn't speak, I couldn't move a bit, what she said and did through my body, but my consciousness was clear, at least I knew what she said and what happened yesterday.

It's different now, I don't feel my own independent consciousness, it's as if she's one with me, her consciousness is my consciousness, my thoughts are her thoughts.

I shook my head in disbelief, what to do, what to do next?

Dou Miao finally came to her senses, and followed Long Qianye to squat down and look at me inexplicably, "You, are you Sister Xinxin?" ”

I gritted my teeth tightly, made a squeaky sound, and stared at Long Qianye and Doumiao blankly, "In the future, stay away from me." ”

The tears that had been accumulated in my eyes flowed silently from my eyes, and I felt that I had always been a lamb to the slaughter, and it was useless to struggle to escape.

That girl named Jin'er is like a fleshy thorn stuck in my heart, if you don't pull it out, it will hurt me, and if you pull it out, I will die.

If it's really like what Doumiao said, I hit the car head-on today, and she will instruct me to jump into the river tomorrow or commit suicide with a knife. There are even more terrifying things I don't dare to think, I can see what she wants me to see, such as today's Daddy and Auntie, and I see Dou Miao's face as a wolf dog and want to strangle Dou Miao to death, all of which I would never have been able to do.

"What the hell is wrong with you?"

Long Qianye reached out to help me, and I opened his hand angrily. What's wrong? Isn't it because of him? Raising a wicked demon spirit in my body is now coming to ask me what's wrong?

His hands were stiff in the air, "What the hell has been between us before?" Why do you look at me with hatred all the time? Tell me, okay? ”

"Good! Since you want to hear it so much, then I'll tell you it like a story, tell you!

The barren mountains and mountains lure me to marry you, inadvertently caused the tragic death of my aunt, and also put a demon spirit in my body, using my daddy's snake molting disease to coerce my daddy to hand me over to you, I and my dad don't want to be controlled by you, and want to escape from you far away, finally, I escaped, I don't know if you let me go, Daddy, you found me again like a dog skin plaster, and took me qiangβ€’jian! To let that demon completely melt into my body、Last night you went to my bedside and tore the mask on your face and humiliated me all night! How's that, is the story good? Well? ”

He looked at me with a look of surprise, then an apologetic face, his eyelids lowered, and his voice was hoarse, "But I really don't remember." You said last night, I really didn't. ”

"Huh! I knew you would say that. I tell you, don't be complacent! Is the Dragon Crown Prince amazing? Can the prince of the dragon clan bully people casually? Thirty years in Hedong and thirty years in Hexi, one day I will personally return all the pain you have exacerbated on me, all of them, to you in their original form! ”

After saying all the words I had been waiting for for a long time, I straightened myself up and left the suffocating space without looking back, and slammed the door behind me.

A needle stabbed in my heart, as if a sharp knife had been inserted into my heart. It hurts and I want to go crazy.

And that's not all, that night, I lay in bed tossing and turning and couldn't sleep, thinking about why that girl named Jin'er suddenly appeared today.

A cold look of resentment flashed through my mind.

That's right! I slapped my head and jerked off the quilt and sat up from the bed. Before, when Long Qianye pressed me under him, he was often bitterly gentle, calling Jin'er over and over again, so Jin'er would suddenly emerge from my body to control me as if he heard his call.

But last night, he changed. It's not the same as before. He was neither gentle, nor did he call Jin'er's name, but just blindly hugged me and kept sending it to him. So the face I saw in a trance at that time was Jin'er, so she hated me for replacing her under him?

Just then, there was a crisp knock at the door. My first reaction was to think it was Doumiao, so I walked to the door with my slippers on, and when I was about to open the door, I hesitated.

It can't be him......

"Who?"

A deep male voice suddenly sounded, "I." ”

Really! "What for?"

His tone seemed a little impatient, "Where did you get so many words when you opened the door?" ”

"I'm going to sleep." In the middle of the night, if I open the door and let him in, I will really be as good as a pig with an IQ of 0!

"Aren't you going to sleep yet? Hurry up, open the door. He knocked again. No, it's not knocking, it's kicking!

"Long Qianye, don't go too far!"

After saying this, there was no movement outside for a while.

I listened with my ears open to the crack in the door, but there was really no movement.

Just when I thought he was gone, turned around and was about to go back to bed, oh my god! He just appeared out of thin air on my bed!

"You, you ......"

"How?" He calmly slipped into my quilt and asked me nonchalantly.

"How did you get in?"

He seemed to be taunting me, "Huh! With sorcery. Didn't you say I would do sorcery? ”

I really don't understand sometimes how cheeky a person has to be to be as panicked as he is, with a blushing face and a heartbeat!

It's obviously his fault, he can make himself innocent in a few words, and it shows that all of this is mine or not.

I tried to suppress the unhappiness in my heart, "So you finally admit that you are Long Qianye, right?" ”

"I don't know how many times I'll have to tell you before you can understand. I forgot, there are a lot of things I can't remember, no matter how much I think about them. So I don't know what I'm called. ”

His unhurried tone, as well as the incomparably indifferent look between his eyebrows and eyes, made people unconsciously want to lie down under his feet, and the low and deep voice made it impossible for you to doubt the authenticity of the content of his words.

"Okay, I can't play you! Take 10,000 steps back, I really want to know that even if you're not Long Qianye, you really don't know your own name, or really as you said, you have amnesia, you can't remember anything, like a fool, you don't know anything,

But why were you staring at me in the crowd that day? Why don't you die and don't let them take you home? Can't do sorcery, what's going on with your house today? Can't hexify you're suddenly lying in my bed? ”

"I ......"

He opened his mouth to speak, but I immediately grabbed ahead of him and intercepted him first, "Don't be in a hurry to explain, listen to me first!" Last night, no, since you came to the store with me that day, you would come to my room every night while I was asleep and sleep with me, why? The most important thing is that last night, you tore off your mask and mentioned the name Jin'er, I know my father and aunt, so I'm really curious what reason you will make up next to deny all that you have done. ”

"I sleep with you every night?" He seemed to have heard some funny joke, and his expression was slightly exaggerated.

"Yes." I just looked at him and nodded. Wait for him to continue acting, continue to make up, if he is not too tired.

"Am I crazy, me? With you? Still sleeping together every night? ”

I know that he must be dead and won't admit it!

"Okay, okay, I think you can't go on acting and can't make it up, so let's talk about the red-tiled and red-walled house that inexplicably appeared in this store, you say, how did that house come about?"