Text Chapter 477: The heart is like ashes

After listening to the truth that Song Xuecheng said, Song Ruyi's heart suddenly felt like ashes.

She thought to herself: It turns out that her father is the leader of the evil organization, and the father she used to admire and cherish is now the great evildoer.

On the one hand, the father he misses is still alive, which makes Song Ruyi very happy, but on the other hand, his father is a bad person, which makes Song Ruyi unacceptable.

Song Ruyi felt very uncomfortable, she knew that everything was controlled by Song Xuecheng behind her back, and all these bad things happened because of Song Xuecheng's selfishness.

Song Ruyi understood this, and felt that the lighthouse in her heart suddenly collapsed, which made her feel confused for a while.

Fei Yinan heard the whole truth, and he was shocked in his heart. He did not think that a person could abandon his children for the sake of so-called research.

Although Fei Yinan felt that Song Xuecheng's original intention was not noble, but looking at Song Xuecheng's decisive approach, the plan was impeccable, which was enough to see Song Xuecheng's ability.

On the one hand, Fei Yinan admires it, but it's a pity that Song Xuecheng uses his wisdom to do bad things. It's like a genius who sins with his mind and doesn't use his wisdom on the right path.

Although Song Xuecheng was surprised to meet his daughter, so many years have passed, and Song Xuecheng does not have the so-called family affection for Song Ruyi, but only a little bit of guilt.

After Song Ruyi eased the confusion in his heart, he reflected that his father had left him and his sister for research, and he didn't think about what he and his sister should do after he left.

Song Ruyi was hit by this fact, and finally couldn't bear to sit on the ground, as if he didn't want to believe that Song Xuecheng was such a ruthless person.

But Song Ruyi also knew that this was the truth, because Song Xuecheng did leave her and her sister, which made Song Ruyi hold back tears from her eyes.

The suppressed cry is infinitely amplified in this quiet environment, and this cry is mixed with many emotions such as the joy of meeting his father, the sadness of being deceived, and the grievances in his previous life.

Fei Yinan heard Song Ruyi's cry, and the appreciation of Song Xuecheng just now disappeared without a trace. Fei Yinan looked at Song Xuecheng coldly, and the look of contempt on his face was undisguised.

Song Xuecheng saw the look on Fei Yinan's face, clenched the mask in his hand, and still didn't reveal his emotions.

He disdained to entangle with Fei Yinan on this matter, in Song Xuecheng's eyes, Fei Yinan, like Song Ruyi, was an insignificant person who could not stop his research.

Fei Yinan saw Song Xuecheng's small actions and knew that he was forbearing, and his understanding of Song Xuecheng took a step further, knowing that this was a hero-like figure.

After Song Ruyi cried enough, he yelled at Song Xuecheng in a hoarse voice: "It turns out that you have deceived everyone for so many years. We're still sad about your departure, you big liar. ”

Song Ruyi's face was bruised, and the whole person looked extremely hideous, like a demon entangled in black gas.

Song Xuecheng heard Song Ruyi's accusatory words, and from Song Ruyi's words, Song Xuecheng got an important message, that is, there are still people who remember him. This made Song Xuecheng feel a trace of warmth in his heart.

"I couldn't help it. If I didn't do that, the research on superbacteria would have been stopped. I couldn't just watch my hard work go away. Song Xuecheng explained with a tangled face, expressing that the approach at that time was also a helpless move.

Fei Yinan admired Song Xuecheng's art of speaking, and put himself in a difficult situation with just a few words.

If a person does not keep his sanity, then it is very likely that he will continue to think about it with Song Xuecheng's thoughts.

But Song Ruyi knew that Song Xuecheng's words could not be fully believed, how could he be led by Song Xuecheng so easily? Song Ruyi ignored Song Xuecheng's explanation and asked an irrelevant question.

"If you don't meet me this time, will you never see me? Won't let me know that my father is still alive in this world? Every time someone asks my father, I look sad and say that my father is dead. It's ironic to think about! Song Ruyi pulled out a smile that was more ugly than crying and looked at Song Xuecheng.

Song Xuecheng stared at Song Ruyi's face, looking down from above, he could see the deep pain in Song Ruyi's eyes.

Song Xuecheng looked at Song Ruyi like this, and denied it in a panic: "How could it be?" As long as I succeed in developing the superbug, I won't have to be so incognito. That's when I'll be able to meet you and Cuwaii. ”

"Is that why you won't come to see me as long as the superbug isn't developed for a day? What if by the time you die, you haven't developed it yet? Wouldn't I never know that my father hadn't died before? Song Ruyi's words were filled with intense sadness.

Song Xuecheng was choked by Song Ruyi's words, and after a while, Song Xuecheng's voice sounded, although it was small but firm. "I'm confident that I'll be able to develop a superbug."

