Chapter 100: Dislike
Sima Nan's eyes were full of pain, and he wanted to speak, but his voice was choked and he didn't make a sound.
Calmly pulled his hand over, held it gently, stared at him for a long time, and showed a slightly shy smile on his face: "I've never chased a man, and now I'm chasing you, you won't refuse me, right?" ”
Sima Nan pulled her into his arms, hugged her tightly, and tears flowed down: "Why do you say such a thing, I understand everything you have done for me."
You have always refused to be with me because of your presence, which will give my enemies more leverage to blackmail me, I am not a fool, I understand your intentions.
But I have never given up, even if I offend the whole world for you, I have no regrets. ”
Calmly stuffed in his arms, feeling his tears spilling on her head, her heart was even more sad.
"But you want to give me away, don't you?" Calmly asked him.
Sima Nan hugged her tighter, but her body began to tremble: "You are smart, you don't need me to say, you also know my fate, you have offended many people because of the emperor's prime minister's affairs over the years."
Once the dynasty is changed, I will be the target of everyone, no matter who the new emperor is, he will not let me go, if I don't obey the law, it will inevitably lead to war.
But I don't want to cause war because of me, I don't want to do this world. ”
"You can, explain your identity, expose their conspiracy, and you can become above board, and everything will be logical." Calm said with some excitement.
Sima Nan lowered his head, stroked her face, and smiled bitterly: "Fool, the emperor is affectionate, how can I be unjust, he already knows the truth of the matter, if you want to deal with me, this war happened long before I knew you, and I don't need to come to this point,
I was also accused of seeking power and usurping the country, and I was exiled. ”
"What does the emperor think? What does he want? Calmly asked.
Sima Nan shook his head and sighed: "He has no choice, he is much more pitiful than us, although I have always been regarded as a minister, but at least I have always been a person, I have my own ideas, and I can be my own master,
The emperor is different, he is just a puppet, a puppet in the hands of his mother. What can really compete with me is the power of Empress Liu's mother's family.
Although over the years, because of Master Liao's relationship and my strength, I have gradually mastered the military power, most of the garrisons in the important areas of Gyeonggi are still the descendants of the Liu family.
Although I have the power, if I want to send troops to Beijing to support Zhang's succession, and I want to escape Liu's ears and eyes, it is simply impossible.
That's why I said that if you want to change the dynasty, you have to go to war. ”
"Then let's go, don't pay attention to these things that have nothing to do with us at all, go to Peach Blossom Town, I still have a lot of skills that you don't know, I am Bai Suzhen in the legend of the White Snake, when the time comes, we will open a medical hall, you sell medicine, I will sit in the hall, ensure that food and clothing are worry-free, and you can also save wealth and become a landlord."
Said calmly and eagerly.
Sima Nan reached out and lifted her face, stared at it for a long time, leaned down and kissed her lips, tears dripping into her eyes.
He once thought that one day, Calm would believe him and be willing to go with him, even if it was to be an outlaw and flee for the rest of his life.
But Calm really said such a thing, but he cooled down incomparably like the previous Calm.
If he can't give her happiness, he can only take her to escape, which will break his heart, and he will never let her suffer such a sin.
He only wants him to bear all the sins alone, as long as he can give her a bright future.
"Say no more, someone's coming." Kong Lingci pushed the door in, and said to the two people who were still hugging each other and standing behind the tent.
Sima Nan let go of his calmness, glanced at Kong Lingci, and cleared his throat slightly embarrassed.
Footsteps outside had reached the door.
Calm down and open the window next to the bed, when Sima Nanfei swept out, the door was pushed open, and the eunuch Sanxi next to the emperor walked in with a smile, arched his hand at the two of them, and said with a smile: "Two sisters, our family is polite." ”
"Father-in-law Xi is stepping on the cheap ground today, what are you doing?" smiled calmly and beckoned him to sit, and ordered Kong Lingci to pour tea.
Sanxi hurriedly waved his hand to stop Kong Lingci, and said with a smile: "Don't dare to work sister, our family is just here to pass on the emperor's words, the emperor is a little dizzy, and wants Sister Leng to go over and take a look now." ”
"Dizzy again? Didn't you just do acupuncture in the morning? Calmly Chuan frowned, a little melancholy.
Sanxi hurriedly coughed and said with a smile: "Sister, don't panic, it's not particularly heavy, the emperor is him, he may also have watched too many twists and turns today, and his brain is tired and hurts, in short, my sister went over and took a look." ”
"Let's go." Calmly straighten up your clothes and head outside.
Sanxi nodded, went outside, but his eyes were only staring at Kong Lingci and refused to move, Kong Lingci's heart was a little hairy, and he involuntarily reached out to really pluck his hair, until they walked out of the house, they exhaled, sat down and drank two sips of tea, and the heartbeat slowed down.
Calm followed Sanxi to the Qinzheng Palace.
Emperor Xiao was bowing his head and writing something, Sanxi replied that Leng Si was here, Emperor Xiao raised his head, nodded at Calm, his cheeks flushed, and waved his hand to let Sanxi out.
