Chapter 42 Open your heart and name your heart
Can't you also learn to stay at home every day and wait for rabbits, right? After all, where in the world are there so many stupid rabbits that crash into tree trunks and wait for you to pick them up?
Dou Miao was a little frowning when she heard me say, and immediately put down the chopsticks in her hand and approached me, happily closing her mouth, and smiling like a flower on her face, "Then you can tell Miao quickly~"
"Where's Long Qianye?"
"Like in his own room." Dou Miao pursed her lips.
I sat up and went to RyΕ«chino's room.
Since he healed Dou Miao, he has rarely come out, and the original person in his body is sitting cross-legged in this house at any time, standing on his knees, like the posture of "Guanyin sitting on a lotus".
"Hey"
His eyes were still closed, and he knew I was there from the moment I walked in, "What are you doing?" β
"Did you treat Doumiao that day, did you ...... yourself?"
Before I could finish speaking, he was the first to cut me off, "What are you looking for me to do?" β
Hey, I don't get it! How can there be such a big gap between him and when he first came these days? A cold face at every turn!
"Okay! You've got a big temper! But don't forget whose territory is the soil beneath your feet. β
When the words fell, I took a deep breath, and the moment I turned to go out, my knuckles were pinched and gurgled by me. I was still thinking of discussing with him the mysterious incident that happened before he came back today, but I couldn't stand sitting on the cold bench when he was so rejected, and all interest was lost in an instant.
But he snorted, "Come back." β
I reluctantly turned my head to look at him, he squinted at me and smiled cutely and slyly, and his heartbeat suddenly seemed to slow down by half a beat, and he was stunned for a moment. It's been strange lately, why do you always have such special emotions for him?
I stared at him without saying a word until his smile froze on his face. The awkward atmosphere made a cold sweat break out on my forehead.
"Who made you just not call ...... name"
"Name? Long Qianye is his name, not yours. And I don't know your name, so I can only call you, hey, hey, this, that. β
Hearing this, he was also stunned, stood up and walked towards me, his expression seemed to be very complicated, he just lowered his head and looked down at me, there was an indescribable sadness in it, "Then, then you give me a nice name." β
Unconsciously, my hand reached out slightly to the upper left, trying to touch his flawless cheek and feel his temperature, but his body shrank back after him, with a vigilant expression, "Did you think I wanted to be him just now?" β
Is it? My heart twitched, and I abruptly withdrew my hand.
The atmosphere seemed to be getting a little awkward, and I could probably feel it. And I, I only know that I actually have the illusion that the demon male Long Qianye has changed from the initial saber rattling I don't know when it started, to the current confusion, so that I can now have the illusion that he is Long Qianye.
"Why don't you have the surname Yu with me in the future?"
"Not good."
"Why?"
"There's no why, it's not good if I say it's bad."
"......" suddenly felt the urge to go up and give him a punch, but unfortunately he was not tall enough......
"And what kind of name do you want?"
He smiled and said, "Elegant, extraordinary, extravagant." β
"It's called Junxin. What do you think? β
"Weird. Why do you want to call me that? β
He asked casually, and I felt my heart stop beating half a beat in vain, and I lowered my eyes and turned my head away, without saying a word.
I felt like I was trapped in something, and I didn't dare to face it or even admit why I thought of such two words in a split second.
"That's good."
Judging by his expression, he seemed a little disappointed. His eyes were filled with some kind of emotion that couldn't be dissolved, and I couldn't understand it.
"Okay, Junxin will be my name in the future. By the way, what did you just do when you came to me? β
"Two things happened when I came back today, after all, unusual."
I told him everything that had happened on my way back, and asked him what he thought.
"That unkempt woman came to you on her own initiative, right?"
I nodded. "Do you think she's human, or ......?"
"Whatever she is, I'm sure that woman will come back to you again."
"Why?"
"Huh. You actually have more important and crucial things to tell me, do you? β
My eyes widened, and I replied with an unnatural smile, "Why, I said it all." β
"Let me ask you, do you think we can become friends?"
He popped up with this, and he and I both stared at each other, neither of us speaking first.
The only thought in my mind was: our relationship is really, really complicated.
First of all, he only remembered what his master told him, but he didn't know his name and he forgot where he came from, and he had so many blanks that I really didn't know what to do with him.
Secondly, what I don't understand even more is why the dignified prince of the dragon clan, the demon male dragon Qianye, resides in his body? It seems a little strange to talk about a friend when a stranger is so one with someone who has hurt me the most in the past.
