Chapter 21: A Sudden Confession
Qu Siman's pitiful appearance made Ying Ling really unbearable to complain about her anymore.
"I'm doing it for your own good."
"But I only feel happy when I see the warmth of the words." Qu Siman didn't know how good Ying Ling was for her.
"Xiaoman, is it worth it? Is it worth it to fight for someone who will never get it? Ying Ling really can't understand why she is so sharp.
"Whether it's worth it or not, I don't know. But I just want to be with him now, and as long as I can see him every day, I'll be satisfied. Qu Siman deliberately exaggerated so that Ying Ling would know how gentle she was.
Ying Ling did not speak this time, but became silent.
"Then do you know that it is always impossible for Yan to come back to accompany you every day." After half a ring, Ying Ling slowly spoke.
"I know, but if we have such an identity, he will know that I exist, then once he has time, he will think of me, and that is enough." Qu Siman said it so humbly.
"Xiaoman, I don't know how to persuade you, but I always feel that if you do this, sooner or later you will regret it." Once a person falls in love, he will completely become a fool.
No matter what others say, it will not cause any ripples in their hearts. is just like himself, knowing that the other party has no feelings for him, but he is still willing to go to the trouble for the other party.
"Ordered, I....", without him having to say this, Qu Siman could already have predicted it.
"Don't talk, I'll take you somewhere." Ying Ling suddenly interrupted her, and instead kicked the accelerator in the opposite direction.
"Where is this going?" Qu Siman couldn't help but feel a little nervous.
"You'll know when you arrive." At this time, I suddenly wanted to indulge.
Qu Siman seemed to want to say something, but as soon as she thought of what Ying Ling had done for her, she acquiesced to Ying Ling's behavior at this time from her heart.
The streets at night, there are not many vehicles. The road was speeding up, and soon the car stopped by the famous beach in Z City.
At this time, there are not many people on the beach. The sparse and sparse people are also very far away from each other.
"We're here?" She looked at Ying Ling in confusion.
"Let's go, take a walk with me on Qu Beach." Ying Ling said lightly, and then took the lead towards the beach.
Although she couldn't understand what Ying Ling was thinking, she still followed Ying Ling and slowly walked towards the beach.
"Xiaoman, isn't the sea beautiful and vast?" Ying Ling suddenly stopped his steps and said this lightly.
"yes, it's beautiful." Qu Siman hasn't been to this beach for a long time.
In the past, she would come to this beach with Gu Shiyu for a date when she was fine. The once good memories still make her intoxicated and unable to extricate herself from the memory of it.
Only she knows in her heart that she has never forgotten Gu Shiyu.
"All the creatures of the sea are free, they swim between the seas without any restrictions." Ying Ling's words are still reminding her not to make a choice lightly.
After all, they are adults now, and every choice will be related to their next fate.
"How can you guarantee that none of them want to be restrained, and that they all like to live like this?" How could Qu Siman not hear the meaning reflected in his mouth.
"Xiaoman, you have to know that Yan is not so easy to get along with." Ying Ling reminded once again that he really didn't want Qu Siman to be wronged elsewhere.
"I know." He didn't say it, Qu Siman also knew it in his heart.
"Then we won't be his lover, shall we?" Ying Ling said in an almost pleading tone.
She had been in contact with Ying Ling so many times, and he had never spoken to her in such a tone.
"Ying Ling, I know you care about me, but I really love him so much, I have never loved someone like this." Qu Siman still repeated the reason why she loved him.
Maybe if you say too much, you will believe it.
"Instead of sticking to someone who doesn't love you, choose someone who loves you." Ying Ling really doesn't like to watch Qu Siman bow down his body in order to get love.
"You should know me, I have nothing left now. Who else cares about me? Qu Si couldn't help but sneer.
"I care about you." Ying Ling didn't even think about it, so he blurted out his debut.
"What? You say....?"
"I said I liked you, would you give me a chance?" Ying Ling's words that had been hidden in his heart for a long time were finally expressed to her at this moment.
His sudden confession made Qu Si stunned. She never thought that at this juncture, this little boy she had always regarded as a simple teenager would confess to her.
"Xiaoman, don't you feel anything about me?" Qu Siman's non-response couldn't help but make him feel a little frustrated and lost.
In fact, he should have expected Qu Siman's reaction when he heard his confession. It's just that he is unwilling, and always feels that he has to do something for his heart.
Even if you are rejected, it is better than not trying.
"Ying Ling, don't you know who the person in my heart is?"
Only she knows that she's been using the order all along. As for any other emotion, she had never had one. In response to the order, she was more guilty.
After all, Ying Ling is such a simple teenager, but she took advantage of his innocence and trampled him under his feet.
