Chapter 16: Delusion (2)
When Shen Yu and Mr. Wang went out to walk the little golden retriever, they happened to meet Mrs. White's family, and Mr. Dennis took the initiative to say hello to Shen Yu.
For Shen Yu, Mr. Dennis feels more like a father to her, Mr. Dennis is mature and steady, and he is very polite when he speaks, and the expression on his face is always very kind, which makes people feel close.
Mr. Wang did not seem to want to see Mr. Dennis, he only looked down to see the little golden retriever eating the wildflowers on the side of the road, but did not stop the little golden retriever.
But after a week like this, Shen Yu sensed that something was wrong.
Because Mr. Wang's face is getting paler and paler, his weight has been decreasing, the redness in his eyes is getting worse and worse, and his body is weaker.
That night, Shen Yu pretended to be asleep, opened his eyes suddenly, and sure enough, he found that Mr. Wang was not asleep at all. Shen Yu quickly got up and turned on the night light, and saw Mr. Wang with a tired and gloomy face.
She was so angry that she cried angrily, angry at why it took a week for her to find out about Mr. Wang's abnormality.
Mr. Wang saw Shen Yu crying and struggled to get up. But he let out a soft cry as if he was in pain.
Shen Yu's heart tightened, she hurriedly approached Mr. Wang, reached out to unbutton Mr. Wang's pajamas, and every time she unbuttoned it, Shen Yu felt that her breathing became heavier, she trembled, and began to fear what she would see.
Sure enough, hidden under the pajamas were terrible and hideous wounds, those wounds were scratched with things, the wounds were not long, but there were many, large and small, there were more than a dozen, all over the once white skin.
Shen Yu seemed to collapse, and for the first time she cried like a child.
Mr. Wang was really flustered at this moment, he hurriedly helped Shen Yu wipe away his tears, and repeated the words don't cry in his mouth.
Shen Yu: "Mr. Wang, I, I beg you, I beg you, don't do this to yourself, I beg you." What should I do, what the hell should I do. ”
Mr. Wang's eyes were full of pain and sadness, but sometimes he couldn't control his actions.
It seems that only self-abuse can relieve the emotions in his heart, he can't sleep, day and night seem to be the same, he even wants to get pain, so he cuts himself with a knife, again and again, knife after knife.
He felt physical pain, and even his headaches were getting worse day after day. He lost interest in food, but liked to wait for Shen Yu to kiss after eating.
Shen Yu was crying, but at the same time, he helped Mr. Wang apply medicine and bandage his wounds.
Shen Yu finished the wound, fed Mr. Wang sleeping pills, and watched Mr. Wang gradually fall into a coma under the effect of the drug.
Shen Yu gently hugged Mr. Wang's neck and whispered, "I love you, only you." ”
What was in Mr. Wang's closed eyes?
She was lying on the bed, looking at the red roses outside the window through Mr. Wang, it was already season, and those roses seemed to be withering, Shen Yu's heart hurt very much, she was so scared, she was afraid that Mr. Wang would wither like those roses.
The next day, before dawn, Mr. Wang woke up, but Mr. Wang's eyes were very strange, and Shen Yu called the psychiatrist.
After the psychiatrist communicated with Mr. Wang, his face was very serious.
She motioned for Shen Yu to walk out of the door.
Psychiatrist: "I just tested him, and I found that he has recently developed delusions of jealousy for some reason, and he involuntarily chooses to abuse himself under the tendency of depression. ”
"I need to find out more through you the reason for his jealous delusions."
"Another point, his memory is now confused, there is a delusion of love, he fantasizes that he is in love with you, he just told me that you are his younger sister."
"Shen Yu, there is one thing you have to be mentally prepared for, he may be delusional because of you, because, whether it is a delusion of jealousy or a delusion of love, his center is you."
Every time Shen Yu heard the psychiatrist analyze a little, her heart sank a little, and she only went to the psychiatrist to say
"Whether it's a delusion of jealousy or a delusion of love, his center is you."