Chapter 66: Who is more villainous in heart

Guan Shi finally spoke, but I didn't expect him to ask me: Are you still sad now?

Does he care about me?

No, I wouldn't think he cared, and even if he did, it was too late.

"Sad, of course sad, why not sad?" I said three times in a row.

Guan Yan's eyes deepened, turned away, and said softly: "You shouldn't say that you like to be vegetarian, you shouldn't say that you want to be vegetarian for 360 days, you are willing." ”

"Oh my God, oh my God." Hearing Guan Shi's words, I just wanted to shout in my heart twice.

Oh my God, he finally told the reason, and I finally knew the reason.

For this reason, I haven't thought about it. But when Guan Shi said it, why was it so difficult for me to accept it.

Guan Shi is really a petty and extremely domineering banshee, just because my taste is different from his, he gets angry and wrongs me.

I didn't know what to say, so I shook my head and smiled: "You, you're too, too ......"

Forget it, let's not talk about it, so what?

I'd better be myself.

So, I assured him, "I know, I won't say such things anymore, and try to eat as much meat as you taste." ”

"That's not what it meant." Guan Shi glanced at me, just one glance, and quickly turned his head to look away.

I was stunned for a moment, wondering, "What does that mean?" ”

I thought to myself: He treated me like that because I said he liked to be a vegetarian, not what else could I mean by him being stingy and domineering as I thought.

Guan Shi didn't answer me immediately, and after a long while, he said, "You can just ask Cang Li to know." ”

"Ask Cang Li?" I was even more puzzled in my heart, thinking: He told me directly, isn't it over, why bother to ask Cang Li so much.

Besides, if I asked Cang Li, and he said that he knew him through Cang Li, then I wouldn't have jumped into the Yellow River and couldn't wash it.

Such a stupid thing, I don't do it.

I shook my head and said, "Tell me." ”

Guan Shi didn't speak.

I knew what he meant, and said in my heart: It seems that I want to know what that means, so I can only ask Cangli.

But......

"Okay, when Cang Li comes, I'll ask Cang Li. But I can say ugly things in the front, you can't just say that I learned about you through Cangli because I asked Cangli about this. I don't want to be wronged again. ”

The last sentence, I dare not say it explicitly, it is very quiet.

I guess Guan Yan heard my last sentence, and as soon as I finished my last sentence, he turned his head to look at me.

The emotions in my eyes are complicated, and I can't understand them.

He just gave me a complicated look and then turned away.

I don't know if I'm too sensitive, but I feel like today's closure is different from what it used to be.

I can't say what is different, but it feels different.

When I walked to the door, Guan Yan stopped, turned his back to me and said, "Whatever Cangli says in the future, you just listen." ”

Yes, yes, I want to listen to it, and I don't want to upset Cangli, but the key is......

I shouted at Guan Shi's back: "Then do you still think that I know you through Cangli?" ”

Guan Shi didn't answer me, and left directly, making me very depressed.

I picked up the book depressed, trying to see if there were any interesting facts about the emperor in this book, but I couldn't read a word, and my mind was full of thinking about what Guan Shi meant by that.

After guessing for a long time, I couldn't guess Guan Yan's thoughts, so I had to give up and wait to ask Cang Li.

But who knows, Cang Li was upset by me, and it took half a month before he appeared.

In the past half month, I have lived a very peaceful life, and gradually adapted to the life of running between school and residence.

My dad came to see me once and gave me 2,000 yuan, but I didn't want it, saying that there were living expenses.

But my dad said it was pocket money, and I had to take it, so I didn't push it anymore.

Growing up, my dad loved me very much, and from time to time he would give me some pocket money to buy things I liked.

If it weren't for the fact that I knew that my dad was not highly educated and didn't finish elementary school, I would have wondered if he had seen the idea of girls being rich from some foreign book.

After all, when I was a child, the concept of girl enrichment had not yet appeared in China - maybe it did, I don't know. But even if it did, it was very rare, not as widespread as it is now - at that time, thankfully, there was no preference for sons.

In fact, what I don't know is that my dad also has patriarchal thoughts, and it's only because of my mom that he doesn't show this kind of thinking.

Because my mom loves me and he loves my mom, he loves me and treats me well.

I only found out about this later.

My dad also told me a little bit about my mom.

Only then did I realize that after knowing that I had encountered a shutdown, my mother did not go to work and worried about my affairs every day.

When she learned that the little monk hadn't brought me back, my mother was left with endless worries.

I'm worried that I can't eat well, I can't sleep well, and I'm worried that Guan Shi won't be good for me.

But in fact, I ate and slept well. But my mom couldn't sleep when she was sad, and even if she did, she couldn't sleep well.

My dad said that my mom used to have nightmares during that time, waking up crying and calling my name. It wasn't until my birthday that my mom called me and knew I was okay that she had a good night's sleep.

