Are you afraid of the black-faced female ghost?

No, I think of the face of the black-faced female ghost now, and I don't think it's that scary.

I'm not afraid of black-faced female ghosts, so what am I afraid of?

To be honest, I really don't know what I'm afraid of, I feel panicked and scared, I feel like I don't have the courage anymore, and I'm scared all the time.

Although I think of the black-faced female ghost and am no longer afraid, it is undeniable that the reason why I became like this is because of the black-faced female ghost, and I was scared like this by her.

I think I might be scared out of it.

However, I feel that it makes some sense.

Because this is not the first time I've seen a ghost, and it's not the first time I've seen such a hideous and terrifying face.

When I was in my hometown before, the miserable appearance of those people in the village who were persecuted to death by the female ghost in red was not much better than the hideous face of the black-faced female ghost, and there were many of them hanging on the wall, and I was not scared like this.

Why is it that this time, it was scared like this.

I told Guan Shi about my doubts, and Guan Shi helped me analyze: "There is a saying that newborn calves are not afraid of tigers. The first time you see it, you think you're scared, probably not that scared, because you don't know what the ghost will do. The second time you see it, you have a little understanding of ghosts, and you will be more afraid than the first time, but maybe you don't feel that way. ”

"Sometimes people's feelings can deceive themselves, which is a sense of self-preservation."

Awareness of self-protection......

Hearing these words, I thought of going to the hospital to see a doctor because of memory confusion, and the doctor said that there is a kind of amnesia called selective amnesia.

It is that people may choose to forget this memory in extremely painful situations, which is a kind of self-preservation.

Could it be that in addition to selective amnesia, there is also selective delusion?

"No......" I shook my head, feeling that Guan Shi's analysis was wrong, but I couldn't think of words to refute it.

I looked down and thought about it, and said, "It's good that it's the weekend, otherwise I wouldn't have dared to go to school." ”

"Don't ......," Guan Fu patted me on the head.

"Ahh I was startled, screamed softly, slipped off the sofa, knelt in front of Guan Shi, hugged his leg and said, "Guan Shi, I'm afraid, I'm afraid." ”

Guan Yan's hand froze in the air, and he looked at me with some unresponsiveness.

When I saw Guan Yan's hand, I realized that he had just slapped me, but I was extremely scared in my heart and thought too much.

But if you want to ask me, I just thought too much, what did I think of. I don't know what I just thought, anyway, I just didn't think about Guan Yan.

"You get up first." Guan Shi stretched out his hand to pull me.

I hugged his leg and shook my head, "Guan Shi, what if I keep doing this?" Is there any way you can help me? Help me, okay? ”

"It's up to you. You're now in a kind of panic that you don't come out of on your own, and no one can help you. ”

"What if I can't get out?" I don't want to be like that, I don't want to live in panic all the time.

I'm still so scared of being around, I can't imagine what I'll do if I'm not around?

"If you don't try to get out, how do you get out?" After Guan Shi finished speaking, he pulled me again.

I didn't want to get up, so I held his legs and didn't move, looked up and asked him, "How can I try?" ”

"That's up to you."

At the end of the day, it's up to me, but I don't know what to look at myself.

I'm so sad, I want to cry.

Suddenly, I thought of something, grabbed Guan Shi's leg, sat up on his knees, and asked, "Guan Shi, do you think I'm scared of my soul?" I remember ...... when I was a kid"

"No, your soul is fine."

"I didn't scare the soul, so why did I ...... I remember when I was a child, there was a child in the village who was scared out of his soul, and his courage was very small, and he would smoke when he sleek. It's just that if you sleep well, you will move suddenly. That's it. ”

I learned the movements of the suddenness, and then asked Guan Shi, "When I sleep, is there a situation like this?" ”

"No, you sleep honestly."

Woo woo, it's not that I scare my soul, and I feel that I can't get out of this fear by myself, I'm very sad.

I sat on the floor in frustration, covering my face, not knowing what to do.

Guan Shi stretched out his hand to pull me, startling me again.

Guan Shi was also a little headache by my startled reaction, he rubbed his forehead and asked me, "Mo Ran, do you want to come out?" ”

Heck, Guan Yan rarely calls me by my name, and when he calls my name, it means that he is serious.

I nodded aggrievedly: "Yes, I want to, but ......"

"Don't, just do what you want." Guan Shi pulled me up from the ground with a hard pull.

As long as I want?

I feel that Guan Shi is easy to say, but it is not so easy to do.

But there's no way, Guan Shi said that I have to come out on my own, so I have to work hard to get out.

……

I didn't sleep well last night, I was sleepy before noon, and after lunch, I took Guan Shi to take a nap together. I wanted to take a nap to get a good rest, but I didn't expect to have another nightmare after falling asleep.

In my dream, Guan Shi and I seemed to have traveled somewhere, and we were standing on a large grass enjoying the scenery, when suddenly a strong tornado blew and blew Guan Fu away.

I, on the other hand, have nothing.

Seeing that Guan Fu was blown away by the wind, I was stunned for a moment, and then chased after it, but where could I catch up.

