Li Chengcheng was stunned by Su Jinsheng's words.

It was as if it was frozen, cold and stiff, and I couldn't move.

What does he mean by that?

Could it be that if she died, he wouldn't be able to live?

"Su Jinsheng." She seemed to be frightened, her blood faded, there was no brilliance in her eyes, only fear and astringency remained, and her voice was dyed with crying: "Don't ..... like this"

Even if she is gone, she hopes that he can live well, continue to stand at the top of the food chain, and live a wonderful life.

But his grief-stricken reaction really made her at a loss.

Su Jinsheng's black eyes were still scarlet, he looked at her, she in front of him began to become blurry, a burst of sourness came to his heart, his thin lips were pursed, and his jaw line was a little tense and trembling, as if he was enduring such earth-shaking complex emotions.

"The reason why you want to be with me is because you want to leave me with one last memory before you die?" Su Jinsheng's voice was hoarse, even intermittent, as if it took a lot of effort to say this, "I tell you, memories are the deadliest!" ”

If she is really dead, then these memories are no longer beautiful, they are deadly torture.

He would rather not.

His eyes were so hot that something seemed to blind him, her figure only had a vague outline, he turned his face away, wiped his eyes quickly with his hand, and sneered bitterly: "I've never been in your future." ”

He had never been planned by her into her future.

She had already made up her mind to die, and she had already abandoned him.

She thought she was so selfless and selfless.

However, in his opinion, she was stabbing him in the heart with a knife.

This is Ling Chi, not salvation.

"It's not like that!" Li Qingcheng's tears burst out of his eyes, and he shook his head desperately, "It's really not like this!" ”

The air in the room seemed to freeze, and the atmosphere was stagnant.

No matter what she said at this time, he couldn't listen to it at all, his mind was in chaos, his eyes were drooping, and a row of long, dense eyelashes covered all his emotions, he raised his foot and tried to leave, but after walking a few steps, he turned back, took out a hair dryer and threw it beside her, and then left without saying a word with a black face.

When he threw the hair dryer to her, Li Qingcheng's tears could no longer be held back, and the big ones fell down, calling his name indistinctly.

He didn't look back, he just left.

Even though he tried his best to hide it just now, she still saw the tears in his eyes.

It was the first time she had seen him cry.

She never thought that he would have such a big reaction, although she thought that he would blame her, but she really didn't expect him to be so extreme.

The cold air desperately drilled into her body, and she curled up, hugging herself, trembling.

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Su Jinsheng went downstairs angrily, but he didn't leave, but got into the car.

There are no street lights in the community, it is pitch black, the wind blows a little hard, blowing the leaves, making a crisp sound, in this silent atmosphere, it looks so weird and gloomy.

Su Jinsheng leaned weakly on the back of the chair, closed her eyes, and quietly listened to the sound of the rubbing of leaves.

But the inner turmoil was not soothed in the slightest, but became more and more arrogant.

He pressed the window, and the cold wind blew on his face, blowing his face and causing pain.

His hands were groped for his trouser pockets, looking for cigarette cases, and he couldn't find them all over his body.

Finally, he found a pack of cigarettes on the center console, and there were a few cigarettes scattered in it, he took one out, lit it, and put it to his mouth and took a hard puff.

Smoke spit out from his mouth, his eyes were very light, faint and a little trance-like, staring blankly at the fire of the cigarette butt.

As long as he thought that she had already made up his mind to die, his heart was like being cut by a knife, and it hurt terribly.

Why is Li Qingcheng so fucking stupid?

Isn't it the best outcome to be alive? As long as she lives, he will be happy even if he goes to prison.

Judging from the current situation, he would rather Li Chengcheng be selfish, and he would rather Li Tingcheng not care about him at all, he can't wait for Li Tingcheng to really become the blood-sucking locust in Tang Ying's mouth, clinging to him, desperate to survive.

After smoking a cigarette, light another one.

Looking up at the window of her room, the warm light shone brightly, as if he was stunned, and suddenly her low sobs appeared in his ears, so sad.

After calming down for a while, he was annoyed again.

I was really angry just now, I should say I was too scared, that's why I was so open-mouthed.

He exhaled sullenly, puffed out his cigarette, then opened the car door and got out of the car, and walked into the unit building.

Upstairs, the door of her house was open, and she walked into the house and closed the door.

glanced into the bedroom and found that Li Qingcheng was still curled up in a bath towel on the bed.

Even though there was some distance between them, he could still see her shoulders trembling slightly.

His face sank suddenly, his brows furrowed tightly, his pace was hurried, he walked into the bedroom, and directly dragged the quilt around her body, with anger and reproach in his tone: "Do you want to be sick?" ”

The hair is also wet.

Su Jinsheng sighed distressed and helplessly, plugged in the blower, and blew her hair.

When Li Chengcheng heard his voice, he raised his head and looked at him with tears in his eyes, his eyes were red and swollen, and his face was full of confusion.

Biting his lip, he opened his arms directly, hooked his neck, and hugged him hard.

