"Bang!" My brother fell heavily on the couch and rolled off the couch again.

After rolling down, he hurriedly held on to the coffee table next to him, sat up, and looked at me in horror and puzzlement: "What's wrong with you?" ”

"What did you do to me?" It should be a memory recovery, which reminds me of how bad my brother was to me at the time, and then compared to my brother's kindness to me, I look at my brother now, and the more I look at it, the more unpleasant it becomes, and I want to beat him.

Walking over quickly, I grabbed my brother's clothes from his chest, lifted him off the ground, and raised my fist to hit him.

At this time, Guan Yan stopped my hand and shook his head at me.

As soon as I turned my hand, I broke free from the restraints and punched my brother in the shoulder, asking as I did, "Are you my brother?" Isn't it my brother? Isn't it ......"

"I don't think you're my sister." My brother rubbed the place where I had been beaten and said.

"Are you my brother?" I asked him, "Are you worthy to be my brother?" ”

Originally, my brother heard my previous sentence and opened his mouth to answer me, but when I heard me ask him later if he was worthy of being my brother, his mouth opened and there was nothing.

He glanced at Guan Shi next to him, then looked at me, and said aggrievedly: "To be honest, I haven't figured out the situation now, and I don't know why you beat me." ”

"You, tell me why, so that I can die."

"Okay, you want to know why, right?" I wiped the tears from my face, took a light breath, looked at my brother and said, "I ask you, why do you always bully me when you are there?" ”

"When?" My brother obviously didn't expect me to hit him, because of the time, he was stunned for a moment, then his eyes flashed, avoiding my gaze and said, "I forgot everything about the time." ”

"You fart!" If you forget, what kind of eyes flashed in his eyes just now, and what did he avoid my gaze.

As soon as he flashed his eyes away from me, it meant that he remembered the past.

My brother's eyes flashed even more, and he shook his head from side to side: "I really forgot." ”

Although my brother and I never lived together and didn't have a very good relationship, I still got to know him a little.

Especially his movement of looking left and right.

Because my brother didn't study very well when he was in school, and he loved to fight at school, when he went back for the Chinese New Year, my dad asked him about his situation at school and asked him if he had a fight, and he was like this, shaking his head from side to side, full of lies.

"Do you believe it or not, I'll pry your head open and take a look?" I just casually threatened.

My brother was really frightened, he stopped shaking his head, looked down at his side and behind him, and said a little scoundrel: "Even if you remember, what? That's all in the past, and I can't change it. ”

"If you're angry, then you punch me a few more times. This is what I owe you, and I will pay it back to you. ”

"You still? Do you still have it? When I heard my brother's words, tears welled up in my eyes again.

I blinked desperately, blinked the tears from my eyes, sniffed and said, "I just want to know, why do you always bully me?" I'm your sister, do you think of me as a sister? ”

My brother didn't say anything at first, but then I punched him a few times and asked him twice before he muttered, "Isn't it normal for my brother to bully my sister?" ”

Normal?

It's normal for his brother to bully his sister?

Maybe.

When Lin and I were with her, her brother often bullied her, but when she grew up, her brother treated her very well.

But what about me?

Ever since I was older, my brother has never treated me well.

If I'm just Mo Ran, just a simple Mo Ran, just this life, it's not normal for my brother to bully my sister, I will also feel normal.

However, I'm not, I'm still a cloud.

When I was Caiyun, my brother loved me and loved me so much.

In today's words, I am a princess held in the palm of my brother's hand, but when it comes to my brother, I am not even as good as a Cinderella.

I still can't figure it out, so I just went to call my brother home for dinner, why did he push me to the ground and stomp on my hand with his foot.

Thinking of the memories of my brother bullying me, and comparing the memories of my brother loving me, I feel like my eyes are going to cry blind.

Tears fell down in a hurry, and I couldn't stop it.

Guan Yan put his arm around my shoulders behind him and said softly, "Wife, let's go home, okay?" ”

I shook my head in refusal, grabbed my brother's collar with my hand, shook him vigorously, and cried and shouted at him, "You are not my brother, you are not worthy of being my brother at all!" ”

After shouting, I pulled my hand to the side and dragged my brother out.

I saw my brother fly in the air for a short time, and part of his body landed on the sofa, and the other part went beyond the sofa.

Because of the excess part, my brother's body sank, and the whole person fell off the sofa.

It just so happened that my dad and my mom who came back from grocery shopping saw this scene.

