Chapter 63: It turns out that the little shadow understands himself
When Wen Qi heard this, the breath in his throat could finally be put down, his heart was pounding, and his hands were still trembling slightly.
It seems to see the old woman in front of me, trembling and brisk with crutches, standing behind the long line under the rising sun, with a bright light in her eyes and queuing up to drink porridge.
It seems that I saw the picture of children playing with strength.
And all of this has its own efforts.
Because of the personal significance of this effort, he was excited, and he was too excited, so he knelt in front of Shi Jing, grabbed Shi Jing's arm, and the words he said were not in his mind, and he directly said what he thought in his heart: "The adults have the handle of Yuzhou Mu in their hands, and we can use this to balance Lord Wang." ”
Fu Chun, who was standing on the side, frowned, glanced at Wen Qi twice, and muttered in his heart, a little unsure of the pulse of the kid in front of him.
Shi Jing, who woke up slowly, almost spit out another mouthful of old blood, looking at the young man in front of him, did this sentence come from the mouth of the kid who was walking step by step just now?
Shi Jing slapped the table and scolded angrily: ", my temple here is small, and I can't accommodate two big Buddhas." ”
Wen Qi also felt speechless, she really wanted to shoot herself to death, she was still too young, and this time she couldn't help it.
Grabbing Shi Jing's sleeve, kneeling in front of him, raising his eyes to look at the man above, he said, "Mr. listened to me finish speaking, and the kid knew that he was speechless." ”
laughed at himself again: "Wen Qi's shoulders are not broad enough"
He stretched out his little hand again and raised it upward: "There is no strength in the hand."
But Wenqi still wants to use these hands to do what he can, and if he struggles and works hard, he will be worthy of himself in his heart, and he will have no regrets in the future.
I don't expect others to be as stupid as me, but I still feel bored in my heart, first live to this age, just listen to an ignorant teenager say something crazy! ”
Fu Chun looked at the young man in front of him, his figure was thin and thin, kneeling there, very desolate, he felt inexplicably in his heart, and wanted to help him up, these things are done by me, a big man, you don't need to do this so humbly.
Seeing him do this so aggrievedly, it is better to let others beat him, if he really wants to pull him up, he will leave, there is no need to impress this person, everything is left to himself.
can talk about things, he can't compare to his harmony, opportunistic actions and strategies.
knew that he was playing the emotional card this time, but he couldn't see him like this in his heart.
And I thought of the victims......
Thinking of him running around, he didn't even think about his future situation, and fought so hard just to do this well.
If you forcibly stop him from doing this, will he understand himself? Will it be as cold as before?
Forced his face sideways, glancing away from the emaciated figure.
Shi Jing, who was sitting at the top, snorted: "I don't dare to listen to your golden and jade words, let's go out quickly!" This sentence by sentence can scare the underneath. ”
Wen Qi ignored the bombardment and cold tide of the person above, and continued to speak.
Shi Jing also showed impatience, and his heart was a little shaken.
Hearing the kid's breathless words just now, and then looking at the little boy in front of him, he felt a little unreliable.
Losing yourself and risking your life, in the end, is just a joke, and you can't afford to lose that person.
The man kneeling below didn't want to hear a word, and as soon as he walked away, his ears were quiet.
There are so many major events in the world, I am a Confucian student, even if an innocent heart has not been wiped out, can I manage it?
Stopped it: "Two, please go back, don't let Shi forcibly invite the two of you out, everyone who reads has to be faceless, Shi has done his duty, Shi Jing has nothing to say, go quickly!" ”
Wen Qi can't afford it either.
Shi Jing saw that Wen Qi was so cheeky, he really hadn't seen it before, and he was very annoyed in his heart, this is not even the minimum dignity of a scholar! What is the difference between it and the splashing skin in the market, it is really a scholar in vain, and I don't say so much to him, pulling Wen Qi's sleeve is about to push out.
At this time, Fu Chun took out the unsheathed sword from his waist and pressed it on Shi Jinglawenqi's arm: "Let go!" ”
Shi Jing glared at the two of them and said, "The two of you look like the children of the family who came out of the eunuch's family, how can they behave in this kind of market. ”
He snorted heavily as he spoke, and then spoke: "Say, hurry up and leave after speaking, Shi will not promise you anything anyway." ”
Wen Qi didn't get up, continued to grab Shi Jing's sleeve, and said: "
Wen Qi and the brother Xiangzi next to him are from a solid background, and whether those victims eat or not will not affect our splendid life in the slightest.
The disaster that occurred in Wuzhi County, let's not talk about how the situation was at that time, and there were several deaths and deaths.
Just talking about the life behind the disaster, every time Wen Qi thinks about it, my heart is mixed, I am shocked into a cold sweat, and I feel that I can't grasp anything in my hand, and I can't breathe when I feel stuffy........"
Wen Qi narrated the whole process of the victims rushing for food hungry.
Shi Jing was also shocked into a cold sweat for a while when he heard this, his fists clenched, as if he had turned into a wisp of green shadow, witnessing the thrilling bloody incident, frowning and pondering, and sighing.
Wen Qi said again: "Let me ask sir, what would Mr. do when he saw this kind of scene at that time?"
