Chapter One Hundred and Sixty-Nine: Malice
After dinner, the emperor discussed political affairs with the ministers, and he would never stop without three watches.
Calmly sat in the house for a while, and then helped Nanyu to the back.
Guan Yongzheng sat alone in the room and cried bitterly with Xi'er, walked in calmly, wiped away her tears, and stepped forward to salute.
"You have to be careful, although this disease is not easily transmitted by adults, it is not necessarily 100% safe." Calm couldn't help but say to her.
Guan Yong's tears that he had just held back flowed out again, and he choked up and thanked her.
Calm Fang woke up to the fact that he had forgotten his love just now, and regarded her as a friend again, so he couldn't help grinning at the corners of his mouth, and walked to the cradle to see Xi'er's condition.
The child's condition looks good, maybe the mildest kind, a few days of fever, acne will be fine.
"It seems that the situation is good, you don't need to worry too much, just pay attention to cooling her down, remember to take the medicine I gave her, and it will be fine in a few days." Calm and soft.
"Thank you for saving your life, and our husband and wife should repay it with a straw ring." Guan Yong knelt on the ground and kowtowed to thank her.
Calm eyes narrowed, bit his lip, and sighed heavily.
After a while, he sighed: "You are really amazing, I remember that you went to the palace before you left, and you haven't found out that you are pregnant, this child is six or seven months old, this child, it's not yours?" Picked up? ”
"Niangniang, Xi'er was born prematurely, thanks to Dr. Zhu, and now thanks to you, this child is blessed with a great life, and the future will be great, and the concubine has an uninvited invitation, and I hope that Niangniang will be fulfilled." Guan Yong said hoarsely.
The calm and usual plain face showed some bright disappointment, and the disappointment was full of anger and unwillingness, but it was fleeting, replaced by a faint flush.
"You want me to be the godmother of this child?" Calm down.
"The mother is wise, you don't need the concubine to say it directly to know what I mean." Guan Yongdao.
Calmly laughed twice: "You seem to think that I will definitely agree." ”
"Of course you will agree, because this is Sima Nan's daughter." Guan Yong said in a low voice.
Calm was about to speak, but Guan Yong said again: "No matter who her mother is, she is always Sima Nan's blood and blood, you owe him, even if he refuses to speak, then the concubine will open her mouth the same, you will agree, won't you?" ”
"You're threatening me?" Smiled calmly.
Guan Yong shook his head: "How dare the concubine threaten the mother, when the child was born, the concubine asked the master to tell her fortune, saying that she had a thin life, and she needed to find a blessed person to recognize her relatives in order to grow up safely."
In the past few months, the concubine has been looking for such a person, and it is very coincidental that at this time, the palace has sent a holy decree that the emperor is coming to Jiangnan, so the concubine has this idea in her heart. ”
"I just said that I owe Sima Nan?" Calmly fiddling with his fingers, his tone cold.
Guan Yong laughed sadly: "Calm down, do you owe him, don't you know it in your heart?" Isn't it thanks to him that you are where you are today? ”
Calm pupils contracted, and he snorted coldly: "That's right, I can become the favorite concubine of today's saint, and it's really thanks to him." ”
"That's okay, since you also admit it, this is always a great honor for a woman, and it's not too much for his daughter to recognize you as a godmother?" Guan Yong's voice was hoarse, but his face was unwilling.
Calmly reached out and gently stroked the sleeping child, and sighed: "Guan Yong, let me ask you one last time, is this child really your and Sima Nan's child?" ”
Guan Yong sneered: "Calm down, in fact, you have long understood that this is our child, but you just refuse to believe it in your heart, what kind of person I am, you should understand."
I love Jiang Ming, I thought that life and death might follow, but he died, but I survived, and the survivors always feel guilty about the dead and feel that they should not live.
It was Sima Nan who saved me and made me see the hope of life again, I like to drink sheep soup, so he rode to the outskirts of the city to buy the best grass-eating lamb, and came back to make soup for me to drink; I like the osmanthus cake in the south of the Yangtze River, so he asked his friend to hurry up to deliver the freshly hatched osmanthus cake to me; In short, as long as I like it, he will always try to make me happy.
How can you tell me not to be moved, how can I not come back to life?
If the previous Guan Yong was born for Jiang Ming, then the current Guan Yong was born for Sima Nan, don't you understand? ”
"It's pretty quick for you to empathize." Smiled calmly.
"Each other, you haven't been filial to Sima Nan for long, not for three months? Isn't it the same as throwing yourself into the arms of a new Lord? And what right do you have to lecture and laugh at me? "Guan Yongdao.
"I've been thinking about it for these days, and I finally figured it out, Jiang Feng is the spy you planted next to the Queen Mother, maybe your purpose in doing this is not to save Sima Nan, but in the end, by chance, he actually let him save Sima Nan?
In this way, you are also his savior, you are together, it is reasonable, not only can I not be jealous, but I also have to send blessings. Calmly sighed.
"You are exalting me too much, Jiang Feng's true identity, I think you already know, how can I control such a character? It was the first emperor, the first emperor who let his father Yi Rong lurk beside the Empress Dowager Guan, in order to save Sima Nan's life when he was stupid. Guan Yong said in a low voice.