My mom went back to work after I came back, the day after she came to see me at noon to be exact.

I don't know all this.

If my dad hadn't told me, I'm afraid I'd never know.

I listened to it very badly, and I hated myself very much, hating myself for being too timid at that time.

If I had called my mom earlier, my mom wouldn't have suffered from this.

I cried and said sorry to my dad, that I was sorry for my mom.

My dad said that the family said that they were sorry for what they said, and asked me to call my mom more when I was free.

Naturally, I said yes.

Even if my dad didn't say it, I would have done it.

When my dad was leaving, he specifically told me not to do this in front of my mother, saying that my mother didn't want me to know and didn't want me to worry.

If my mom found out and he told me this, my mom would settle accounts with him.

When I was told these words, my dad was a little embarrassed, but he also enjoyed it.

Seeing my dad's embarrassment and enjoyment, I saw love in him.

My parents have a very good relationship, which I have known since I was a child and I envy very much. I also want such a deep and simple love, but I know that I may not be able to get it in this life.

Half a month later, Cang Li appeared.

When he showed up, it was night, I had just finished taking a shower and was sitting in the living room watching TV and eating snacks, and he just fell straight from the ceiling in front of me.

"Mom." When Cang Li saw me, he happily called my mother, as if the scene I made him sad and shed tears last time had never happened.

Seeing Cang Li so happy, my heart also hurt a little.

"Come here." I patted the sofa next to me and asked Cang Li to come over.

Cang Li staggered over and jumped next to me to sit down.

I handed him the snack in my hand, and he smiled and shook his head, "Mom, I don't eat." ”

"Do you want to smell it, it's very fragrant." I knew that Cang Li didn't eat, but I suddenly thought of a ghost movie I had watched, which said that ghosts eat things, not like people, but just smell it.

When I showed it to Cang Li, I suddenly remembered that the little monk said that Guan Shi and Cang Li were not ghosts, so I wanted to take back the potato chips.

Cang Li grabbed my hand, stretched out his nose and sniffed it, licked his lips and said, "It's so fragrant." What is it? ”

"It's potato chips, made from potatoes. Did you know potatoes? It's the kind that is flat, round, and yellow. ”

"I know."

I chatted with Cang Li for a while, and then I got to the point, "Cang Li, I have something I want to ask you." ”

"Well, Mom, you ask. As long as I know, I will tell you. ”

"That's right. Before, I chatted with your father and said that I like to be vegetarian, let me be vegetarian for 365 days, and I am happy. And then your dad got angry, do you know why? ”

"Mom, is that what you said?" Cang Li floated up to me and asked me happily.

It's weird...... Guan Yan was angry when he heard my words, why was Cang Li happy when he heard my words.

Suddenly, I had a feeling that my words might have something to do with Cang Li's mother.

Otherwise, one will not be angry, and the other will be happy.

Thinking of this, I felt a little uncomfortable in my heart, but I still nodded: "Well, that's what I said." Any questions? ”

"No problem." Cang Li's little face smiled, "Mom, can I hug you?" ”

"Come on." I reached out and hugged Cang Li over.

Cang Li threw herself into my arms and told me what was going on: "Mom, you were born a vegetarian. No matter what you've experienced or forgotten, your habits won't change. ”

Hehe, it really has something to do with Cangli's mother.

However, I don't understand a little, even if I say that I am vegetarian and reminds Guan Yan of his wife, I won't be angry, and I won't be wronged.

Wait, what did he wrong me? He wronged me for trying to understand him through Cang Li.

Why did he wrong me like this?

Did he think that when I said that I was vegetarian, I asked Cang Li about something, and deliberately said that I was vegetarian to get his attention?

Is he afraid that I will like him?

Guan Shi also said that I have the heart of a villain, and I think he has a villain's heart more than me.

He didn't know, and I was more afraid than he was that I would like him.

When I think about this, the expression on my face is rich: no way, I am such a person with a true temperament who likes to be seen.

These rich expressions fell into Cang Li's eyes, and Cang Li asked me, "Mom, what are you thinking?" ”

"Huh?" As soon as I came back to my senses, I realized that I was fascinated by what I was thinking, and smiled at Cang Li: "It's nothing. ”

I pinched Cang Li's little face and said to him very solemnly: "Cang Li, can I discuss something with you?" ”

"Mom, you say."

"The thing I want to discuss with you is, next time if I don't mention the past in my head, can you not be sad?"

Cang Li's little head drooped down, as if he didn't want me to see the expression on his face.

After a while, Cang Li raised his little face and grinned, "Mom, how can you say that you have a brain pump?" ”

Looking at the harmless smiling face of Cang Li, I screamed bitterly in my heart: This little kid ......

The fastest update is error-free reading, please visit Please bookmark this site to read the latest!