Winter goes to spring, Zhou Chengan is already learning to walk, and Zhou Lingan has also begun to go to private school. The children are becoming more and more lively day by day, but Yan Lingyue is getting thinner and thinner. Until one afternoon, coughing up blood.

Mama Li panicked.

Yan Lingyue grabbed the blood handkerchief, but the corners of her mouth overflowed with a smile.

"Queen, why are you so troubled? The old slave is going to ask for a doctor," Mama Li blushed.

Yan Lingyue stopped Mama Li, "If it's not in the way, just help me to lie down in the room." ”

Mama Li wanted to say something more, Yan Lingyue said again, "I eat all kinds of precious medicinal food every day, I have to be good as a long time ago, I don't have to trouble the imperial doctor anymore, the body of this palace is clear to this palace." ”

Seeing that Yan Lingyue insisted on this, Mama Li sighed and helped Yan Lingyue to the bed.

The door was shut, the room was quiet, Yan Lingyue exhaled lightly and closed her eyes.

Father and Queen Mother, how about Yue'er go to find you? If she never opens her eyes again, will she be free?

She knew she was sick of the heart!

From the moment she opened her eyes and became the fifth lady of the Yan family, she was determined to take revenge, and she lived for revenge in this life. But as a result, she fell in love with the person she shouldn't love the most, and she wanted to grow old with him hand in hand.

If people are too greedy, there will be retribution. Zhou Zongping died in front of her, she avenged her father and queen mother, but when she faced Zhou Ziyu again, her heart was full of guilt. She wanted to be as good as possible to Zhou Ziyu to make up for this guilt. She thought that after a long time, everything would be smoothed out, but the death of Wang Laoju spread everything in the daylight again. Although Wang Lao Jushi did not confess to her until he died.

But because of this, Yan Lingyue's psychological burden is even heavier.

Wang Laojushi murdered Zhou Ziyu, although it was to avenge his Wang family, but it cannot be denied that he was also planning for her. And the reason why Wang Laojushimanmen was destroyed was also to be loyal to Beiyan.

In the final analysis, it was all her fault. If she wants revenge, she should leave everything behind and be bent on revenge. If she hadn't loved Zhou Ziyu, she wouldn't have had a dispute with Mr. Wang, and Mr. Wang's plan would have succeeded.

It was her, her lack of determination, that led to the discovery of Wang Laojushi's plan and the death of Wang Laojushi.

But even so, even if Wang Laoju was dying, he was still protecting her.

How can she be ......

She's really damned......

When she is dead, she will be able to see her father and queen mother. If she dies, she will be able to apologize to Wang Laoju under Jiuquan. When she died, she didn't have to feel guilty about Zhou Ziyu anymore.

At this moment, Yan Lingyue really had no idea of survival, she just wanted to leave everything behind and die.

"What about the queen mother, I want to see the queen mother......"

A cry outside the door pulled Yan Lingyue's consciousness back from which she was gradually drifting away.

"The princess is obedient and obedient. The queen is not feeling well and is resting, shall we go to the queen mother later? ”

"No, no, I want the queen mother ...... now"

Listening to the crying outside, Yan Lingyue's tears fell unconsciously.

She also has two children, she still has Cheng An and Ling An to take care of, and she also has the blood of their Yan family Yan Le'an to take care of. After Wang Laoju was arrested, she sent a message to Yan Mansion and made arrangements to protect Bai Yaqing and Yan Le'an. Now, how could she be so selfish to throw off everything and walk away.

In Yan Lingyue's trance, Zhou Lingan had already broken free from Mama Li's confinement, pushed open the door, and ran into the house.

Looking at Yan Lingyue, who was lying on the bed and lifeless, Zhou Lingan cried out with a "wow", "Queen Mother, are you sick?" ”

"It's all my father's fault, it's because my father doesn't see my mother all day long, and if I don't take care of my mother, I will make my mother sick," Zhou Ling'an cried and turned around to run, "Ling'an will go to find his father." ”

"Ahem, quick, Mama, stop Ling'an." Seeing that Zhou Lingan was going to Zhou Ziyu, Yan Lingyue panicked and said to Mama Li.

"Yes, the old slave is going to stop the princess, and the queen can rest in peace," Mama Li helped Yan Lingyue cover the quilt, turned around and hurriedly chased after Zhou Ling'an.

Hurriedly walked out of the door, looking at the figure of Bang Chun chasing Zhou Ling'an away, Mama Li stopped and did not catch up again.