"I thought you were gone." Her nasal voice was very heavy, and her urn voice was angry, like a child, and she was very aggrieved.

The hair dryer was buzzing, and her voice was close to her ear, hazy and unreal.

Her aggrieved and dependent tone made him even more self-blaming.

Holding the hair dryer in one hand and continuing to blow her long black hair, the other hand wrapped around her waist and tightened her arms for a few minutes.

Slowly turned his head sideways, kissed her earlobe, clinging to her ear, his voice was a little hoarse, with tenderness: "You are here, where else can I go?" ”

As soon as these words came out, he obviously felt that the body in his arms was a little softer, and she was like a docile and clingy kitten nesting in his arms.

After a pause, she suddenly raised her head and blinked her eyes, "I want to kiss you." ”

This time, Su Jinsheng was stunned and a little at a loss.

Hooked lips and smiled, "Kiss later, blow your hair first." ”

Li Qingcheng pursed her lips, as if she was dissatisfied with his reaction, she shook her head, "I want to kiss now." ”

Took the initiative to hold his face, and then sent his lip flap up, just as he was about to fit, he suddenly remembered something, and tilted his head, "I just smoked." ”

She hated him for smoking cigarettes and the smell of cigarettes in his mouth.

She seemed to be completely impatient, and clasped the back of his head very strongly, her lips pressed against his, and said vaguely, "It's okay." ”

Since she said so, he must have chosen to obey, so why not.

Immediately anti-guest-oriented, conquer the city.

But just as his tongue was about to poke in, she suddenly retreated, he opened his eyes for some reason, and found her frowning seriously, "But there is no next time, you said last time that you wanted to quit smoking, but you secretly smoked again, and then I found out that you smoked, I-"

"What about you?" Su Jinsheng raised her eyebrows with interest and asked rhetorically.

"I'just—"

"Sleep with me, how about it?" He smirked and bit her mouth.

“。。。”

Li Qingcheng was speechless.

Su Jinsheng pinched her face, and then continued to blow her hair.

Her hair was half-dry, and she didn't want to blow it, "Okay, that's pretty much it." ”

"No way!" Su Jinsheng clasped her waist non-negotiable, so that she could not move.

She pouted, and didn't dare to say anything more, and nestled in his arms obediently, with him blowing his hair.

In the bedroom, only the hum of a hair dryer is heard.

She leaned on his shoulder and was drowsy, at this time he was calm and domineering, as if he had just been injured.

She remembered the last thing he said, I was never in your future.

"No, it's not." She suddenly spoke out and said something without a beginning or an end.

Su Jinsheng was puzzled, "Huh? "Yes.

"You've always been in my future." She sat up straight, her eyes flashed with sincerity, she held his face, stared at his deep eyes without squinting, extremely reverent, "Su Jinsheng, I like you, I like you so much that I can give up my life, do you understand?" I don't want to grow old with you, but if the price of growing old is to ruin you, I'd rather protect you in another way. ”

The heart transplant couldn't be done, and she had to convince him.

"No matter how we end, you just have to believe that I like you, that's enough, we have each other, we ————"

"Me too, I like you, I like you so much that I can give up my life."

Before she finished speaking, she was interrupted by Su Jinsheng's firm and strong words, "It's me who is selfish, I want you to be by my side, I want to see you and touch you, I can kiss you, I can feel your temperature and breath, I want to be with your children, I want to spend the rest of my life with you, so I can't care about other people's lives or deaths, I just want to be with you alive." ”

"I've been following you for most of my life, whether it's habits or obsessions, if you die, I'll just follow you."

"How can you do that? You've got your mother! Li Qingcheng was shocked.

She stared at him, looking at his eyes, a little red and wet, even if there were tears in her eyes, she still looked at her, her voice came from her throat, hoarse and choked, "So, let's live well together, okay?" ”

As he spoke, tears flowed down the corners of his eyes.

He humbly pleaded.

In this way, he is so fragile that she feels distressed, and even despair, "But I really can't watch you break the law, if I live with a clear conscience and live in condemnation for the rest of my life, how do you let me choose?" ”

Why doesn't she want to live well?

But if Bai Weiwei dies and he breaks the law, even if she lives, it is better to live than to die.

Su Jinsheng knew that there was always someone who had to take a step back on this issue.

He couldn't convince her, so he had to use roundabout tactics.

"The heart doesn't need Bai Weiwei's, okay?"

"What about the source of the heart?"

"We can wait for other heart sources, you just need to promise me that you are willing to have surgery, I will find the heart source, and I will also promise you not to do illegal things, okay?"

His eyes twinkled, tentative and pleading.

He was so humble that she couldn't say anything more, so she had to agree, "Okay." ”

As long as he doesn't do stupid things.

The moment she agreed, Su Jinsheng's heart hanging in the air completely fell back into her stomach, and she breathed a sigh of relief.

The two of them had their own thoughts, she thought that she had finally persuaded Su Jinsheng, and he thought that if she didn't need Bai Weiwei's heart, she could only start with Li Qianxin.