I was also so emotional that I didn't hear the door open.

And Guan Yan heard it, he deliberately didn't tell me, and wanted my dad and my mom to suppress the emotions that were rolling in my heart.

"What's going on?" My mother's frightened voice suddenly appeared behind me, and I was startled, and instinctively raised my hand to wipe the tears from my face.

This action of wiping tears was seen by my mother, who hurriedly lost the key and food in her hand and walked quickly towards me: "Dye, what's wrong with you?" Why are you crying? ”

Originally, I didn't want to tell my mother about my complicated feelings for my brother and my brother, but after all, I have lived with my mother for 27 years, and I have the best relationship with my mother.

In the past, I would talk to my mother when I was unhappy, and it became a habit.

So, when I heard my mom ask me why I was crying, my emotions didn't hold back all of a sudden, and I cried out loud with a "wow".

"Mom......" I cried and ran to my mom.

My mom reached out and hugged me, and gently stroked my back, while caressing, while comforting me: "Dye, don't be sad, tell Mom, what's going on?" ”

"Mom......" I let out a long whimper, lying on my mother's shoulder, crying and sobbing: "When I was born, the monk who passed by, he was my brother, my own brother. ”

"What?" When my mother heard this, she was so shocked that she stopped stroking my back.

But soon, my mother regained her composure, and her hand continued to stroke my back, asking, "What about him?" He...... Why didn't I come back with you? ”

"He's gone, he's gone, he's never coming back." When I got here, I remembered my brother's appearance when he left, and my heart was like a knife, hugging my mother and crying bitterly.

"Dye, don't be upset, huh? You still have Mom, and we are always your family. ”

"Hmm." Hearing that my mother will always be my family, my emotions gradually stabilized, and I thought to myself that I had lived for more than 2,000 years.

Compared to my mother, than in this house, except for Guan Fu, everyone has lived longer, but I still can't control my emotions, angry and sad in front of them.

"Mom, why don't you ask me, how can he be my brother?" After my mood stabilized, I asked my mom.

My mother listened, was silent for a while, and said slowly, "Do you want to?" If you don't want to, don't. Mom knows it or not, it doesn't matter. ”

"Mom, I'm from another world, the Demon God Realm, I'm ......" I gave a rough idea of how I was from the Demon God Realm and was injured and brought here by my brother.

I didn't have that part of reincarnation.

Because I was afraid that my mother would know that I was not her daughter, that I had just robbed her daughter's body, and that she would resent me.

I didn't want her to resent me, so I didn't reincarnate at that time.

If one of my moms knows, I hope my mom won't blame me.

After that, my mother didn't say anything for a long time.

I asked her a little nervously, "Mom, are you scared?" ”

At the same time, I thought to myself, is it too early for me to be my identity with my mother.

Or maybe I shouldn't be my mom who I am.

"It's not scared, it's just ......" my mother "touched" "touched" my head, sighed and said, "It's really far away." ”

When I heard that my mother was really far away, I remembered my mother Zeng: the monk was married to me far away.

I knew why I took Guan Shi home and married my parents, my mother was fine at first, and when she heard that I would often come to see her after I got married, her eyes were red.

I found out why I got married, and when my mother heard that I was going on my honeymoon, her chopsticks couldn't hold it and fell down.

She must have thought that Guan Fang and I were going on our honeymoon and wouldn't come back.

Before, as a daughter, I didn't understand what this distant marriage meant to my parents.

Now that I have all my memories restored, and I am a mother myself, I know what it means to my parents to marry far away, or to have children leave their parents.

At this time, I felt very sorry for my mother.

If I hadn't robbed her of her daughter's body, maybe she wouldn't have suffered this separation.

"Mom, I'm sorry." I expressed my deep apologies, hugged my mother tightly and said, "But don't worry, Mom, even if I leave in the future, I will definitely come back to see you." ”

I've thought about it, and when I go back and take care of things over there, I'll come back and accompany my parents to old age.

"Good!" My mom let out a loud yes.

After that, she pushed me away, wiped the tears from my face, looked at my face and said, "Dye, can mom ask you one thing?" ”

"Mom, you ask, you can ask whatever you want." I told my mom that I'm from the demon god realm, and there's nothing I can't tell my mom.

Except, of course, the matter of reincarnation.

My mom turned to look at my brother, and I followed my mom to look at my brother.

My brother had already sat up, and when he saw us looking at him, he was physically able to reflexively retreat.