"Guan, Guan......" I called Guan's name again and woke up from my dream.

When I woke up and didn't see Guan Shi, I was very panicked, very scared, and was about to scream, when Guan Shi pushed the door and hurriedly walked in, asking, "What's wrong?" ”

"Woo ......" I can't see Guan Yan, I really want to see him, I see him, I think about him secretly leaving while I am sleeping, I feel very wronged, and I cry aggrieved.

"Did you have a nightmare?" Guan Yan took my hand and tried to pull me into his arms.

I shook off my temper and cried with my face: "You don't care about me, I can get out by myself." ”

"Don't cry, it's me who is not good, I shouldn't have left while you were sleeping." Guan Yan put his arm around my shoulders and held me in his arms.

I lay in Guan Shi's arms, cried fiercely, and complained fiercely in my heart: He is not good, he is not good.

During this period, Guan Shi has been good-natured to comfort me, saying that he is coming, so that I should not be afraid.

But I was only immersed in my own emotions at that time, and I didn't notice Guan Yan's good temper, let alone that I was a little unforgiving.

Thinking back on this scene afterwards, I feel that Guan Shi has such a good temper, and I am really ashamed.

When I felt better, Guan Shi asked me, "What kind of nightmare are you doing?" ”

"No nightmares." I sniffed and said in a very nasal voice, "I just dreamed that you were blown away by a strong wind." ”

"I was blown away by a strong wind?" It's a little incredible.

"Well, the wind is so strong that you'll be blown away all at once."

"What about you?"

"Me? I went after you, but I didn't. ”

Guan suddenly smiled, "Last night you dreamed that I was swept away by the black fog, and today you dreamed that I was swept away by the strong wind. Why is it always me who gets hurt? ”

Hearing Guan Shi ask why it was always him who was hurt, I wanted to laugh a little, but I was embarrassed to laugh - I had just cried, and now I laughed again, where was it embarrassing - I lowered my head and muttered, "I don't know, and the dream is not under my control." ”

Speaking of this, I suddenly thought of something, wiped away my tears, looked up and asked Guan Shi: "Guan Shi, I either dreamed that you were swept away by the black fog, or I dreamed that you were blown away by the strong wind, would there be any hints?" Hinting that your enemy is coming? ”

"Are you scared?"

Guan Shi asked me if I was afraid, although I didn't say what I was afraid of, but I knew what he was afraid of, and I was afraid that his enemy would find me if he came to the door.

I wasn't afraid of anything at this time, I held my neck high and shook my head majestically: "Don't be afraid, it's a ......big deal to die!"

The word death, I just wanted to say it, but suddenly it occurred to me that Guan Yan didn't like me to say the word dead in front of him, and I promised him not to say it again, so I stopped the car in time and didn't say it.

Guan Yan raised his eyebrows, patted my head with his big hand, and said with praise: "I didn't expect you to have such momentum at a young age." ”

I stuck out my tongue embarrassedly, "There's no way to do it, there's nothing you can do, you can only obey the destiny of heaven." ”

"Obey the destiny of heaven?" The corners of Guan Yan's mouth hooked, and a smile was hooked, but the smile looked a little cold and disdainful, "Don't worry, I won't let you obey the destiny of heaven." Since I keep you by my side, I have the ability to protect you from being harmed, but ......"

Guan Shi said this, deliberately stopped, and I asked, "But what?" ”

"I can only protect you alone, as for your family......"

When it came to the critical moment, Guan Shi stopped talking again, making me very anxious, I grabbed his arm and said hurriedly: "As for my family, you can say it quickly." Will they be in danger? ”

"You don't want to put your family in danger, so reduce contact with them, preferably none."

...... "I never thought that my contact with my family would bring danger to them, and my heart panicked all of a sudden, and the six gods were gone.

Guan Shi said again: "This time I brought you back, first, to fulfill your wishes, second, to let your family know that you are safe, and third, to give you a chance to say goodbye to your family." ”

"I didn't want to tell you so sooner, but you mentioned my enemy today, and I'll tell you about it. When you graduate, we'll leave. ”

"Will you come back if you leave?" I know that after leaving, I won't be coming back, but I still want to ask, and I want to hear how Guan Shi answers.

Guan Shi didn't answer, and threw the question to me as usual: "What do you think?" ”

I think...... If I think it can come true, I definitely think I'll come back.

But I knew it wasn't possible.

I feel so uncomfortable thinking that as soon as I graduate, I will leave Guan Shi forever, and I will never see my family or my mother again.

"Don't feel bad, think about your family's safety; What if we stay in the Twin Cities and the enemy comes to your door and threatens your family's lives? ”

Guan Shi's words are simply a word to wake up the person in the dream.

Hearing him mention my family's well-being made me feel less uncomfortable, but I had another kind of worry, worried that the enemy would come to my door before I graduated.

I told Guan Shi about my concerns, and Guan Shi said, "He didn't come to the door so early, but we also have to prepare in advance." From now on, try to reduce the number of times you have contact with your family. ”

"Uh-huh, I know." For the sake of my family's safety, I can only endure the pain.

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