Most people may choose to walk away silently, after all, they don't care about their own affairs, most people in the world are like this, things that have nothing to do with themselves are hung high, and when they encounter sad things, most of them will shed two tears, and when they really let them give, they hesitate, what kind of good person is this?
And the person next to me, how dare he think at that time, and in what state of mind did he make such a decision.
Now there is nothing to do, but one day, these will be spread to the imperial capital, to the place where literati and politicians gather, and it is difficult to guarantee that no one will take advantage of this matter to promote their own name and criticize and write to enjoy their sons.
I'm not afraid of Mr.'s black face, isn't it true that some small imperial histories just rely on death to leave a mark in the green history, there are such a big people.
And Xiangzi categorically chose to suppress it.
Just ask me, sir, would you make such a quick decision?
Maybe only a fool like us would do what the world thinks is stupid! ”
Fu Chun heard Wen Qi say these words, staring at Wen Qi's small mouth and closing it one by one, it turned out that this little shadow understood everything, everything. Just for this sentence, everything is worth it.
Shi Jing listened, glanced at Fu Chun a few times, frowned, nodded, and interjected: "It should indeed be done at that time."
Otherwise, although the victims of the disaster are the sufferers, they can get benefits once at one time and another, and this kind of unearned gain will be done once, and it will be done a second time, and it will not be suppressed by 2,000 people in one county at that time.
If this kind of situation spreads, and then someone takes the opportunity to do something bad and promote something to happen, it will be very detrimental to the imperial court. ”
Wen Qi said: "Mr. is righteous! ”
Shi Jing didn't speak.
Wen Qi then spoke: "At that time, although all the victims of the disaster were not warriors, they also worked as coolies every day, and their combat effectiveness and strength were much worse than those of us literati who started to go crazy.
At that time, there were more than 10,000 people, if it was someone else, even if they didn't test their embarrassment in the future, in this battle alone, I was afraid that they would be weak, and they didn't dare to show their big knives!
I don't know what Xiangzi dared to think at that time, anyway, he resolutely raised the big knife in his hand, and without hesitation, he made such a decision regardless of his life and death.
Wen Qi has always hated what Xiangzi has done before, but this is the only thing I can't judge him well.
Just looking back at the whole thing, he must have been very sad in his heart at that time, and the overall situation in his heart was comparable to Wen Qi.
Wen Qi keeps saying that the people of the world are alive, and I am also ashamed in this matter.
I can't say that he was right to kill someone, but I don't think anyone dared to do it so resolutely, such a thing that was criticized by others, such a thing that would cause trouble for himself in the future.
Even if Wen Qi has the ability to suppress it, he will think about it and be indecisive, and he will not raise the knife in his hand to do it in the end.
can't even pass this level by himself, Wen Qi is also a layman, and he is afraid that his name will be tarnished.
Wen Qi just wanted to ask, what would Mr. do when he encountered such a thing?
Will someone say a word of justice afterwards?
But if he fails or is a little biased, how should he deal with himself? ”
Fu Chun listened carefully to what Wen Qi said, and kept looking at this small figure, as if he wanted to engrave this figure deeply in his mind and remember this scene forever.
On the road of life, with this person by your side, you will not be lonely. frowned deeply, and walked the road ahead hand in hand with himself, was he willing? Thinking of this, I shook my head, I was really dirty. If he knows, he will definitely despise himself, and he will feel that he is unbearable.
Shi Jing was also very sad when he heard this.
Wen Qi's face was dark, those memories came to his heart, he didn't know what he was talking about, anyway, he felt that he was sometimes wronged.
I want to do something well, but it's so difficult to do it.
Along the way, there have been difficulties and obstacles, and I just want to find someone to talk to during this period of time, just want to find someone to listen to, Wen Qi's voice is hoarse: "
The scrawny old man lay in the cool and wet loess.
The withered bark-like hand pinched his throat, tugged at his heart, opened his mouth into the air from time to time, swallowed nothing air, and stared straight above with his eyes straight up, waiting for a bowl of porridge.
Mr. didn't know that some of them might not be able to stand the torment of hunger, so the old man lying on the ground directly grabbed the loess on the ground and sent it to his mouth, and some pulled some hay roots and chewed them repeatedly in his mouth, swallowing them repeatedly......
There are also some babbling children who wake up every day and the first thing they say is, mother, don't starve your children today, children are dazzled by hunger.
The thin woman, covered in mud and bones, resolutely unfastened her shirt and fed the child's mouth.
There was nothing empty in the stomach, where did the milk come from, frowning and enduring the flustered sucking. It's uncomfortable to be a mother, and the child who can't eat the belly cries "whooping" while sucking.
Seeing this scene, Wen Qi felt uncomfortable, so he made up his mind to let them drink a bowl of gruel a day to last, so that they could live, and live until next year's spring ploughing, tens of thousands of people, but it was fate!
Sometimes Wen Qi's mind will come to mind, and the scene recorded in the historical materials that once appeared in this land is a cold sweat.
Don't ask for anything else, just to give the people a chance to survive, they just want a bowl of gruel, such a low request, can the gentleman say a word of refusal? ”