In the past, she listened to Yan Lingyue's orders and strictly ordered everyone in Ming Hanxuan, including Zhou Ling'an, not to let anyone disturb the king because of her affairs.

But as a result, Yan Lingyue's body deteriorated, and now she vomited blood. If it goes on like this, Mama Li doesn't know how long their queen mother can last. She also knew that Yan Lingyue was sick of her heart.

As the saying goes, heart disease also needs heart medicine. Maybe the little princess brought the king, and when the king and queen met, they talked about it, and things took a turn for the better.

Not only Mama Li thinks so, but even Bang Chun thinks so. She followed Zhou Lingan all the way to the imperial study.

Everyone knows how much Zhou Ziyu loves Zhou Ling'an. Naturally, no one dared to stop Zhou Ling'an.

"Father, please ask your father to go and see the queen mother," Zhou Lingan stepped into the imperial study and went straight to Zhou Ziyu.

Since Zhou Ziyu recovered, no one had ever looked at Yan Lingyue in front of him, and now that he suddenly heard this, the hand holding the brush paused, and even his heart slowed down by half a beat. But just for a moment, the next moment, he put down the pen, closed the fold, and hugged Zhou Ling'an in his arms.

"At this point in time, Ling'an is not literate in his palace, why did he run to his father's place?" Zhou Ziyu pinched Zhou Ling'an's nose and said fondly.

Zhou Lingan put his arms around Zhou Ziyu's neck, "Father, father, go and see the queen mother, the queen mother is sick, very sick." ”

"The queen mother is sick, you should go to the imperial doctor, where will the father be cured," Zhou Ziyu nodded Zhou Ling'an's forehead and looked at Bang Chun, who was kneeling on the ground, "The queen is sick, if you don't go to the imperial doctor, and let the princess run around, is it enough to live!"

After Bang Chun kowtowed twice, his heart was crossed, and he said, "The slave and maid also beg the king to go up and see the queen, the queen has already taken the medicine for more than a month, and her body has not improved, and she coughed up blood this afternoon." ”

Zhou Ziyu heard the word "coughing up blood", and his body was stunned.

Even Zhang Yu's heartbeat slowed down by half a beat. In the eyes of others, after Zhou Ziyu recovered, his wrists have become more and more vigorous, except that he is not close to women, there is nothing wrong. Only he, who was close to him, knew that their king had not been doing well these days.

Every day, I stayed in the imperial study and was busy until late at night, or I was in a daze in the direction of Ming Hanxuan. Zhang Yu knew that their king had something on his mind, and at the beginning, he also tried to persuade Zhou Ziyu to go and see Yan Lingyue, and the two of them talked about it, but he didn't expect to be rewarded with fifty boards. It was the first time since he had served Zhou Ziyu that he had been punished so severely, and since then he never dared to face Yan Lingyue in front of Zhou Ziyu again.

"I beg my father, I beg my father to go and see my mother, if my father doesn't go, Ling'an...... Ling'an won't eat in the future, Ling'an will go on a hunger strike and accompany his mother when he is sick. ”

Looking at Zhou Ziyu's frowning brows, Zhang Yu struggled for a while, and finally said boldly, "Why don't you go to Ming Hanxuan for a trip?" Take a look at the little prince by the way. ”

"Let's go, let's go," Zhou Lingan hugged Zhou Ziyu's neck, and bean-sized tears rolled down into Zhou Ziyu's placket one by one. I really can't pretend to be Zhou Ling'an's crying method, Zhou Ziyu finally stepped into Ming Hanxuan again after a year.

The people of Ming Hanxuan were overjoyed when they saw Zhou Ziyu who was pulled by Zhou Ling'an. Mama Li held back her tears and welcomed Zhou Ziyu into the door.

"The king will go up and see the queen, and the old slave will take the princess to freshen up."

Zhou Ling'an said smartly, "It's slimy, it's about to die of discomfort, grandma take me to freshen up." ”

"The father must take good care of the queen mother, if the queen mother's body has not improved, Ling'an and Cheng'an will no longer pay attention to the father in the future."

After Mama Li left with Zhou Ling'an in her arms, everyone also quietly retreated very interestingly.

For a while, if Ming Hanxuan was big, only Zhou Ziyu outside the door and Yan Lingyue in the house were left.

Looking at the closed door for a while, Zhou Ziyu's hand rose and fell. In the midst of hesitation, a shrill cough was heard in the room.

