Jing Sheng still chose Shen Man in the end, without the slightest hesitation.

Shen Man seemed to can't believe what he heard, and after Shen Tao loosened his grip on her, he stumbled towards Jing Sheng.

The moment they embraced, I suddenly felt that my heart was empty.

Shen Tao smiled low in my ear: "Xia Xiaoman, you are really a failure." ”

Yes, Xia Xiaoman, you are such a failure.

I looked at Shen Tao, who seemed to be no one or a ghost, and replied to him without fear of death: "You are the same." ”

"Therefore, the loser should be destroyed along with the loser."

When the words landed, Shen Tao pushed me violently, and the crumbling iron fence behind me still failed to protect me after all, and fell with me.

And Shen Tao also jumped down.

I vaguely heard Jing Sheng calling my name in a heart-rending voice, but I thought maybe it was just another fantasy of mine.

It is said that people who jump off buildings and die do not feel pain.

Because the moment you hit the ground, your brain secretes a lot of dopamine, which paralyzes your fragile nerves.

I don't know if this statement is true, but the moment I fell from the building, my heart felt unusually peaceful.

The moment I realized that I was really going to die, I suddenly really understood what Han Xu meant when he said "In this world, no one wants me to live well more than my parents".

Unfortunately, it was already late.

The sound of "bang" was deafening.

The half-abandoned high-rise building and the blue sky of Yancheng became the last image that stayed in my mind.

However, I still did not die after all.

I miraculously woke up after a full month of coma in the intensive care unit.

The moment I opened my eyes, Han Xu cried.

He crouched beside my bed, holding his head, crying like a child.

I tried to comfort him, but I found that I was covered with all kinds of tubes, and my hands and feet were all in casts, and I couldn't move at all.

The doctor quickly examined me in all aspects, probably saying that I had passed the dangerous period and would not be in danger of my life again.

I don't know if it's my delusion, but when I woke up this time, I always felt that Han Xu was avoiding me.

Usually as soon as I wake up, he leaves, and when I fall asleep, he guards me.

When Yiyi came to see me in the hospital, she also cried a lot, saying that she thought she would never see me again.

In fact, I thought so too.

Through Yiyi, I probably know the whole process of my miraculous survival.

It turned out that on that day, Jingsheng did not go to the appointment alone, and when he climbed upstairs, there were already rescuers who had arranged airbags below.

However, since they didn't know where Shen Man and I were at that time, the position of the airbag was actually off.

Fortunately, I am now a paper man, and coupled with the strong wind in Yancheng that day, this hit me crookedly, allowing me to land firmly on the airbag.

And Shen Tao, who weighs twice as much as me, is not so lucky.

landed on his head and died on the spot.

In addition, the police. Fang dug up a female body in the wall of the construction site, which was identified as Shen Tao's mother who had been missing for many days, and the suspect was Shen Tao.

"This person is simply a pervert! To live is to harm others and yourself! ”

Yiyi felt extremely indignant at Shen Tao's behavior, but I knew that Shen Tao was right, I was the culprit.

In the next few days, my mental state got better and better, and the tubes inserted in my body were all removed, but I was still a plaster man who couldn't move.

I didn't ask Han Xu or Yiyi about my injuries, and they never took the initiative to tell me, I can't die anyway, can they.

Han Xu still comes to see me every day, and he still avoids me every day.

On the afternoon of the tenth day I woke up, I decided to pretend to be asleep, and sure enough, within five minutes, Han Xu came, and I caught him while he was peeling apples for me.

Seeing me open his eyes, he instinctively wanted to leave, but I shouted: "Han Xu, if you dare to walk out of this room today, I will never know you." ”

My threat still worked, Han Xu stayed, but he still refused to say a word to me.

It wasn't until I said to him, "I want to see Jing Sheng," that he reacted.

"Xia Xiaoman, do you really like Jingsheng so much?"

Han Xu's voice was very hoarse, I think in the month I was asleep, he must have made the hospital his home, otherwise, he wouldn't have lost weight like this.

I have never admitted that I like Jingsheng in front of Han Xu, and what I say to him the most is that I hate Jingsheng and I want him to pay the price.

But this time, I heard myself calmly confessing to Han Xu and myself: "Yes, I like Jingsheng." From the first time I met him in my freshman year, I have always liked him until now, and it has never changed. ”

As soon as he finished speaking, I saw Han Xu's hands clenched into fists, and judging from the green tendons that burst out of his fists, he was trying his best to endure his emotions.

I thought he was going to scold me, but he chose to remain silent.

I smiled, Jing Sheng chose Shen Man without hesitation, and the scene seemed to be still vivid, and the pain in my heart still existed.

"But Han Xu, I decided that I didn't like him anymore, from this moment on."

Han Xu looked at me incredulously, feeling like he had heard something fantastical.

"Han Xu, you just believe me once." I still smiled at him, "Trust me, this is the last time I'll let you worry about it like this." ”

Han Xu's eyes suddenly turned red again, if it weren't for the fact that he said that he wanted to marry me before, I am afraid that he would have thought that he just had a feeling of "my family has a girl who has just grown up", and he was overjoyed.

"Okay, I'll call him in."

Looking at Han Xu's back as he went out, I thought of the meaning of what he just said.

Did he mean that Jing Sheng had been waiting outside the ward?

But why, no one has ever told me about this, even Yiyi, who has always admired Jingsheng?