And myself, my body is not only me, but also a demon spirit called Mu Jinhuan is dominant, let me ask people like me and him in two situations, how to be friends?
I think that since we are friends, we should say nothing and talk about the person who is friends with him. But he and I have too many secrets for each other to be known to outsiders. People's hearts are separated from their stomachs, and who knows which words he says are true and which ones are false. In case he and Long Qianye are actually the same person at all, then I ......
"Can't you?"
I don't answer the rhetorical question, "Why do you ask that?" β
"You seem to be suspicious of me from beginning to end, always on the lookout for me. I don't know anything about you except that time when you were angry and told you about your past with Long Qianye. For example, Long Qianye called you Yu Mengfan, but Dou Miao called you Sister Xinxin, why? Ordinary people eat three meals a day and five grains, what do you and the bean sprouts eat? It is rumored that Strange Country Street is not a place where ordinary people can wander and live here, why are you here? And the Soul Abyss Pavilion, what is the relationship with you? β
"For another example, when you went out for a long time that day and didn't come back, when I went to look for you, you were so in a trance that you took the initiative to throw yourself into the arms of death, and when you got home, you wanted to kill the bean seedlings who had always been close to you, but you didn't realize that you were the same as me, and there was another person living in your body?"
"I ......"
He continued to speak in a cold voice, "Dou Miao disappeared overnight, and when she came back, she was bloody, and I heard the words of the Soul Wish Pavilion and the Soul Contract outside the door. I live under the same roof with you every day, and I thought at least you would explain something to me, but no. Take today, for example, you actually want to ask me if what you met was accidental or if someone deliberately came to your door, and I replied that they would come back again, and you seemed to be full of joy. What are you expecting? Did it have something to do with the soul pact I heard that day?
"We're like, you're always on the lookout for me, and I'm always speculating about you. Except for the dragon prince who has lived in my body for a long time, I don't know anything about myself. Meeting is fate, I try to get close to you, but you try to keep me out as much as possible. β
Seeing that the more he spoke, the more excited he became, his voice became louder and more urgent, and there was a longing in his eyes that could not be ignored, and he looked at me so coldly, I couldn't help but take a step back in fright.
Eventually, he calmed down, and said to me word by word, "So I really need and long for a friend as quiet and beautiful as you, and that's all." Do I want more? Or is it hard to be friends with you? β
I never expected that I would discuss with him what happened today, and it would turn out to be like this. As he said, he, me, and Doumiao, for the past ten or twenty days, we have lived under the same roof. From the moment I suspected that he was the demon male Dragon Chino, I was extremely repulsive to him, and once thought that he was brazenly weaving one lie after another all the time.
I have even thought of countless ways to retaliate against him, such as at the end of the month, I will go to the Soul Wish Pavilion to negotiate with Xiao Zunli about the number of soul contract contracts, so that I can use this to tell Xiao Zunli that Long Qianye is in my Soul Abyss Pavilion, and then fight Xiao Zunli inside and outside to retaliate against him. But he said that he was now in a situation as unspeakable as mine. I started to hesitate. Long Qianye is Long Qianye, he is him, and I can't confuse them, so I'm a little undecided. It is precisely because of this hesitation that I get along with the person in his body itself in a more delicate way.
Especially when he asked me to give him a name today, for a moment, it really touched me. I don't know what to do with this person. There's nothing wrong with taking revenge on Long Qianye, but the person who originally had his body --------- Junxin and is innocent.
Seeing him sit aside and bow his head and say nothing, forget it, Long Qianye is Long Qianye, he is him, I can't confuse them, "I am friends with you as a dead heart." β
As she spoke, she reached out to him and motioned for him to put her hand on mine. When he heard my words, he was stunned for a moment, and then immediately showed a sunny smile, and then vigorously pulled me into his broad and firm chest, and was a little emotional, "Then can I love you as a sister?" β
"Hmm." When the words fell, my face instantly turned red. Although I don't quite adapt to his initiative and enthusiasm, since we are friends, it is nothing, right?
At this moment, Doumiao's voice came from the door, "You ......"
Knowing that Doumiao must have misunderstood, a cold sweat broke out in her heart. I immediately motioned for him to let me go.
Instead of letting go, he hugged harder, for fear that I would regret and deliberately say it loudly so that Dou Miao could hear it clearly, "What are you afraid of, didn't you just say that we are friends?" You promised me that I could love you like a sister......"