"Xiaoman, how many times do you have to let me say it, so that you can understand that Yan will not like you." Ying Ling had already told her countless times, but she didn't take it to heart at all.
"If you don't try, how can you give up?" Qu Siman still insisted.
Qu Sima's stubbornness touched Ying Ling's heart again.
For the sake of love, she can be so righteous, even if she can't get what she wants in the end, she has no regrets and still moves forward bravely.
This is indeed something he should learn from the order.
"Maybe you're right, there are some things that you have to try for yourself, so you won't have regrets." Ying Ling was brainwashed by her ideas so quickly.
"Isn't it? If you give up without even trying, wouldn't you have even a chance of winning? "Qu Siman's serious appearance really makes people can't find any fault.
"Well, do I still have a chance?" Ying Ling suddenly asked her.
"What chance?" Ying Ling's jumping thinking really made her a little unable to keep up.
"Pursue your chances."
"At the behest order, I've always treated you as a friend." Qu Si was quite busy explaining.
"But I don't think of you as a friend."
"You already know who the person in my heart is." Qu Siman never thought that the person he had been using would have feelings for him.
"So what, that doesn't stop me from liking you." Ying Ling couldn't help but ask rhetorically.
"But...," Qu Siman was going to make it clear to him.
After all, she herself is so crazy to pursue Yan Wenhu, and her fallacies have already been said, how can she persuade him.
"You have people you want to protect, I won't bother. But I also hope you don't get involved. Ying Ling's indifferent tone seemed to be talking about someone else's business.
"At the behest order, I really don't deserve you like this...."
"He's not worth it." Ying Ling interrupted her again.
Indeed, Qu Si can do it, and he can do it according to the order.
"Xiaoman, can't you think about it? Instead of currying favor with someone who doesn't love you, it's better to cherish the person in front of you. "Ying Ling still doesn't give up.
"And what would you do if I told you that?" Qu Siman didn't want to be so cruel, but she was afraid that Ying Ling would fall deeper and deeper because of her hesitation.
Originally, she was using him, how could she allow any emotional connection between herself and the chess pieces.
Ying Ling couldn't help but take a step back when he heard this, it seemed that he was still overestimating himself. It turned out that he was nothing at all in Qu Siman's heart.
"Looks like I'm thinking too much." Ying Ling's tone was full of sadness.
"I'm sorry, I really didn't mean to hurt you, I just ....."
"Xiaoman, I know that you are afraid of betraying my friendship, that's why you said this." At this time, Ying Ling was suddenly able to understand Qu Siman.
He was still feeling very lost and desperate just now, but after only a few seconds, hope was burning in his heart again.
As long as she can see Qu Siman from time to time, it doesn't matter who she is.
In love, the person who loves more is naturally the one who is the most injured.
This point, when Gu Shiyu abandoned her, she had already deeply understood.
It was also at that moment that she secretly warned herself in her heart that from now on, she could treat anything and anything, but she couldn't go to her heart.
"Actually...."
"Alright, I'll send you back." Ying Ling knew that she still wanted to persuade him to let go, but how could she let go so easily if she was moved.
Since Ying Ling didn't want to listen to it anymore, it didn't make any sense for her to say more.
What's more, she didn't want to be so clear with Ying Ling at this time. After all, she hasn't completely taken down Yan Wenhu yet, and she will naturally be useful in the future.
She had never had any scheming before, but after so many things, it was obviously impossible to continue to be simple and naïve.
After the two returned to the car from the beach, they never said anything.
It wasn't until halfway through the car that Ying Ling's mobile phone suddenly rang, which broke the peace between them.
"What about people?" When Ying Ling picked up the phone, the first thing he heard was these two words.
"Mr. Yan, in the car." Ying Ling didn't expect that Yan Wenhu would come back so early today.
"Why, can you pick up someone for so long?" Yan Yan's warm tone was full of impatience.
Originally, according to the itinerary today, he should be busy very late. Who knows, the guest who was invited to the banquet in the evening couldn't come to today's banquet because of something temporary, so Yan Wenhu canceled tonight's trip.
I thought that when I returned to Qingyuan, I would be able to see Qu Siman, but I never thought that after he opened the door, the room was pitch black. Not even a figure could be seen, and when the lights were turned on, all the furnishings in the room were done as Wen Wen had told.
"I encountered something on the way, so I delayed for a while." Ying Ling casually made up a reason.
"Where are you now?" Yan Wenhu asked a little impatiently.
"We've arrived at the bridge, and it's estimated that we will be there in ten minutes." Ying Ling answered truthfully.
"Ying Ling, are you afraid of being gentle?"
As an outsider, Qu Siman was naturally able to understand the intricate relationship between them.