Chapter 194: Finding Voice

She felt like she was done.

Without Yan Yuan, the days would only be desperate and lonely.

She still vividly remembers how she felt five years ago.

The pain at that time, the despair at that time, all the tears of sorrow, evaporated in the body, turned into high-temperature steam, and smoked the internal organs.

After she felt her heart gradually numb, she chose to accept the facts.

But now, she didn't dare to imagine that the pain only made her nervous once, and if she experienced it again, she might really not be able to bear it.

"Xing Fei?"

A shout snapped her back to her senses, and her colleague came up to her and looked at her strangely.

"Why are you stunned? How's the preparation, I'll be ready to go in a while. ”

She nodded, pulling out a smile, "Okay." ”

She's going to the airline now, and it's also an opportunity to get a glimpse of what's going on inside.

Before leaving, he still sent a message to Ji Bei.

"Yan Yuan's plane had an accident, but I believe he must be safe, and I hope you can find out as soon as possible."

She believes that Ji Bei is so capable, she will definitely be able to find out.

The weather was a bit overcast, and the whole city was covered in dark clouds, which was dreary and breathless.

Xing Fei looked up at the heavy gray clouds, and it seemed that a storm was coming.

After the interview, the information she got can be called no.

The company's answer was official and polite, without explaining the cause of the accident, obviously not wanting to implicate the responsibility on itself.

Xing Fei and her colleagues rushed to several hospitals to investigate information on the injured in the city.

She ran quickly, comparing one by one, and didn't want to miss anyone.

When it got dark, there were still two hospitals that had not been confirmed, and colleagues said that they were tired all day and did not have time to eat.

After Xing Fei said goodbye to them, she still didn't give up and continued to go to the remaining two hospitals.

On the way, she was thinking about what she would do if she saw Yan Yuan really lying on the hospital bed.

But what if she searched the hospital and didn't see him?

Either way, she couldn't afford it.

In the end, he was not there.

She was relieved and worried at the same time.

Ji Bei's call also came, and she quickly picked it up when she saw hope.

"How? Did he not get on the plane at all? ”

"According to the investigation, he did go to the airport in the early hours of the morning, but it may not have been on the plane, and the airline is currently strictly controlling all the news, so it is useless for me to ask anyone."

Ji Bei then comforted her a few words.

Xing Fei wanted to open her mouth and continue to let him look for it, but before she could say anything, she swallowed it.

Ji Bei and Yan Yuan have no friendship, it is definitely not shallower than her feelings, he must be very anxious, and it is useless to say more by himself.

"Okay, thank you for your hard work."

She then continued to call Yan Yuan, and the phone was turned off.

I hung up the phone, my arm drooped, and the phone fell to my side.

She buried her face in her hands, and her eyes were full of him.

He promised to be with her for the rest of his life, and he also said that he loved her very much, and the two also planned the future together.

She didn't believe that anything would happen to him, and she looked up, her eyes slightly red but without tears.

It's been less than 24 hours, and she shouldn't be too desperate.

What she needs to do now is to wait quietly and report well, because there are hundreds of people who are just as sad as her.

She pulled herself together, lifted her tired legs, and headed home.

Five years ago, I saw that his so-called ashes could be carried over, and now the situation is very optimistic.

Ji Bei told her that no news is the best news, and a man like Yan Yuan would definitely not die like that.

Xing Fei fell on the bed and closed her eyes, her eyelids heavy but not sleepy.

Tossing and turning, back to the state she was five years ago, she had insomnia.

In the end, the east showed the white of the fish's belly, and the red sun was about to rise, so she simply sat up, opened the balcony door, and stood on the balcony, watching the red rise from afar.

gradually lit up the whole city, opened the curtain of another day, and injected her with the blood of a new day.

She thought that she had nothing left anyway, and that she should get used to people and things disappearing from her.

The rest of the work was still complicated and rushing, and at the end of the day, her legs would swell in a circle, just because she walked too much blood.

She stood on the balcony and watched, but there was no sunrise today, the sky had been gray, there were no stars last night, and she was wondering if there would be rain today.

It's been three days since that accident happened, and 72 hours have passed.

There were waves of protests in society, and the entire victims' families were immersed in a river of grief.

She is getting more and more excited, and she has been getting some personnel news one after another in these years, and his news has not been received for a long time, and the possibility that he did not get on the plane is also increasing.

With the voice of the public, the airline finally released the information of all the personnel on board, and also published the cause of the accident.

Xing Fei looked at the personnel registration form and couldn't help laughing.

Her hand holding the mouse trembled uncontrollably, and a tear fell on the keyboard.

Yan was far from boarding.

The news she had been waiting for for a long time was finally released to her, she couldn't control it anymore, she was going to find him right away!

The torrential rain seemed to breathe a sigh of relief, and it began to fall with a bang.