Jing Sheng came in alone, and when he saw me who was already awake on the hospital bed, his footsteps paused obviously, and after a while, he walked to my bedside.

Probably sleeping in bed for too long, I felt my eyesight deteriorate a little, and it wasn't until he got closer that I noticed that his face was bruised and disfigured.

I couldn't hold back for a while, and laughed: "Han Xu beat him? ”

Jing Sheng probably didn't expect me to talk to him so calmly, and his eyes stopped for a moment when he looked at me.

He didn't answer my question, he just stretched out his hand, as if to touch my head, but in the middle of the air he took it back.

"You'll be fine."

Of course I know, I'm going to be fine.

In fact, I've never felt better than this moment in all five years.

It turns out that enlightenment is never just a matter of moments.

However, I still couldn't help but ask him: "When you took Shen Man away, did you ever think that I might really die?" ”

After a pause, I thought the question I was asking was funny, and without waiting for him to reply, I said to myself: "I thought about it, but it was just ...... Didn't care so much. ”

The expression on Jing Sheng's face was a little complicated, he opened his mouth several times to speak, but in the end, he just said painlessly: "You have a good rest, I will come to see you later." ”

In front of me, the most Jingsheng did was to turn around without hesitation, and every time, I chased it without any backbone.

But this time, before he turned around, I said slowly but firmly, "Jingsheng, let's break up." ”

For so many years, no matter whether Jingsheng admitted that we had a relationship, in my heart, I have always stubbornly believed that he owes me a breakup, and even escaped from marriage, he has never given me an explanation, and today, I want to make a complete break.

"Jingsheng, you don't have to think hard about sending me abroad." I looked at him and smiled, "From this day forward, I swear that I don't love you anymore and I don't hate you anymore." ”

Jing Sheng seemed to have been immobilized, and he didn't move for a long time, until there was a slight sound at the door, he suddenly came back to his senses, only threw me a calm "good" word, and strode out, until the door of the ward was completely closed, and he didn't look back once.

It took some time for Han Xu to come in, and this time, he didn't hide from me, but he still refused to look at me.

"Han Xu, am I disfigured? Or was it crippled? ”

Han Xu's various performances make me have to have this kind of doubt.

"Don't talk nonsense!!"

Han Xu's reaction was a little more intense than I expected, but he finally faced me squarely.

"Then why don't you look at me?"

I originally wanted to make fun of him, but unexpectedly, his eyes suddenly turned red: "Crescent moon, I regret that night, I left you at the station." ”

So, is he blaming himself?

"Han Xu, you know, even if it wasn't that night, Shen Tao would find me sooner or later. It's not your fault. You warned me that trouble will come from your mouth, but I didn't listen to you. ”

Han Xu didn't listen to my words at all: "Crescent moon, I promise, there will be no next time." ”

"Enough Han Xu, you remember, you don't owe me anything, never!"

Hearing my words, Han Xu was silent and moved, just looked at me stunned.

The caretaker Han Xu asked for me happened to push the door in at this time, and I looked at the clock hanging on the wall, and it turned out that it was already time for the caretaker to wipe my body for me.

Seeing her, Han Xu consciously prepared to leave, but the moment he turned around, I heard him say, "I owe you, I'm afraid I won't be able to pay it off in this life." ”

I smiled and didn't care.

Don't look at Han Xu, who always liked to oppress me before, but in his bones, he is a very chivalrous man.

And I, fortunately, as a small person, was listed as a key protection object by him.

He said he owed me, mostly blaming himself for not being able to protect me properly.

We tacitly agreed not to mention that night, he said he was going to marry me, and I think he was just in a bad mood that night, just impulsive.

The caretaker who took care of me, surnamed Zhang, I call her Aunt Zhang.

Aunt Zhang has more than 10 years of nursing experience, and under her care, I have recovered very quickly.

Half a month later, the plaster cast on my hand was finally removed, and the injuries on my legs and waist may have been more serious, but they were still tightly wrapped.

Summer in Yancheng is finally coming, the sun outside is getting hotter and hotter day by day, it looks hot and unbearable, and there is air conditioning in the ward, but it doesn't feel big.

On this day, I was taking a nap when I heard a "pop" and something fell to the ground.

When I opened my eyes, I found that Aunt Zhang was picking up a few newspapers from the ground in a panic, and she complained softly: "Which one is missing the heart, didn't you say that you won't let it be delivered, why did you send it again." ”

Although Aunt Zhang's movements were extremely fast, I still saw it: "Aunt Zhang, show me the newspaper." ”

Aunt Zhang didn't expect me to wake up, and there was a rare panic in her expression: "It's just some political and financial reports, and it's boring." ”

I didn't speak, just looked at her stubbornly, and in the end, Aunt Zhang still couldn't resist me and handed me the newspaper.

I flipped through a few casually, and the headlines on the front pages of several newspapers were surprisingly unanimous—

The wedding of Jing Sheng, the president of Midsummer, and Shen Man, the daughter of the Shen family, is imminent, and next to it is a photo of the two embracing each other affectionately.

The phone rang at this time, and I pressed the answer button in a bit of a trance.

"Xiaoman, I heard you woke up. I'm sorry that I was busy during this time and didn't go to see you in person. ”

Shen Man's voice fell on my ears, sounding a little erratic.

"Six months later, I will come to Jingsheng's wedding, right?"