Coming out of the uncle's house, looking at the familiar villagers along the way, looking at their smiling faces, Shumei always had an illusion, always thinking that they were saying bad things about themselves, and she had a strong spirit. Violent feeling.

When passing by the storage room, a couple returning to their parents' house happened to break into her opposite her, Shumei almost crashed into the man's arms because of her soul, and the man reached out to help Shumei who was shaky out of kindness.

Because of her shyness, Shumei hurriedly thanked her and hurried away.

But the man's heart was restless, staring at Shumei's face, looking salivating. Shumei walked a long way, and he was still reluctant to blink.

The daughter-in-law next to him couldn't stand it anymore, and scolded loudly by twisting his ears: "What do you see? Look at the old lady to gouge out your eyeballs, what's so good-looking, what's so beautiful about a chicken that doesn't lay eggs, what's not productive, go quickly, you don't want to go to the old lady's bed tonight. ”

"Daughter-in-law, let it go! It hurts, it hurts! ”

"Do you know the pain? It's all self-inflicted. ”

The woman scolded and pulled the man by the ear and forcibly dragged him away. Wen Dazui, who was in the storage room, smiled when he saw this scene.

That woman is also angry that Shumei seduced her man's soul! deliberately said the abuse very loudly, Shumei heard every word and every word, this voice was like a stinger in the heart of the cone, piercing Shumei's heart one by one.

It was this scene that made her decide to go to the hospital for a checkup.

That night, she listened to the words of her eldest aunt Wang Sufang, and found out to Jizong what she had buried in her heart for a long time.

In the dim light, Shumei looked at Jizong's familiar face, leaning on Jizong's shoulder, Jizong was counting the meager salary in his hand intently, today is the day of salary, Jizong has been showing a happy expression on his face.

After hesitating for a while, Shumei finally opened her mouth to Jizong.

"Jizong, do you want a child?"

"Why did you suddenly ask about this?"

Jizong knew very well in his heart what such a thing meant to Shumei, and he never mentioned it because he was afraid that Shumei would be hurt. Today, Shumei took the initiative to mention this matter, which really caught him a little off guard, and he grabbed Shumei's arms in surprise, with an expression of asking for guilt.

"Do you want to?"

Jizong's eyes were a little evasive, he didn't even dare to look directly into Shumei's eyes, "Shumei, it's not early, let's sleep!" Just let things run for the child. ”

From Jizong's tone, Shumei could hear that he wanted a child, and he was taking care of his feelings.

"Why don't we take the time to go to the hospital tomorrow for a check-up?"

"Is it really necessary to go?"

Shumei nodded vigorously, Jizong looked at her longing eyes, and didn't want to say anything more, so she had to nod her head in agreement.

On the second day, before dawn, the two borrowed two bicycles from Fu Jun's house and went to the town. It took more than two hours to get to the town, and it took more than forty minutes to get to the big hospital in the county.

They used what little savings they had to go back and forth between their homes and the county hospital for days.

Today, when the results of the examination were finally known, the two sat on wooden chairs outside the clinic, anxiously waiting for the doctor to call for a call.

Shumei was nervous and scared, and her palms were so anxious that she broke out in a cold sweat. His legs were also trembling slightly due to tension. Jizong understood her mood and reached out to grab her hand tightly, giving her an affirmative look.

"Is No. 21 Kang Shumei here?"

Finally, her name was called, and the two of them approached the consultation room together. Shumei stared at the doctor intently, hoping that the doctor would announce the results quickly, but she was afraid that the doctor would announce the results, and her heart was very entangled.

"Kang Shumei, right?"

The doctor looked through the large stack of sheets in her hand, and after about a minute, the doctor finally spoke.

"Hmm...... Well, I'm Kang Shumei......"

"I've seen all your test results, there's nothing wrong, everything is normal."

Everything is normal? Shumei couldn't believe her ears, she was so excited that she couldn't cry or laugh, her eyes were filled with tears, and she grabbed Jizong's hand hard and didn't know what to say.

"Doctor, if that's the case, why is it that my daughter-in-law and I have been married for a year, and her stomach still hasn't reacted at all?"

Jizong was still calmer, and he continued to ask the doctor rationally.

"Well! There are many reasons, you can also wait and see, some people can only conceive a child after three or five years of marriage, if you are really in a hurry, I suggest that you also go to check and check, this birth of a child is a matter of both parties, the woman's body is fine, it does not mean that your body is also fine. ”

"I'm going to check?"

Jizong looked at the doctor in disbelief, pointed his finger to his nose, and asked in a skeptical tone. I've always only heard that giving birth to a child is a woman's business, but when did men get involved with it? After all, he has no higher education, and he naturally cannot understand this scientific statement.

The doctor began to explain to him carefully, and they seemed to understand what the doctor said.

……

When they came out of the consultation room, the two sat on wooden chairs and hesitated for a long time.

Shumei understood what this meant to Jizong, and she didn't want to put pressure on Jizong, so she just sat next to him silently. No matter what Jizong's final decision is, she will support him without hesitation. If you don't have children, it's a big deal to suffer more cynicism from others; It's a big deal to have no children to hold one. As long as you can be by Jizong's side, nothing else matters.

Like a docile little sheep, she quietly leaned on Jizong's shoulder.

The corridors of the hospital were filled with people, and waves of patients were coming and going in front of their eyes.

After a long period of mental struggle, Jizong finally took responsibility and overcame his little self-esteem.

"Shumei, let's go! Accompany me to the check-up. ”

Jizong got up and left after speaking, Shumei didn't ease up for a while, she caught up with Jizong in a panic, and asked tentatively: "Jizong, have you figured it out?" Do you really want to? ”

"What's there to think about, I have to do this check for your sake."

A few days later, the results of Jizong's examination came out, but I didn't expect the problem to really lie with Jizong. The doctor said that it would be a little difficult for them to have children in the future, maybe three or five years, maybe ten or eight years, maybe only the next life.

On the way home, Shumei sat on the back seat of the bicycle and clutched Jizong's clothes tightly, and Jizong didn't say a word all the way.

At this moment, Jizong's heart is experiencing a sea of swords and fire, and compared with his man's self-esteem, he is more worried about Shumei. Listening to the doctor's words, this disease is not cured, and I don't know when it is a head, so doesn't it make Shumei carry the black pot for him all the time? Let Shumei suffer the humiliation of the villagers for him. He really wanted to die, and felt that he was sorry for Shumei and lived up to her affection for him.