The rain was so heavy that the raindrops hit the ground hard, and a layer of white smoke rose from the ground.

She went downstairs anxiously, didn't bring an umbrella, and didn't bother to go back to get it, so she rushed out with her hand on her head.

The people under the eaves on the side cast their eyes one after another, and talked about her walking in the rain, some laughing at her, some admiring her.

It's like she has come all the way, but most of the people who laugh at her, and only those few close friends who admire her know her.

Guan Guan knew her experience and told her, Xing Fei, you are like a cow, regardless of the things around you, you rush forward with all your strength.

She didn't feel like a cow, she was like a chicken in the soup now.

Taxis were hailed one after another, and no driver was willing to pull her, a person who would seriously pollute the environment in the car.

Eventually, she took the bus with no change, and she sat cheekily in the car after the driver's sneer.

After getting off the bus, there was still a way to go, and the rain did not have any tendency to stop, but it was falling more and more violently.

On the road, there were only people who fled quickly with umbrellas, and it was indeed rare for her to do this.

When she finally arrived at the airport, she had just entered the hall, and the cold air was blowing in her face, and she was covered in goosebumps.

She now understands how bad the air conditioning is.

"When is the fastest flight to Los Angeles?" She ran to the front desk to ask.

The staff was obviously surprised when they saw her, but they answered her with a professional smile.

"I'm sorry ma'am, but it's currently stormy in the city, and today's flights have been canceled."

Her heart sank when she heard it, and at the same time she scolded herself for being stupid, why didn't she think of this problem all the way over.

It may be that her appearance is too pitiful, and the staff kindly added.

"There's free coffee there, you can go there and warm up."

She smiled and thanked her, and turned back to walk outside.

Xing Fei feels that there is true love in the world, and this sentence is not unreasonable.

She became a soup chicken, and with a depressed look, a taxi took the initiative to come, saying that it could give her a ride.

At this time, she didn't shirk it, sitting in the back seat and looking out the window listlessly.

Although I couldn't see anything, the windows were tightly covered by raindrops.

The driver kept looking at her in the rearview mirror, trying to speak many times, but was repelled by her expression.

She is too much like a lovelorn woman now, not to mention that in the heavy rain, walking out of the airport is more like the scene of lovers separating in idol dramas.

She felt the temperature drift through her body little by little, until the warmth of her fingertips ran away, and she began to tremble all over.

When she arrived at her destination, she didn't bring her wallet and had to take out her mobile phone to pay, which had already died in the long rain soak.

Xing Fei was embarrassed to ask him to write down his mobile phone number, and when the time came, she would call her, and she would transfer the money.

The driver waved his hand, kindly didn't want her money, and finally asked her if she needed to go to the hospital.

She refused to go to the hospital, already feeling grateful, and got out of the car after thanking her.

After swiping the card, the elevators closed smoothly, and she saw the mirror in the elevator without any energy, almost not recognizing the woman in front of her.

The whole body was soaked, the hem of the clothes was still dripping, the wet hair was close to the scalp, the face was also defeated, and the dark circles under the eyes were heavy and almost reaching the chin.

No wonder everyone along the way looked at her strangely, and anyone would think that she was not mentally normal.

She laughed at herself and tucked her sideburns behind her ears, the elevator opened, and she walked into the room.

Heading straight to the bathroom, letting the warm water wash over every inch of her skin, she felt too tired, physically and mentally exhausted.

Coming out in a loose nightdress, without blowing her hair, her hair was half-dry, she looked at the heavy rain outside the window, and then remembered that the balcony was not closed.

Hurriedly ran over, the door flapped from time to time, and the ground was already a little waterlogged.

She closed the door tightly, wiped the water dry, her head was a little heavy, and she slipped into the bed.

Her body kept getting cold, and she remembered that she didn't turn on the air conditioner, but why did her hands and feet be cold and shivering.

No, she couldn't get any more feverish, and she dragged her heavy body to the kitchen.

She remembered that there were still two cans of beer in the refrigerator, which she had bought last time when she wanted to drink with Yan Yuan on a whim, and she had not finished drinking stock.

Thinking that Yan Yuan had not heard from her, why did she wait anxiously here alone, she took a big sip depressedly.

"Yan Yuan, you bastard!" She sat on the couch and scolded to herself.

Feeling puzzled, she scolded two more sentences.

After a can of beer, her body finally warmed up, and her consciousness gradually became drowsy, so she closed her eyes.

It's just that her body seems to be getting hotter and hotter, and the heat is a little unbearable for her, and she feels like her head is about to explode.

Turning over uncomfortably, as if holding down something, she opened her eyes in a daze, it was a person.

She immediately woke up, how could there be someone around her?!

She was just buying drunk at home, and it was impossible for anyone to sneak into her home, she held her head with a splitting headache, and her thoughts were numb for a while.

The man moved, and slowly turned back to look at her.

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