After such a long time, hearing Yan Lingyue's voice again, it was still such a heart-rending cough, Zhou Ziyu couldn't restrain it anymore, pushed open the door and stepped into the room.

"Is it Mama? Pour a glass of water for Hongu," a weak voice came from between the beds.

Zhou Ziyu pursed his lips, walked to the round table and poured a glass of water, and walked to the bed step by step with the water.

Although he had been mentally prepared for a long time, when he saw the thin and inhuman-shaped Yan Lingyue, all of Zhou Ziyu's sanity was gone, "What are you doing?" Is it the new bitter meat scheme? Is it trying to torture yourself and make me feel distressed? ”

Hearing Zhou Ziyu's voice, Yan Lingyue, who had originally closed her eyes, opened her eyes suddenly.

Looking at Yan Lingyue's chapped lips, Zhou Ziyu pinched her chin and put the jug in the cup into her throat, "Who is torturing yourself so much?" Well? ”

Yan Lingyue, who was impacted, couldn't help coughing again, and the bright red blood stains on the handkerchief pierced Zhou Ziyu's heart.

"Aren't you waiting for you to die alone and take control of the power of the world? Now that you have made yourself like this, how can you unite with others to usurp the throne? Zhou Ziyu stared at the blood stains on the handkerchief and roared angrily.

was said so unbearable by her beloved, Yan Lingyue's tears burst out of her eyes, and she kept shaking her head, "No, I didn't think about usurping the throne, I never thought about holding the power of the world." I don't know, I really don't know that Old Man Wang wants to harm you, I really don't know ......"

"Yes, you don't know, you were used by Wang Lao Jushi, if you hadn't exposed Wang Lao Jushi at a critical moment, Gu might have died, right?" Zhou Ziyu sneered.

Yan Lingyue kept shaking her head, "I'm sorry, I'm really sorry, it's all my fault." Everything is my fault. ”

She is sorry for Zhou Ziyu, sorry for Wang Laojushi, and sorry for her father and queen mother.

"If I die, you can get rid of your hatred, then you can kill me," Yan Lingyue sighed lightly and closed her eyes.

Looking at the tears on Yan Lingyue's face, Zhou Ziyu clenched his fist and punched the bed.

"You say, did I owe you in my last life, Yan Lingyue!"

Looking at Zhou Ziyu's bleeding hands, Yan Lingyue felt a pain in her heart, "Imperial Doctor, what about people, quickly call Imperial Doctor." ”

When Yan Lingyue was holding Zhou Ziyu's hand, Zhou Ziyu pulled her into his arms.

"Why do you think you're so stupid? I have already set up Zhou Cheng'an as the crown prince, after a hundred years of loneliness, the world is Zhou Cheng'an's, how can you still be used by Wang Lao's layman? Zhou Ziyu said, "Do you know how heartbroken this palace is?" ”

"Or do you not trust me at all, don't trust me and spoil you alone, are you worried that I will change my mind in the future and want to take power into your own hands?"

Listening to Zhou Ziyu's heart-wrenching voice, Yan Lingyue was stunned and stunned, it seemed that Zhou Ziyu really didn't know that the death of the former emperor was related to her. He just thought that she was being used by the old monk Wang to plot to usurp the throne......

Also, if Zhou Ziyu knew that the death of the former emperor was related to her, no matter how deep his feelings were, he would not be able to tolerate her living until now.

This road of life was left for her by Mr. Wang. Thinking like this, Yan Lingyue couldn't help crying, "I'm sorry, I'm really sorry......"

"Yan Lingyue, you listen to Lonely. If you really feel sorry for Lone, then use the rest of your life to compensate for Lonely, Lone doesn't want to see you look like a misanthropic person. Don't forget that you still have two children," Zhou Ziyu bit Yan Lingyue's lip fiercely, tossing and turning.

Don't forget that you have two more children...... Yes, how could she be willing to leave her two children behind, not to mention Yan Le'an, she was reluctant.

Wang Lao Jushi used death to pave a way for her to live, how could she think about death. Since God has given her the opportunity to be reborn, she should cherish it.

As for the death of the first emperor, that will forever be a secret. The secret between her and Zhou Ziyu!

Since ancient times, no one has had secrets, especially the women who live in this harem. For the rest of her life, she will carry this secret, stand beside Zhou Ziyu, and look at this prosperous world side by side with him. In this way, she lived up to her father and queen mother, and lived up to the death of Wang Lao.

She Yan Lingyue is bound to become the most noble person in the world!