018 I also loved you with my heart

For some reason, the moment I heard Jing Sheng's voice, I suddenly felt the urge to cry.

This feels like when I was a sophomore year, Jing Sheng went to the graduation party alone, I was afraid that he would be taken away by the senior sister of the same level, so I had to wait for him at the door of his dormitory.

I held the phone receiver in my hand, I didn't speak, I didn't want to open my mouth to ask him for help, I didn't want to at all, but I couldn't find anyone else except him, under this contradiction, I chose to be silent.

Jing Sheng was not in a hurry to urge me, but I could vaguely hear him tapping on the keyboard on the other end of the phone.

I don't know how long it took, Jing Sheng's voice came again: "Stay where you are, don't hang up the phone." ”

When the words fell, I heard the phone he explained something to the person next to him on the other end of the phone, probably involving a customer meeting or something, the woman who answered the phone before faintly reminded him that his body had not fully recovered and was not suitable to go out, but Jingsheng did not make a sound.

Then there is the sound of the door closing, the chime of the elevator floor, the sound of steady and powerful footsteps, and the sound of the car starting......

Jing Sheng never said a word to me, but I seemed to see his every move, and I could even imagine his frowns when he was driving.

"Jing Sheng," I finally didn't hold back the desire to talk to him, "If one day, I really forgot you, would you be sad?" ”

At the same time as the words came out, I felt regretful, on the other end of the phone, Jing Sheng did not answer me, just when I thought he did not hear, he slowly but firmly spit out a word: "Yes." ”

Through the phone, I couldn't see his expression at this moment, but I clearly felt that my heart seemed to hurt sharply.

"Then why ......"

"Xia Xiaoman, I thought I was in the hospital today, and I had already made it very clear." Through the phone line, Jing Sheng's voice sounded distant and illusory, "You are my junior sister, this will never change." Pets have been raised for a long time and still have feelings, not to mention that you are a person. ”

So, to him, I'm like a pet, no different?

What an honor......

After following Jingsheng's ass for so long, I found out for the first time that he could also say such hurtful things.

Now it seems that he really showed mercy to me before.

"Jingsheng, in this way, should I thank you? Unfortunately, your sadness is worthless! So, I won't forget you, and I'll do everything I can to make you pay for your actions. ”

After saying this, I hung up the phone heavily, and when the phone rang again, I didn't answer again.

I'm such an idiot, how could I think of asking Jing Sheng for help, and how could I expect it so unabashedly when he spit out the word "will......

Is it really the aftermath?

I smiled self-deprecatingly and slowly squatted down on the concrete floor.

On the calf, the blood hole smashed by Xia Guyu's high heels has scabbed, and the tissue I temporarily used to plug the wound is mixed with blood and sticks to the wound, which looks a little disgusting.

I stretched out my hand, gently pulled one end of the tissue, and pulled it out without hesitation, the tissue was lifted by me with the blood scab that had just coagulated, and for a while, the blood flowed like an infusion, and with the calf texture that had been completely green, it looked extremely hideous.

I thought it would hurt a lot, but that's it, just like the knife in my heart, named Jingsheng.

I don't know how long I sat on the floor until a pair of khaki men's casual leather shoes caught my eye.

"Xia Xiaoman, don't you just want to take revenge on Jingsheng? Marry me and I'll help you! ”