Calm Shi Li saw it and asked him: "Is the emperor still dizzy?" Go to the back and lie down and let the slave check the check? ”
Emperor Xiao put down his pen, stretched out his hand to press his forehead, and nodded with a sad face: "It's a little dizzy, this time I can blame you for this dizziness, I have to rely on you." ”
Sucking his nose calmly, a little puzzled.
Emperor Xiao beckoned her to come closer.
Calmly walked to the bookcase, Emperor Xiao pulled aside a pile of folds in front of him, revealing a piece of rice paper underneath, on which a beautiful woman was drawn, the ink was not dry, because of the reason that the fold was pressed, the pen marks in some places were paste.
Emperor Xiao clapped his hands in frustration: "If I knew that it was you who came in, I wouldn't have come over with a fold to fool around, this is good, it's paste, it's not good-looking, let me draw it again." ”
"The emperor doesn't need it, the beauty of Empress Xiaoduanwen, the slave maid has the honor to see one in the study of the general of the inner guard." Smiled calmly.
"That's different, Xiao Nan's there, he painted it himself, he is a fool, he doesn't know how to appreciate the beauty of his husband, and he doesn't paint one-tenth of her charm at all.
I draw better than him, at least three or four points of the charm of a husband and a real person. ”
Emperor Xiao took the pen, traced the painting on the paper, and said.
The calm heart was suddenly softened by him, and the circles under his eyes were red, and he couldn't speak.
Emperor Xiao traced a few times, but was not satisfied, put down the pen, stretched out his hand and gently touched the beauty on the painting, sighed, and shook his head: "Anyway, you are idle today, you wait, I will draw another one for you." ”
"Your Majesty, we'll talk about the painting later, let the slave show you your dizziness first." Calm down.
Emperor Xiao grinned and said: "This dizziness is not the other dizziness, you asked Xiao Nan to tell me a story, Xiao Nan told me, listened to his story, I didn't sleep well last night, so I was worried about this matter." ”
Calmly bit his lip and looked at his face.
This life is also very good, his face is like a peach blossom, his lips are like a little Dan, although he is not as good as Sima Nan, but he is also a first-class handsome man.
It's just that his expression is always gentle, and he doesn't care about it, and he can't compare to Sima Nan's heroic spirit.
This person has a good temper, and when he says that when he kills, he is soft and seems to have no confidence.
Calm doesn't know much more about him.
So I can't understand what he means by this, and what he wants to say later.
"Calm down, you said that Kong Lingci, this girl, really loves me so much?" Emperor Xiao asked with a serious face.
Calmly rolled his eyes: "Why didn't the emperor ask her personally?" ”
Emperor Xiao stretched out his fingers and scratched the ends of his hair, shook his head and laughed: "How can you be embarrassed to ask her in person about such a thing?" Although I know that I am very handsome and a king, there will be many girls who have a crush on me, but I am really a little embarrassed to hear you say it. ”
"Then what is the emperor going to do?" Calmly asked.
Emperor Xiao was embarrassed and tugged at the tassel on the crown, sighed, and looked more serious: "Calm down, do you have a crush on me?" I always feel that I am so handsome than Xiao Nan, what do you think? ”
Calmly choked on his own saliva and coughed.
If it weren't for the fact that Emperor Xiao has done a good job in pro-government these days, just based on his words, he would definitely feel that he is a fool and is not worthy of being the king of a country at all.
"Why do you both have this problem, coughing when you talk about business, and this thing is also contagious?" Emperor Xiao said unhappily.
His calm eyes flashed, and he asked him, "Is this a serious matter for the emperor?" ”
Emperor Xiao blinked, and a hint of cunning flashed on his face: "Of course it's a serious matter, what kind of people of the country, military and political important things, those should be Xiao Nan's hearts, what do you say?" ”
The calm heart moved, and his courage instantly became bigger, and then he asked: "Is the emperor unwilling to be the monarch of this country?" ”
Emperor Xiao stretched out his hand and touched his chin, and his expression became serious: "Calm down, this is what I asked, after that, this is not what you should ask." You still answer my question, am I more handsome than Xiao Nan? ”
"Of course you have to be handsome, at least that's what the slave thinks." Calmly took his heart and replied respectfully.
Emperor Xiao laughed and touched the top of his head with satisfaction.
Calm and helpless spread his hands.
He refused to tell her, he only showed her his humor and nonsense, but he refused to tell her the truth.
He is not Sima Nan, he is not interested in himself at all.
The reason why he was polite to himself was entirely because of Sima Nan.
Calmly deflated.
I thought that I would be a heartthrob when I crossed over, it was Mary Sue, as long as the men around her would be confused by her, and they were willing to be at her mercy.
But so far, things don't seem to be like this, she thought she was at the mercy of everyone, but in the end, she was still at the mercy of everyone, and she had to let Sima Nan clean up the aftermath for her.
This made her a little uncomfortable.
She has a golden finger against the sky, and she can't control the overall situation, she doesn't like this feeling of powerlessness, she doesn't like it at all.
"Calm down, Shaofen was instigated by you to marry, that woman is too powerful, I can't control it, and from time to time I fall into her trap and can't get out,
So I don't believe in your ability as an iceman, will this Kong Lingci be the same? seems loyal, but in fact she is also a scheming woman? ”
Emperor Xiao asked again.