Song Ruyi heard Song Xuecheng's firm tone, and her heart became even more sad. So Song Ruyi's words were full of irony. "Yes, you believe you can succeed, so you don't care about me and my sister. Look at the sacrifice you've made! Not only did he give up his children, but he also gave up everything he had in this world. ”

"Why do you talk like that, kid? Of course, I was at fault for this, but can't you understand my situation? Song Xuecheng rebuked Song Ruyi with a blank face.

Song Ruyi was about to speak, but was stopped by Fei Yinan.

Fei Yinan looked at Song Xuecheng, and was really unhappy, so he scolded Song Xuecheng: "How did Ruyi speak?" Isn't what she's telling the truth? What qualifications do you have to ask her to understand you? So why don't you put yourself in her shoes and think about why she thinks of you like that? ”

Song Xuecheng wanted to say something, but Fei Yinan waved his hand to stop Song Xuecheng from speaking, and said, "Let me finish talking first, and then you can find an excuse to explain." To be honest, I think Ruyi and Cute can grow up safely, which is a very fortunate thing. You always express that you can give up everything for research, but in their eyes, there is no research, only their father is dead, and only the two of them are left in this world. So don't ask for Ruyi's understanding anymore, because you haven't understood her. ”

Fei Yinan's words struck Song Ruyi's heart, making Song Ruyi cry again.

Fei Yinan didn't look at Song Xuecheng's reaction, and directly squatted down to appease Song Ruyi, who was crying without an image.

Song Xuecheng was stunned for a moment, and was shocked by Fei Yinan's words. Song Xuecheng calmed the waves in his heart, and stood aside to look at Song Ruyi, who was crying uncontrollably.

After Song Ruyi's mood calmed down a little, Song Xuecheng looked at Song Ruyi and said, "Since you are so sad, then don't you have seen me." and not know that I am alive. ”

Song Ruyi was very shocked when he heard Song Xuecheng's words.

Song Ruyi wiped the tears on his face, stood up from the ground, looked at Song Xuecheng without speaking, and carefully looked at the face he wanted to see in his dreams, and the tears slid down his cheeks again.

Song Xuecheng was not used to being stared at by Song Ruyi's focused gaze, and a crack appeared on the unchanged expression on his face.

Song Xuecheng asked with an unnatural face: "What are you looking at me for?" I don't think there's anything on my face, right? ”

"I just want to take a good look at what my impression of my father has become." Song Ruyi replied to Song Xuecheng softly, as if the person who cried hysterically before was not her.

Song Xuecheng heard Song Ruyi's nostalgic voice, his heart was moved, and his eyes were hot.

But how could Song Xuecheng let Song Ruyi and Fei Yinan see his strangeness, but it may be that no one has seen Song Xuecheng so seriously for too long, and his whole person has become stiff and a little unnatural.

Not long after, Song Ruyi's soft voice sounded. "Your face has many wrinkles, your skin has sagged a lot, your gray hair has appeared on your head, and your body has become rickety."

Fei Yinan did not feel happy when he heard Song Ruyi's gentle tone as usual, but his heart was full of worry. Fei Yinan thought that this was the calm before the storm, which made people worry, and Fei Yinan was worried that Song Ruyi would not be able to accept the truth, so he had a nervous breakdown.

When Song Xuecheng heard Song Ruyi's words, his hand involuntarily touched his face, feeling the changes in himself. Song Xuecheng had been focusing on the research of superbacteria before, and he didn't realize that he had grown old at all.

This time, when Song Ruyi said this, he found that he was no longer young.

Song Ruyi watched Song Xuecheng's movements, and then continued: "Time flies so fast! My sister and I have grown up, and you have also grown old, I originally thought that I would never have a chance to see you again, and I could only see you in a dream, but I didn't expect that I would meet you here and meet in such a way. You say, huh? ”

"yes, I didn't expect to meet you like this. I remember when I left, you were a little small, but now you're so old. There was a rare trace of warmth on Song Xuecheng's face, as if he was the father in Song Ruyi's impression before.

"Since you know that I was a little kid when you left, then you should also know how my sister and I will survive without a family. Do you know how hard it was for my sister and I to go? Song Ruyi suddenly changed her words and questioned Song Xuecheng.

Although Song Ruyi knew that everything was done by her father, in her heart, it was the saddest hurdle for her father to abandon her and her sister.

If Song Xuecheng had her and her sister in his heart and didn't know their difficulties in the future, then Song Ruyi's heart could feel better.

It can be seen from this that Song Xuecheng's departure hurt Song Ruyi a lot, and we can also know how deep Song Ruyi's love for Song Xuecheng is.