Changed to the tenth book, it is Qin Yang's homework book. Although mathematics has always been relatively weak in various subjects, Qin Yang can answer all the questions neatly every time. Because Qin Yang, who is relatively excellent in other subjects, has a big gap in mathematics, Kehua students, who are both Qinyang's homeroom teacher and mathematics teacher, still have a little sense of imbalance. Therefore, in the past, whenever he had spare time, he did not give a small stove to a few students in the class, including Qin Yang, who were worthy of training.

Looking at Qin Yang's homework book, Ke Huasheng has a sad feeling of "seeing things and thinking about people, and things are people".

Staying up until half past ten, he was already a forty-five-year-old uncle, and he couldn't stay up any longer, and his upper and lower eyelids began to fight, and a wave of sleepiness hit.

As soon as Qin Yang went home and put down the sweet potato basket, he could hear the pigs in the pigsty humming non-stop, they must be hungry! When I looked up, I saw that the light in my father's room was on, and the dim yellow light seemed to be sad and sad. The father moaned all the time, and the mother's faint voice of reassuring the father came from the window. Qin Yang couldn't hear what his mother was saying.

In the past few months, his father's painful moans and wails have made Qin Yang somewhat numb.

The pigs in the pigsty were still singing hard, which made Qin Yang's heart a little irritable. So, she fed a dustpan of sweet potatoes to the pigs who were singing in the pigsty. The pigs immediately stopped singing and began to enjoy their dinner.

Qin Yang entered his father's room, and his father immediately stopped moaning, but he could see the painful expression on his face. Mother Jiang Cuilian kept holding his hand. muttered in his mouth, "Her father, you must hold on, hold on, hold on!" Although she was cheering for her husband, she couldn't cry anymore.

"Mom, go out, I'm here with Dad!" Qin Yang didn't want his father to see his mother too sad. So she almost pushed her mother out of her father's house.

She sat down at the head of her father's bed Qin Jiashu and gently held his hand! She found that her father, who was only 50 years old, had his hands as thin as bamboo branches. On his face, his eye sockets were deep-set, and there was no anger at all, and there was only a layer of skin on his face that was wrinkled because of his thinness, and his cheekbones were raised high. The face of a man who was only fifty years old looked like the cheeks of an eighty-year-old man, skinny, and completely half smaller than it had been a few months ago.

watched his father, who was the pillar of the past, be devastated by illness and become what he is now. Qin Yang also wanted to cry very much, but she forcibly held back her tears. As Qin Yang said to his sister Qin Yue many years later, "Life never believes in tears!" Even when you can't stand it, you still can't lie down and rest. ”

Father motioned to Qin Yang that he wanted to drink water. She brought her mother's freshly cooled warm water to her father's mouth. With some difficulty, my father opened his mouth, took a small sip, and pushed the cup away with water. Qin Yang gently put the cup back on the bedside table. Pick up a copy of Reader's magazine and read the story to your father!

Qin Yang has been watching "

Reader", she used to free up her living expenses to buy this magazine every issue. However, the issue of this book was already three months ago, and she did not buy it again since her father was unwell, and offered to reduce her living expenses by half.

After reading for about half an hour, my father slowly raised his hand and waved it for Qin Yang to stop, signaling that he wanted to rest. My father's body was so weak that it took a lot of his strength to speak. Therefore, Qin Yang and his mother and father agreed that if there is any need, they will try to use the most energy-saving way.

Qin Yang wanted to keep the light, but when she walked out of her father's room, her father still clearly squeezed out two words from between his teeth, "Turn off the light". Qin Yang reluctantly turned off the lights. Immediately it was dark in my father's room, and I couldn't see my fingers when I reached out, like a long night. In order to save electricity, my mother didn't even turn on the lights in the hall and yard. Although one energy-saving light bulb is only three watts, and two energy-saving lamps add up to only six watts, it is logical that there is not much wasted electricity, but my mother still wants to save some electricity bills as much as possible.

Qin Yang could feel the suppressed sobbing sound of his mother sitting on the sofa. She walked over and sat down beside her mother in the dark, holding her mother's hand as she had held her father's hand before, for fear of being heard by her father, she suppressed her voice and said to her mother, "Mom, don't worry, I will go to Guangdong to work in two days after I pack up the things in the school tomorrow, and I heard my classmates who graduated from junior high school and worked there say that the salary there is not low." "~Love Literature! … Fastest update

Mother only said "yes"! The feeling of despair and powerlessness in her voice to the end was still clearly remembered by Qin Yang many years later.

Qin Yang stood up and went to pack up some of the textbooks she had already moved back, she planned to sell all the textbooks as waste paper. Qin Yang thought that he wouldn't study anyway, and keeping it would only increase his sadness and pain. If you sell it, you can at least get a few dollars for a few dollars, and it's still okay to buy some salt and soy sauce for your family.

So, Qin Yang turned on the light in the corridor! In an instant, this lamp illuminated the inside and outside of the home, looking very warm, and at the same time, it also illuminated the road after Qin Yang.

Qin Yang plans to check whether there are any "important documents" in his textbook, or even oney! Just when she picked up the first book, she was surprised to find the money lying on the second book, she picked up the money in surprise and counted it! There is still 500 yuan, according to the situation of the family, it is unlikely that there will be 500 yuan, and it is even more impossible for my mother to put the money under her textbook.

She suddenly thought that the homeroom teacher had been here in the afternoon, and everything seemed to understand! As an extremely poor and sick family, a little money should be a matter of "nectar after a long drought", but Qin Yang was not happy at all. So, she didn't tell her mother that the homeroom teacher had left money, so she tore up a piece of homework paper and folded it into an envelope, put the money in it, and attached a small note.

After turning over the textbooks and homework books on the table so that no dead corners were left behind, it was already ten o'clock in the evening. Mom has

After the heat is warmed, the foot washing water is washing my father's feet by the bedside!

Seeing her walk in, her mother didn't raise her head and said, "Hurry up and go to sleep, you have to go to school early tomorrow morning!" Just as Qin Yang wanted to say something, her mother raised her head and stopped her with her eyes.

She instantly understood that her mother didn't want her father to know, because his illness had forced their originally very good eldest daughter to drop out of school!

At half past ten, Qin Yang lay on the bed without any sleep, but he cried all night.

In the morning, she went to school to pack up her leftovers! The aunt, the dormitory administrator, kept persuading her, saying that since her grades were so good, she should not give up. In this small county, there is no hope to go to an undergraduate university, and you should not give up. But Qin Yang gritted his teeth and did not reveal any of his father's illness to the former dormitory manager.

Although she is still young, this 17-year-old girl insists that "no matter how great the suffering, nothing is enough for outsiders." ”

After packing up and packing clothes, Qin Yang was not reluctant to call a tricycle, but borrowed his classmate's bicycle, and moved his clothes and bedding back little by little!

She went to the classroom to pick up the rest of the textbooks during the last two periods! This was also planned by herself! Because she knew that the last two classes belonged to the subject teacher, she had important things to hand over to him.

Sure enough, when Qin Yang went to the familiar classroom that was also his own in the past, it was just in time for the break between classes. The subject teacher who enters the classroom is not like many subject teachers who step on the bell and enter the classroom is already in the classroom. At this moment, he is sitting on the podium and concentrating on correcting his homework!

Qin Yang walked over and handed him an envelope folded into a homework book, "Goodbye, Mr. Ke, thank you!" Teacher Ke casually stuffed the envelope into the lesson plan, and raised his head a little unexpectedly, "Is it really not thinking about it anymore?" Qin Yang. ”

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