The calm head "buzzed", the rising boss, compared to her, the first emperor loved Sima Nan more, and the person who thought about him more, even if he was dead, he had to desperately protect the brother he once loved.
"You stupid, he left it to you with all his life, you don't want it, but you want to give it away, he knows you better than me, so even the back road is paved for you, so that you can get out of the way, compared to me, you are more sorry for him." Calm can't help but roar in my heart.
Guan Yong thought she was sad about her failure, so she said proudly:
"Calm down, even if you have a good past with him, but after all, you get together less and leave more, and he loves you, maybe just because you are different and can attract his attention.
And I'm different, I've always been by his side, whether it's glory and wealth or poverty and illness, I've always been by his side, we are the husband and wife who love each other, and we are the real loving partners, don't you understand? ”
Calmly pressed his severely aching forehead, bowed his head slightly, and said in despair: "Guan Yong, I understand what you mean, since I met Sima Nan, the jealousy and anger I have shown have made you afraid, afraid that my old feelings will rekindle and snatch him back, isn't that so?"
It's good that you're scared, I had such thoughts, but after seeing Xi'er, such thoughts were completely extinguished, if he didn't love you and didn't have you in his heart, how could he have a child with you?
Although I acted viciously and viciously, my child was innocent after all, so why should I let her lose the love of her parents. ”
"Thank you, mother." Guan Yong kowtowed with tears.
His calm eyes were full of despair, he covered his mouth and laughed twice, nodded, and said in a desolate tone: "Guan Yong, you really lift the palace, how can you use the palace to fulfill, you two are originally you and me, and I am the superfluous one, right?" I'm really stupid, if he is ruthless to you, how can he marry you back? It's just because you loved his brother at the time, so he pretended not to care?
It's me who was wrong, from beginning to end, I'm the superfluous one, I'm sorry for you, robbed your husband, and asked you to be friends with me, now I know it's wrong, you just forgive me. ”
"Mother's words are serious." Guan Yong replied respectfully.
Calm took a few deep breaths, all the despair, unwillingness and sadness on her face were wiped away, leaving only calm as water and cold, she took out a packet of medicinal powder from her sleeve, put it on the table, and said in a dumb voice:
"There is a prescription in it, give Xi'er on time and in quantity, if you have something to call me, I won't come if it's okay, it's also boring here, I will ask the emperor to send me back to the capital in two days, the sky is high and the water is long, and I want to come to see it later.
I admit this child, and from now on I am my goddaughter, when she is well, I will tell the emperor, but the son of your childhood sweetheart's rich family, you must first find someone to deal with Yingfu, and when the time comes, the emperor will definitely want to see. ”
Guan Yongyi agreed one by one, calmly got up and left, and when he went down the steps, he stumbled and almost fell, but fortunately Nanyou was dragging him on the side, otherwise he would have to roll down the steps.
Sima Nan, who turned out from behind the curtain, was about to fly out with an arrow step and swept to the door, but he stopped his steps violently and smashed his fist on the wall next to the door, the wall skin fell off one after another, and his hands were bloody and blurred.
Guan Yong walked over, tore a piece of his shirt to bandage him, and his voice was soft and amiable: "Husband, since you have decided, don't regret it, besides, this is not something that can be regretted, such a decision is the best for her, if not, do you want her to see you now?"
What if she saw you as you are? You know better than I do, do you? Although the emperor's character is despicable, you have also seen it with your own eyes, and the emperor still loves her deeply.
That's enough, there is the most powerful person in the world who loves her, and she is so smart, she will definitely be happy, just like me, I love Jiang Ming, but in the end, I was also moved by you, and I was willing to be your wife? ”
"Even if that's the case, you have to leave some room for speech, why hurt her so deeply and make her so sad." Sima Nan opened his mouth in a low voice.
Guan Yong's eyes flashed with some desolation, and he said faintly: "Husband, since you want to break up, you have to do it simply, procrastination will only make it more painful, and the long pain is better than the short pain."
It's my mistake, I shouldn't be in a hurry to see her, so reckless to take risks, although my appearance has been ruined, but my martial arts are still there, but unfortunately, this martial arts is no more, it will be seen by a group of little hairy children, and I can't dodge the arrows shot by the guards, what qualifications do I have to affect her, or you. “
Sima Nan said bitterly.
"Husband, don't say such things, no matter what you become, you are my husband who manages Yong, we will live the rest of our lives together in peace and happiness in this country, although Xi'er is not our flesh and blood, but I believe that sooner or later we will have our own flesh and blood, when the time comes, our family will be happy, under the moon flower field, live a fairy-like life, husband, do you say okay?"
Guan Yong opened his arms, hugged Sima Nan tightly from behind, and said emotionally.
Sima Nan closed his eyes tightly, not letting tears flow out, and his heart was like a fire.
Calm today is wearing an emerald green dress, which is the color that Zhang likes.
He likes her to wear pink and look innocent, and he wants her to be an innocent girl in pink forever under his protection, so she always wears pink.
The day she came, she was still wearing pink, it was today, it was today, she changed her clothes, she was really sad, and she really planned to forget about him and start over.
Sima Nan didn't know whether he should be happy or sad.
This is what he wants, and it is he who makes Guan Yong lie and say that Xi'er is their child.
He should be happy that he finally got his wish, and saw that Zhun Jing had completely forgotten him and buried him completely.