My mother asked, "Mom wants to ask you, did you beat your brother because your brother left and was sad?" ”

"Hmm." I looked at my brother and nodded.

My brother looked at me with an incredulous expression.

My mom looked back at me and asked, "Did you feel better?" ”

After asking, without waiting for me to answer, my mother turned to look at my brother again, "If it's still uncomfortable, I won't care if you beat your brother again." He bullied you a lot, and I didn't even treat him with anything. ”

When I heard my mother ask me to hit him, the look on my brother's face instantly changed from incredulous, to frightened, to disbelief.

The old man with raised eyebrows probably thought that my mother was a fake, and let my sister beat me.

But when he heard my mother's later sentence: He didn't bully you less, and I didn't have anything to do with him, my brother's raised eyebrows slowly fell back again, and the expression on his face turned into resignation.

My brother's changes have been seen by me.

Seeing my brother's last resigned look, I felt that I was a bully, even more bullying than when my brother bullied me.

I looked at him and shook my head, "No, it's much better now." ”

I don't know if it's because my mood has changed, and some of my feelings have also changed.

Now that I'm calming down, I think about my brother's sentence again: It's not normal for my brother to bully my sister, and I think it's nothing when he bullies me.

I also think that I am a little too harsh on my brother by comparing my brother with my brother.

After all, my brother is my brother, and my brother is my brother, and their living environment and family situation are different.

Forget it, don't think about the unpleasant things.

Let's just let this go like this.

"It's better." My mom pulled me to the couch.

Guan Shi and my dad put me on the furniture that I had just dropped my brother and talked about "messing", and my sister-in-law went to see my brother.

My mom and I walked to the sofa and were just about to sit down, when we suddenly heard my sister-in-law exclaim, "Husband, what's wrong with you?" ”

Immediately afterward, I heard my brother's irrepressible cry coming from there, louder and louder.

My mother and I looked at each other, and quickly turned our heads to look, and saw my brother sitting there, holding his arms, his head buried in his arms, and his crying shoulders shaking.

"Xinxin, what's wrong with you?" My mom asked distressedly.

The palms and backs of my hands are full of meat, and my mother feels sorry for me, and she also feels sorry for my brother.

I dragged my mom over.

"Xinxin?" My mom bent down and touched my brother's arm with her hand.

My brother sobbed heavily, and his voice choked up: "I hated you very much at that time, I hated you very much, because you robbed your parents." ”

"What? Sinsing, what are you in? "My mom didn't understand what my brother meant, but I did.

I said to my mom, "I just asked him why he always bullied me. ”

When I asked my brother just now, my brother first forgot about the time, and then it was not normal for my brother to bully my sister.

In a word, he refused to answer my question.

Unexpectedly, now I don't ask, but he has his own answer.

"Xin Xin, do you still blame us for not taking you with us when we came to Shuangcheng?"

My brother's cry increased again, and he cried loudly, "I'm 'you don't want me anymore, woo-woo......"

"We didn't want you." My mother squatted down, put her arm around my brother's shoulder, and said, "It's not that we don't want to take you, it's that you 'milk' she loves you too much and wants to keep you by her side." ”

"Woo woo......" My brother cried louder and whimpered, "I know, I know, I only found out later." But at that time......"

"At that time, I said, 'You don't want me anymore, you don't want me because you dye it, so I hate dyeing so much. Every time you come home and see her dressed so well, like a princess, I hate her even more. ”

After listening to my brother's words, I also understand, it turns out that my brother always bullied me and was misled by me.

It turns out that the reason why my brother and I don't have a good relationship is because of my "milk" and "milk".

However, my "milk" and "milk" had already gone in the year I graduated.

If my "milk" and "milk" were still alive, I would definitely go to her and ask her why she did this.

Not for myself, but for my brother.

I "milk" "milk" she doesn't know how much her words have affected my brother.

In those years, he must have hated me so much, and he must have hated my parents a little bit.

The more I think about it, the more resentful I become, but she is no longer alive, so I can only hold this resentment in my heart, and it is very uncomfortable.

Just when I was feeling very uncomfortable, suddenly there was a knock at the door.

My dad went to open the door, and when he saw two adults standing at the door, a child, who was only three or four years old, he asked, "Who are you looking for?" ”

Before the two adults could answer, the child raised his head and said, "Mo Qiang, don't you know me?" I'm your mother! ”

~The Buddha side of the obsessive monk is finished~

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